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Trying to picture my life without you feels as if the sun will never rise again.

i love you

and i’m so scared.

You have my whole heart.

please don’t break it

sometimes I envy oblivious people.

I wonder what it’s like

not to be consumed by your mind

and all the terrible thoughts.

you start fires within me

not the kind that warms my heart

but rather burns it painfully

you make my heart race

and my mind spin

and i love the chaos

sweet lil baby in a world full of pain

- R.I.P 2 my youth

how can i expect you to understand me when i don’t even understand myself