Let the chaos guide your discoveries

Tuğba, Computer Egineer, Eclectic Witch, Slytherin, INTP-T, dark academia all the way🌛

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

✨I FINALLY GRADUATED FROM UNIVERSITY AFTER 9 YEARS. ✨

To all people who had to take extra year/s to complete their degree don't give up on yourself and be proud of yourself🥂

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

29.12.2021 - Hi there pretty people, since I've been gone not much has changed, I'm still in university but guess what I work as a part time test engineer at a bank yay!

Maybe I'll start posting here maybe I don't but I'll visit here occasionally.

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

Hello beautiful people, I think it’s time for me to take a break from this platform. I’m focusing on my self development, self care and mental health so I decided to break up with social media one by one. My screen time counter just stresses me out when I look at it, I hope I’ll return to this platform one day and write my experiences about it. Thanks every person on this platform that made me a better person whether they know me or not. Take care of yourself and I’m saying this with my all heart 🤍

06.02.2021

[little-miss-rasputin-pageant]

me: (opens tumblr on the first day of winter) oh the witches are out and about how delightful

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

This Yule, it is particularly important to focus on what is needed to fulfill your long-term goals. If you are uncertain about your goals, then take time to explore your thoughts and feelings to clarify them. It would be prudent to include plans related to fostering safety, stability, and comfort in your life ❄️

[the2headedcalf-moved]

being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]

[sweetenerlanda]

ITS OFFICIALLY OCTOBER AND ITS 30 DAYS LEFT UNTIL HALLOWEEN 🎃👻

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

Happy Mabon everyone! 🍁 If you don’t celebrate it then Happy Autumn, may the autumn season brings you joy, peace, creativity, flow, growth and knowledge!

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

Since the beginning of autumn approaches I kindly want to remind you that take care of yourself, people around you, your plants, your pets etc. You deserve to take time of to just relax and drink a hot beverage of your choice, snuggle under blankets while watching your favorite tv show. Don’t neglect to take your vitamins also don’t neglect to move your body even if you don’t like exercise go for a walk I promise you’ll feel better. Stay safe, I love you all ☁️

[echymosis]

“September approaching… I feel I owe myself a brief respite of leisure and no rushing around. I can’t face the dead reality. I want rainy days, lanterns and a hundred moons twining in dark leaves, music spilling out and echoing yet inside my head.”

— Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath written c. August 1951

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

☁️ dark academia autumnal things ☁️

crunchy sound of leaves as you walk by

listening to Dark Academia playlist in the morning

wearing cozy coat and scarf

feeling chilly just a little bit but you got your dark coffee in your hand so it’s okay

reading any book by the rainy window at coffee shop

coming home and taking a warm bath

baking cookies and eating it with loved ones or alone since you are happy with yourself

watching nordic noir tv shows under cozy blankets just like you did when you were kid

studying and learning in candlelight at night because you have immense thirst for knowledge

journaling your thoughts and feelings to keep you sane

plotting a murder

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

Here is my ultra minimalistic bujo spread for September. I ditched almost everything that I was using in the beginning of my bujo journey. No monthly spreads, no weekly spreads etc. I just use daily spread and that’s it. Honestly this way of doing bujo feels more pleasurable to me and that’s why I adore this journaling system. Also I first saw the whole writing names of the objects’ in picture in @sadcypher s post and I loved it ☁️

[primulaceas]

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath; entry no. 102

[firstfullmoon]

life should really just be *wakes up refreshed* *drinks some coffee* *eats some oatmeal* *reads a book* *eats some stir fried vegetables* *reads a book* *eats a cookie* *reads a book* *drinks some soup* *reads a book* *goes to sleep content* *wakes up refreshed*

[whateverthesoupisgettingcold]

i humbly want to add *coding* between eating and reading a book

[engineeringhistory]

Margaret Hamilton, lead Apollo flight software engineer, in the Apollo Command Module, circa late 1960s.

[weltenwellen]

Anis Mojgani, In the Pockets of Small Gods

[honeyofapollo]

[theladyscribe]

when I was younger I didn’t understand why “may you live in interesting times” was considered a curse in ancient greece.

I get it now.