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My lips curl into smile, and I’m flooded with awe as I catch a glimpse of your passion

You look fulfilled, happy, I never lost faith, that someday, you would lead your own refashion,

I see you glowing, and look at you thriving

Finally putting love into your own soul, replacing endless pining.

I knew this was true love, your eyes filled with enthusiasm and devotion, and way back then, I saw how it brought you unparalleled emotion

But I did not predict, when we went our separate ways

Painfully wondering how our love became filled with disdain

I had accepted it wasn't real, and that we weren't on the same page

You can't truly love someone, when their love for you is on condition you change.

Moving on, walking forward, time had eased the pain, but never did I ever think

I'd come across your picture, and my first thought was not who to blame

I thought "That's my fucking girl" the one I always saw, even through heavy rain,

Gone my resentment, residual quiet anger, right down the drain

You looked exactly as I knew you would, once you finally saw yourself and broke the chains

Never did I think, I'd look at the joy in your face, and feel so much happiness for you, and what you've became. I could watch you embrace simple joys in life every minute of every day. It's so much more than I ever got to see, but I certainly know what to say. I was even caught of guard, at how much more beautiful you became. You're glowing, your hair, your eyes, your face. They all seem more striking, but I think that's just you at peace in finding your place.

I'm so proud of you, and I never expected to regain,

It seems some types of love are deeper, and will outlive all our shame

That our bond wasn't real...oh yes it was, because seeing you thrive is the very best part of our game. Now I come across your pictures and smile, all those old permanent feelings, just burned up flames.

This is more, this is it, I can't even begin to expain.

How much I adore seeing you like this, but from afar and away,

I just hope you know deep down, I always & forever saw you this way.

With all my love from your permanent place in my heart - and would never change it. We were bigger than all of our acts of the past. Not wise enough to know it yet then. But now healed enough to look back & value that special thing we had with fondness and feel lucky that we got to experience something ethereal like that. I’m lucky and grateful.

With love, always

Michelle

TWENTYELEVEN

You think you eyes have deceived you, as you process the words. You hope it’s not true, & you wish you hadn’t heard. And that moment feels like a lifetime. That moment that could bury your bond. “I was doing the right thing?” Well I guess that you thought wrong.

But it’s never a surprise, as your best intentions are misread. You wait up till sunrise, you’ve made one mistake and they’ve fled. As the sun rises up, over the last of the clouds, you look up and just wish, that your thoughts weren’t so loud.

Each time there is less, stealing pieces of my soul. Damn, I don’t know who I am, can I withstand the toll? A new day begins, yet I’m still trapped in the night. I’ll wait patiently, till the day I see light.

I have no shields, I have no armour, I’m vulnerable at best. But maybe someday one will stay, with the same heart that beats in their chest. What I do with you now, I am at a loss. Have you broken my trust? Are you different then those whose paths I have crossed?

A single tear forms, and I wish you could see, that all I’ve ever been guilty of,

Is giving you the very best of me.

Poems about girls - Untitled

once or twice in a lifetime, a nail in the timeline a love so enthralling, flying with wings of fate Through the clouds, it dawns that she is mine, mesmerized in an isntant, but the low whispers in the wind begin to bait From head to toe - she is perfection pined Time moves, the wings lose feathers and the clouds cause the sky to dim, Furroed brow, short side glances, and a suddent churning gut tells us, that oh so soon, an oh so sad, that heaven will hit a rut. Two summers of pain and two winters of despair THe heart held by the seams, and the brain won't dare Accept the truth, searching for the care but when you utter those words, those heavy heavy words From day one it was never going to be fair, A pawn in a game, a card in the deck Flip one, Flip two, discard them, what the heck. They were never meant to be winners anyways But you don't dwell in any sorrowed days This is your table, your spotlight, star on broadway All other actors are just peasants in awe Of your captivating charm, and promise of the soulmate skyway The mask never falls, and will never thaw to reveal the true nature of the heart within But inch by inch, and ounce by ounce, hints begin to creep in. Impressive display, the act so long, and always your liege had faith That what lied in that chest, though confused with unrest, Had hid beautiful qualities, waiting for a helping hand to reset Giving every ounce and loving every moment, yet slowly losing respect Time finally reveals, the truth of the matter, is that she never gave a fuck about you, whose next?

Poems about girls - I fell too fast

The most unexpected encounter

Gorgeous eyes draw you in, attracted to every piece, and your lustful mind wants to spread her legs open, instant. You notice, however, that this feeling is not at the forefront of desires and whims.

Back & forth, questions flow free.

Easy, intriguing, drawing in wonder from me.

Considered it mutually lucky to suddenly find a home right in front for me to see.

Young feelings holding hope for something real

Could look like when you nuzzled into my neck

Was certain it was both of us meant to feel

But I was wrong again, what the actual heck

Led on, don’t even pretend that wasn’t the case,

You knew how much I liked you, did you use my adoration to make you feel safe?

Case me aside when you had your fill and things got to real.

Cruelly, at that, it was clear I didn’t even come close to fitting your bill.

Your prerogative, good luck, wish you the best

But I would never treat someone I cared about with so much ire and detest.

Glad I found out now and not later, thank god I can throw this one to rest.

For a second, I knew cosmic love.

Feels like I lost my twin.

For a moment I was heaven struck.

I'm so tired of hurting for the same reasons.

She thrives of my pain, directing razor sharp words with such disdain.

The campfire was pleasant, stable and warm,

But she can't help but fan the flames

Ensuring any progress you made is in the past.

And here we are again, line 1 in the pen,

Same reasons, same hurt, same exhaustion that never ends.

I love you. No matter what I do, I cannot stop loving you. No matter how much I hate you in moments, interspersed with resentment and defeat, I can't stop loving you. You will always be my home, my arms, my perfect fit, the perfect laugh, the perfect quirky smile, the perfect walk as you approach me, the perfect kiss, so full of everything, so full of everything we were, and everything we are still meant to be.

The intensity & longevity of my anger still could not keep me away from you, and I did not want to admit to myself that my heart will always be yours. What if you play with it? What if it doesn't mean as much to you? What if it isn't the challenge, you are looking for?

My fear held me back, held my heart from reaching yours, as I was desperate to know that I would be safe from the start. But now I see, I need to dive in first and hope that we stop growing apart. My love is greater than penance, greater than the consequences of my sin, and if you believe that your heart is meant for another, we can part ways as the lights go dim. But I won't ever, ever, live another day, letting my fear take home the win.

Scath on me, cry on me, look at me with those eyes full of hate. I deserve it, and I'll take it, until that cold in the blues slowly begin to dissipate,

Poems about girls - Nature's reckoning

How to speak when it's all said and done.

When it's known, with certainty, that you can no longer outrun

The reality of us, that we aren't in a place to see

That the other person may be worth, setting the pain free.

Yet we tried, and we can't, and in circles we go.

Each seeking validation and care, from the person they love so.

But we can never find each other, shouting our names

While lost in a forest that never seems to fade.

We searched and we tried, but our maps didn't match

Yours a language of details and mine just asking for a simple patch,

They guided us to places where we could not be found

Desperate to connect, only more twisted bare roots rose from the ground

Bewildered and wild, we were lost trying to find

Each other's treasure, magic words, to leave the past pain behind.

With no way forward and no way back, we stumble out into the grass

Without our person, our home, our past, we look up at the sky and realize that the forest was just too vast.

But my love for you never fades, as far away as it may seem,

I think of you every day, and see you in my dreams.

Dreams where we found each other, dreams where we found the key

I'm lucky I get to see you here, the best versions of you and me

I know you loved me deeply then, and possibly maybe still

But I don't think you understand, that I would always be fighting uphill

To be who you wanted, to be who you needed, as deep down I knew I wouldn't be enough to fill

Your lifelong desires and need for adventure

Poems about girls - She's certainly a Queen

There once was a girl, born middle class, peasant, She grew up with the crowd, the usual, those expected but Good looks, charm, complexity started making those expectant That maybe she had more to show, then just an old regular peasant

The allure of superiority was thick each day, not created by her, but by those that usually pay Reverance and admiration, as her aura continues to grow All of a sudden it dawn s on her, that control she could sow

The world was her oyster, and thus the So puppeteer she became but the master never needs to acknowledge that puppets are people with pain Play play play, roles in the play, THe highest of action and the most despicable to many's dismay

She's young and she's wild and the world is at her feet And as such, the story's only has one protaganist whose feelings determine the beat Time moves, and so much pain, caused to those surrounding her Those who love her and her heavenly endearment, but they are just shadows with no coherence.

Their feelings are not the story, they aren't considered within As the only thing that matters, is the queen moving at her on whim The trauma, the wounds, just bodies left lying behind, Crying tears of love lost, but that is not her duty to find.

On she goes, on she grows, and life begins to turn Maturity brings reality, and allures begin to burn She slowly starts to understand, that her past is black & condemned Perhaps equivalent hardships have opened her heart, that she can grow and her story can bend.

Bend but won't break, the spine is too strong, She knows what really lies beneath, is someone flawed but fights against wrong. What a wise soul, she must truly understand her kin, No longer quite the master, as no one should be, but she has been through her own evil and her own wins.

All of a sudden, similiar behaviour, coming from another, bewilders her and dismays her. What the hell? Who are you to judge? I thought you were the wise soul who learned from her bad judgement during her youthful blur Yourself given grace, yourself given forgiveness, but perhaps no accountability? How can you now deem yourself the warden, of those exhibiting what you have been?

What a waste of potential, a heart who could truly help But no, once the chaos was over, you pardoned yourself and put on your crown, You are forgiven, you are free, and what a fantastic person you yourself see, But you watch for peasants, one foot in the wrong, and the queen will make you bleed.

How can one not see the complete hypocrisy? Well of course, that's what happens when one lives completely consumed by their self-appointed superiority.

I've never met someone so open with their sexuality, shame someone so maliciously and demeaning to one of same kin.

Breath, breath, pace of the breath.

Real is what was seen and heard by nature all around.

Reality is that based in intonations, laughter, core memories with colors and smells.

Reality is what you feel, deep in the gut where it dwells.

You're about to lay in, and think it may be fun,

I see the charge coming, and turn around to run.

Poems about girls - Heartbeak Tattoo

Have you ever fallen, without hope to touch the ground,

The edge you’ve been living on, grasping for breath while you drown

Yet still sure the hand of yours chosen,

Will come for you, an untold promise of lifetime devotion

Destined to be bound, fated, our bound was special, always knowing we were unique.

Doubts non-existent on grand reciprocal emotions, no other would she need to seek.

But time passes, and you tearfuy llpart ways,

To survive the toxicity that you let take over your days

Pain that slashes vicious cuts, both parties committed to their tale

Villains and demons alike in both worlds, but truthfully the hearts so ever frail

Longing and cravingfor the love that once was shared, but you were the one, so it’ll always be there,

….but maybe, could it really be, that only one of them cared.

Faith destroyed, you were so sure,

That both of your intentions were pure.

Yet just a sail in the wind, amongst a vast array of ships

And you finally understand why your love was destined to thinned,

One was simply passing through, and a marvelous vacation it may have become

But never destined as home, didn’t you read the fine print clause

Now you know, you twin flame found those feelings in another

Their dancing partner wasn’t you, and your heart is then smothered,

None of it was real, as pages from opposite books can’t possibly tell a fantasy.

Your chapter simply the ever-in-love partner, a single drop of water while crossing the sea.

I would have gotten that tattoo, I would have said why not.

But I never knew or was told, this was something you intensely sought

4 years, no mention, and now you finally see,

That 6 months was all it took, for you to fall in love more deeply then you ever did with me.

Poems about girls - Trojan Horse

Sunlight through the corner window, and we stir awake

Thoughts of the day, and frowns of past ways begin to ache

Not ready, not there, the weight of water in the cup remains,

But running away has proved fruitless, as the feelings still drive the train,

How to heal, how to peel, the layers surrounding raw emotions

When stripping defense leaves us vulnerable to attacks that leave us senseless

We build back stronger and hide the treasure in the highest tower.

We almost died, the first time, and our doubt secretly wilts like a late fall flower.

Beneath the front gate, desperate for recognition of soul, some calm and compassion.

Dreaming of the tunnel, validation feeding each step, into the courtyard, but heart still ashen.

We glance and we glare,

with deep breaths through the hopeful air.

But of course, we were dreaming as the entry is simply a trojan-horsed the demon.

It’s in our home, and breaths fire onto innocent thoughts, incinerating our sense of self, our own words a simple afterthought.

Rationality lost, practicality tossed, replaced with anger that we cannot seem to cross

Off the list of traits we’d like to erase, in becoming the person who can make space,

To fill their cup full of the nightmares you need to face,

Holding your hand and stitching the wounds,

But alas, all you’ve done is assumed.

Mouths tape closed while the fire burns hot, the dream is just a thought left here to rot.

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