popping in to reminisce
it’s been 6 years, wowie
i remember abandoning this blog at the height of my depression, so certain that i wouldn’t see it past high school, so confused why there were so many people here that interacted with me. i’m here now at 22, graduating uni this year, stable job lined up, with a girlfriend and friends that love me and i love, and i look at this capsule of me at 16, at their lowest point, and i’m overwhelmed with emotion. i cried!!!! i’m reminded of the headspace i was in at the time and i’m looking at my inbox full of lovely people who took the time to try and check up on me and send their well wishes after my disappearance and i grieve the me of 16 years, wishing they could see that there were people (basically strangers!!) out there that cared for them and what that meant. some of you have deactivated, or abandoned tumblr as well, and i wish i realized back then that i didn’t have to cut you out of my life completely, but we’re here now, so to those people—and everyone else too!—if you ever come back to this blog and see this, thank you for being there for me. i hope you’re out there happy and doing well.
also who the fuck took wheeyonce i’m kinda pissed about that. even though i gatekept it for 6 years. my bad
