[whereshouldistart]

I don’t have to die for you to love me

I don’t ever have to go to war

I don’t have to break down, you still found me without any smoke leading you to my door

I don’t have to set myself on fire

I don’t need to hurt to feel your warmth

[whereshouldistart]

Ever since you said out my name, I haven’t heard it sound the same.

[whereshouldistart]

I had a dream that in less than 24hrs you figured out a way around the blockade and messaged me telling me that you love me and I’m what you want.

[soracities]

“My life has been the awaiting of you, / Your footfall was my own heart’s beat.”

— Paul Valéry, from “The Footsteps” (trans. C. Day Lewis), Selected Writings of Paul Valéry

[whereshouldistart]

When they said -

“If your kiss, turned me to stone

I'd be a statue standing tall in Ancient Rome.

And if your touch, shattered me like glass

I'd be in pieces tryin' to make the breaking last.

If it took one look to turn my days to night

At least I'd have the stars, the sparkle in your eyes.”

And…

“I know just trying to write a song I run the risk that I could get your perfect wrong.

And well I guess, what I'm trying to say

Is there ain't words been made could shoulder so much weight.

And if you turned your back on me and walked away, not a thing about the way I feel would change.”

“Even if I knew, the day we met, you'd be the reason this heart breaks

Oh, I'd love you anyway”

I’m fine. Everything’s fine.

[whereshouldistart]

I was thinking about that night we just sat on your couch and watched a cheesy Christmas movie together. Your hand in mine because it was your limit that night. I was so content just being near you. I want another night like that. I miss you.

[whereshouldistart]

I miss you.

[whereshouldistart]

Sometimes I feel like I might be a back up, but maybe that’s just my own insecurities.

What will happen when he gets his shit together and starts giving you everything you need? All of the support and love and offers to help do things and takes care of things as a partner, when he sees your struggles and meets you half way?

I’ve also been wondering what things will be like once he gets a new job. Right now we get to see each other only when he’s at work. What happens if he gets an 8-5 gig?

[whereshouldistart]

I am insatiably horny today.

[whereshouldistart]

I like the way my name rolls off your tongue.

[whereshouldistart]

Day dreaming about tasting you.

[butchofthenight]

Hey (with the intention of carrying heavy things for you to impress you)

[g0lden-retriever-butch]

thinking about sliding my tongue into a dripping wet pussy. also thinking about her cute little moan when i do

[goldpixy-deactivated20230510]

[whereshouldistart]

I love you, sweet girl.

[whereshouldistart]

I need more of you straddling me. More of you wanting me to feel how wet I make you.

[whereshouldistart]

I miss you.