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1000 words
The lyrics in this song, nuffâ said. I donât think I can say anything more than these. Thank you for your protection and everything you shielded me from. And youâve got hurt so badly instead. On another note: I wish this song (with the original singer) is on Spotify though. Really annoying that I canât find the music I like on Spotify, ugh.
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Keep on Movin'
Sometimes it feels like life has no meaning, but I know things will be all right in the end. Lately, I have been re-thinking about my life again. I wonât say that life has been hard. I am happy not doing research. I really am. But there feels like there needs to be something more in my life. I was ready to sink into comfort. I was ready to let go and not think. But recent spate of eventsâŚ
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Network Disruptions
I finally have time to sit down and reflect about my life lately. I have been feeling like I fall through the rabbit hole of feeling lonely. And so much for being a scholar studying social networks and not realising what is happening to me. I am experiencing in disruptions in my networks LOL. Who knew- I am probably suffering from an early onset of network disruptions and itâs driving me, anâŚ
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ä¸çä˝ćą
Listening to this song, I am transported to the days where I was 4-5 years old, my father would play this song in his car. Our family would sit in silence (rare moments in my noisy family) and listen to the song. Itâs till now that I bothered to search for the lyrics. Itâs about a personâs aimless-ness as s/he trudges along life and his/ her dreams disappearing. I felt sad listening to thisâŚ
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Broken Trust
Todayâs interaction with you was appalling. Should I clarify with you? Maybe. When I saw your message, so many thoughts went through my head. Maybe you didnât mean this, maybe it was because I said this so this was your response, maybe I allow my pro-feminist-social science thinking critic your well-meaning intentions again. Maybe, maybe, maybe. But no matter how I rationalised it, itâs just soâŚ
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Things I love to tell myself
Things I love to tell myself
I am useless. I have no skills and I never will no matter how much effort I put into something. At most, itâs just mediocre and passable. No one likes me. To them, I am just a joke. My defensiveness, my sensitivities and vulnerabilities something that they pick at my personality. People are only with me because of the benefits that I provide them. I am that medicine that stops them from feelingâŚ
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Start of the -ber
Start of the -ber
Well, well, well- look itâs September. An old friend of mine from the Philippines used to wish me âMerry Christmasâ at the start of September. When I asked if he were high on Christmas spirits, he told me that they start playing Christmas music in the Philippines when the months ending with â-berâ starts. It is so surreal that there is only 4 months left to 2022. I felt that my time was robbedâŚ
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The Climb: Midway point
The Climb: Midway point
I have climbed a long climb. It feels like I am making no progression. It feels like I need to be at the peak faster, while I watch other hikers passed me by. They laugh at me, telling me they have gone up and down the mountain many times. But itâs ok. Itâs ok, just breathe and look back. Look at how far youâve climbed, you can only see the midview, but you cannot see the base anymore. That,âŚ
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/Rant/ Why I am annoyed
/Rant/ Why I am annoyed
You are nice, very nice. But lately, youâve been terribly unsupportive of me, or thatâs what I feel anyway. I really just hate working in general, but every time I say that I do not want to work anymore is met with silence or a sigh or an eyeroll, like as if I should work (when you donât so I donât exactly know where this judgement is coming from). And my pet peeve is that you keep comparing myâŚ
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Focus: New Plan
I am glad that my random writings have brought more ideas and âunblockedâ my writerâs block. I no longer feel the dread to write, and writing is starting to feel second nature to me once again. Even writing for the fieldnotes at work feels so much faster! I cannot believe that I can now finish writing my fieldnotes in 3 hours, when I used to take 8 hours, haha (so shameful). Now that itâsâŚ
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Left Out
Opened my phone to view Instagram: A friend capturing snippets of her gender reveal party, another friend writing about the pains of motherhood, another about the incomparable joy that motherhood brings her, and the list goes on. And only because I am perpetually addicted to my phone and Instagram. Seeing the same people (and occasionally a new one) posting such news again and again has made meâŚ
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Random Rambles/ Thoughts
These days, as I am choosing to practice writing as frequently as possible, more thoughts are coming into my head. When I think of a random thought, I think to myself âAh yes, I can write about this, it would be nice to keep this thought as something I can revisit in the future!â Random Thought 1 My fate was changed but my brain is not due to social stigma: I used to be a child who was bad atâŚ
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No thoughts: Dreams
I realised one of the times that I would have the most âthoughtsâ for writing would be when I am either spacing out or sleeping (haha, I mean, my dreams). I think my dreams provide me with the most exciting reality that I can live in (even though with excitement comes scary âexperiencesâ) , as compared to my boring daily life. My memorable dreams lately have been:1) Being chased around by aâŚ
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No thoughts, no content, only words
No thoughts, no content, only words
Itâs strange for me to have no thoughts or overwhelming emotions. Not even about work, which has been swimming in my mind since 2017. But, I will persist on to write something (even if itâs short and embarrassing since itâs technically public) because I believe thatâs the only way to practice, and hopefully get rid of my writerâs block, which exists since 2012. I guess- Happy decade-sary to myâŚ
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Hello, again [Rambly thoughts]
Hello, again [Rambly thoughts]
Itâs been close to a year since Iâve written in this blog again (Is blogging even a thing now? Or is everyone sharing their thoughts on TikTok or Instagram stories?) Frankly, I admit I forgot the existence of this blog, or WordPress in general since I have been swept up by the busy-ness of my new job since September 2021. And now, I am glad I do have more time to breathe a little after more tasksâŚ
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Yet farewell to another friendship
Yet farewell to another friendship
Recently, a friend got out of a relationship and suffered from his first heartbreak. He used to be there for me through my multiple heartbreaks in my childish relationships. And he was there playing a part to bring Aaron and I together. How could I not be there for him in his heartbreak? But yet, I did not know what to say, I did not know how to console a friend, when I used to be able to consoleâŚ
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Should friends be forever?
Should friends be forever?
Disclaimer: This post is not singling anyone out, just a reflection of most of my current patterns of long friendships. I used to be the person who must take the effort to keep in contact with my friends, and if my friends donât take the effort to keep in contact with me, then I used to throw a tantrum and write them off. Then the tantrums evolved into apathy- keep-in-contact-if-you-want-to typeâŚ
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