// never free

FORGIVE ME for 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘. 𝔽𝕆ℝ𝔾𝔼𝕋 𝕄𝔼 i'm NOTHING. selective. potentially triggering. mun is of age.

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muse for eden is low, so i’ll be posting more in my other account. sorry to anyone i owe replies to. i’ll get to them eventually. 

[sandcvstles]

hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?" 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

"i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

"it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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❝ I like the sad eyes, bad guys, mouth full of white lies. ❞

(  halsey memes.  ) @deathjams

she liked them, too  --- always so COLD && RECKLESS.  there was something to be oddly admired by those who expected more than they could give, popping pills as behind their eyes the world burned. eden had a desperate NEED to be a part of it all. ‘ keep your hands dirty like ya do && that’s all you’ll ever encounter. ‘ 

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11th of April 2016

[alleyspata-deactivated20170924]

bloody lip kisses did you mean

👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

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deathjams replied to your post:tbh eden just needs a nice comfy bed and someone...

-slowly raises hand-

pls help she’s so jaded and everything hurts and she can’t even remember the last time someone even hugged her 

[musiisms]

                                    do you ever look in the мιяяσя and think to yourself─

                                                               good ɢᴏᴅ,                                                                                 you’re ｈｏｒｒｉｂｌｅ.

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tbh eden just needs a nice comfy bed and someone to cuddle with but she’ll never admit to that 

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‘ some dumb BITCH ran over my dog  &&  thought she could make it up to me with some shitty home cooking  &&  an apology letter .  FUCK her .  anyway  ,  i don’t eat meat so this just all around is useless to me. want it ?  looks enough to last a few days  ,  i guess . ‘

[intowalls]

                        ‘        sure do. ‘           david holds the  smoke  between dry lips as he tries to get the small,  dark blue  lighter out from his jeans pocket.  one step CLOSER to the young woman..  and the dark haired helps her set fire to the toxic stimulant.

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                     there’s RELIEF at the sight of contained flame. thin cylinder between cherry glossed lips  &&  she inhales the smoke into her lungs. a moment passes before emitting a tunnel of chemicals toward the sky. rocking back  &&  forth on her heels, a glance offered his way.  “ --- ... thanks. “

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he shrugged. “not all the girls are like that. some of them are actually all about getting out of there which is nice, following their dreams and all – others are really weird, hence the peeing girl.” silas laughed, reaching for his glass on the counter. as he listened to her story, his head turned back with a rather disturbed expression. “——-DAMN, i don’t think i could continue partying after that.” he shook his head. “the thought of even doing that gives me a hangover.”

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“are they, now? right. anyone can act on pursuing their dreams, but how many of ‘em you think can ACTUALLY handle the reality it comes with? not many, i bet.” eden would know, she’d been one of those girls years back. another sip, longer than the previous. the addict has gone back to letting that bitterness seep on through. hah. poor thing could never keep it away for too long, anyway. “eh, everyone was still having a good time, so why stop? the night had just begun, didn’t wanna waste it. but, uh, yeah... it was pretty crazy.”

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@whiskydipped song starter // II. no exit - childish gambino

❝wha’ c’n i say?❞

❝i’m a murder. wha’ does tha’ change?❞

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‘absolutely NOTHING, but you’re gonna be a lot more miserable if you keep your mind preoccupied with the subject. that’s usually where the drugs come in handy.‘ 

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‘ you did WHAT ? ‘