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Be yourself, the best version of it.
Started a new series on Netflix (well it’s not so new) called The Stranger, which is mind boggling. It isn’t the most AWESOME series on Netflix, I can defo name a few which fall under that category (for me that is!) but yeah, it’s pretty good. It’s strange but not surprising that strangers can find out anything and pretty much everything about your life, online. It’s just crazy! People post sooo much online, every aspect of their life (or so they show they do) and i think that just makes it so much easier for people to be found. Anyways, yeah The Stranger is an alright Series. ✌🏻
I’ve never resonated more with anything than I do with women speaking about their safety, or lack of, outside.
I’ve always been so fearful of my safety outside. It’s an unfortunate reality.
I watched the Megan and Harry interview on The Oprah Winfrey show. It was an intense interview to say the least. It’s shocking what can go on behind closed doors, it’s shocking that it exists to such an extent where a babies skin colour is a subject of concern! 🤯 I am shocked, maybe I’m naive but I did not think racism was so transparent, especially within the Royal Family.
I wonder if there will ever be another lockdown.. ever again?
You come across things in life which makes you wonder about your own. That’s normal.. as long as we use our thoughts with positivity and always remember gratitude.
sometimes overthinking. 🙈
I’m sure everyone can relate when I say Netflix has been a saviour during this lockdown!
Lockdown diary:
I get up, think to myself how much there is to do today, anxiety takes over and my brain can’t handle it so I shut it all out. Do it later I tell myself as I dose off, it’s easier to dose off back to sleep. I open my eyes and it’s too late to do any of my house chores, I feel so guilty, so lazy, this brings my mood down to zero! There’s nothing I can do now, I tell myself. I’ll defo one hundred percent do it tomorrow, I’ll even put a phone reminder on to make sure I do it!
Next day: same thing!
Why? Is this depression? Anxiety? Pure laziness? Fatigue? I do have fibromyalgia so I ask myself could it be an episode of extreme fatigue?! Or should I be honest with myself and just tell myself it’s my sleeping routine, it’s messed up, that’s all it is! I mean when I sleep at night and wake up early and sleep again, I feel productive during the day. So clearly it’s just my routine. But it’s so hard to maintain a routine, especially when its lockdown.
Sometimes the explanation isn’t as complicated as you think it may be. Sometimes it’s just as simple as a change in routine rather than a symptom of your condition (not that it can’t be that, or both!) I’m rambling on now.. so I’ll jus end this by saying, just give yourself a break! Mentally. Take a step back, rejuvenate, start a timetable and leave gaps, lots of them!, for the days where you experience the above! I mean that way, it’s all part of the timetable, part of the routine. It’ll mentally be easier to deal with.
I don’t know if any of the above makes any sense whatsoever, i just went on a roll. 🙃
Anyone else take heavy medication, like Tramadol? And are trying to come off of it? Or have already come off of it? Speak to me!
I went on tumblr and realised I opened this account back in 2012 but didn’t use it. I’m back on it again, clearly! lol there’s something about tumblr where you can share your thoughts and remain anonymous, sometimes it’s just nicer that way. It’s easier to share your thoughts that way!
Does living in London get a bit much? Yes! Would I trade it for a different city? No. I love the convenience of London, just not the knife crime! Bringing up a child in London is something to be considered carefully. I had two stabbings near me in one day that was literally a few minutes location away from each other, at different times of the same day. And I live in one of the nicer areas. It just goes to show, it’s everywhere and it’s worrying, scary and very sad!
I’m that person that posts a pic on Instagram or something even on my whatsapp story or whatever, I look back at it five minutes later (or sometimes straight away) and I just end up deleting it, I don’t know why! Wonder if anyone else does this or am I just a weirdo! Lol I’m not a nervous wreck I promise! I’m just an over thinker I think!
Taking a step back and realising your wrongdoing, is the first step to maintaining a healthy relationship, between anyone, be it family or friends. 👍🏻
Am I ready to send my child back to school? I get it, school is important, of course! I’m the first person to ensure my childs education is prioritised. All I’m saying is when they’ve been home for so long, it’s almost like their first day back at nursery where the worry was how they’d settle in, this time the worry is if they’ll be okay and in good health! Life is so different!
Since lockdown started, I’ve not only gained weight (the most I’ve gained) and I’ve had no motivation to do anything. Of course I have to cook, clean and look after my little one and my home but just generally doing things for myself? no motivation whatsoever! I’m sure a lot of people can relate? Well I hope so.
Lockdown is absolutely crazy. Who ever though back in 2019, we’d be spending the next over a year in “lockdown”. It’s just crazy.