Whitney Hope ™

Jan 17 • Junior • Dancer • Writer • Crushing • Florida • Christian •

[whitluvzyou143]

An untitled piece...

Maybe it's too far gone;
maybe there no saving this.
I know I don't wanna be saved.

I need to feel punished,
I need to feel broken,
to be able to feel at all.

That's one emotion I got right.
"I'm not good enough"
is my favorite mantra,

along with
"I deserve this"
and "This is my fault."

Please, say it again,
say it louder; 
I want to hurt harder.

Each breath I take,
feels like I'm stealing 
from someone more deserving.

Perhaps this, 
this torment, 
this misery, this 

pain is what keeps me living;
it's the only reminder
that I might still have a heart.

[whitluvzyou143]

Crush....

There he goes walking with his friends, little does he know he’s got my heart tucked in his back pocket. I stand there waitin’ for you to notice that I’m crushin on you, boy, and I just can’t stop it.

He flashes a smile and I melt like butter. He speaks to me and I can only stutter.

Here I stand staring at my feet when he walks by, can he hear my heart beat? It’s got its melody when he’s around, he picks me up when I’m feeling down. 

When he looks into my eyes and smiles can he see how much he drives me wild? He’s adorable and wonderful. Incredible and unbelievable.

I wish I could tell him everything I feel and hearts not the only thing I want to steal.
 His breath, his kiss.
I wanna be the one he’ll miss when he closes his eyes wanna be his last goodbye. His most treasured
Forever…

[whitluvzyou143]

I got his eyes, nose and his smile. I don't get to see him as much as I'd like but he's definitely my rock, my twin - my everything. Probably the only person I know that's funnier than myself. Learned many lessons from this man & the only male that won't ever, ever break my heart. Yes, I'm growing up but I'll always be Daddy's Lil Girl. I love you old man. 😘💕

[whitluvzyou143]

I Dream Big💭 I Work Hard✊ I Grind Til I Own It💯 #ChurchFlow

[whitluvzyou143]

What my summer gonna be like. Ain't a lil kid no more. #Truth

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I'm a simple person with a complicated mind. 😞

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Dedication is key & he's put his blood, sweat & tears into Wrestling. I'm beyond proud of him & his accomplishments. The grind hasn't stop since 6th grade & Ik he'll keep at it. Words can't explain it all. I love you so much bae 💍💘🔐 @kid_clark400 #Wrestling #StateChampion #Determination

[rhsin]

happiness is my battle. it’s so hard to find, create and or keep. I’m afraid that my sadness will overflow and drown me or that I’ll be pushed into the abyss by the hand of my own madness. I’m afraid that it’ll be too late as my hands reach out for help while I’m being swallowed up by darkness.

r.h. Sin (via rhsin)

[whitluvzyou143]

Because summer's almost here 😀

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She was carefree like the wind & powerful like royalty. 😘👑💍

[whitluvzyou143]

I sin but I'm not the devil, I'm good but I'm not an angel. 😈😇

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Had to post because he my r.o.d💁 & yall look amazing asf👌. Enjoy prom night 💞💞 @side.fx & @christian_batson #SiblingGoals #Prom2k16

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Show My Baby Some Love. He Aggy But I Love Him ❤🐶 #AriesGang #BorderCollies

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My soul is fierce. My heart is brave. My mind is strong. 💘 #NoMakeup #NaturalCurls #OrlandoVibes

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My lil Foreign Beauty 😍😘❤💯 @_haitianbeautii__ Photobombed by Austin goofy self😒💀

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Life is just a party & parties weren't meant to last forever. - Prince 💜🎶😢🙏 #Prince #RestInPurple #PurpleForPrince

[whitluvzyou143]

Raised like a true hustler. Because she was taught to never depend on a man. 🔐🔫💯