I've been sick for so long my boss has stopped responding to my texts letting her know I'm still unwell and can't come back in yet. As someone learning they have RSD, ADHD, and autism this is very stressful. Did she get my message? Is she mad at me? Does everyone think I'm just lying? Am I going to get fired?(actually I don't really care about this one. If I can't be ill and miss work without repercussions I don't want to work for you)
I spend half.my time sick worrying about a bunch of shit I shouldn't have to worry about. I don't want to be sick. I've barely eaten in a week. I'm so tired of watching Netflix and tik toks. But yeah, just worrying about the fucking talking to I assume will be waiting for me. When I get back. As if I planned it, as if being human is wrong and unallowed.
