[ ooc - hello uh
i was planning to take my semi-hiatus due to a busy holiday schedule keeping me on my toes, even though i’ve been wanting to find the time to get back on so badly and was planning to be on as much as possible throughout to show effort and what not. last night things took sort of a turn for me tho. i had chest pains so severe and long lasting i went to the emergency room thinking i was in serious trouble... six and a half hours later and the night doc told me it was probably a very serious anxiety attack. i’m still feeling awful, physically but also because i know i was very close to not seeking medical attention due to the very anxiety that had me in so much pain. i know that i do need to take a closer look at how i’m taking care of myself, so i’m really going to try.
i, as much as i don’t want to, will also have to re-evaluate if i can/should put in the attention and time here that the group deserves from me. i’m sorry, but i likely won’t be able to stay steady over the next couple of weeks. i will try to monitor blogs, if anyone needs me or would like to talk about your characters’ plots with mine if you want them to change(which i wouldn’t mind) - hit up the dms.
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