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fifty eight

prometo quererte sobre todo. cuando te sientas perdido recuerda que siempre estare aqui para ti

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fifty seven

ever since I met you I knew I couldnt live without you

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fifty six

we were made for each other but you didnt even care

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fifty five

your lips are the sea and i am dry your eyes are a volcano and I am wet

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fifty four

calm the tsunamis in my head tranquilize the storms in my heart stop the hurricanes in my soul

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fifty three

ever since I an remember I have felt lost. but a while ago, right when I met you; it stopped. i have found my way

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fifty two

Eyes of an angel. Smile of the devil

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fifty one

I know you love me because you remember little things I forgot about myself.

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fifty

I will pour myself onto you and you shall be the only one who contains me. The only one who will know my destiny.  The only one to know who I really am. I will pour myself onto you.

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forty nine

As I stand behind him water runs down his shoulders onto his broad soft back. Creating small streams running down his tanned body. He turns almost suddenly and all I can see is his dark eyes. Piercing into me and I am being pulled to him. His temptation mixes with the steams of smoke and I am left trying to trace them. Failing over and over because I am distracted by his lips

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forty eight

i am a volcano, waiting to burst and eat and destroy. I am always fucking everything up. So stear clear of me. I am aggressive and I am too proud. I will burn. I will make you ache

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forty seven

dont let anyone ever make you feel like you dont deserve what you want. what you worked for

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forty six

I could be falling apart but I would make sure that you are standing straight and sturdy while I melt on the floor

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forty five

i am who i am today because I have loved and cried and fought myself to who I am now.

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forty four

Im not afraid of losing control. Im afraid of losing myself in you because you dont let me guide. you willingly grab my hand and take me where I have to go before you leave to where you have to be. So how am I not supposed to lose myself in you?

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forty three

its just that shes afraid of being taken care of so she acts like she does not need it

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forty two

she is her own person before she is anyone elses