my only days on earth

i am wiki warsaw this is my diary

[wikiwarsaw]

[wikiwarsaw]

old flame that burned me has suddenly turned back up in my life and it’s been a constant whirlwind. never do shrooms with someone you don’t want to love

[wikiwarsaw]

elegance: line

efficiency: bump

[c0unterclockwise]

I wish I could eat dirt the way you do. Clamp it between my wisdom teeth, spit out the worms and turn the mulch into stone and gem and something. I wish I could make

[wikiwarsaw]

[wikiwarsaw]

been waking up everywhere except in my own bed. there’s those couple moments before you open your eyes where you’re not so sure what was a part of the dream until you hear all the people running around you and it wasn’t a dream at all. you’re miles and miles away

[wikiwarsaw]

[wikiwarsaw]

[wikiwarsaw]

note to self make song ab lasagna cat. include polish woman’s final monologue as a sample in the song but memorise and recite it during performances

[wikiwarsaw]

do u ever get genuinely hit with forbidden knowledge like u can’t u lejust carry on

[wikiwarsaw]

bob dylan is a woman bob dylan is me and i am she and we are they and he and her and when the people gawk they raise their eyebrows but they simply aren’t. there.

[savethelifeofmychild]

cisgender men trying to be bob dylan will always fundamentally misunderstand bob dylan mainly because they seem to think hes some kind of cool guy when in fact hes never been cool and hes hardly a guy

[wikiwarsaw]

currently writing to get the thoughts flowing and the brain growing. this week is my last week of school for the semester, which is nice but also insane I still have hella assignments to write and is it mildly freaking me out? yes. everything is due tommorow and all i can think about is everything i want to do once the break starts

plan 1: organize christmas slam. some exciting stuff i have planned for it tbh. i'm going to set up a lil vendor table where people can sell/give out their zines. i also want to start a slam-related zine to give out alongside them. first zine will just be an intro one all written by me to get ppl into it and to also put submission instructions. i think i will call it 'the second floor'. idk. title is a work in progress.

plan 2: write write write like there's no tommorow and then some more. ur girl has been rlly slacking and it showed at the last slam i hosted. i want to show my pieces with pride and have people gasp at my words. that's always the goal. i shall only spit absolute bars at the mic from this point on.

plan 3: on top of all of this i gotta remember to practice my bass from time to time goddamn. i hope none of my bandmates see this cuz i have also been slacking big time its a lil embarassing. i am blaming school for all of it. we r recording our music during the thanksgiving break tho very exciting stuff. fallen log show in january. gotta hit up ashbary's soon to see if they have space for us. exciting stuff

[wikiwarsaw]

obsessed with bob dylan. it has become a disease. why am i suddenly incorporating groovy and cool cat into my vocabulary. why am i wearing sunglasses inside. help

[wikiwarsaw]

[wikiwarsaw]

the leaves and the rain make you ache that kind of love you feel for someone because of their glitches and not with the spite in them. where you feel the vacuum of them everywhere and your heart just feels like quicksand

tnt

and the oblivion 

all at once 

[wikiwarsaw]

i am at my wits end i am at my wits end why do i feel so deeply unwanted anywhere i go