wild (f)ire

bpd side blog

[becherdireinen]

Knowing someone isn’t coming back doesn’t mean you ever stop waiting.

[pomruk]

[nevver]

1991, Jenny Holzer

[lumnch]

Wahoo!

[lumnch]

Ya-ha!

[lumnch]

The pain is unfathomable

[lumnch]

Here we gOooooo!!!

[bpdbot]

a selection of bpd moods

- nothing is real nothing is real nothing is real nothing is r

- depression but emptier

- anger but emptier

- hey wanna see a cool trick? *dissociates*

- setting 3782634 reminders to do things but ignoring them anyways

- I Cannot Physically Move My Body Fast Enough To Handle This Energy Right Now So I’m Just Going To Sit Here And Hope I Spontaneously Combust

- when ur dryer is off balance and it goes ThunkThunkThunkThunkThunk except that’s ur brain

- everything is GREAT and AMAZING when ur with friends and then you go to the bathroom and cry for ten minutes for absolutely no reason

- The Mirror Staredown

- very small ᵒʰ when u realize someone hasn’t answered the clingy text u forgot u sent six hours ago and suddenly Everything Is Terrible And You’re Gonna Die

- LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME!!!!!!!!

- i’m a god and everyone that doesn’t like me can burn in hell

- my skin does not fit right and i am not equipped to handle this feeling

- everything u touch feels WRONG and u don’t know WHY but u want to SCREAM

[capacity]

*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

[alyssanine]

thank the good people in your life :)

[wildire]

update: this ended up being a really horrible person in my life:)!

[wildire]

“You are the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.”

— Marla Singer (Fight Club)

[autistidot]

[rojsa]

[heavensghost]

[thelonelyplayboy]

[dogboyism]

[sheismysquishy]

Do you ever just lay in bed and realize how not okay you are

[lettersfromadreamgirl]

I feel like I don’t connect with anyone anymore

[a--t--m--o--s--p--h--e--r--e]

[unpleasantsuggestions]

im sick and tired of the constant reminders of what you did to me