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and now i found brimstone in my garden

#EVERYONE WILL NANCY NOWWW i love them both so much foreverrrrrr. :DDD #i believe it's clear from the video itself & also myposts but despite the song title this is definitely not a gunslinger will edit #it's not even a gunslinger nancy edit either bc her relationship w guns + needing them is complicated as well #i watch this and just can't wrap my head around them never having a team up what a waste.. but it's ok i can imagine it in my head #where it can be perfect <3 + think about their similarities and differences in the ways theyve coped and survived and changed. yay #will #nancy #mine #edit #amv #willbyersedit #will byers #nancy wheeler #nancywheeleredit #strangerthingsedit #queue

utena (& adolescence of utena) rewatch coincidentally lining up with tvl releases and watching back to back how akio's abuse of anthy is handled + how their relationship/characters are portrayed vs. how they chose to write gabriella and lestat dynamic. alright

#or leland and laura fwwm. lord #these are very different situations + obviously shouldn’t be carbon copies of each other (and i don't mean to imply they're the 100%#perfect standard for representing incestuous abuse or that there's zero merit to any of the gabriella and lestat storyline bc that isn't #true) but. the gravity… <- not the fault of lestat thecharacter but the writing/marketing/gabriella as a whole? she just felt cartoonish #idk if it's simply bc the rest of the season's tone was generally off due to the underbaked shift or the lack of flashbacks or what but #there was so little of this season that felt grounded. where did myvisceralshow go..#cw incest

sort of wish i could just forget it happened but how can i it’s literally all we have forever now

#i’d need to rw the season in full to really gather and solidify my thoughts but i don’t even feel like looking at it what happenedd #i want to be able to have moments that i enjoyed i want to think clearly abt the parts i had issues with but it all feels so scattered #pre s3 i was worried abt how the writing would treat louis but i had convinced myself i was overreacting when in fact i apparently #wasn't worried enough. in a way this is worse than st5 being shit bc even tho tvl is better than that 1. the bar⬇️ 2. i was somewhat #prepared for st’s mediocrity even if i didn't realize just how bad it could get but this failed on fronts i didn't think possible #retcons/ignoring previous material on top of rushed plotlines/'arcs' on top of things that seem genuinely meanspirited. and more #even this being a supposed 'first half' won't undo certain things unless it was all a dream. which is never going to happen. so😭

season so odd that i felt compelled to flip through a physical copy of the vampire lestat to try and understand if i was missing something and that just made it worse

#i hadn’t read the books and wasn’t planning on it necessarily but i was browsing in b&n the day after 3.05 and saw it sitting on the #shelf i felt like it had to have an answer for me. nooo nope not a bit