Mad Mixed And Blended

Hi we are a mixed and blended family with four beautiful children two boys who suffer from ASD one goddess who is a madam and a beautiful blended boy

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The Art of blending

Firstly I would like to give you a bit of background to my life I am a mum to four beautiful children my two eldest boys suffer from the condition ASD formally know as Autism spectrum disorder (we have had our fun over the year) and if I am honest some heart ache not many people want to be honest about how this condition affects all aspects of your family life right down to the day to day things and the affects and strains on marriages not always but I haven’t met anyone who say it dose not affect it correct me if I am wrong but we will talk about that another time I want to chat about blending what I mean by this blending two people who are from two different cultures and raising happy go lucky children it dose come with some difficulty’s however it’s a beautiful journey

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Who agrees with this

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After a manic day a evening of wine is needed happy weekend people

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This is beautiful

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Who else can relate to this

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Depression Taught Me to Love Myself More

“You owe yourself the love that you so freely give to other people! You see when you live a life full of suffering, and your fed up with it. You no longer want to be a slave of life. You want to be the master of your life.”

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this is what I’m doing now, and I’m proud of myself and also my surrounding who support me :)

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This what I am doing know

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Post below on my page we all need best friends

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I think it’s important in life to understand those people who have helped us become who we are today I am going to write a story of the deep sensitive nature of dealing with living with bipolar disorder my best friend is someone who I met at work yes I was able to hold a job down for a period of time we went out for a drink and soon become good friends the best of friends she became my one and only the person I would tell my secrets to when I become pregnant she wacthd my first born come into the world then my second and when I had my third at home she was there my best friend is a amazing person she is someone I have become to love like a sister she the extra person in my life who is a auntie to my three wonderful children time went on and she met a amazing man I couldn’t of been happy for her she married him in August 2016 was a wonderful day but there was a hidden secret to her day my bipolar was about to rare it’s ugly head I was on a manic episode that day and as many of you know that dose not go down well when you have normal people around you I was mean and rude didn’t understand my behaviour at the time until the next day when she phoned me and said how I upset her and ruined her day she couldn’t understand my behaviour couldn’t understand why I acted the way I did to be honest I couldn’t either the only thing I could do was apologise but somehow it was a apology about something I New nothing about I don’t remember that day I don’t remember what I said I was in a state on manic did know what she was on about it hurt though someone was telling me once again how much I have upset them and how much i am

Not a nasty person and would never go out my way to hurt anyone the very next day I woke up with a pain in my side I thought it might be the guilt that had taken over me over the past couple of days I had to go to hospital I was diagnosed with gaultstones the pain was horrendous like I was giving birth I was in hospital for two days not even a phone call from my best friend as she was obviously still hurt and upset by this point and I don’t blame her I have hurt someone who I saw as a sister her new husband was furious at my actions though out that day and told me so but we have to remember a person who has lead such a difficult life reacts in way that we can appect so I aspected that after a week or so my best best friend showed such courage and cane round for coffee and we never talked about what had happened I know deep down she was hurt but she swallowed it and we moved on my best friend was there in some of the best moments and some of the lows moments I never understand if she will ever understand my condition but she has continued to loved my children who she is wonderful with and I thank her for that her husband i still love and adore he has a lot to learn In life and understanding to learn but one he might just understand it’s not who we are or act it’s the person behind the illness but to my best friend I love you and I can’t fight this alone even though you will never understand the struggle I face every day but thank you for always being there your forgiveness is the reason my children still have a auntie even if they lost a uncle that day it truly shows the power of the human to overcome such conditions as ares I am only sharing this not that I am proud of my actions but I am proving there are amazing people in the world to my best friend I love you ❤️❤️❤️

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If you see something beautiful in someone, speak it.

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So true

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Well we are now In 2018 I have to honestly say this has been a really hard year losing my husband some friends but I am looking forward to new things to come I wish you all the health and happiness

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A new year is a new start happy new year everyone may 2018 be w wonderful year

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boys with scars aren’t ruined. If you have acne scars, self harm scars, or any other scars, your body isn’t ruined. It’s healed and it’s handsome and it’s whole.

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Very true

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Sometimes letting go of people who can not forgive your beahaviour is the best healing you can do for your mind never apologies for acting in a way you can't control at the time just move on from it

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Copeing with xmass and your mind

I find this time of year wonderful but it's also a very challenging time trying to remember everything like the xmass stockings and what food is needed meeting up with family and friends trying to get the house cleaned it sometimes feels like a door has shut in my mind