This is my new blog for WillAlwaysObey, I was nuked at over 2k followers š
Hopefully Iāll find my people again. So a little about me, I am 28 years old, from Devon in the UK. Dykeā¦ish (shouldnāt need to be said but trans-women are women), pronouns are she/they.
Homophobes, transphobes, racists and bigots of any variety and not safe and are not welcome here. Any mention of r@pe and misogyny is strictly fantasy. Consent is not optional.
I am a submissive painslut and whilst Iām often terrible at replying to my messages, I am always open to being used and given orders by my superiors.
Dislikes: dyke breaking, anal, ruined orgasms, major pain, bruising, blood, public humiliation, intox
Soft limits: long term denial, piss, tickling
Hard limits: scat, photos, videos, vomit
Iām sure thereās others Iām forgetting, but those are most of the big ones.
If you would like to use me, these are my toys: Clit vibrator, magic wand, bullet vibrator, clover nipple clamps, 7 inch dildo, O ring gag, butt plug, rope, collar. I also have clothes pins, a wooden spoon and a hairbrush which I play with.
Unless I state otherwise, I donāt own anything here. I just post what turns me on.
Maybe it seems like my fascination with edging and denial is that ultimately it's a surefire way to break anyone down. After enough brutal teasing and painful hardstops, whether that takes 1 or 100 tries, everyone becomes someone they never thought they'd become. They'll ask for things that they wouldn't even let themselves consciously think otherwise. They'll recite anything, sign anything, do whatever little humiliating show for me that it takes to achieve relief. I don't even care how it resolves, I just want to extend that descent for so long that the damage I do can't be fixed. I want them unrecognizable except for maybe the pervasive sense of shame. So, are you still interested?
Beforehand, I find out what you're not interested in, what you find gross or confusing or just plain stupid. Make a nice, long list of things you, for whatever reason, don't do. And I start from the least offensive, maybe something just silly that makes you roll your eyes. Imagine going from slightly amused and annoyed to begging in tears for something you wouldn't look at twice! Let the shock and disbelief at how moldable you really are wash over you as you try to imagine not being into this thing and you can't anymore. You're so pathetic and desperate for release that you've succumb to simple association-based learning. And once I'm satisfied with your training, I move down to the next item on the list.
Donāt let her cum. You can (and should) do anything else. Oral only, anal only, edging only. Use her like a ragdoll. Beat her senseless. Fuck her like you hate her and call her a good fucking bitch while you strangle the lights out of her. But donāt let her cum. Letting her cum means putting an end to the mental state you worked so hard to get her in. And you canāt let your hard work go to waste. You gotta make sure sheās your stupid free use fuckdoll forever. You need to keep her dumb, pathetic and needy, always craving cock, always craving your words, your hands, your violence, your presence. Manipulate her into finally serving a purpose for you. Make that bitch useful, always. Turn her into your own personal stress toy.
When I say Iām free use for him I mean full on CNC free use. Like pin me down in the middle of an argument and force your cock in my ass. Sit on my face while Iām asleep and slap my cunt until I wake up and worship your asshole. Interrupt me mid-conversation by pulling me by the hair down to suck your dick. Bend me over while Iām making dinner just to shove your empty beer bottle up my cunt a few times and film it. He can do anything to me, anytime he wants.
