Wilson

(SHEDBLR) (17) Boyfailure

[wilsonxp]

INTRO POST

Last blog got termed (rip lol) so time to make a new introduction :)

I go by Wilson (he/it) and this blog contains content on SH and ED

I am pro recovery (not for me)

Cw: 133lbs - Gw:100lbs - Ugw:80lbs

DMs are open for anyone wanting to talk or share advice!!

Side blog so sorry if I don’t follow back :P

If anything I post triggers you the block option is always there don’t be afraid to use it <3

[wilsonxp]

When you’re already trying not to kys, no one is replying to you, you’ve been binging all day, and you are having to start thinking about colleges and actually getting a life

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R3lapsed after three months of being clean yay!! I feel like crying but can’t do it so I’m probably just going to dissociate for the rest of the week 🥳🥳

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Going from binging back to restricting is so bittersweet. I have been binging for over a week to fix my caloric limit and It was hard, I felt disgusting and constantly sick, but I was happy to not have to actually worry about what I was eating, now I’m back to restricting and it feels so nice but god I am hungry. It will get better ^^

[orpheuskin]

god knew id be to powerfull if i grew up skinny and as a twink so he made a fat pug instead

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I HATE BEING SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO ONLY CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES SO MUCH!! no Im not asking you to be my therapist im just asking you to be my friend!! All of our conversations are always so one sided can I please have an actual connection??

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It’s genuinely so exhausting to think I’m getting better just to come back to being worse because I don’t know any better. I’m tired of feeling this way but who am I if I’m not? I’m this way because no one has ever cared and they never will so it doesn’t matter if I get better or worse because It will always be me. At least when I’m worse I’m not waiting for it to get bad, it already is.

[oucchhoucchh]

“no one’s forcing you to eat” hey pal. i have a loving family

[kittyriin-deactivated20250501]

“Leave me alone” mfs when you actually leave them alone

[wilsonxp]

Decided I don’t deserve to cvt or feel bad about myself since it doesn’t matter!! Other people have it worse and I will always be reminded of that!! Ignoring everything will fix me I guess yay!!

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Shaking because I haven’t eaten vs shaking because I just ate

[lowcaltrashkitty]

if i ever have kids i am not letting them turn out like me. like bro monster isn’t a cure all for food 😭

[lowcaltrashkitty]

dude that joke was so funny!!!

i don’t eat anymore because of it.

[little-miss-melancholy]

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

[wilsonxp]

The only thing keeping me alive rn is the chance of having the lamest life ever. All I really want in life is to have a late night smoke while drinking coffee?? It’s so lame but it’s keeping me alive 💔

[pr377y-s1ckkk]

“you attract what you fear” ahhhh bmi 16 i’m so scared oh noooo ahh

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When you lowkey actively su1c1dal but you got school in the morning so gotta lock the fuck in