orpheuskin

Minors DNI profesional looser and mitski stan history nerd :p

[orpheuskin]

yall i really need some tips on how to stop myself from binging besides the „drink more water“ please im suffering 🫩

[orpheuskin]

i have been failing lately i gained alot of weight again well tbh for most people its not much bit for me it feels like a ton, i can see how my stomach looks bigger and its not body dysmorphia or anything its just that way ita just that lately i could barely control myself i have no idea why im so „weak“ lately like the slef control is not there and i will never gonna go back to how much i used to weight before

[orpheuskin]

maintaining is better than gaining :)

(im gonna f*xking loose it)

[orpheuskin]

nahh fam fuck this i didnt maintain i gained

[orpheuskin]

maintaining is better than gaining :)

(im gonna f*xking loose it)

[orpheuskin]

god knew id be to powerfull if i grew up skinny and as a twink so he made a fat pug instead

[orpheuskin]

on a less concerning note go stream Amir by Tamino that shit slaps harder than my dad

[orpheuskin]

so ive been stuck on this weight plateau ive been complaining about the past few months and lately i gained two kg and im so mad cause im so close to my goal weight ive been fighting for so lang its getting so annoying

[orpheuskin]

thank the gods for them noodles 9cal per 100g watch me eat that for the next month

[orpheuskin]

love posting here every few months then vanishing into the fog

[floppy-bounc3-deactivated202504]

how it feels having a 900-1000 cal intake on edblr while everyone else eats 0-200 cals

[orpheuskin]

yea thats what i mean

[orpheuskin]

sometime i feel like im just pretending cause i can eat like alot and i like to do it, and i dont feel bad after. i feel bad once i step on the scale cause i immediately gained weight and ive been stuck at 70-72kg for over a month now and its driving me crazy becausd i managed to get so far. i startes at 116kg now im „only“ at my current weight.

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I GAINED 2 KG AGAIN I JUST CANT GET BENEATH 70KG AHHHH (like listen my lowest yet was 69.3KG but i just cant seem to get beneath it somebody give me a tip on how to surpress my hunger)

[orpheuskin]

i feel like a creature chewing the cage in my enclosure WHY DO I ALWAYS GET SO HUNGRY

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damn havent been on tumblr for a WHILE. anyways short update only 5 kg then im finally at my goal weight, school currently doin me dirty and my bestfriend turned out to be a racist so we are having fun. not doing a face reveal but that is literally me

[orpheuskin]

so currently im doing okay with my goal calorie intake but the issue is i just get hunger attacks and i can barely hold back from eating does anybody have some advice?

on the other hand i have a presentation for class tmr so that is gonna be fun >:c

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i have this group project abd my partner is being an absolute d*ck like she doesnt participate at all and is just really unintrested like I NEED A GOOD GRADE

[orpheuskin]

so i havent been posting for a while cause of school stress and also ive been hvkng a very bad few days cause ive been eating more then 500-800 calories i cant seem to control myself but from tmr ill lock in again