breaking up with a friend is so crazy. i think i will never recover from every friendship that I've grown apart from in my entire life. where all the memories go after we part separate ways?
i still keep so many things that old friends gave me even though they're not in my life anymore. the concept of loving, trusting and caring so much for someone and then leaving like nothing happened is something that I will never understand. fragments of proof that they were with and I will cling to. scars that will never fully heal. the sensitive topic I will always avoid talking about. the fact that I lost a dear friend.
"I ain't sorry
I wouldn't change a thing
But it'll take a lifetime to get better
I ain't sorry
Though I should probably be
I think I'm gonna love you
You're forever with me"
Conan Gray, 2024.
