✫ » ❛ DON'T LET IT GO.

you're the star i'll find bursting through my sky, taking all control. it's your heart and soul.

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            author of the moment,                                  can you tell me?

                       do I end up--- do I end up ℋ𝓐𝓟𝓟𝓨?

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They told me that to make her fall in love, I had to make her laugh. But everytime she laughs, I’m the one who falls in love.

Tommaso Ferraris

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          you have been so  S T R O N G  through all this           ...aren’t you TIRED of being the strong one?

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you can RUN straight through HELL【 with a SMILE. 】

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                               and you serve your time drinking                               all night long, staring at the walls                                      of your JAIL-LIKE home. 

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   still i’m pinned under the WEIGHT of what i believed would keep me SAFE. 

        so show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins.

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          and now whatever way our stories end                 i know you have rewritten mine                         by being my FRIEND.

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                        i'm losing sight, i'm losing touch.                               all these LITTLE THINGS                              seem to matter SO MUCH                                  that they confuse me...                                      [ that i might lose me. ]

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                            even the best fall down sometimes                               even the 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓼 refuse to shine                                 out of the back you fall in time

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          i’ve been livin’ without a family since i was a CHILD.           my father left, my mother died, i grew up buckwild.

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     ---and all this time i have been lying, lying in secret to myself.

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                       i’ve been puttin’ 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔴 on the farthest place on my shelf.

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     i take out my telescope           hoping it would maybe help me cope                with the  m i s a l i g n i n g  𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈 in my life.

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                                it's easy to fake a ' 𝒮 𝑀 𝐼 𝐿 𝐸 ’                              [ when you've been doing it for a while. ]

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you’re not only someone in my life, you’re an entire part of it. i’m missing you, i’m missing a part of myself. i can’t fix that--- i can’t forget that.

xxx.

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                 if only I had a little bit more time...                         if only I had a little bit more time with you.

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                                       i can't see that thief                                that lives inside of your head                           but I can be some 𝓒𝓞𝓤ℛ𝓐𝓖𝓔 at                                         the side of you bed.