Scott S. Smajor

Welcome! A lot of my friends have been around here lately, so I suppose I’m joining in. ⭐️ He/Him ⭐️ yes this is a rp blog

[winnerofthestars]

⭐️ Welcomeee! ⭐️

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I'm Scott!

Cleo told me that a lot of others from the life series are on here, so I figured I'd join in. Also something about writing down my thoughts?... But I didn't catch much of that.

Anyway, anyone is welcome to interact, especially if I know you. Please do! Asks are encouraged, whatever their nature. pfp by @wassup-its-e - banner by @weatheredcopper

Timezone: AEDT (GMT + 11)

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Tags! :

the stars talk - general posting

talking to the sky - asks

*scott will remember this - lore/story important things

the moon - Pearl related

( ooc - out of character )

( blog updates - updates and important ooc stuff )

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aka: hi :), this is a rp blog of life series scott smajor that i will try my best to keep up with.

other rp blogs please interact!!

i am playing scott as a gay aromantic, but he is currently oblivious to that second part.

HE IS ALSO LITERALLY JUST A DICKHEAD

basic boundaries - i'm a minor, so... basics there. references to canon relationships, jokes, & flirting are perfectly fine, but please no actively romantic interactions! + i have emetophobia, so please keep that in mind. otherwise all good!! ^^

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TW: this blog may contain discussion of or references to self harm, suicide, and similar topics.

all posts will be tagged.

mind the warnings and stay safe! <3

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

This is all the songs I could think of, but playlist!! Mostly Pearl but it's fine.

@winnerofthestars :)

[winnerofthestars]

OUGHHHH THATS SO COOL!!!! TYSM FOR SHARING THIS OMG <3

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Yet you started this conversation.

[winnerofthestars]

Aeor forbid I want to make sure you aren’t killing yourself for the fifth time this week

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I— Scott— Do you really— Do you really think I'm not trying? I don't want to die, Scott. Not really. It's just— It just feels like everyone else wants me to. You know?

What am I even saying, of course you don't. Everyone loves you.

[winnerofthestars]

I— I didn’t say you weren’t, I didn’t say you did. I just wanted to check, if that’s excusable.

You have a severely distorted view on people’s perception of me if that’s the idea you’re running with, though.

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Why else would I have no friends? You made them think I'm crazy. They wouldn't believe you if they didn't like you, would they?

[winnerofthestars]

I barely talked to anyone, people came to the conclusion you were crazy completely on their own Pearl. Maybe that says something about you?

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Or maybe, they saw the girl without a soulmate, and decided she wasn't worth their time. Now, whose fault is that, Scott?

[winnerofthestars]

Considering Cleo and Martyn have no real soulmates either and their reputations have been perfectly fine, I’m going to go ahead and guess yours?

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

You say that like you didn't abandon me. You and Cleo chose to pair up, and if I remember correctly, people were literally petitioning for Martyn to move out, so... Plus, they don't want to be enemies with someone who killed their own soulmate.

[winnerofthestars]

Considering it’s public knowledge that me and Cleo aren’t really soulmates, and Martyn isn’t exactly walking around being heralded as a witch and harbinger of death and misfortune despite his general aura of failure— I would say it’s just you having problems.

As I said earlier. Maybe that says something about you!

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Yet you started this conversation.

[winnerofthestars]

Aeor forbid I want to make sure you aren’t killing yourself for the fifth time this week

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I— Scott— Do you really— Do you really think I'm not trying? I don't want to die, Scott. Not really. It's just— It just feels like everyone else wants me to. You know?

What am I even saying, of course you don't. Everyone loves you.

[winnerofthestars]

I— I didn’t say you weren’t, I didn’t say you did. I just wanted to check, if that’s excusable.

You have a severely distorted view on people’s perception of me if that’s the idea you’re running with, though.

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Why else would I have no friends? You made them think I'm crazy. They wouldn't believe you if they didn't like you, would they?

[winnerofthestars]

I barely talked to anyone, people came to the conclusion you were crazy completely on their own Pearl. Maybe that says something about you?

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Or maybe, they saw the girl without a soulmate, and decided she wasn't worth their time. Now, whose fault is that, Scott?

[winnerofthestars]

Considering Cleo and Martyn have no real soulmates either and their reputations have been perfectly fine, I’m going to go ahead and guess yours?

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Yet you started this conversation.

[winnerofthestars]

Aeor forbid I want to make sure you aren’t killing yourself for the fifth time this week

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I— Scott— Do you really— Do you really think I'm not trying? I don't want to die, Scott. Not really. It's just— It just feels like everyone else wants me to. You know?

What am I even saying, of course you don't. Everyone loves you.

[winnerofthestars]

I— I didn’t say you weren’t, I didn’t say you did. I just wanted to check, if that’s excusable.

You have a severely distorted view on people’s perception of me if that’s the idea you’re running with, though.

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Why else would I have no friends? You made them think I'm crazy. They wouldn't believe you if they didn't like you, would they?

[winnerofthestars]

I barely talked to anyone, people came to the conclusion you were crazy completely on their own Pearl. Maybe that says something about you?

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Yet you started this conversation.

[winnerofthestars]

Aeor forbid I want to make sure you aren’t killing yourself for the fifth time this week

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I— Scott— Do you really— Do you really think I'm not trying? I don't want to die, Scott. Not really. It's just— It just feels like everyone else wants me to. You know?

What am I even saying, of course you don't. Everyone loves you.

[winnerofthestars]

I— I didn’t say you weren’t, I didn’t say you did. I just wanted to check, if that’s excusable.

You have a severely distorted view on people’s perception of me if that’s the idea you’re running with, though.

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

Yet you started this conversation.

[winnerofthestars]

Aeor forbid I want to make sure you aren’t killing yourself for the fifth time this week

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I mean I have gotten better. Only a little bit, you wouldn't notice it, but I have.

[winnerofthestars]

I do try to avoid paying attention to you

[winnerofthestars]

(ooc but I'm not bothered to find you on my main)

Yeah and I need a restraining order on her she keeps showing up at my house

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

You said it was my house. 😝

[winnerofthestars]

Not anymore! Stay out <3

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

I have 🥲

[winnerofthestars]

???

[winnerofthestars]

(ooc but I'm not bothered to find you on my main)

Yeah and I need a restraining order on her she keeps showing up at my house

[konoko]

[winnerofthestars]

You have absolutely not gotten better

[throathole]

If you think about it…. the acronym KYS isn’t saying “kill yourself,” it’s saying Kill Your Self. Three words. As in, kill the concept of the “Self” - your consciousness’s perception that it is an individual, that it has one meaningful isolated identity that is “you,” that it is not but a droplet in the grand ocean of interconnected souls of all living beings in this universe. I think this is beautiful. Embrace ego death and become one with everything. Everyone should KYS

[winnerofthestars]

? I like having an ego

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

*stabs you cutely*

[winnerofthestars]

Can you not do that

[winnerofthestars]

Guess who’s back!

[can-i-explode-now]

You swore that death would do us part, so why'd you leave me alive?

You said it's fine, that we'd be fine but we weren't

You left me, you hurt me and when I tried to tell you you laughed

They said I'm going to hell, but if I'm going, then goddammit, you're coming with me.

[scarlet-pearl-moon]

@winnerofthestars

[winnerofthestars]

Why did you tag me in this?

[tubbytarchia]

Hey guys I think The Last Unicorn is such a Scott book