Free — To Do What?

James or Bucky | 22 Kin (Not RP)

[winterfox-whitewolf]

(I haven’t done this before, so I’ll try to keep this as brief as I can)

I’m James Barnes (Bucky to some), 22, and I prefer being referred to by he/him and with masculine terms. This is a kin side-blog, so it’s not roleplay and I can’t directly like or follow with this blog.

I’m looking for anyone I knew, really. Doesn’t matter if the relationship was good or bad, I’m more than happy to connect either way. ‘Doubles’ are also welcome (I don't like the term much itself, but I'm not sure what else to use). My canon is mostly MCU-compliant until around Endgame, at which point it gets a little different. TFATWS is mostly accurate.

As long as you’re an adult, feel free to reach out, and I’ll respond as soon as I can. If you don’t get a response from me, I promise I’m not ignoring you, tumblr just eats my notifications sometimes.

Otherwise, this account will be occasional related posting and reblogs that feel like they should be here. Thanks for reading.

[ashstfu]

sometimes the only way to survive a memory is to forget you loved it. to blur the good parts just enough so you’re not tempted to revisit. so you can keep walking forward with both hands free.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Don’t have many people here, but I got this movie pass thing that lets me watch a few movies a week for the next few months. So if anyone has any recommendations for anything that’ll be in theaters in the US from now to August, I’d love to hear (and then, eventually, see).

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Materialists seen. Ballerina soon.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Instead of anything new, I’m seeing Thunderbolts again. Mostly to hear it, not really to see it. I know that doesn’t make sense, but it’s out of theaters in a few days either way, so might as well.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Finally saw Ballerina, and like with most Wick-related movies, loved it. Especially the sound design, it was just so satisfying. Very normal about it.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Feeling very normal.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Don’t have many people here, but I got this movie pass thing that lets me watch a few movies a week for the next few months. So if anyone has any recommendations for anything that’ll be in theaters in the US from now to August, I’d love to hear (and then, eventually, see).

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Materialists seen. Ballerina soon.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Instead of anything new, I’m seeing Thunderbolts again. Mostly to hear it, not really to see it. I know that doesn’t make sense, but it’s out of theaters in a few days either way, so might as well.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Sleeping eight hours is great, but no one talks about the brightness. Why is it so bright.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

There is, and always will be, some amount of desire for a return to form. No thinking, clearly laid out instructions, swift and efficient solutions, shut down procedures. Nothing healthy, and honestly nothing I’d ever truly want again. I think at this point I understand that it’s natural to sometimes feel the need for an easy out, and that’s what that is. Still, it feels shameful to have those thoughts at all.

[smerfols]

So look in the mirror

And tell me, who do you see?

Is it still you?

Or is it me?

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Don’t have many people here, but I got this movie pass thing that lets me watch a few movies a week for the next few months. So if anyone has any recommendations for anything that’ll be in theaters in the US from now to August, I’d love to hear (and then, eventually, see).

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Materialists seen. Ballerina soon.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Don’t have many people here, but I got this movie pass thing that lets me watch a few movies a week for the next few months. So if anyone has any recommendations for anything that’ll be in theaters in the US from now to August, I’d love to hear (and then, eventually, see).

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Still not the biggest fan of nightmares, particularly now that I actually need consistent sleep.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

On the topic of sleep, one of the worst things is the feeling of waking up different. Going to bed one way, and waking up another. Fine, then numb, or bad, then worse. I try to ignore it now, more because Steve’ll get too worried if I stop sleeping altogether again. There’s more to it, but this specifically is what’s on my mind.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Movie theater 👍

[winterfox-whitewolf]

I saw your post on find a canon mate, hi! I feel vaguely like we've talked before, so if we have my apologies I am sending this while on break and sleepy ☹️ would love to chat/listen though

- bob 🌞

I'm pretty sure I commented on one of your posts earlier, but as far as I know, we haven't talked before that. But I'd be happy to chat. I'm pretty certain my messages are open, or I have discord. Good to hear from you though, Bob. Try to get rest if you can manage first.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

Still not the biggest fan of nightmares, particularly now that I actually need consistent sleep.

[mohish-ko]

★ shot

[winterfox-whitewolf]

I’ve seen people use these like a log of memories or related feelings, but I’m not sure I can bring myself to. Everything I’ve got feels more like venting. Everything that isn’t that’s just missing people. There’s probably a balance, but I’ve never been good at finding that.

[winterfox-whitewolf]

I miss my cat.