The fire's found a home in me

I'm Kat a 26 year mommy to my princess, Winter Madelyn. This is a personal blog. My main blog is autumnuss.tumblr.com

[wintermother]

I never come on here anymore just when I need to vent into the void. Idk I just feel so horribly depressed all the time. I feel completely trapped once again and its from these shitty choices I keep making. Once again I'm tied to a relationship where I'm emotionally abused and I'm wondering how I ended up here again. Once again I have no where to go. Its like my life is in a cycle. I'm tired of apologies and momentary kindness. I'm tired of this fake shit. All I ever want is something real yet I end up back where I told myself I'd never be again. I don't want to be here anymore I say I want to leave and I mean it I hate all of this. He acts like I'm hurting him when I say I want to leave but its all so fake. Neither of us are in love. Not anymore. But its not my fault I tried and tried and he stopped. And he lies and says he'll try but its all bullshit and I know it but I pretend I believe him and I pretend I'm not fucking miserible everyday of my life.

[wintermother]

I'm so horribly depressed and I have no one to talk to and I just feel so alone. I tried to post some of my feelings on facebook but a "friend" decided to comment and pretty much tell me my feelings are invalid and now I've just been crying all day. I have no idea where to go from here and I have no one. If I say my feelings my friends say I'm playing a victim and I don't think its fair I wish I had friends that weren't shitty to me and that I was in a relationship with someone who actually loved me but this is my life and its not what I thought it would be sometimes I wonder if my old life was better and I'm not sure and thats scary

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Cat Got Your Tongue?

Going for something simple today with some cute kitty nails! 😸😸😸 (Inspired by this print)

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when i’m on tumblr every day at 5am

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A must-watch: MSNBC’s Stephanie Ruhle reminds everyone of the known sexual assault accusations against Donald Trump, one by one, in detail.

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This y’all president tho

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why do cats run through the house like they forgot to pull their dinner rolls out of the oven

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Simple zest for life

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Shopping was a great success today

When I checked my mail before heading out to the thrift store I got my modcloth package and my twice package. The red and the yellow dresses where both from modcloths awesome sale, the black circle skirt I got for free from twice (for signing up and downloading the app) it’s originally from asos. The sister wives dress and the pants are from Salvation Army, the fox button up is from Macy’s clearance rack, and every thing in the last picture is from Sally’s, including a cute bicycle scarf, three pairs of shoes some yarn and some china.

[wintermother]

Omg her hair and clothes 😍