One, And Then Two.

Just thoughts

[wintryreverie]

May 18, 2017

Amorphous.

[wintryreverie]

May 7, 2017

I miss you

[wintryreverie]

May 4, 2017

There's someone across the world who loves you

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April 28, 2017

Hold on, you're going down slow Oh no

[wintryreverie]

April 23, 2017

What are the things that are scaring you?

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April 17, 2017

Dangerous, dangerous thoughts

[wintryreverie]

April 11, 2017

Back here again

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April 10, 2017

Precarious

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April 7, 2017

Overwhelming

[wintryreverie]

I am so fucked

[wintryreverie]

It’s like I’ve been carefully hanging threads of thought throughout my whole life. Recently I started placing them every which way, regardless of the consequences; and so they’ve gotten quite tangled. And just now I’ve fallen through what feels like miles of knots and constrictions. Any way I try to move, they feel like they’re all painfully cutting into any efforts I make to try and remove myself from the mess I’ve made. Different colors, varying lengths and thicknesses. I want to cut them all loose. Especially the brightest and happiest ones. I want to ruthlessly rip through them. I want to completely obliterate the memories that hang from each end. I want to bottle everything up. And I never want to let them out ever again. Better yet, I want them gone.

[wintryreverie]

Am I not attractive enough Not smart enough Not engaging enough Not witty Not fun Not secure Not caring Not selfless Not as extraordinary as you are to me?

[wintryreverie]

Oh god, I've never felt more regretful in my life

[wintryreverie]

Okay, it’s pointless to waste my time.

[wintryreverie]

March 10, 2017

Eagerly sprinting to a deadline

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March 7, 2017

If I were to lay here long enough Could I melt into the ground Collect beneath the surface And drip down All the way down?

[wintryreverie]

Flighty