[wishiwasonjupiter]

Here’s a trash dump of memes I have made because I am one sad boi

[wishiwasonjupiter]

The other day I found my hs graduation book that my mom made for me, and the first picture made me burst into tears. I remember being so fucking nervous, so fucking sad; so in disbelief that I even actually made it and actually graduated. I looked so sad and broken in the first picture, and it broke my fucking heart. I started feeling so much pain for my younger self I can’t even begin to put into words.

At that age I would have KILLED to be where I am now. Working in a pharmacy. Studying in nursing school. Studying for literal MIT. These past few weeks I’ve been feeling like my life is falling apart, but it isn’t. Im not doing bad; I’ve never done his well in my life. I’m not used to the praise I receive from people, or the looks of wonder when I explain a weird ass abstract science concept (I’m looking at you Heisenberg and Schrodinger). I’m not used to this feeling, so It makes me feel uncomfortable. What doesn’t make me feel uncomfortable is sadness. So I tend to stay in the sadness. But here’s the funny part. The only reason I’m comfortable in sadness is because I got used to it; it really was the only thing I experienced for a long time. But I’m not 17 anymore. I don’t have to settle for being sad; because I know I have a lot more going for me. I’m almost 22 and on the verge of moving out and almost being self-sufficient. I have been so caught up in the moment that I haven’t been able to appreciate just how fucking dope I’ve been doing.

So don’t be like me. Take a step back and realize that the most fundamental concept of time is change; time has passed, and you have changed. Take pride in yourself every fucking day homie

[karaokeiko]

reading through my blog like omg this guy is unwell

[ojibwa]

like have u ever just wanted to start smashing ur head into a hard flat surface and not stop 

[ojibwa]

i rlly hope it gets easier soon bc i am fucking losing my mind

[di3tc0kedoll3tte-deactivated202]

the urge to just ✂️ the fat off of every inch of my body

[me-ed-nooo]

Studying instead of eating is another state of mind

[morgueheart]

[thesaltyoncologist]

Trigger warning: suicide

This NEJM Perspective piece addresses an incredibly important problem during medical training. If you’re in medicine, take a minute to read this. And if you’re struggling yourself with mental health, especially during training, PLEASE feel free to reach out to me personally. We want to help. You are not alone in this. Click the keep reading link to view the article in its entirety.

Keep reading

[nepofledgling]

making art is just like showering………can’t get up and do it, can’t stop when you’ve started. you want to crawl out of your skin if you don’t do it often enough. everything in the world is the exact same

[borderlineblitz]

[borderlineblitz]

[tfw-adhd]

[hearttattack]

i want to be enough

[recaption]

[wecopewithourptsdwithmemes]

[dommingateez]

I love closing tumblr, bye mentally ill people, see you in ten minutes when i inevitably open tumblr again