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FYI
This is my vent/say whatever comes to mind account so be mindful, usually i speak about suicide and anything relating to that so do what you will with it
If my last post is from 3-5 years ago assume i have finally died unless specified 🥴
look at that forgot about this account, lack of phone really messes with me, still alive, i wish i fainted in such a way that it would have cracked my skull open oh well
Phone broke like several months ago still kicking tho God when it will be over
Slowly starving seems to be the way i will die huh
Just checking in
Still alive still going
Nightmares are pretty bad rn and my suicidal thoughts got worse again
afraid
Fear is a driving point of my life
Any change be it positive or negative causes fear and an emotional backlash
I don’t know how to move past it
I am afraid
reblog for something t4t to happen to you this summer.
New year will i survive this one
Not very hopeful
Still alive
Worried
Somehow it doesn’t fell that bad
But looking at things in total makes it kinda terrifying
I really stepped up my ignore everything game
It’s gonna bite me in the ass in less than a year
Unless i don’t live to see it that is, a man can hope
You know it’s bad when i start to make suicide contingency plans
I feel it again
The dread
it’s kind of
Do i end it now? and make others hurt more
Do i wait until situation is unresolvable? and almost no one gets hurt
Oh oh something bad happened
Fear is defining me in the way of life it is very depressing
I am afraid i am like a rat trapped and cornered but instead of fighting through i just hope it will all crumble around me and i somehow come out of it
Fear will never let me go
Hmmm slowly progressing
anxiety keeps building, afraid of when it is going to crash
