MTTbrandbunny

𐙚 𓏵𓏵 Noelle / Lilette 𓏵𓏵 𐙚 🎀 #1 Mettaton fan / his wife & gf utdr/selfship/oc art. somtimes vent. deeply in love with Mettaton since 2015 🐇 444 ♡ lesbian & taken 🧸

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Mariette's Undernet blog : @mettafangirl2016

cara : mettatonsgf

tiktok : mettatonsgf

i use this profile as my main for links for now. all art uploaded here is mine unless state otherwise.

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im jealous of people who play tomodachi because i dont have the game. i dont have the switch,, i never had a switch before!!!! i want one...

:( by the time i ever get one, nobody would probably care muchfor this game anymore so if i post pictures of marieton in tomodachi no one will care because the hype will be over.. people are posting their games less now,,,,,,

there are so many things i could do with tomodachi if i could play myself . so many.. i have so many ocs and interests and favorite ships i jusr want to make them real,,,,,,,,,,

why not me

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i deserved so many apologies and i still remember their faces and know exactly who. and it hurts that i cant forget them despite wanting to so badly. because they either did the damage too harsh or are currently manifesting my energy. it wont leave me alone.

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i said this in 2024 too....

everytime someone bullies me.

anytime someone ever disrespected me so much.

i end up having urges to draw mettaton hurting me.

and yet they get mad ? lol !!! you are at fault actually.

this was how i cope. since nobody defended me, i wanted mettaton to fictionally do worse to me. the worse the pain i received from people, the worse punishment he gave me.

i dont do that anymore but you know, if you still say weird things about me , u never know !!!! and you either didnt hear about this or your just really dumb. its my business its none of your business !!!

i have always been selfless

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no one offers compensation so i just rant on my profile and let out the anger i hold within my soul because i have been too nice to people that didnt deserve it. im stupid.

im still not okay.

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angry and robbed

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people who constantly bring up your past mistakes OVER AND OVER AGAIN are so fucking WEIRD i swear to god no wonder they dont socialize with anybody and act mentally stuck in second grade it makes perfect sense you cant even differentiate between fiction and reality. how sad.

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"ugh!!!!!!! mettaton wouldnt do that did we even play the same undertale ??????" and its a drawing of him abusing me so ! ah! so you agree that he would love me unconditionally then huh ? you know he loves me..,, he would never hurt me.

you are agreeing that he would kiss me softly and ask if i consent. he would buy me flowers and a ring and ask to marry me. yeah i totally agree with you ^^ baby, this is 2026. not 2021. im serious when i say im healing. if you constantly act like i only love it when mettaton sa's me in fiction and you constantly bring it up as if you are trying to provoke me to draw those things again because you are weirdly obsessed with it.. well i think you have problems in your brain.

if you dont believe in healing or that people can change and you are in love with that person to the point you keep constantly bringing up their past mistakes because its your weird obsession or fetish or whatever then i think something is genuinely wrong with you.

and i can draw whatever i want by the way. scream in my ear and ill fucking block you. what do you expect when you get on the internet ? nobody apologized to me when they showed me gore and dick pics and even forcing me to do things i never wanted to do . so why does my OLD drawings of mettaton beating me up and using me bother you SO MUCH ? grow up. i hope you never look at me or think about me again. because i want you to leave me alone instead of telling me to kill myself over fiction. fucking baby.

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im one step closer to figuring out my identity. im so close.

im so close. i just want to find out who i am..

[odaienufe]

Can I say something weird?

(deltarune spoilers ahead)

Weird route of chapter 5 was short but no less disturbing. It was quite very extremely disturbing in fact, from beggining till the end. But i still did it and i still messed up my save files, and i wonder how much effect it will have.

One thing I've been thinking of is how this will affect Susie specifically. Her two friends just disappear, and she's the last one who saw both of them and no one else in town was around. Granted, Sans was there, and we did get a bread that most likely left a trace at the shore. So all Susie will have left of us will just be breadcrumbs. And this will affect her oh so badly. And i'm worried what will happen when we reemerge on the other side (of that happens, i'm assuming sth like that will be the case but honestly who knows), in chapter 7, skipping a whole chapter, a whole chunk of time during which we are simply absent from Susie's and Ralsei's side. Will we even get to see them?

Well, the one good thing about weird route is that we saw Rudy, very much alive and not high up on a ladder..

[holidayturkeyy]

* KEEP GOING

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They Will (Not) Be Happy Without You

Forgot to post this one yesterday. Here's my addendum to it:

I worked on this for literally 8 hours straight and it's like the second painting I've done in the past year, so I'd say I did pretty well.

This art was inspired by the Ch5 egg room piano music and me suddenly channeling the spirit of Kris' teen angst.

I am a rabid krusielle shipper, and the doomed yuri angle we got going on right now is fucking killing me. I just want the damn kids to love each other and be happy, is that too much to ask!?

But yeah my personal interpretation of the situation is that Kris is suffering from a vast multitude of different problems in this regard. I don't think they're JUST jealous, I think they're scared of being left behind and abandoned, replaced, and also afraid of hurting the people they love. They've always suffered from violent thoughts, always felt intensely guilty about the situation with dess and noelle. I bet they had a thing for her back then, but the PTSD caused them to think it was impossible to ever make that come true. They clearly yearn for susie, but their allegience with the knight and their apparent foreknowledge of how all of this will end tragically prevents them from confessing. They want Susie and Noelle to be happy. They know they like each other. They push them together out of kindness, hoping that maybe they'll be included. But they also know it'll come to an end soon. Maybe they'll betray Susie. Maybe they'll die. Whatever it is, it weighs heavily on their mind, and the constant inner conflicts make them do stupid, self-destructive things that will come back to bite them later. And then the PTSD... Oh, the PTSD...

And the worst part? susie doesn't realize her words recently have hurt. Her behavior has hurt. Noelle also yearns for both of them, to have Susie and to get Kris back into her life. She reminisces so often I can't imagine any other possibility. And she doesn't have any inkling of an idea as to what's about to happen, or how bad things with Kris really are. She already got driven to a manic episode because of these feelings and the player's manipulation in the weird route, after all. And come on, they're both nice and open-minded girls. All Kris has to do is fucking ask, but they don't. Because of the guilt. The trauma. The utter hopelessness and despair.

May whatever benevolent gods exist have mercy on them.

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if i can go back in time i really would

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im going to listen to lana del rey and pretend i have friends so the devil in my head shuts up

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he hit me and it felt like a kiss