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day 12 without my dad, I’ve decided i’m going to write a list of some of the new things i really hate:

I hate riding in the car

I hate those split second moments when i go to show him something or call him or look for him before i remember that he’s gone

I hate seeing my mom so broken

I hate talking about him in the past tense

I hate nighttime

I hate the question “how are you doing?”

I hate Teslas

I hate the passage of time

I hate funeral arrangements

I hate not knowing where he is

I hate how long it takes to get a death certificate

I hate Intensive care units

I hate the guilt i feel when i have happy moments

I hate that lump in your throat tightness in your chest feeling

I hate that he’ll never get to turn 50

I hate that to him i’ll always be 18

I hate that i wasn’t awake when he left that morning

I hate the “5 stages of grief”

I hate the thought of birthdays and holidays without him

I hate how he’s everywhere in every corner of my life but also nowhere

I hate the half drank can of fizzy water on his desk that he’ll never finish

I hate that this happened to him of all people

#grief #grief/mourning #grieving #grief poetry #tw grief #parent loss #dead dad club #things i hate #grief journal #i miss you

sparemoon

real or not real 4 (3) (2) (1)

fishingisuniversal

Honestly the "but Peeta wanted kids so bad" line from the Mockingjay epilogue is really funny to me because for three books Katniss has been projecting her desire for children onto a guy who hasn't really ever verbally expressed any interest in having kids, so I do genuinely think the whole "kids vs. no kids" debate happened entirely internally for Katniss and one day she just went "ok, you win, let's have kids" and Peeta's at the kitchen table like"?????? Ok??????"

luminarywaves

Re reading the original hunger games is so funny bcus katniss can literally read haymitch's mind like what. I'm dying of thirst but haymitch hasn't sent me water, that must mean that there's some nearby!! And one kiss is one pot of broth!! Like she even acknowledges that it's strange when she's like oh to peeta this would just be a pot of broth. Haymitch will give her one look and katniss knows immediately what he means and she's right every time

Meanwhile peeta is like your dress really suits you and you look nice :) and katniss is like he's trying to kill me

greymvs

yourlocalrunaways

witchnoru

#me #used to be more karolina coded but then everyone i love started dying so here we are #i miss them (my loved ones and the runaways/deanoru)

rxttingcorpse

kyrianne

mybodywakesup

The knight and the zoomer, they retire from battle, and they settle down in a small village. With each passing day, their love grows stronger.

bylerlumax

at least my sweet precious angels lucas and max got a happy ending i love them so much

billdenbrough

lumax is the only endgame i was genuinely gunning for so i replayed all their scenes like five times in my joy for them. THE KNIGHT AND THE ZOOMER’S LOVE KEEPS GROWING…………..