disasterology

sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger, the person that you'd take the bullet for is behind the trigger. personal blog.

[witheredcarnations]

lmao why is it only 2:15 pm and I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve cried today ????? Anxiety???

[laughsy]

“It’d be nice to heal you once and not doing it again for a week”

“How would you have fun then?”

If Disney does end up adapting Percy Jackson and screws over these two I riot

[witheredcarnations]

so my boyfriend has my Twitter and my tumblr and that’s great I’m not trying to keep things from him buuut I want to tweet about how much I love without him seeing ittttt, because I haven’t told him I love him yet, but gosh, boy do I love him, i love him so much

[witheredcarnations]

never felt more pathetic than today!

[witheredcarnations]

screams into the void 

I JUST WANT A GIRL TO HOOK UP WITH IS THA T TOO MUCH TO ASK,

TO GET LAID?!

[witheredcarnations]

Un día que ande conduciendo quiero chocar y morirme

[witheredcarnations]

💔

[witheredcarnations]

hey wow I just had a tiny flashback to my previous, very toxic relationship, with something that my current gf just said and I just started crying immediately inexplicably 

[witheredcarnations]

do u ever like someone so much it hurts :( 

[witheredcarnations]

sometimes when you like someone for a really long time and suddenly you know you have a real chance with her, and then all of a sudden you don’t it’s... it’s okay to cry and be sad about it 

[witheredcarnations]

my heart hurts a little. is it selfish to be jealous that my best friend and another close friend of mine are just stating to date, immediately after I got turned down by the girl I like the most? I just... it feels almost unfair, in the most selfish way, I want romantic love so bad

[witheredcarnations]

me: I don't have a motif to choreograph to....

also me: I literally got rejected by the girl I've liked for over a year yesterday... 

[witheredcarnations]

uhhhh I wanna talk to the girl I really like but I always text first and I know she likes me so I wanna see if she’ll text me first sometime,,,, why am I like this why is my thirsty ass this way

[witheredcarnations]

im feeling sad?? and longing. for something or someone. and I kinda wanna go on a walk but not alone but I also need time to think and just breathe.

[witheredcarnations]

so like. I really don't want to talk about this because my family has ensured me time and time again that this is not the case but almost always (read: actually all the time) I feel so bad about going away for college? because I know its 3 or 4 times more expensive than it would be if I were to study in the Dominican and I jut??? feel so guilty about this because I don't want to be a burden to my family or feel like one even if I know that’s not the case?

[witheredcarnations]

why do I get crushes on every single girl I meet and why am I such a hopeless romantic -- sighs wistfully

[inercxia]

ojalá la gente entienda que la salud mental es tan importante como la física, si tener fiebre te impide hacer cosas la ansiedad también