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Coming home is never as easy as running away. Mun is 26. Smut is okay. 18+ only blog.

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Update: So as of today I’ve been denied by ssa they haven’t told me why yet but on top of that I was told I’m being referred to hematology and oncology. Which means that I now will not have finances for my surgery on top of the excess trip costs we were lucky enough to earn enough for the train tickets but those were over $220 so anything like uber from the stations food during my 9 hour trip (layovers in philly) and anything that goes with trips like luggage locks are still adding up. Any donations would be amazing. (I’d still love to get Alaster a bday present too heh) Link is in the bio. If you can’t assist please don’t feel obligated or guilty every like share and repost does more than you know. .https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/7ZEpuj0tkE .

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I know I havent been around a lot anymore. College and my health have kept me super busy and I had some medical issues that led to me losing most of my short term memory and comprehension which really made rping almost impossible. Hence why I’ve been doing some other creative endeavors but not really writing a lot. One of the best things that’s helped me get through all this (multiple surgeries almost dying etc) Has been my amazing partner. We’re both fighting physical disabilities and heve never gotten to meet in person even though we’ve been friends for years. We had a tiny little bit saved up and recieved soem donations and everything was going okay till I found out I need almost $00 for a surgery program fee, so now we’re a bit at a loss of what to do.  I shared this on Instagram and I’m going to share it here too. Please don’t feel obligated even sharing it helps us a ton.  Hi, hi, so as some of you know I'm in a bit of a rough spot. The tldr is were raising money for a ldr couple to meet for the first time but our plans have been derailed by a crazy expensive surgery program cost. Link is in the bio. If you can't assist please don't feel obligated or guilty every like share and repost does more than you know. . https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/7ZEpuj0tkE .

Our situation and story: @ally.apocalypse and i have been friends for years now, and in a long distance relationship for awhile. We video chat and talk on the phone and discord constantly but we haven't been able to meet in person. I know pa to ri isnt that far but we're both fighting physical disabilities that mean neither of us would be safe to drive that distance. Our options in order of least expensive to most are: bus (with five transfers including a layover in nyc from 1 am to 5am its a 19 hour trip), train a 9 hour trip that only has an option to get there super late at night but only one transfer and layover (again nyc), or plane which is expensive but would be most convenient and safe. We had a good chunk saved up between us and with donations until I found out yesterday that because I'm steroid dependent the only way to stop the massive weight gain ive suffered (thats now threatening my well being and life) is by surgery. They have tried meds and I live very healthy but steroids do this. So the surgery program costs $375 that I dont have. Which means as a currently disabled college student and my disabled partner we have no idea how were going to swing everything. Our trip is planned for February for their birthday, and the surgery is planned in May so we have time to do what all we can.

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Stiles paced the room where Isaac was laying. They had cleaned him up and brought him back to the compound and put him in their room. He knew that Isaac was alright and he knew Camden would be fine. He was healing already so the bite had taken. He just couldn’t stop pacing. He was still worried. This had actually happened. He thought he was going to lose Isaac. He thought he was going to lose Camden. Everything had happened so quickly and Stiles felt helpless.

He hadn’t been able to help. He couldn’t fight like them. He wasn’t strong like them or fast like them. He couldn’t save them. All he could do was just sit there and watched the people he loved getting attacked and bleeding and almost dying. 

Scott and Derek had tried to console him. Had tried to comfort him in knowing that they would be alright now. But it wasn’t alright in Stiles’ mind. He was weak compared to the wolves. He was frail and a liability. Even Lydia was stronger than he was with he banshee powers. Fear and worry was still coursing through his body as he paced the room waiting for Isaac to wake up.

Isaac whimpered as he began to wake. the night’s activities coming back in bits and pieces. “Stiles?” He mumbled, stumbling out into the hall, “Cam?!” He asked more panicked. He just got his brother back, he wasn’t giving him up now. “Camden?” 

Isaac tripped over himself stumbling into Stils. “Baby are you okay?” He whispered looking around, he was still healing, still hurt. “What about Cam, and Lucas? Is everyone okay?”

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While walking through the club, Chris kept hoping his eyes wouldn’t be caught by anybody’s who might recognize them, but he soon spotted one of the only few people he did not want to see in a place like this. His protege. He’d been responsible for him, he’d been his duty and Chris had carded him aside to help Beacon Hills once again, the town that didn’t just ruin his life, but also took his wife and daughter and sister in the process. Well, and his father, but honestly - the world was a better place without him there. 

He wanted to yell over, get the young wolf to come over, but decided to take it subtle instead. He made his way over, his eyes stuck on the clothing Isaac wore for a moment, before forcing them back up. “Isaac, what the Hell are you doing here?” Why? Why would he? Chris left him with another pack, he left him with people he trusted - why wasn’t he with them? What happened while he was gone? “How did you even get here?” How did he find out about this club in the first place? 

Isaac rolled his eyes and huffed. “Excuse me?” He bit out, cocking his head tot he side. “No, non parle anglais.” He mumbled in french before rubbing his face. “Ugh okay you need to shut up.” He hissed, dragging him into the hallway. 

“First of all, that pack you left me with? Were trying to use me as bait or marry me off, kept calling me an omega and “explaining” my position in the pack. I figured if I was going to be used for sex, I was going to make some money out of it.” He muttered lowly. “What the hell are you doing here is the question.”

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Inspired by this gif, and I don’t even know. Mob AU?

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Never the Cool Kid | Closed

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As Isaac got out of the shower and out of the bathroom, Alaster walked in. He slowly got undressed, sighing in relief as he pulled off his binder. Alaster got in the shower, humming as his body relaxed in the hot water. After getting cleaned up; he slipped on the clean hoodie, boxers, and shorts. The trans teen grabbed a towel, drying his hair a bit as he walked out into the living room space. “Much better. I feel clean again. So where am I sleeping tonight, and can we order pizza?” He sat down on the couch, still drying his hair a bit. Alaster was hungry, especially after sharing a bowl with Isaac and not eating prior. “I can pitch in, I got some cash on me. My mom always gives me twenty bucks in case I need to get a ride home.” He shrugged. “Surprisingly it’s come in handy sometimes.” Alaster laughed, smiling brightly. He was a little uncomfortable not having his binder on, but the hoodie was fine and hiding his breasts.

Camden stood when Alaster came into the room. It looked as if Isaac and he were having a heated conversation but neither said anything. “I got it kid. Keep your twenty. I’ll order something.” He said grabbing his phone. Isaac ducked his head a bit.

“The couch is a pull out. So it turns into a full size bed. It’s not to uncomfortable actually. You can sleep there and I’ll camp on the floor.”

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Seeing Isaac covered in scars set something off in Alaster. He felt bad and hated seeing the scars just because he had an idea how they got there. Alaster leaned against a wall, zoning out for a minute until he heard Camden’s voice directed at him. “Uh no, never.” He chuckled slightly. “I'm just constantly in trouble. Trying to be a man and I’m still a damsel in distress.” Alaster sighed in thought. “Do you have a sweatshirt I can borrow? I have to take my binder off, and a sweatshirt will…ya know, hide them.” He made a hand motion around his chest, worrying about his breasts being visible. Alaster hated the idea of looking down and seeing them or walking by a mirror. “Is Isaac going to be okay?” He was really worried about Isaac, the blonde was his best friend. “I’m assuming he gets his good heart from you, and um I never got to say this but thank you for correcting yourself when you called me a she back when Jackson was ya know.” Alaster was really grateful for Camden trying to be polite. 

Camden nodded. He disappeared to a room before returning with gym shorts that looked almost small enough for Al and a large hoodie. “My ex, she uh dressed like me a lot. I kind of loved that honestly. But she left some shorts here. She comes over sometimes but she wont mind.” He shrugged again. “Gotta be better than sleeping in jeans. I have a washer and dryer if you want to clean your stuff they kind of reek of weed to be honest.”

Camden sighed flopping on the couch. “You can shower after Isaac. There will be plenty of hot water trust me.” The way he said it, it sounded angry and bitter, like he was mad at Isaac for leaving hot water behind. He shook his head. “He gets his heart from our mom.” He murmured. “She was amazing.” He said, his eyes empty and distant, as if he can’t quite connect with the memories.

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“Okay.” He didn’t want to be away from Isaac, being around the other helped him feel calm, and safe. Like having an actual friend. Alaster shrugged as Isaac said that’s not why he liked him.”I want to believe you,but he made some good points and that scares me. I dont want to fall for you, and have my heart broken. I don’t want to get hurt.” He licked his lips. “You’re stronger than Jackson, you could easly be able to overpower me.” Alaster stopped talking, clearly thinking of Isaac as a superior male. 

As Camden came in, Alaster was glad to hear that Camden had gotten in contact with his parents. “Yay sleepover.” He whispered, glad to  be out of there but a little nervous about spending the night with two men. Alaster grabbed Isaac’s arm, moving to get out of there as fast as possible 

Isaac didn’t like the idea that apparently Alaster thought he would or could over power him and that he even thought that was a possibility. “I’d never-” But he was cut off by everything happening.

Isaac sighed as he followed his brother led him out of the party. He followed behind the two and was quiet as they drove to camden’s apartment. once they were there Isaac sighed. “Nope!” He brother demanded when Isaac was about to flop on the couch. “You have sweat, blood, booze and weed stink all over that shirt. Off.” Isaac had his back to Al and he was still a bit innebriated. He wasn’t thinking as he pulled the shirt off and frowned tossing it by the door. “Go get a shower.” His older brother commaned. Isaac frowned. “Cam.” He argued. “Nope. Go shower.” The older boy clearly looked saddened by the scars all over Isaac’s built chest. The boy grumbled stomping off to the bathroom.

Camden sighed and cocked his head at Al. “You’re never going to be boring are you kid?”

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This guy, who Alaster figured was Theo from what Scott said, was supposed to be a caring and understanding, gay boy. But he uttered those four words that Alaster never wanted together. ‘Boy with a pussy.’ The teen went pale hearing it. Watching Isaac fumble Theo to a bloody pulp. As the Lahey boy approached him, Alaster flinched a bit. He was clearly scared and unsure about what was happening exactly. Alaster huddled into Isaac after a moment as the other pulled him in. He knew Isaac had been into so many fights for him. “I told him that,” Alaster said, his voice lack of emotion. “I’m trying not to, but I’m afraid he might be right. I don’t want to get my hopes up.” He was scared of falling in love with Isaac and being used for his girl parts. Alaster let Isaac kiss him, but didn’t kiss back. “I need to get out of here, but I don’t want to go home.” He’d kiss Isaac once he felt safe, and he never felt more in danger.  

“Cam’s apartment.” He mumbled. “It’s across town. It’s where I was planning on going after this anyway. Dad thinks I’m there right now.” He murmured as he got his phone out, sending a desperate sos text to his brother, begging him to stop what ever he was doing and come get them. “you’re not you know…” He whispered. “What he said…. That’s not why I like you so much. I mean… I’m confused about a lot of it. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I don’t know what you’re going to want me to do you know? What’s okay and what’s not. But … if I never … ever… touch that part of you… or nay part of you you don’t feel comfortable with. That’s fine you know. It’s not going to bug me. I’d be a fucking prick if it did.” He murmured. “Please believe that.”

His head snapped up as he heard Cam’s voice enter the kitchen. “Alright love birds, let’s go. In the truck before Theo over there ends up waking up and calling the cops.” Isaac looked confused at how fast Cam got there. “Oh Matt saw Theo start shit and texted me. I was already on my way.” He shrugged. “Al your parents have been called. You’re staying at my place tonight and I may have lied and said Isaac was staying at Matt’s so let’s move it.”

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Hearing this guy talk, Alaster could see it all happening. Maybe he was right. Suddenly fear and anxiety overwhelmed him, and he started shaking. Tears peaked at his eyes, and he held his breath as he didn’t want to cry. But soon he couldn’t do it anymore, and tears rolled down his cheeks. “But you just met me and you want me to fuck you, that’s not right either. You still haven’t told me your name, I don’t know you. You’re a stranger.” Alaster was scared, afraid of being around this clearly angry guy. But he wasn’t sure if he wanted Isaac around him either, believing what the stranger was saying. So he froze, and his body shook violently as he was trying to stop the tears from flowing. Alaster wasn’t sure what he should do. 

“Fuck you Theo.” Isaac said from behind the smaller teen. Theo hadn’t seen him come behind him and now unfortunately most of the attention was on the confrontation. “You really are broadening boundaries change the words and you’re still a fuckign bigot.” He muttered shoving past Theo.

The shorter boy laughed and shoved at Isaac. “Oh come on. We both know why you want him. You’re too fucking scared to be gay so what better than fuck a boy with a pussy.”

That, for some reason, was what made Isaac snap. He wasn’t really sure what came over him, but the next thing he knew Scott and Stiles both were pulling Isaac off a bleeding Theo. “Dude!” Scott muttered. “Dude take care of your boy okay… don’t… don’t kill Theo, not worth it. Go take care of Alaster.”

Isaac stumbled back before turning and finding Alaster, pulling him close. “I’m fucking sorry okay?” He whispered. “I’m trying. I’m trying so damn hard. I’ve never been in a fight really and now that’s like three in a month for you okay?” He was babbling. He was high on adrenaline and terrified. He leaned back, cupping Alaster’s neck. “please don’t… Don’t give up on me okay?” He whispered. There were eyes on them from half of the damn school but Isaac couldn’t find it in him to care for once. He kissed Alaster hard, but held him loose so the boy could walk if he wanted.

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As this boy who Alaster still didn’t know the name of, motioned to his drink Alaster sighed. “I only drink at home. This is water. I don’t like the idea of drinking around strangers. Like you.” He then walked over to the sink, filling his cup again. “I’m going to tell you what I told all the girls trying to make me their gay best friend.” Alaster put his hand on the boy’s shoulder. “I’m not a toy, and I’m not going to jump in the sack with you.” He then wiped his hand of the boy, acting as if he were gross. “I have higher standards than some one night stand at a dumb high school party.” Yeah, Alaster didn’t need to worry or prove himself to this guy, but Isaac had taken care of him and made him feel safe. Isaac even saved him after their argument. Alaster sipped his water, walking to get away from this guy.

Theo threw his hands up when the boy got defensive. “Jesus. You know some day. When you watch him act hetero as fuck with some bimbo you’ll regret turning me down.” He commented back. “Think about it, Prom this year, with Jackson out of the popular vote and Cam being around again it’s not long before Isaac climbs up the ladder like his brother. Watch him stand there with that stupid crown on his head and some dumb bitch like Allison or Lydia on his arm? How’s that gonna feel? You gonna feel vindicated, you gonna feel real to someone who’s too busy proving to everyone he’s straight? You gonna feel like a toy when he’ll only fuck you from the front, and if you let him touch your boobs? And that’s what he’ll call them. That fucking idiot hetero boy will never give you what you need. You say you’re not a toy but you like it a lot when he plays with you. I bet the dumb ass has some girl on her knees blowing him right now.”

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Excuse me , what do notp mean ?

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  Stiles ran right behind Camden. His heart was beating in his ears as he worked his way closer to Isaac. He hadn’t wanted to leave him. He knew something was wrong and he didn’t want to leave him there by himself but he had no choice. He couldn’t carry him to the compound and they had been too far away for anyone to hear him.

When he got there Camden was standing staring at the two alphas and Stiles stopped in his tracks looking at his mate laying helpless on the ground. He whined and he wanted to go to him but he couldn’t with the two alphas standing there in between them.

“Let him go.”

Aiden and Ethan Cackled in unison. “Oh look its boy wife now!” Ethan cheered. “Ah and the brother.” Aiden commented getting close enough to the two to smell them. “Keeping it in the family Laheys? I’m shocked.”

“And a little turned on.” Ethan added. “You going to watch us take him apart?” He asked Camden, who wanted to rip them apart but knew he was only human. Where the fuck was Derek?

When Ethan began to make work of Isaac’s belt Camden snapped. He lunged himself at the alphas. Come hell or highwater no one was doing that to his little brother again.

Isaac tried to move, tried to help but he only caught glimpses. Derek snarling, fists flying. The hiss of what could only be a Kanima. How was that possible they couldn’t use Jackson because he didn’t have a handler. A scream, a flash of red hair, oh, now it made sense. Of course, a banshee could handle an abomination.

Isaac whined as Camden collapsed next to him, he could smell blood. He was hurt. “Do it.” He heard Cam gurgle, then a scream of pain. His brothers hand clenching his own numb one. Then darkness.

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He felt bad for leaving Isaac there, but he was getting trapped in his emotions. Alaster didn’t wat to do or say something stupid in front of Isaac. The teen still cared about Isaac, but he felt maybe Lahey needed time to figure himself out on his own. Alaster didn’t want to pressure him into making a decision he wasn’t making on his own. 

“Thank you,” Alaster whispered as this guy called him cute, licking his lips in deep thought. That safety he felt with Isaac was gone. But he had gone to this party to hang out with his friends and meet new people. This guy was new to him. “He’s not a weirdo, just not gay I guess. Isaac is a good guy he saved me from Jackson and some other guy.” Alaster cared about Isaac and wasn’t going to let someone speak poorly about him when he had done so much. The trans teen shrugged. “I’m Alaster, you probably know that I’m the new trans boy that’s causing trouble. What’s your name?” He said causing trouble because he knew some people were mad about Alaster and Isaac getting Jackson and his friend in trouble. 

Theo shrugged. “I heard Jackson was an idiot and tried to get something that wasn’t his.” He looked at Al. “You didn’t cause any trouble. Assholes like that deserve worse than he got.” He nodded at Al’s drink. “You want another one? No sense in wasting your night pining over the straight boy. We’ve all been there.” Theo muttered glancing over at Stiles before back at Al. “Or we could do something else for fun?” He raised a brow at him. “I top or bottom so whatever you’re into. Plus, I’m not going to be an idiot and ask to touch your chest like some dumb ass straight boy.” He leaned closer. “You wouldn’t have to prove yourself for me.”

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Stiles was panting as he made it to the compound. Everyone came running out and he tried to explain through gasping breaths about the twins and how they were alphas but he couldn’t stand there while everyone ran back towards him. He had to go back to his mate. 

He ran back following Camden and showing the others where he was. His mind was spinning with fear as he got closer. “Isaac!”

Isaac’s head bobbed and weaved a bit as he tried to sit up. He grunted at the savage kick to his stomach that sent him straight back down again. The boy whimpered and closed his eyes. “Fuck off.” He slurred as best he could. Aiden knelt down, tugging Isaac up by his hair. “What was that Nancy?” He bit out. “Fuck you? Well… that’s not my thing but my brother Ethan isn’t as picky.”

Isaac groaned trying to push them away when he heard Stiles voice. He whined. Stiles shouldn’t be here. If Stiles was here he’d be in danger. They could hurt him, kill him, worse try to change him without his consent or other horrible things without consent. “Sitles no.” He mumbled weakly.

“Aw how cute. Your man-wife is trying to save you. It’s going to be brilliant when we toss up his dress in front of the town and show them what’s really going on. Did you really think you could hide it Isaac?” Ethan purred. “You really think that no one would figure it out? Come on tell me how drugged did he get you in the hospital to let him touch you? Did it feel like this Isaac? Is it familiar?” Isaac shook his head Stiles never did anything to him in the hospital. He’s a good person. He wouldn’t hurt people.  Ethan laughed as he heard two sets of human heart beats approaching. “We’re going to tie them up and make them watch us use you Isaac.” He promised. “Then we’ll slaughter them, leave the blood on your hands and leave your dumb ass here for your pack to find them. Isn’t that fun?” Isaac whimpered again louder, tears welling in his eyes. He was losing complete control of his motor skills, he was practically paralyzed. “Oh yeah adding Kanima venom to anything works wonders. It’s a shame you guys don’t use your own lizard more.” Aiden commented.