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truth be told â dick doesnât need the apology, but itâs nice enough to hear all the same. he knows itâs natural to want something to peg their hopes onto, knew what he would be signing up for as a team leader to provide that where he could. itâs not the first time the job had come before plain old dick grayson, sometimes thatâs a saving grace. but all he can feel is relief when wally hugs him - proves they can have a second just as themselves.
â donât sweat it. iâm usually the asshole, remember? itâs fine if you need to take a turn. â dick teases quietly, his arms wrapping tight and grateful around wallyâs frame. deflection by humour is always first instinct; bad habit, and it takes another second before dick admits to himself that isnât really going to cut it this time. he follows his own advice, taking the first deep breath while wally is there to ground him. whatâs a little honesty compared to everything else going on out there? â iâm sorry. I wish I could give you something more to do, but â â this scares me, goes unsaid. he takes in wallyâs warmth for a second longer before pulling back enough to look at him properly, hands unwilling to let go of his waist. â for now, youâre already helping me, wal. what we do next ⊠weâll figure that part out together. â
â youâre not an asshole, â wally says, squeezing a little tighter for a second. heâs found that this moment, this gesture, just a simple fucking hug has calmed him down exponentially. he listens to dick solemnly, meets his gaze when dick pulls back a little. the hands on his waist are comforting, though. warm and steady and familiar.  â i know we will, â wally agrees slowly, finds himself taking a deep breath. thereâs a moment, while wally looks at dickâs face that it occurs to him -- that their lives are about to get infinitely harder. that no matter what they figure out together (and they will figure something out together), things are going to get complicated.Â
the thought makes wally sigh, and his stomach twists. he puts his hands on dickâs face softly, draws him closer and gives him a featherlight kiss. not unlike the ones theyâve shared before, but its been a little while since they crossed that line again.  â iâm with you, whatever we figure out. â










