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fenrys moonbeam of throne of glass , written by crow

[wolfblinks]

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[wolfblinks]

@vvitchlings  *  ❝    have i told you how 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔 you look tonight  ?  

amusement  dances  in  the  fae  male's  eyes  as  he  grins  over  the  lip  of  his  wine  glass.        a  quick  sweep  up  &*  down  ,  then  he's  tilted  his  head  to  the  side.         ❛     you  know   …    i  might  take  offense  to  that  if  i  were  not  genuinely  amused.       i  don't  believe  i've  ever  been  called  anything  other  than  stunning.     certainly  not  𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔.    ❜       a  gentle  snicker  ,  then  he  takes  a  drink  from  his  glass.         ❛    i  imagine  you've  had  the  same  experience.       only  an  idiot  would  find  you  less  than  breathtaking.      hardly  a  compliment  so  much  as  fact.    ❜

[wolfblinks]

𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏.          fenrys'  power  is  …   literally  just  winnowing.      he  is  deeply  upset  the  first  time  he  meets  the  acotar  fae  &*  most  of  them  can  do  it -- &* that they don't need time to recharge between jumps.

[acourtofquestions]

credit: AOKI Art @aokiart_ (on Instagram)

[wolfblinks]

𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏.         ( TRIGGER WARNING : SA )    fenrys  is  maeve's  bloodsworn  for  105  years.       he  went  to  doranelle  at  thirty  &*  was  in  an  elite  force  for  about  a  year  before  connall  swore  his  blood  oath  to  maeve.      he  had  no  intention  of  ever  taking  the  oath  until  he  learned  that  maeve  was  using  the  oath  to  have  connall  as  her  bedmate.         fen  joined  her  with  the  demand  that  she  would  not  no  longer  bring  connall  to  her  bed  –  give  his  brother  the  honor  of  protecting  her  ,  not  the  mere  duty  to  service  her  given  his  beauty.        fenrys  has  always  guessed  maeve  knew  how  to  get  him  to  join  her  ,  given  her  immediate  interest  in  him  &*  his  distinct  &*  unwavering  disinterest  in  her  ,  but  fierce  loyalty  to  his  family.        given  her  affinity  for  sadism  ,  maeve  called  him to  her  chamber  more  than  anyone  else  ,  despite  his  protests.         he  knew  disappointing  her  would  lead  to  connall  being  punished  ,  so  he  suffered  through  dutifully.         she  went  as  far  as  to  accept  him  being  called  𝒎𝒂𝒆𝒗𝒆'𝒔  𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆  &*  even  used  him  as  a  pawn  to  seduce  allies  &*  garner  support.        to  be  fair  ,  he'd  rather  touch  anyone  than  her.      at  least  being  known  as  the  best  lover  in  doranelle  ,  worthy  of  the  queen's  bed  chamber  ,  came  with  some  perks.         he  only  ever  cared  that  connall  was  safe.        of  course  ,  his  twin  took  offense  to  him  ‘stealing’  the  ‘honor’  of  lying  with  maeve.       

[f1ameheir]

she slept heavy. worries that once kept one eye open no matter the exhaustion no longer plagued her every night. aelin could fall into the deep embrace of peaceful rest without force. that is , as long as two notable weights lingered around her. that of her husband — rowan — slumbering to her left. and of 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒍𝒇 that found purchase at the foot of her bed most nights. it was the shifting and rising of the latter that caused the queen to shift. legs moving beneath the covers to the point of nearling kicking the holder of her inner strength. no longer in his wolf form — it is the two blinks that catch the tired eyes. her own only narrow as if in playful challenge. albeit careful , feet press against the abdomen of the rugged blonde at the foot of her bed as eyelids flutter — 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬.

[wolfblinks]

a  low  rumbling  sound  greets  the  queen  of  terrasen  ,  as  if  he  were  still  the  shaggy  white  wolf.            annoyance  narrows  drooping  eyes  , crusts  of  sleep  hardly  negating  the  blondes  beauty  as  he  peers  up  at  her.        but  she  is  beautiful  as  ever  ,  cheeks  rosy  with  𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆  &*  𝒔𝒖𝒏  &*  𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒕𝒉.        fenrys'  chest  always  aches  when  he  looks  at  her.        he  spent  too  long  refusing  to  sleep  to  make  sure  she  drew  breath.      so  his  annoyance  slips  to  playfulness  as  a  smirk  curves  his  perfectly  sculpted  lips.    a  hand  slips  against  her  covered  legs  ,  pressing  down  to  still  their  prodding  –  &*  to  give  him  the  chance  to  lean  down  &*  bite  at  her.        though  with  the  blanket  in  the  way  ,  it's  hardly  more  than  pressure  &*  the  threat  of  a  bite.         

[promptshelf]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄.

› prompts from holly black's novel the cruel prince (2018). feel free to tweak as you see fit.

“i hate you because i think of you. often.”

“have i told you how hideous you look tonight?”

“if you hurt me, i wouldn't cry. i would hurt you back.”

“what could i become if i stopped worrying about death, about pain, about anything?”

“instead of being afraid, i could become something to fear.”

“that seems entirely backward.”

“i can be charming. i charmed you, didn’t i?”

“do not expect others to share my depraved tastes.”

“i am going to shame you with my defiance.”

“let me remind you that means you have much to lose and i have nothing.”

“i will make sure you lose everything i can take from you.”

“i promise you this is the least of what i can do.”

“i am what you made me.”

“i have lied and i have betrayed and i have triumphed.”

“because i want to see what you will do.”

“i want to be part of the unfolding of the tale.”

“there’s always something left to lose.”

“i suppose i could love anyone.”

“that’s what comes of hungering for something.”

“you really do want me, and you hate it.”

“i will go as far as there is to go.”

“show your power by appearing powerless.”

“i am tired of caring.”

“i will not even stand in front of misery that you choose for yourself.”

“we don't need to be good. but let's try to be fair.”

“this is what you wanted, isn’t it?”

“i am weak. i am fragile. i am mortal.”

“i have always been scared, since the day i got here.”

“i live with that fear, let it settle into my bones, and ignore it.”

“only idiots aren’t scared of things that are scary.”

“go ahead. insult me.”

“i do not yearn to be their equal.”

“sharpen your heart.”

“i am coming unraveled. i am coming undone.”

“having stepped off the edge, what i want to do is fall.”

“this isn’t how people show loyalty.”

“what if, when everything else is different, i’m not?”

“whoever controls the king, controls the kingdom.”

“get down here before you’re recognized.”

“maybe being a monster was my calling.”

“there’s safety in being awful.”

[wolfblinks]

❛     i  am  here.     i  am  with  you.    ━━━━━━     #WOLFBLINKS    ;    an  independent  ,  private  ,  &*   (  mostly  )   canon  compliant    FENRYS  MOONBEAM  of  the  throne  of  glass  series  —  ANTI-SJM.      as written by crow ( they/he ) est. 2026.   

[froggybogwitch]

I love my tragic twins with a stupid last name. Fenrys and Connall ever tangled, ever unravelling. Pulling away and drawn together. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin, after all.

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