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a year to forget // lily rain

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HIDDEN MESSAGES // lily rain

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Modern heartbreak is “read at 9:13 p.m.” when it’s 9:40. it’s unliked photos, it’s blocking and unblocking and blocking and unblocking. modern heartbreak is sick with being watched, it’s breakups playing out on twitter feeds, it’s unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed. it’s screenshotted photos that shouldn’t have been saved, it’s screenshotted texts meant for one person only. it’s seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn’t, it’s phones thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. it’s snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you’re nothing, it’s that one story expiring before they see it because they don’t give a fuck about you now and you know it, it’s deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call, it’s messy it’s messy it’s messy it’s so fucking messy because everyone fucking sees it and it never goes away.

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IMPULSES // lily rain

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heartache series pt 2

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change of heart or something // lily rain

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a year to forget // lily rain

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just to feel your heart break// lily rain

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AN EYE FOR AN EYE// lily rain

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I’d tell you that I miss you but I don’t// lily rain

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I’M NOT GETTING ANYWHERE– lily rain

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best wishes // lily rain

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i. Icarus is burning. ii. did you know his father watched him fall? imagine your whole world plummeting to his death right in front of you. imagine building the wings that failed. iii. it's not our love to me anymore. i thought it was something good but it was just fools gold. it just melted. someone else saved me this time. iv. it was something though. we should both be able to admit that. we should both acknowledge the matches. v. icarus is burning. vi. maybe his father closed his eyes.

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heartache series pt 1

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So I guess it just goes back to this. After everything, how could it matter? After everything, how could it not?

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I just want a small house on the coast and maybe then I will be okay...

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Like I will always keep my heart all the way Open... I don’t ever want to have a closed heart and be one of those people who say that they just don’t care about others... but I am getting so tired...