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A/N: first ever "real" release after months? im back, i guess
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You’ve heard a lot about the university festival.
From seniors to friends, even random conversations you weren’t even part of. People always talk about how crowded it gets, how everything feels different at night. ‘It’s something you have to experience at least once.’ they all say. You didn’t go last year, never really been the type to enjoy crowded spaces like that.
But here you are now, and it’s exactly how people described it. Students filling every walkway. Booths lined up along the paths, some with disco lights strung overhead as the sky darkens. Everything trying to overlap each other from different directions–bass booming from the main stage from afar, students singing somewhere nearby, food sizzling, oil crackling, people stopping randomly, laughing too loudly and calling out to each other. Late spring breeze cuts through the night, cool against your skin.
They all weirdly blend together into something easier to take in. Maybe it’s not as suffocating as you thought it’d be. At some point, you feel the corner of your lips pulling upward on its own, even just for a second. This isn’t that bad-
"See? I told you."
Her gentle laugh rings right next to you, light and teasing. She’s been walking next to you the whole time, a wide grin on her face as you look her way.
"Um… not bad."
She scoffs and nudges your arm with her elbow.
"Yah… not bad? You’re seriously missing out on a lot!"
"Really?" you smile after giving a quiet sigh. "It’s not that magical, Jimin-ah."
"It is." she nudges you again, though a little more firmer this time. "I can’t believe you’ve never been to one of these before."
"I mean… I’ve been to high school ones." you look at the crowd ahead. "But it didn’t really feel the same. I just kind of hung out with my friends for a bit. Didn’t help that they all had girlfriends and I was… you know. Just there."
Jimin only hums softly. When you turn your head over, she’s now walking with her hands clasped behind her back, head tilted as she looks at you with quiet curiosity.
"Mmm, so you didn’t have a girlfriend…" she nods slowly, putting pieces together. "Like, actually… ever?"
You raise an eyebrow at her, not annoyed, only a little surprised that she hasn’t figured it all out yet.
"You didn’t know?"
Jimin’s expression changes almost instantly. She straightens, hands slipping from behind her back.
"Ah- wait, I-" she waves denying gestures quickly "Sorry, I didn’t mean to- No, if that sounded weird or anything, I just-"
You only laugh and shake your head.
"It’s okay, relax. I don’t really think much about it."
Jimin still looks a little unsure, her eyebrows pulling together slightly, her lips almost pouting as she mumbles.
"Still… I might’ve said it in a weird way."
"It’s really fine, Jimin-ah." you reassure her. "I thought it was kind of obvious anyway."
"...Hmm?"
"With how the sunbaes kept teasing me and trying to set me up on blind dates all the time. Isn’t it, like, so obvious?"
Jimin pauses for a second, the memories replaying in her head. She turns to you more fully as she walks, mouth slowly taking shape of a wide O as realization hits her.
"...Wait! Wait!" she finally says. "You mean those times they kept dragging you away after meetings?! That wasn’t just them messing with you?"
"Not really."
"They were seriously setting you up?" She repeats the question. Is it that hard to believe that you haven’t ever had a girlfriend?
"Yes… Is it that weird?"
Jimin keeps staring at you before a soft laugh escapes her lips. She looks ahead as you both keep walking, amusement written all over her face.
"Wah… And you keep denying them, time after time."
"I dunno. I don't think I’m in the right… how do you say it, position? Uhh, position to date right now."
Jimin turns back to you, those bubbly eyes of hers make it seem like she’s really studying you before she presses her lips together.
"...You’re a weird kid, you know that?" she decides, pointing at you with those short dinosaurs-like fingers. You haven’t known her for that long yet you’ve already noticed it. That weird, goofy tendency of hers. The way her humor lands a little off earth sometimes, and it doesn’t quite match how she looks yet somehow, it only makes her more attractive. The thought puffs a sudden short laugh out of you as your hand comes up without much thinking, lightly catching her wrist, lowering her finger from pointing at you.
"Thank you. I’ve heard it a lot."
Jimin giggles, her wrist showing only a little bit of resistance before finally slipping away.
"Weird kid. Weird."
You both wander deeper into the festival. Booths are all bumping past on either side with bright signs, students calling out and trying to lure you in with free samples. A group of students nearby huddle around a small stage, singing along to the whatever edition of the university chant. Jimin seems to be amazed by all of it. She points things out as you go, commentating and talking to herself mostly.
"Ah, that one looks fun! Wait, wait… No, that’s just a scam," she stops immediately, wrinkling her nose. A few seconds later, she’s already distracted again, tugging your shirt to get your attention. "Look, look! They have free cotton candy over there!"
You always nod along, already pleased with letting her lead the rhythm of it. After a moment, curiosity gets the better of you.
"Jimin-ah, what about you? Ever had a boyfriend? …or girlfriend?" you finally spit the question out after thinking it through. "Or, you know… I don’t discriminate. I, uh… love people all the same, just so you know."
Jimin stops dead in her tracks.
"…Aeng?"
She takes a small step back and really blinks at you. Then suddenly, Jimin bursts into laughter with her hands covering her mouth.
"What-" she struggles between laughs. "What’s wrong with you!? Really!?"
Her laughter’s bright and bubbly, even attracting glances from people walking by. You can’t help but smile, relieved that she doesn’t take it the wrong way.
"What? It could happen, for all I know," you shrug. "You’re super popular on campus! Guys and girls all like you, Yu Jimin."
Jimin bends, one hand braced on her knee as her laughter spills out, her shoulders shaking. When she finally looks up at you, her cheeks are almost bright pink under the festival lights. Damn, you really make her laugh. Just when you’re preparing to say something else, she steps in and gives your chest a light punch with that small dinosaur-like fist.
"…Yah. What are you even saying!?"
You bite back a laugh, rubbing the spot just for the sake of it.
"I mean, is it wrong for a guy to try and be respectful?"
Jimin gives one last breathy laugh before reaching out and grabbing the sleeve of your shirt, pulling you forward so you both start walking again.
"No, idiot. I appreciate all the feelings," she smiles, "but no, I don’t swing that way. And yes. I did have a boyfriend back in high school if you’re wondering."
"Ah… I see."
You let her pull you along without resistance. In no time, Jimin shifts closer swiftly, looping her arm through yours. Her hand settles around your bicep, barely pressing. You try not to think much of it but… Is this intentional? The distance between you disappears when her grip tightens only a little around your bicep.
"But… it didn’t last long. I hated that guy."
"Hmm? Why?"
The noise of the festival fills the silence between you for a second when Jimin doesn’t give her answer. Her steps slow just a little and that’s when you know, maybe you shouldn’t have asked. You awkwardly steal a glance at her before looking ahead again.
"I was stupid back then," Jimin finally hums. "I thought love was super fun and all rainbow, you know. Dramas raised me like that."
You nod and Jimin sighs, only a light breath.
"How do I say it? Mmm, the jerk confessed to me on a school trip. Our friends even recorded the whole thing. I said yes… Then like a month in, I found out it was just a bet. Between him and his friends."
You clear your throat quietly, not knowing what to say.
"Ah… I- Sorry. I shouldn’t have asked."
"It’s okay. It’s just an experience, I guess. At least I know what to do when guys start acting weird now."
"Right. So what about uni then? I mean… I know you’re, like, super popular."
Jimin immediately rolls her eyes. "Yah, not like that."
You smile a little.
"Your Instagram has, what? Ten thousand followers? I bet you get like a thousand DMs every day."
"Yes, but I only use it for memories and… work stuff," she says, scrunching her nose. Cute. "All the DMs are just- ugh. I hate it. Some guys seriously don’t know their limits."
"…Right." you nod. "They don’t."
You still walk. Then she turns to you suddenly, eyes suspicious.
"Also… you, weirdo."
You hum out of surprise, that silly nickname she’s given you just ten minutes ago is now starting to grow on you.
"You barely have anything on your Instagram." she points out as if she’s just remembered. "What’s that about? Going for a mysterious guy kinda vibe?"
You snicker, shifting your weight lightly into her side only enough to throw her balance a little. Jimin laughs, gripping your arm tighter to steady herself.
"Yah-"
"What do you mean? I have, like… I don’t know, twenty pictures or something up there."
"Sure, but you only have three hundred followers!"
You slow your steps a bit, letting Jimin regain her balance properly.
"Only!?" your voice raises as you stare at her. "Are you even hearing yourself!?"
"...What? Am I wrong?"
"Not everyone is as popular as you, Jimin-ah." you say, a small smile pulling at your lips. "Imagine three hundred people chasing you, silly."
Jimin huffs softly, shaking her head a little too quickly with her cheeks painted pink.
"No! Like- I mean… like, your pictures just don’t have much… you don’t really show anything on your Instagram."
"I’m not the type to show much, I guess. I’m fine with it."
She pouts at that, a small hum leaving her as if she doesn’t fully agree but doesn’t push it either.
"Still…"
Her grip on your arm loosens just a little as you both wander again into the current of people. Jimin glances around, distracted again immediately, pointing at something ahead as you keep walking side by side without really deciding where you’re going. You start noticing it then–the looks, not even subtle. Mostly guys, a few girls too, looking your way as you pass. Some even do double takes, some nudge their friends while others just stare a second too long before looking away.
It’s not surprising. Jimin’s… the Jimin. You’ve heard a lot about how people went out of their way to confess, random gifts left for her. And somehow, she’s always just brushed it off, staying single until now. You glance at her briefly, only to see that she doesn’t seem to notice, or maybe she just simply doesn’t care.
It’s only been a few months since you first met her anyway. Back then you just randomly decided to join the university volunteer club. No real reason, you just wanted something to do, something positive to turn your life around. Jimin was the one who interviewed you and you remember it very clearly. The same girl walking next to you now, still bright and energetic, asking questions that didn’t really seem easy.
"What would you do if a kid cried and refused to let go of you?"
"Do you think you’re good at comforting people or just pretending to be?"
"Would you rather be a cat or a dog?"
You’d walked out of that room convinced you failed. And then a few days later, you got the email, saying you were accepted. You didn’t really talk much after that, only small interactions during activities and passing conversations. Nothing really sticks until the past month. You didn’t know how it started, Jimin just ended up next to you more often, like tonight.
Jimin drags you around, her grip still hooked around your arm.
"Look at them~"
You don’t react fast enough and suddenly your step catches, you stumble slightly, bumping into her shoulder. Jimin lets out a little squeak but still doesn’t let go, instead just laughs it off. The food stall in front of you is crowded, the smell rich and warm.
"Hungry?" you ask, the food does look good but with her this close, it’s hard to focus on anything properly. Jimin blinks up at you with shiny eyes and nods eagerly.
"Mm! Should we?"
That ‘we’ flicks at your heart a little too hard.
"…Sure, why not?"
Ordering is quick. Jimin hovers beside you, leaning in a little as she points at things on the menu, her shoulder brushing yours every now and then.
"I’ll pay you back later." she says when you hand over the money.
"It’s fine. It’s just food."
Jimin doesn’t fully agree, she hums but doesn’t argue. A minute later, you’re both standing off to the side with little cups in your hand. She takes a bite immediately, then pauses her chewing, eyes turning wide. Cute.
"Oh my… This is actually really good!"
You smile, watching her for a second before taking your own bite.
"It is."
She tries another, not even finishing chewing before holding her skewer up.
"Try this one. It’s chewy."
You lean in to take a bite and lean back a little too quickly.
"Mmm~ that’s good."
Jimin just smiles, satisfied with the answer she expected. You both linger there a little longer, finishing one thing then another, trading small comments. It was only easy back-and-forth. At some point, she’s already taking you along to the next stall. You slow down in front of the menu, scanning and hesitating. Jimin doesn’t wait.
"Ah! Just get this." she decides, already pointing and telling the worker before you can say anything. A laugh is all you mutter before nodding, paying while Jimin stands there, giggly like she made the right choice–which she usually does, somehow. When the food comes, she takes it first.
"Wait, it’s hot-" she blows on it carefully, her eyebrows almost connecting in concentration. Then she looks up, smiling and holding it out toward you instead.
"You first, for paying. I have manners."
It’s small, yet your chest still tingles.
"…Thanks."
You hesitate while leaning in, only to immediately pull back with a loud hiss, your hand coming up to your mouth.
"Fuh-"
Jimin bursts into laughter.
"Yah! I told you it’s hot!" she laughs, half scolding. She leans in a little closer, now concerned. "Are you okay? Let me see-"
"I’m fine, I’m fine…" You shake your head quickly and stubbornly swallow it down. Her eyes stay on you for a second longer before wrinkling as she laughs again, softer.
"Idiot…"
Further down the path, game booths line the side, waiting for something magical to happen. Plastic rings stacked in buckets, darts pinned against colorful boards, prizes hanging from hooks. Every few steps, someone calls out.
"Three tries for two thousand won!"
"Win one for your girlfriend, guys!"
Jimin slows without letting go of your arm, her eyes have been drifting from one booth to another with curiosity written all over them. You only take your eyes off her when someone screams a little too loud, your attention falls back onto her just as quickly. Only then does a small thought settle in, subtle yet not at all meaningless. Is this really something Jimin didn’t want to come alone to like she said? Because the way she’s been acting doesn’t feel casual. Does she knows?
"Wanna try?" you nod at one of the stalls. "Your mouth’s been open like that for, like, ten minutes."
Cheeks pink, Jimin turns her head back to you.
"...S-sure. Why not?"
She sucks at it, really. Balls thrown, rings tossed… 90% of them missing completely. Jimin looks too serious for someone who’s clearly terrible at games, eyebrows all arched, lips pressed together in concentration. Then she immediately breaks into laughter the moment she fails.
"That was close!"
"It wasn’t even near." you point out and she huffs, ignoring you.
And another try, no surprise, another fail. This time Jimin really groans, her shoulders dropping before she clenches her fists in that exaggerated, dramatic frustration of hers. A couple of students running the booth snicker quietly to themselves. You catch it and glance back at her.
"Argh- Why is this so hard?!"
…
"Let me try."
Before Jimin can protest, your hands settle on her shoulders to guide her back a step. She lets you despite the pout on her lips, clearly not ready to give up.
"Yah…"
You already feel her eyes on you the second you take her place. The first lands by some luck. The second one closer, hitting just right. The third? You miss.
"Shit…"
So you hold your breath, tossing it before you can overthink and it lands. There’s a small cheer from the side, the students already reaching for a prize in the back as when you look back over your shoulder. Jimin’s standing there in her dress, with her arms clasped in front of her, chin tipped up as she looks, adorably, irritated.
"Hmph!"
But it doesn’t quite work with how she presses her lips together. Even an idiot like you knows she’s clearly holding back a smile.
"Only one left." the booth worker hands you your prize. It’s a ring, tiny and plastic with a little cartoon charm on top. Silly, cheap yet super cute. You stare at it in your palm, already figuring Jimin would definitely like this. She loves silly stuff.
You look back, already opening your mouth and she’s already gone. Jimin’s not far, just a few steps away at another booth, leaning forward like she’s studying, planning her next attempt, completely focused. Like it’s been all night, a smile slips onto your lips again and you walk to her, the ring now resting in your pocket.
Jimin walks by your side again like you both never drifted apart, her hand finding its way back around your arm easily. She hums softly to herself, some song you don’t recognize. But she does sound like she’s happy, like she’s enjoying being here with you tonight. You walk like that for a while, exchanging small, silly comments. A joke here, a quiet laugh there.
A few minutes later, another path opens. The river cuts through the campus, calmer and darker at this time, reflecting the bright lights from the festival behind you. Trees stand in a straight line along the walk way, their branches decorated with soft pink blossoms. Every now and then, a few petal falls and lands somewhere in the water. It’s less crowded here, cooler and quieter.
"Look!" Jimin breathes out, you both slow at the same time. "It’s so beautiful!"
You nod, eyes following the way the lights ripple on the water.
"I haven’t been here at night before. Didn’t know it could look like this…"
Like she’s drawn to it, Jimin releases your arm and wanders toward the railing. She leans forward slightly, both hands resting on the cool metal. You didn’t say a thing, only stopping next to her. You mirror her too, resting only one arm on the railing, eyes looking at the scenery. The reflection, the gentle lights, the soft movement of the night… It doesn’t last long. Just when one pink petal lands near her shoulder, your gaze turns to Jimin. The usually hyper girl’s quieter now, calmer. It sure does take a lot to take the loudness of the festival out of her mind.
You didn’t think you’d be here tonight. Not like this, not with Jimin. If anything, you figured she was the kind of person you’d just watch from a distance. Someone you’d see, maybe talk to once in a while during club activities and nothing more. Saying she always felt a little out of reach doesn’t feel wrong. But here you are, standing next to her and hearing her breath, her gentle giggles… She’s not like that at all.
A silent breath comes out before you even know it and Jimin turns, cheek on her folded arms against the railing, smiling up at you.
"What’s with the long sigh?"
"Hmm? Nothing." You shake your head. "Just… you know, better than I thought? This whole festival thing."
Jimin squints her eyes only a little, like she doesn’t fully believe your answer. She hums a second later, satisfied anyway.
"Told you~ You’re just too stuck in your own head sometimes."
You laugh at that. You probably would’ve taken that differently if it came from anyone else.
"Really?"
She straightens and pushes herself off the railing.
"Mmm, I don’t want you to take this the wrong way but… you’re kind of different from my first impression."
"…How?"
Instead of answering, Jimin suddenly steps closer to the concrete edge of the railing and lifts herself up, trying to climb onto it.
"Yah… Careful." instinct kicking in, your hands quickly hover just behind her back, just in case she slips but you don’t quite touch her.
"I’m fine…" Jimin giggles, a little breathless as she finally manages to stand up on it. "...See?"
She looks down at you from her slightly higher spot, tilting her head as a grin paints her lips.
"You didn’t look… social enough. I took you for the total bookworm type. Like, you know, the kind who never talks to anyone, sits alone all the time… I almost felt bad for you."
You’re in no position to take offense. And it’s not entirely wrong. You do spend most of your time studying, keeping to yourself.
"Is it that bad?" you bite the inside of your cheek. "So why’d you pass me, then? Into the club?"
Jimin hums, balancing her energetic self on the railing again and rocking on her heels like she’s thinking it through.
"Honestly…? You looked awkward. Like… super awkward, but not in a bad way." she giggles to herself. "I just feel that you weren’t trying to impress anyone. And you seemed real, I figured you wouldn’t fake being nice to people."
"You got all that just from fifteen minutes?"
"And…" she drags it out. "you did say you want to turn your social life around, right?"
You think, leaning more into the railings and exhaling. It was something along that line.
"I think so…?"
It sounded more certain back then. You remember saying it out a little louder than you meant. Being alone all the time had started to feel heavier than you thought. Jimin watches your expression and smiles.
"I think I can help you with that, the club too. It’s kind of what we do, you know?" her voice stays light as she playfully kicks your knee with her foot from where she’s standing.
"Just… be more active, okay? Don’t be scared. I’ll help."
"...Okay."
But even as you say it, you remind yourself, that this is just Jimin being Jimin. She’s like this with people all the time. Her personality makes it easy to pull them in without thinking too much. This is not rocket science and there’s nothing deeper behind it. You shouldn’t- no, you must not read into it.
Because there are also moments that you never bring up, where Jimin only comes to you when there’s something needed, urgent and practical. And in those moments, everything else disappears, all gone like it never meant anything more. So you let out a quiet breath and look back at the water. Maybe you’re just lucky to be here tonight. That’s all there is to it.
…
"Mmm~"
The sound’s gentle, full of curiosity as if something’s just caught her attention. You look to the side and Jimin’s already staring at you, head tilted with that look on her face when she's trying to figure something out. What’s with this girl? All sentimental one moment and unpredictable the next.
"Something’s wrong?"
"You know…" she shifts closer on the high concrete, closer to you than before. "You could try something else."
"Something else?"
"Yes." She gestures a circle in the air. "The glasses."
"My glasses?"
"They suit you." she nods a little too eagerly. "But… you know, I feel like they kind of hide you too. In some way." Her hand starts to move before hesitating just short of your face. "…Can I?"
It takes you a second, yet you know you’re never one to be able to resist that sweet of a voice.
"…Umm, sure."
Jimin gently slides your glasses off your face. She leans forward with her elbows bracing against the railing as she holds them up with both hands, like she’s analyzing something serious. Without your glasses, your vision blur and lights melt into streaks. You’ve had those glasses for a long while, since early high school, maybe. Rectangular. Boring. You did want something a little bit more hip, trendier but your parents always put function over appearance.
"Ah." Jimin tilts the frame slightly, squinting. "...They’re kinda dirty."
You notice it too, even without seeing clearly. Never go out with a baddie without cleaning your glasses, something to live by.
"It’s fine, I can-" You reach out but Jimin quickly pulls them back, smiling.
"Wait."
The girl lifts the edge of her cardigan sleeve and starts wiping the lenses carefully, just a little too much concentration for something with that many scratches. Shapes, blurry colors and the soft outline of her face are you can see of Jimin. But you know, if you could see her clearly right now, you’d probably be blushing even harder.
"You should clean them more often." she smiles, still wiping.
"Umm… I know."
A second later, she lowers the glasses and looks at them one more time. Then she lifts them to her own face.
"Hmm?"
The frame looks a little too big on her, sitting just a bit off but Jimin just simply doesn’t care. Her eyes widen dramatically as she looks around, playing it up.
"Oah… Is this how smart people see the world?"
You roll your eyes and turn away, both hands now over the railing. You’re not easily offended, only trying to hide the warmth which is getting a little too obvious. And if your ears are red too, then at least she can’t see all of it like this. Jimin laughs softly.
"Sorry, sorry." she still giggles. You shake your head lightly and without wasting a second, her short fingers come back into your blurry vision. The glasses are being placed back onto your face. The gesture is playful yet careful too, her touch warm as she adjusts the frame.
"Hold still…" she murmurs and leans a little more, smoothing the hair on the side of your head. This feels… nice.
"You’d look better with something rounder." Jimin suggests. "I actually saw something online the other day. Like, softer frames? I’ll send it to you later."
Clearing your throat, you can only fix your glasses and utter a few basic words.
"…Okay. Thank you."
Jimin doesn’t stop there.
"And maybe…" she circles a finger in the air, outlining your face. "You could try growing your hair out a bit? Instead of cutting it all the time."
"I don’t do that."
"Right~ Sure you don’t." she smirks, clearly not convinced. "And I know I’m not someone you have to listen to, but…" her voice raises toward the end. "…maybe try piercing your earlobe? "
You turn and look at her properly now, an amused smile on your face. That really does come out of nowhere.
"Really!?"
Like she’s just throwing the idea out there, Jimin hums. There’s something in the way her eyes twinkle before she just shrugs it off.
"Sure, I think it’d suit you. You already look good… you just don’t know it yet."
You don’t even get a second to process it. Jimin hops down from the railing with a little sound effect–a small, happy squeal. She lands and already moves, already somewhere else entirely.
"Ah- wait!" she turns back to you, eyes bright again. "Can you take pictures for me? It’s too pretty not to," she points at the river, the swaying blossoms. "My Instagram’s been so empty lately."
"…Uh- sure-"
Jimin’s already tugging your sleeve again and you let yourself be pulled. To be fair, who can reject that look on her face.
"Come on~"
Just a few steps down the path where the lights look better and the petals feel just right, Jimin lets go of your sleeve as she looks around, adjusting her position slightly.
"Here." she smiles, fixing her hair back. "Okay. Don’t make me look weird, alright?"
Golden lights from the bridge in the distance, the glow of the festival further back, cherry blossom trees overhead yet in the middle of it all, Jimin smiles and she doesn’t even need to try.
She looks pretty just as always. The cardigan slips off her shoulders a little, hanging loose on the smooth lines of her dress. The dress itself fits her effortlessly, hugging her as it moves in the gentle breeze, blending into the night.
"Hold on…" you mutter, adjusting the angle.
You take one, then another. Jimin laughs softly between shots, changing poses with not much effort. In the back of your mind, you know you should’ve seen this coming. Things are already complicated enough as they are. And still, you press the button again.
Tonight isn’t going to make anything easier, especially with how Jimin can look this soft one moment and leave you second-guessing everything the next.
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The bus stop is just somewhere outside campus, covered by a row of big trees. Students linger around lectures, some zooming to get home while others talk calmly, just waiting like it’s just another ordinary part of the day. You? You’re standing a little off to the side with your phone in one hand, the other hand in your jacket pocket. You’re staring, and it’s not nothing.
It’s the frame. A pair of round glasses spins around on your screen, the exact kind Jimin mentioned a week ago. They’re different from your current one–thinner rims, more modern. You scroll down, and up, and down, and finally tap the image again. Something like this shouldn’t matter too much, yet it’s been on your mind ever since Jimin sent it to you after the festival.
A small reflection stares back at you, your current glasses a little off from how you pushed them up earlier. You adjust them.
"Fucking hell…" you sigh a little too loud, a few times already, but again. "400,000 won…"
It’s a little more than that, taxes exist. The frame sure does look good. No one can’t even deny that Jimin has taste. It only makes sense that she’d pick something like and you find it pretty. But four hundred!? Thousand won!? That’s not the kind of money you can just spend so freely. Your thumb swipes up and down, to the price then back up to the model. It doesn’t change the number.
"Damn it…"
You close your eyes and tilt your head up, the same old frame falls crooked to the side. ‘You already look good… you just don’t know it yet’.
"Stupid."
You know your ass can’t back down anymore. It’s dumb, and it’s worse that you even know yourself that it’s dumb. Whatever. You’ve checked the store location probably ten times last night, already mapping the route and calculating how much time you have before the club meeting tonight–before you see Jimin again. You’ve been seeing her more lately, through lectures and even the increasing amount of messages.
"Why am I so stupi-"
"Whatcha doing?"
You flinch so hard you almost fling at the voice with your phone.
"Fuck!"
A soft laugh breaks out and you turn back.
Minjeong stands there, maybe she’s been watching you for a while. One hard covers her lips as she giggles, shoulders shaking just a little. That oversized bag hangs off her shoulder again, always looking like it could swallow half her body. Minjeong’s always dressed simply, and now is no exception. White top, light brown pants, nothing flashy but it always suits her.
"You’re insane, Minjeong-ah… Shit!"
"Sorry~ I had to. You looked so serious." pleased with herself, she tilts her head and eyes your phone. "What were you looking at anyway?"
As the adrenaline fades, you remember.
"It’s nothing," you cover the screen with your fingers. Minjeong leans in, confused.
"Yah, show me."
"It’s just- Nothing, I’m serious."
"Show me~"
She shoots it out, a small whine and she makes sure to drag it out just enough to be annoying… or enough to melt you down, like always.
"…Fine."
You finally turn the screen to Minjeong and she squints immediately as she takes in the image.
"Hmm? New frames?" she then glances up at you. Her eyes scan your face, your current glasses, then back to the screen again. "You’re getting a new one?"
You know you can’t keep brushing it off, especially with Minjeong. Admitting seems like the better choice anyway.
"Yes, I’m actually taking the bus to Seongsu to get it."
"Mm? Seongsu?"
"I already booked it a few days ago," you try to sound more certain than you feel. "Just, you know, something new. Doesn’t hurt, right?"
"I see…" Minjeong nods slowly but the way her eyes squint a little tells you enough. "But are you sure? Isn’t that expensive?"
"It’s fine." you lie, scratching the back of your head and looking away. "I’ve saved up so it’s not that much."
You do have money saved up, still, it hurts. Minjeong doesn’t look convinced. Almost immediately, she punches your bicep to make you look back at her. The concern is clearer now in her voice, despite her soft tone.
"Yah, really? Are you sure?"
You open your mouth but Minjeong cuts you off quickly.
"I know somewhere cheaper…" she smiles and her grip on the bag strap tightens. "They have similar styles too. You don’t have to splurge like that. I can show you, it’s not far from here."
That moment, your mind splits. Jimin’s bright and bubbly, always pulling you into things you wouldn’t normally do. The girl says things like it’s nothing, making everything feel like maybe you could be more than what you’ve been, better than who you are right now.
And Minjeong’s right here. She’s always more of a grounded and realistic person. She notices before you even say anything, never one to let you spend money you don’t have without questioning it. She cares for you in ways that Jimin doesn’t. It would be easier to just go with Minjeong. But-
"It’s okay… I already planned it. I just wanna try something new."
Minjeong hums, the sound long enough for you to take in before she finally exhales, lips pulling into a subtle pout.
"You’re so stubborn."
"You’ve known me for a year and you’re just now figuring this out?"
That earns you a look.
"No. But you’ve been weird lately."
Weird? Your mind jumps at the word a little too fast. Does Minjeong know?
"Have I?" you try a fake laugh, hoping it sounds real.
"...Can I come with you?"
The question catches you a little off guard. Part of you lights up at the idea, having Minjeong next to you. The other part feels much more like fear. Is she just curious? Trying to figure out why you’ve been weird?
"You really want to? It’s gonna take a while."
Minjeong doesn’t hesitate, she smiles–that same smile you’ve known since the first day you met her. It always manages to make you feel some type of way, still does.
"It’s fine~ We’re both going to the club meeting tonight anyway, right?" Then her eyes widen as she gasped. Cute. "Don’t tell me you’re not going on the trip next week?!"
You remember the messages, it’s almost everyday. What to wear, what to eat, places she wanted to go, pictures she wanted to take. She’s been looking forward to the trip since it was first announced two months ago.
"What, silly?" you laugh. "Of course I’m going! What are you talking about?"
"Okay." Minjeong finally breathes, the tension leaving her face as quickly as it came before she smiles. "Then I’m coming with you."
It’s weirdly quiet for a Thursday afternoon, only a few students sit scattered here and there. Late sunlight shines through the window, soft with a yellow-ish shade all across the space, even catching Minjeong's hair. You take a seat near the back and Minjeong follows you like always, her oversized bag on her lap as she sits. A few minutes into the ride, you catch her side profile. The way she pursed her lips a little and how her lashes lower when she focuses.
You hate to admit it. But you have feelings for both of them.
Minjeong pulls you in differently. It started without you even noticing. You don’t even remember exactly when it started, just that you’ve always ended up next to her now. Every single group assignments, lectures, small things that turned into usual meetings. And no matter how much she denies it, Minjeong’s so pretty. That much is obvious. And you used to hate it when guys tried to hit on her. Welp, you still do.
And then there’s Jimin, who comes into your life a little unexpectedly. Someone like her, always bright, popular and gorgeous with… someone like you? It doesn’t make sense, at least to you.
You’ve always told yourself something simple, that if you ever fall for someone, it would be just one person. You hate the thought of being unfaithful, but life’s one hell of a ride and here you are. Things are never that simple, are they?
You feel a tap on your arm and you’re snapped out of it. Minjeong’s looking at you, her eyes soft when she offers one earphone to you, the other already in her ear. She doesn’t say anything and just waits, the corners of her lips pulled up only a little.
You smile and lean in like always. Minjeong puts it in for you before turning her attention back to her phone just as easily. You watch her scroll when a song catches your attention. You don’t even think, your hand already tapping on her phone.
"Really?"
"It’s good. And you know it."
Minjeong lets the song play and she adjusts the volume slightly. The bus sways a little, your shoulders brush, knees touching but neither of you does anything about it. When the chorus comes, she sings under her breath.
"너 하나에 이토록 아플 수 있음에 놀라곤 해
고단했던 하루, 나는 꿈을 꿔도 아파..."
It reminds you of the first time she ever did that, back when you weren’t even close yet. She caught herself halfway through and went quiet immediately, cheeks almost blazing. Now she doesn’t stop and just keeps going when you’re close.
"...너였다면 어떨-"
Right when the song prepares to get to the best part, you feel a buzz in your pocket. You’re already guessing who it is. And just like you predict, it’s Jimin who always shows up at the most unexpected times.
The photo fills your screen.
[katarinabluu]
i just bought this toppp
how do i look???
"Shit…" you don’t even know you smile, you don’t even know you said it.
Minjeong’s still swaying slightly in her seat when you look back to her side, singing under her breath. You look back down at the girl on her screen again and clear your throat subtly.
You hate yourself and how easy it is for your heart to react to both. It’s not supposed to be like this. So you exhale and lean back into your seat, letting the music fill the silence in your mind while the typing dot bubble appears on your screen.
Word count: ~14k
A/N: done, finallly...
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The first thing you registered was how cold your nose felt. The second was the weight of Wonyoung’s leg across your stomach, tangled in the blanket she clearly fought for. She had your t-shirt on, the one she’d stolen to sleep in last night, claiming her pajamas ‘didn’t feel right’. Typical Wonyoung.
Outside, the sun wasn’t fully up yet but you could still see the outline of rooftops dusted with snow, glowing blue from the streetlights. Seoul was in its winter mood, everything felt muted and a little too cold unless you were buried under a shared blanket with the person you loved.
Wonyoung was still asleep, breathing slowly with her cheek squished against your chest, lips parting slightly. Her hair was messy and falling in every direction. You would've laughed if your chest wasn’t aching from how stupidly pretty she still looked. Your phone vibrated somewhere under your pillow but you didn’t reach for it. Instead, you brushed your hand along her back, making Wonyoung flinched slightly before she groaned softly and nuzzled closer.
“…You’re warm, oppa.”
“And you’re… clingy, baby.”
“I’m cold.” You could even sense the pout only from her voice. It was that easy.
“You’re literally wearing my t-shirt.”
“Okay…” she paused. “But… like, emotionally cold. I don’t know… need physical warmth to compensate.”
“You’re full of nonsense, you know that…?”
She whined and poked your stomach under the blanket.
“So grumpy in the morning… Better get used to it, oppa.”
You caught her hand gently and brought it up to your lip, kissing her knuckles.
“...Oppa.”
“What?”
Wonyoung buried her face back into your chest and groaned. “Let’s just not get up. Call in sick... Say you… I don’t know… you caught feelings and need recovery time.”
“My boss would tell me to grow up.”
Wonyoung tilted her head up to look at you with half opened eyes. “What if I say it’s my fault?”
“Maybe he’d tell me to take a week off and stay by your side.”
“See?” Wonyoung beamed. “Smart boss.”
You looked down at her, hand now playing with her squishy cheek. “You’re warm now?”
“Yes.”
“Then I should get up.”
“Never.” she quickly said, closing her eyes again. “I deserve more cuddles.”
Despite the sigh that escaped your lips, you wrapped your arms around her tighter, not because she asked, but because she needed it. And because on that quiet Seoul December morning, in that apartment, you couldn’t think of anywhere else you wanted to be. You had barely tugged the blanket off when Wonyoung groaned grumpily and locked her arms around your neck.
“Where do you think you are going, oppa?”
“Making breakfast.” you said, struggling to sit up.
“No, you’re not.”
Wonyoung pulled herself into your lap like gravity didn’t apply to her. Her long legs hooked around your waist, knees pressing into your sides and her arms clung tighter until her entire body was pressed to your front, chest to chest, cheek resting on your shoulder.
“I gotta make us breakfast...”
“I’m cold.”
“You have the blanket.”
“But I want you.”
You tried to stand again but Wonyoung didn’t budge, her legs even tightened around you like a warning. You eventually gave in, hands automatically settling on her hips before sliding lower to support the ridiculous length of her legs.
“Your legs are too long, Jang Wonyoung.”
“Not my fault that…. I’m this beautiful and flawless, oppa…” Wonyoung yawned mid sentence, the sleepiness hadn’t fully left her yet. You didn’t answer and just smiled, too busy walking to the kitchen with one clingy gorgeous girlfriend wrapping around your torso like a deluxe human scarf. Her lips brushed against your collarbone lazily, possessive even while sleepy.
“Baby, I have to use my hands.”
She lifted her head just enough to look at you, boba eyes still heavy with sleep.
“Multitask, silly.”
You rested Wonyoung gently onto the counter for a second to grab a pan only for her to pull you back in, legs tightening again.
“Wonyoungie.” You huffed a laugh. “How am I supposed to cook like this?”
She leaned up, eyes twinkling.
“Figure it out, architect. You’re smart. You design buildings for a living.”
With one arm still holding her snug against you, you reached for the pan again. Only this time, your free hand slid down instinctively, gripping the underside of her thigh and landing firmly on her butt to steady her weight. Tight, secure and functional. Just like how you designed your buildings.
“Oppa.” she looked up, expression loaded with judgement. “Are you seriously using this as an excuse to grab my butt?”
You didn’t even look down at Wonyoung and unapologetically adjust your grip a little tighter.
“Structural support. I’m an architect, aren’t I?”
“You’re so annoying in the morning...” Wonyoung buried her face into your neck with a little smile, hiding the blush that was showing on her face. “I’m only allowing you to grab my butt like this because you’re cooking, oppa.”
“So it’s like a one time thing?”
“Exactly. So use it wisely, architect. One wrong squeeze and you’re done.”
You laughed and shifted your grip lightly, one playful squeeze just for fun.
“Got it, princess. Grab with honor and squee-”
The sentence wasn’t even half finished when you felt her bite on your chest, along with a sharp pinch near it.
“Aghhh- shit! I’m sorr-”
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The space smelled like fresh paint and saw dust mixed with the gentle scent of leftover eucalyptus from that one bouquet Wonyoung refused to throw away. The place was almost done. Shelves were installed, the counter was being lacquered tomorrow and the lighting fixtures were already humming softly overhead. The vision she along with Hyewon and Yena’d dreamed about was nearly a reality. You pushed the door open, letting in a gust of winter air and snow with you. The inside was thankfully warm enough to melt the cold from your skin.
Wonyoung was kneeling on the floor sorting through a box of display jars. Hyewon was by the window wrestling with curtain rods and Yena was doing some Yena things. You dropped your bags near the entrance and called out.
“Your favorite person is here~”
“Oppa!” Wonyoung eyes lit up instantly the moment she looked up. “She stood, a bit wobbly from sitting too long, and skipped over, wrapping her arms around your waist as she mumbled against your chest. “You came!”
“I brought drinks. And help, if you guys need any.” you held the takeout tray up.
Yena spoke from across the room. “I only care about the drink, oppa~!”
You smiled and set the tray on the table before leaning in to kiss Wonyoung’s temple as she stole the cup labeled with her name.
“You shouldn’t be doing anything after work.” she said softly, glancing up at you with worry in her eyes. “You’ve been busy…”
“I’d rather be here anyway.”
“Ooh~ a domestic man.” Hyewon snorted, twisting something into the wall and pretending not to be jealous. “Someone wife him up already.”
Wonyoung raised her eyebrows like she was already doing exactly that before she tugged at your jacket.
“Come with me, oppa. I need help in the storage room.”
“What’s in there?”
“Nothing much~ Just a few vases.”
Yena called out. “Don’t go, oppa! It’s cursed back there. You’ll never return.”
You followed your girlfriend anyway, chuckling as you ducked past the curtain that separated the back room from the main space. It was a little dusty and stacked from floor to ceiling with boxes, bubble wrapped glassware, and unused display pieces. Wonyoung turned on the light, shook the drink in her hand and looked at you with the most innocent expression.
“I want the tall shelf moved against that wall. And those baskets… umm, sorted by size. And the flower foam… should be unpacked and labeled.”
You stared at Wonyoung with disbelief on your face.
“You said I shouldn’t work after a long day, baby.”
“This isn’t really work, oppa.” she lied, innocently sipping her drink again. “This is like… mmm, your duty. With me.”
“You’re a meanie.”
Stepping in closer, Wonyoung tuned her voice and started to work her magic.
“I will… cuddle you so hard and kiss you until you forget your name, oppa.”
In just under a second, you were convinced. “Keep talking…”
“And then…” she dragged a box to you with her foot. “I’ll even give you a massage on your back.”
You picked the box up without breaking eye contact.
“Can I request anything else? If I finish all of this soon?”
“I’ll consider it~”
About thirty minutes of unfair labor later, the curtain rustled as Wonyoung peeked into the room again, sipping the last of her drink. You were crouched in the corner, taking some rest after labeling everything and stacking baskets. The tall shelf was now perfectly aligned against the wall.
“You actually finished, oppa?”
“I have a literal…” You stood up with a groan and cracked your neck. “...degree. I can sort baskets and stuff, baby.”
Wonyoung stepped in, glancing around. “Wow… it’s actually nice.”
“Maybe a thank you would be nice.”
Casually, Wonyoung cupped your face and gifted you a kiss on the lips. Soft, quick and just smug enough to count as gratitude and manipulation.
“Thank you~” she immediately grabbed your wrist. “Now come help me with the espresso machine, oppa.”
“Again!?”
Wonyoung pouted sweetly, batting her lashes at you as she tugged you along by the wrist.
“It’s the last thing. I promise, baby.”
Just as the two of you emerged from the back, still mid argument, Yena glanced up from where she was.
“Get a room, you two.” Yena said flatly.
“Whatever, unnie.” Wonyoung replied without missing a beat. “He’s helping me move the espresso machine.”
“Are you trying to show him off?” Hyewon asked from across the room.
“Maybe?”
“Not so subtle now, hmm?” you said.
“Of course, silly.” Wonyoung dragged you to the counter. “You’re good looking, you’re useful and you do things in silence.”
“Did you hear that, oppa?” Yena snorted. “She just called you her pet. You’re gonna take that as a grown man?”
You let out the deepest sigh of your entire post grad life and got to work again. An hour passed. Then another. Somehow, you were still there with Wonyoung even when Hyewon and Yena had gone home. Your sleeves were rolled up, hand slightly bruised, espresso machine installed, half the decoration rearranged twice because “the lighting was off”. By the time you finally slumped onto the little sofa near the window, it was almost midnight. The city outside was quiet. Snow dusted the sidewalk in soft streaks.
Wonyoung sat beside you with here legs tucked up, sipping the hot chocolate she claimed that she’d made for you. The pretty woman had just worked you to the bone for almost four hours straight. She was about to cue another joke when her gaze dropped onto the bruise along your hand. She reached for your hand instantly, brushing her thumb over the spot.
“You should’ve told me when it hurt, oppa…”
You peeked one eye open, smirking.
“Not too busy yelling at me for placing your stuff at wrong angles now, aren’t you?”
Her face fell immediately, all the sass and bossy energy from earlier melted off her features.
“I didn’t mean it, oppa.” her lower lips pursed. “I didn’t think I was actually pushing you that hard…”
You didn’t let Wonyoung finish and instantly wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her in until she was in the warmth of your chest.
“It’s okay, baby. I’m just joking~ I’m doing it for you.” you murmured with your chin on her head. “It’s your dream. Carrying a few boxes and doing little things doesn’t hurt me at all.”
Wonyoung let out the softest breath and it sounded like she was holding back tears but didn’t want to make a scene.
“...Still, tell me next time, oppa... I feel terrible.”
You smiled into her hair. “Maybe you could apologize by giving me that massage and cuddling me to death when we get home. You promised.”
“Of course, I promised!” she pouted, eyebrows arched like you just accused her of forgetting it. “I’ve been emotionally manipulated, physically overworked. And I got a little bruise on my hand, lady.”
“Fine, oppa. I’ll cuddle you until you beg me to let go.”
“Sounds like heaven.”
Wonyoung huffed cutely before standing up quickly, hand holding tightly onto yours.
“Then come on, architect. Let’s lock up and get home.”
“Ah… shit…” You groaned and stood, back cracking like bubble wrap. “I better get that deadly massage. I’m serious, Wonyoung-ah.”
“You’ll get kisses every ten minutes, oppa.” she giggled and turned to grab your jacket off the rack. She shook it out and slipped it over your shoulders, tugging the zipper up all the way.
“And a hot pack. And maybe… just maybe, I’ll feed you snacks in bed.”
“Ooh~ fancy. Snacks in bed?”
Before she could reach for her own things, you grabbed her gloves from the stool by the door.
“Gimme your hands, baby.”
She held them out obediently, palms up as you slid the gloves on for her, slow, careful, tugging each finger into place like she was fragile.
“Your turn babying me now?” Her nose scrunched a little with a giggle.
“It’s only fair. You baby me tonight, I baby you forever.”
You reached for her bucket hat next, fixing it gently over her head and smoothing her hair back. Her cheeks were pink from the cold, so you leaned in to cup her face in both hands and rubbed her cheeks gently with your palms. Just when her lips parted to say something, you leaned in to kiss her right there in the quiet shop entrance, just a breath of snow drifting past the glass.
“Let’s go home. It’s late.”
Wonyoung smiled up at you, glowing and full of warmth, before turning to hit the lights. You helped her close up the studio until the place was bathed in a soft mix of streetlight and moonlight.
The street outside was nearly empty, snow falling light and slow like something out of a slow paced drama. Your shoes crunched against it as you walked with one arm over her shoulders, her body close to yours. The vibe felt so fitting that you two didn’t talk much on the way home. You looked down at her as she leaned into you, and the usual thought came to you again.
You were in love with Wonyoung, with her cute chaos and elegant charm, her soft apologies and shameless flirting, even with the way she worked you to the bone and still made you feel like the luckiest man in the world too. On the streets, there were now only two lovers, walking home just shy of midnight. Hands warm, hearts warmer.
After quick bowls of ramyeon, shared rice crackers on the couch and warm showers, it was somehow two in the morning. And now here you were, face down on the bed, shirtless, barely alive. Wonyoung? She was perched on your lower back, wearing one of your oversized t-shirts. Her legs were on your sides, hair all tied up. Her phone was somewhere near the edge of the bed, some massage tutorial playing at half volume.
“Okay…” she mumbled, tapping the screen to rewind. “They said circular motion here…”
“Urgh!”
You groaned as she pushed her palms into your shoulder blades, surprisingly firm for someone who spent most of her days arranging delicate petals and “gently” yelling about shelf placement.
“Oh wait- okay… That’s actually… Fuck, that’s good.” you mumbled into the pillow.
Wonyoung giggled, smug as hell. “Language, oppa. You’re in my care now.”
“You swear too.”
“Barely.” she replied,in that annoyingly innocent and lovely tone that made you want to roll over just to glare at her, if you had the energy to move at all right now.
“Like that makes you morally superior, baby.”
“It does.” Wonyoung shot back proudly. She then shifted to press into a spot just under your shoulder blade and made you shiver. Full body, involuntary. Wonyoung definitely felt it, the effect was so obvious she had to gloat.
“Do you think I’m that weak now, oppa?”
“No… shit… I take back everything I ever said about you being weak…”
“That’s what I thought. People who do floral works have strong arms, baby. I lift vases and buckets of water all day.” Her palms circling slowly over the same spot.
“Hot.”
Wonyoung laughed proudly. That one word gave her the courage to lean forward until her chest pressed against your back, lips brushing your ear as she whispered.
“If you think that’s hot, oppa… Wait until I’m on top of you and not massaging.”
You swore you almost blew up. From how fast your heart stopped, how much that one sentence sent heat crawling up your neck. There was an obvious pause before your voice came out as you tried to drag it up from the pit of your throat.
“Don’t do that to me.”
You could feel Wonyoung smiling on your back, slow and satisfied. She leaned even closer, chest pressed more firmly against you, arms curling loosely around your shoulder.
“What exactly do I do to you, oppa?”
You clenched your hands in the sheets, face now deep into the pillow with a groan.
“You’re the one who said I was strong. I’m just using my power to heal you right now.”
No words. You couldn’t say anything to her, not when your brain was static and your heart was trying to escape from your ribs. Wonyoung went quiet for a second, choosing her words wisely.
“You know I’ve never done this before, oppa.”
Your body tensed just slightly as her tone had changed, but not out of worry.
“Not like this… Not sitting on someone's back and teasing them like this. I’ve never felt like I could… Before you, oppa.” That got you. You lifted your head a little and turned to catch the side of her face, blushing, eyes focused on your spine like she couldn’t meet your gaze. “You make me feel safe enough to be annoying and clingy.”
Wonyoung exhaled through her nose. Even though your chest ached with how real she was being, a smile was tugging at your lips.
“I always thought if I got like this with someone, they’d think I was too much. Or dramatic. Or needy. But you…” her voice dipped. “I don’t know why, hmm~ You just make everything seem like it’s normal, oppa.”
You reached back blindly until you found her wrist, thumb gently brushing over her skin.
“It is normal with the right person, baby. I love when you’re annoying and clingy too.”
“I wasn’t fishing for a comment, silly.” That earned you a shaky laugh from Wonyoung.
“Didn’t say you were.” You smiled into the pillow. Then came a pause as her hand slowly traced slowly all over your back, no tricks, no teasing. And then, out of nowhere–
“I think I want to be with you for the rest of my life, oppa.”
It wasn’t dramatic or planned. Wonyoung just said it like she’d already decided. Maybe the truth had been sitting in her chest for weeks, maybe even a few months and it slipped out in a moment she felt safest. You stayed still, not wanting to miss a second of this. Everything about this. The sincerity of her voice, the warmth of her touch…
“...You mean that?”.
She nodded against your back. “Mmm.”
“You feel like home, oppa. I didn’t know it could feel like this with someone.”
That really did something to you. It cracked something open deep down like something had been locked up for a long time and Wonyoung’d just walked into your life and gently broke it wide open.
“...I want that too.” you said with a pleasant huff, slowly but surely. “I promise I will try my best for you, Wonyoung-ah.”
The bedroom was now filled with a soft and thick feeling. Her hand never stopped moving on your back, like she was tracing the weight of those words into your skin.
“You already are, oppa.”
You closed your eyes and sighed again. Nothing but warmth in your body now. Her body on yours, her breath against your neck, her love wrapping around you like a second blanket. Until she decided to ruin it.
Smack
“Fuh–! Yah! Seriously!?”
“Flip over~!” she demanded, already bouncing off your back and standing on the floor. Pure cuteness and chaos in her voice. “Enough intimacy for one night, oppa. Time for deadly cuddles~”
“That hurts…” you complained but still rolled over slowly. “I’m losing feeling in my spine.”
“You’re about to lose all feeling once I latch onto you like a koala. Super hard.”
Wonyoung said it completely seriously, with no shame. And you had the audacity to fall even harder for her. She climbed back on top as if she owned the bed and your soul, yanked the blanket over the both of you and immediately wrapped herself around you.
“You better not move, oppa.” she mumbled into your collarbone. “I’m in the right position and too comfy right now.”
Your hand instinctively slid up and down her back, her skin warm under your touch.
“You didn’t even give me time to wear my shirt. It’s winter, idiot.”
“Exactly~” she nuzzled deeper. “It’s winter.”
“Baby.”
“Oppa~”
You heard that something in her tone and immediately smiled.
“It’s Saturday.” she continued, voice soft and layered with the sweetest fake innocence. “The studio’s closed for now. You’re not working. You basically study everyday already. So why would you prep for that boring architect test thing tomorrow when you could stay in bed and warm me like a good boy?”
“...Good boy? What do you mean?”
“Mmm~” Wonyoung hummed sweetly. “My good boy stays right here and keeps me warm and gives me kisses when I ask.”
“I’m a grown man.”
“And yet you’re still under my command, oppa.” she tilted her head, shooting out attack after attack. “Just admit it. You’d rather stay here all day and let me suffocate you with affection than stare at blueprints or designs… Or your nerdy architect stuff.”
You were defeated, sure, exhausted too. But still, very much in love.
“Fine… you win.”
“I always win, oppa.”
“I take the day off, baby. Happy?”
Wonyoung beamed, pulling the blanket tighter around the both of you. “Estatic~ Now hush and cuddle me, please~”
You let out a content breath and let her bury her freezing feet between your legs before pulling her in closer. Her head was under your chin, hand resting over your chest as she claimed her territory.
“Don’t call me ‘good boy’ again. That sounds… I don’t know.”
“I call you whatever I want, oppa.”
The next morning, you blinked awake to an empty bed and no warmth by your side. It was weirdly quiet. You groaned into the pillow, reaching across the sheets for Wonyoung’s warmth but finding nothing. Just as you were about to groan, the bedroom door swung open and there she was.
In a black body hugging dress, lips glossy, hair cascading down her shoulders in effortless waves like she was about to do a Vogue cover shoot in your shared apartment.
“Wake up, oppa~” her voice was bright, bossy. Did she really dress like that for breakfast? “Brush your teeth. We have movies to watch and breakfast to eat.”
You sat up slowly, squinting at the sudden presence of your girlfriend like that standing in the doorway.
“Damn…” you mumbled, voice rough from sleep. “Why do you look like that, baby?”
Wonyoung smiled, one hand on her hip which allowed the dress to hug every curve like it was made only for her. “Like what, oppa?”
“Like– fuck…” your voice cracked slightly as you sat up straighter, rubbing the back of your neck. “You’re so beautiful....”
Her lips curved, pleased but trying to play it cool.
“I know. I’m always beautiful.”
She casually walked over to your side of the bed. Bunny slippers on her feet, hips swaying, the black dress hugging her in all the right places like sin disguised as breakfast. Her hair caught the morning light just right. You pushed the blanket off and sat up slowly, still shirtless and barely conscious but instantly weak for her.
Like on instinct, you leaned in and reached for her waist, wanting nothing more than to pull Wonyoung in and bury your face in her stomach. But the second your arms brushed her sides, she pressed one palm flat against your forehead and held you back like a misbehaving man.
“Nope~” her tone sweet but lethal. You blinked at that, confused and offended. “Brush your teeth and wash your face first, oppa. Then you can hug me.”
“Just one hug, baby…” you begged, way too weak for Wonyoung to be standing there in that dress. Never one to back down without a fight, you leaned forward again with both arms stretching toward her waist like your soul needed contact.
Smack
Her palm met your forehead in a light, warning tap. It didn’t hurt but enough to put you in your place. Your head tilted back slightly from the light impact as you looked at your girlfriend, stunned. Wonyoung stared down at you, her attitude shifting suddenly. Her sweetness was still there, though now buried under a new layer of firm, unshakable authority.
“Han Hae-joon.” Her hands went to her hips, eyes narrowing. “Don’t make me say it again.”
“Okay…”.
“Good~”
Then she spun around, her slippers tapping confidently as she walked out of the room after asserting her dominance. And maybe you should’ve let it go. Maybe. But no. The mischief hit you fast. You smirked, leaning off the bed as your eyes followed the curve of her hips in that damn black dress. Too good and dangerous. Your hand then rose just slightly to aim for a harmless, barely there smack on her butt. Maybe that’s more than enough to make your presence known. Equal parts flirty and payback, right? She denied you affection and threatened your sanity before breakfast, it was only fair. But Wonyoung stopped mid step and turned back calmly, glaring at you. Her glossy lips pressed into the most gentle smirk ever and you knew you were busted.
“...Hi?”
Her eyebrow lifted, enough to warn you. The tiny, terrifying arch sent a shiver down your spine.
“Don’t even try it, oppa.”
“...Okay. I’m sorry.”
But Wonyoung wasn’t done.
“I swear, oppa. If you touch me before you’re clean? You’re sleeping on the couch tonight.”
You didn’t argue. Shower. Toothbrush. Face wash. The bathroom tiles were icy against your feet, but thankfully the water was still a bit warm. You showered like your life depended on it. When you finally stepped out, all dried and dressed in the comfiest sweater you could find, you padded to the living room.
Breakfast–toast, eggs and a cute little bowl of strawberries–was already waiting on the coffee table. Wonyoung was sitting on the couch, flipping through movie options with a coffee mug in her hand. Her legs were folded underneath her, skin glowing.
You cleared your throat to make her looked up.
“Can I please hug you now?”
Her plump lips curved into something between a sweet smile, pleased but still holding power.
“Did you brush your teeth, oppa?”
“Yes.”
“Face?”
“Washed.”
“Shower?”
“I’m the cleanest man in the whole world.”
Wonyoung narrowed her eyes, slightly unconvinced. She then took a slow slip of her coffee and then put her legs down with flair, crossing one leg over the other as she stared playfully.
“Let me check.”
You stepped forward cautiously and leaned down toward Wonyoung on the couch, angling your neck so she could check it herself. You expected a quick sniff, enough for her to say “okay” and open her arms. Instead, her hands came up to rest on your chest, not pushing you away or pulling you in closer. And then, she pressed her nose tight into your neck. It wasn’t soft or subtle. It was a full inhale, right against your skin, hot breath and the scent of her lip gloss lingering just below your ear. Goosebumps spread like wildfires across your back and arms. You actually shivered.
“Wonyoung-ah… That tickles…”
She leaned back finally, pleased beyond reason. Her lips glistened with that damn gloss and she opened her arms. “Come here, you whipped idiot.”
You crashed straight onto the couch, face falling right into her lap. You buried your face into the soft fabric of her dress, arms wrapping tightly around her waist like she was the safest place on earth. She eventually melted. Her hand slid into your hair automatically, nails gently scratching your scalp.
“Happy?”
“You tortured me… You made me wait forever."
“It was only thirty minutes, silly.”
“Forever.”
Wonyoung giggled, the sound soft and wicked. She knew exactly how powerful she was and planned to use it until you were nothing but a puddle in her lap. Her fingers continued to comb through your hair. Her other hand calmly reached for her coffee again to sip it before speaking.
“I really have you wrapped around my finger, right?”
You didn’t deny it. Laying there with your head buried against her stomach, arms draped around her waist, you just nodded with a content sigh. Wonyoung slid her hand under your chin and tilted your face up. Before you could react, she leaned down and kissed you on the lips, with a touch of her coffee.
Eventually, you both shifted. Plates were pulled onto your laps, coffee mugs safely placed on the table. The movie started playing quietly in the background, some lighthearted romance you barely paid attention to because you were stupidly basking in how stupidly happy you felt. At some point, you ended up in her lap again, obviously. Wonyoung had one arm across your shoulders, the other reaching into the bowl of strawberries on the table. She picked one, twirled it gently between her fingers for a second then dangled it just above your lips.
“Open.” she commended sweetly. You tilted your chin up and parted your lips, obedient, too in love to care. She popped the strawberry into your mouth with a pleasant hum then brushed her fingers along your cheek. “Good boy~”
You paused mid chew. “Baby, you gotta stop calling me that.”
Wonyoung turned her head slowly, a knowing smile spreading across her lips as she picked another strawberry from the bowl.
“Why?” she asked, pretending she didn’t have a single clue on what kind of effect she had on you. “You don’t like it, oppa?”
“I like it too much.” you admitted, slumping further into her lap. “It… I dunno, does things to my brain.”
She pouted in fake sympathy, twirling the next strawberry in her fingers like a cat with a mouse.
“Mmm~ Really? Poor baby. All soft and squishy just because I praised you a little.”
“Wonyoung-ah.”
“Open~”
You look up at her, exasperated. Wonyoung raised the strawberry to your lips again. You groaned but still obeyed. She popped it in your mouth and smiled. After a moment, her hand slid from your shoulder to your jaw, thumb playing with your chin. She tilted your face up and leaned down, resting her forehead against yours.
“But you really are my good boy, oppa.”
“I need some rest.”
“You are already resting.” She giggled and kissed your forehead. “On my lap.”
And that’s where you stayed for a while, the outside world was nothing more than a snowy hum beyond the curtains. Eventually, the day drifted forward as morning turned into afternoon. Wonyoung then had to get up, brushing a kiss to your temple with a whisper of ‘I have some arrangements to prep, oppa’. You, of course, followed and ended up sitting on a stool in the corner of her little work area. Your phone was in your hand, thumb lazily scrolling, but your eyes were fully on Wonyoung.
She was standing at her work table, trimming the ends of a bouquet with clean precision. Her hands moved like muscle memory across bunches of fresh rose, lavender, baby’s breath and ranunculus. Her focus, her calm, her grace, all of it did something to you. You’d seen Wonyoung do this a hundred times, but something felt different this time.
The rest of the day felt like something out of a dream you never wanted to wake up from. She worked. You helped. She kissed your cheek when you passed her the right vase. You played her favorite songs on low volume as Wonyoung was deep in her work like a Renaissance muse, your muse.
Dinner was simple, delivery, because neither of you could be bothered to cook after all that emotional cardio. You ate on the floor, in front of the couch as Wonyoung leaned her head on your shoulder, both of you wrapped in a big blanket, sharing quiet laughs, shared bites, forehead kisses between jokes.
By the time you and her made it to bed, the world outside had gone still. You were laying there - soft light from the bedside lamp casting a warm glow, blankets heavy and comforting. Wonyoung curled into your side, face pressed to your shoulder, fingers trailing lightly over your chest. That’s when you turned your head slightly and asked.
“What’s gotten in you, baby? You’ve been different, today and last night.”
Wonyoung went quiet for a moment, thinking. Then she mumbled, shy but smiling.
“Maybe I just love you so much I couldn’t hide it anymore, oppa.”
You pulled her closer.
“Cheesy… but maybe keep it not hiding then, baby.”
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From December to early and mid February, your relationship with Wonyoung turned quietly serious even as your lives got even heavier. You were preparing for the last stage of the architecture license exam, which meant longer nights bent over drafting boards, wrist sores from holding a pencil for hours… People had warned you it was brutal. You knew how crazy it was. But it still managed to hit you harder than you ever expected.
Wonyoung didn’t just witness it, she adapted to it. She brought heat packs when your hands were cramped, massaged your shoulders while reading flower order lists, cooked when you forgot to eat. She even dropped by your workplace with lunch on the roughest days, always smiling like it wasn’t a big deal. Everybody there was jealous. Of course they were. She fitted into your mornings, stealing bites of your toast, reminding you to blink when you stared too hard at lines. At night, you’d come home to Wonyoung humming while she worked on her floral studio dream, cheeks flushed from the cold. You owed Wonyoung a lot.
Despite the weight of it all, you still made time to live. Christmas was spent with her family, warm and familiar. Her parents showered the both of you with gifts. Wonyoung never left your side, not even when her cousins grilled her about your future wedding. She just smiled and held your hand tighter. New Year’s Eve was quieter, just the two of you kissing on the rooftop of your shared apartment with thick jackets while the Seoul skyline lit up with fireworks.
Then Seolnal came and you introduced Wonyoung to your parents. It was your turn after all. She wore a soft toned hanbok, bowed respectfully and called your mom ‘eomoni’ with no hesitation or difficulties. Even though she offered to help, your parents wouldn’t let her step inside the kitchen - insisting their ‘precious future daughter-in-law’ should just sit and rest. She even made your relatives laugh and didn’t even flinch when your aunts cornered her with questions.
One day, the snow hit harder than usual. You’d heard it all over the news, record low temperature, public transport stalling, several small businesses forced to close for a few days. You texted Wonyoung during lunch, asked if she was staying warm. No answer. When you came home from work, jacket still dusted in snow, you found her on the couch curled up, knees to her chest, sleeves pulled over her hands. Her eyes were red. She’d been crying.
“Wonyoung-ah?” you called gently, moving toward her. Wonyoung didn’t look up and just shook her head like she didn’t want to talk about it. But when you knelt in front of her, her glassy eyes finally met yours, full of frustration and exhaustion.
“They pushed the inspection again, oppa.” she cried. “Everything’s delayed until March… I know it’s not that big of a deal but-” she continued, trying to convince herself. “But I had everything prepared. I had it timed for orders, I sent emails, I made schedules, I-”
“Baby, it’s o-”
“I work so hard, oppa.” she whispered, her lips trembling. “I gave it everything- I was so close…”
You didn’t wait and immediately scooped her into your arms before she could even fold in on herself and sat with her in your lap. Her body curled into yours instantly like she’d been waiting for permission to fall apart. Wonyoung buried her face in your shoulder, her arms wrapping around your neck so tight it nearly choked you but you didn’t care. Harsh, quiet sobs punched out of her chest. You held her through it all, one hand smoothing over her back, the other cradling the back of her head. After a while, her sobs started to soften.
“I really thought I could do it, oppa… I thought I could prove to everyone I wasn’t just all talk.”
“You already did, Wonyoung-ah. You are doing it, aren’t you? Delays don’t erase the work, baby.”
“But it feels like I failed...”
You let out a soft sigh, brushing the tears away with your knuckle as you looked at her. Eyes puffy, lips trembling, so heartbreakingly beautiful even in her lowest moments.
“Wonyoung-ah… I face the same shit at work too, you know. Designs get pushed back, clients ghost, a lot of them are obnoxious, permits take months. One time I worked three straight nights for a client who changed their mind after the deadline, remember?”
“...Yes.”
“You were there for me, weren’t you?”
Wonyoung blinked up at you through glassy eyes, silent but still nodded.
“If I hadn’t met you, I would’ve quit architecture and become a dog walker in Gangnam.” you chuckled. “Or like… maybe join a cult and scam people somewhere in Myeongdong.”
At last, a tiny laugh burst out of her lips, choked a bit by the remnants of her crying. Her hand flew up to cover her mouth, embarrassed.
“There it is! That’s my girl.”
She immediately buried her face in your chest again, hiding.
“Stop it, oppa! …I look so gross right now.”
“You don’t. Not even a little.” Your lips brushed the top of her head.
“My face is puffy.”
“Still the most beautiful girl I know.”
“My nose is red.”
“Cute.”
“My make up is ruined.”
“Hot.”
Wonyoung squinted at you, a look of sadness and disbelief on her face. “Hot? Eugh…?”
“Yes, hot.”
Wonyoung let out a half sob, half laugh sound and smacked your chest weakly. “You’re such a liar.”
You caught her hand before she could pull it away and brought it to your lips for a soft kiss and that shut her up again. Wonyoung knew if she said anything back instantly, she’d cry even harder. So instead, she just melted into you, arms wrapping around your waist again.
That night, you didn’t let her lift a finger. You cooked while Wonyoung sat on the couch, wrapped in a blanket like a sulking princess. She kept trying to help but you gave her that look every time and she finally gave up with a small pout. You even massaged her shoulders after, forced her to drink warm tea and stayed by her side all night. It was all good again, for a while. But as March loomed ahead, so did the weight of reality.
Her floral studio opening was finally opening–design books finalized, stock delivered, invitations prepped and promotions starting to roll out. And you? You were a few weeks from the last stage of the architecture license exam, the hardest thing you’d ever prepared for. Real hand drafted design work, timed constraints, performance pressures… It demanded everything.
And suddenly, everything felt too full. The space you two once treated like your treasure was overflowing with flower buckets and tracing papers. Everything from two different professions started to pile on top of each other. Like when Wonyoung moved your drafting weights off the table and you found them on the kitchen counter, buried under her wrapping paper. Or when you forgot to screw the cap back on floral tape and it dried overnight. She didn’t yell at you. She just sighed and kissed you, saying it was fine. But that long, slow kind of sigh made your chest feel too small. Sure, there were times you’d both laugh it off, many times. Except when it didn’t.
-
One night, you were hunched over the dining table again, your third sketch of the day was already erased, smudges climbed up your wrist like bruises. The sharpener had jammed. The ruler was gone. Again.
“Have you seen my ruler, Wonyoungie?” you didn’t even bother to look up.
You heard a soft clink. Wonyoung was in the corner, trimming stems into a metal bowl.
“You left it on the bed, oppa.”
“...Why would I leave it there?”
She didn’t turn around. “I don’t know. Maybe you were measuring in your dreams?”
Your pencil stopped mid motion. The sarcasm didn’t hit cute this time. You stared at the half done section plan in front of you, jaw tight.
“Okay…”
Wonyoung finally turned over. Her eyes met yours across the room and the usual spark wasn’t there.
“I was joking.” she sighed. “You’re kinda tense lately, oppa.”
You pressed the pencil down onto the table a little harder than needed. “I’m sorry, baby. It’s just… this stage is eating me alive.”
Wonyoung didn’t say anything right away, instead just nodding and looking down at her flowers, fiddling with her scissors.
“I get that, oppa. I really do. But it feels like you’re mad at me.”
“I’m not- Wonyoung-ah. I swear. I'm just tired and I feel like I’m not doing enough. For this exam, for you…”
Wonyoung’s eyes flicked up at that.
“Don’t say that, oppa. You’re doing everything you can.”
She set her scissors down and walked over slowly to you. You stayed in your chair, pencil still in hand, but your grip softened as she came close. Wonyoung crouched next to you, resting her chin on your thigh.
“I know this exam is killing you.” she said gently. “But please don’t think I need more from you. You being here and trying hard already means everything, oppa.”
“I feel like I’ve been snapping too much lately.” you admitted, the guilt was eating you up. Your hand took no time brushing her soft locks.
“You have.”
“Sorry…”
“But you’ve been hugging me in your sleep. Kissing my shoulder before you leave for work. Carrying my flower vases even when you look like you’re gonna collapse…” she took your hand. “So… I forgive you, oppa.”
“Come here, baby.” you tugged Wonyoung up and she climbed into your arms without hesitation, arms wrapping around your neck. “I love you.”
“I love you more, oppa.” she whispered back with a happy smile. “But if you erase that damn drawing and make a mess again, I will definitely scold you.”
-
It started small, like always. You’d just come home from work, drained and quiet. Wonyoung was at the table, her laptop open and a notebook of arrangement ideas on the side. She looked up at you and smiled.
“You didn’t reply to my text, baby~”
You blinked, taking off your coat. “What text?”
She showed you her screen, a photo of some new flower setup. “I sent it hours ago, oppa. I ask what you thought.”
You stared at the screen, mind blank for a second too long before rubbing a hand over your face.
“...Fuck. I’m sorry, Wonyoungie. Work was hell today. I must’ve missed it.”
“You always say that lately, oppa.”
Her words weren’t cruel, only soft and honest yet they hurt more than usual.
“I didn’t mean to ignore you like that, baby…”
“I know.” she replied quickly. “But it still makes me feel like I don’t matter sometimes, oppa.”
You sighed out of exhaustion.
“Wonyoung-ah, everything’s hitting me at once right now. I’m trying to be okay at work, at the exam, at being nor-”
“So now I’m just another thing on your to-do list, oppa?”
“That’s not what I want.”
“But you’re acting like it.”
Silence quickly settled, your heart was loud in your chest but you couldn’t find the next words. Maybe this one wouldn’t end in a soft kiss and forehead touch. Maybe this time, one of you had to walk away to breathe.
-
This one started differently, with a question. You were in the middle of sketching out something when Wonyoung peeked around the doorframe. Her eyes were tired as she held a small stack of flower mockups and a printed draft.
“Oppa~” she sang softly. “Can I show you something real quick?”
Too occupied, you didn’t even turn around. “I’m kinda in the middle of something, baby.”
“It’s just the layout for the welcome table. I can’t tell if the lettering feels too busy.”
“I’m sure it’s fine. Do whatever you want.”
Wrong answer. Silent hit first then came a light sigh.
“Nevermind, oppa.”
Your hands pause immediately. But something about the fear of failing the exam made you keep pressing the pencil back to paper and keep going. You sketched for another few minutes but slowly, the lines and measurement didn’t make sense to you anymore. So you stood up. Wonyoung was in the bedroom. She wasn’t crying, only crouching beside the rolling cart and busied herself with restocking twine and tags into labeled compartments like nothing happened. You leaned against the doorframe, voice awkward.
“...Baby.”
“What, oppa?” she didn’t look up.
“I… I’m sorry.”
Her hands didn’t stop moving. “For what?”
“For… umm, brushing you off, earlier. I wasn’t trying to. I just- my head’s all over the place.”
“Sure…” Wonyoung gave a small nod, but it didn’t feel like forgiveness. “You always do that lately, oppa.”
“I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“You didn't, of course. It just feels… I don’t know, familiar.”
“What do you mean?”
Wonyoung finally stood up.
“It means this isn’t the first time, idiot. Me coming to you with something small, something that probably doesn’t matter to anyone but me and getting nothing as an answer from you while you do your thing.”
“I told you I was in the middle of something. What was I supposed to d-”
“And I told you it would take just a few seconds, didn’t I?” Wonyoung’s tone rose slowly by the second, frustration clear in every single word. “That’s all I needed from you, oppa. Just look for a few seconds. Is that har-”
“I do care! Do you think I enjoy being like this!? I’m not ignoring you, I’m drowning in a bunch of bullshit these da-”
“So am I!!”
There was a crack in Wonyoung’s voice, the first that you’d ever seen. That scared you more than if she’d yelled.
“You think this thing isn’t eating me alive, oppa!? You think I don’t want to pause everything and just… be with you!? But I can’t because I’m trying to make my dream happen. And sometimes I need you to see it.”
“I… I do, baby. I’m not trying to-”
“I don’t know what’s happening but lately we just let things get between us too much, oppa...”
You stepped forward slowly. “I don’t want that.”
“Neither do I, oppa.” hurt was clear in her voice despite the small tone. “But I’m scared that if we keep doing this, it’s just gonna…”
“I don’t know how to do this perfectly…I’m sorry. I just- I really want to try my best with you, Wonyoung-ah. You know that” You reached for her hand.
“...I’m sorry too, oppa.”
You pulled Wonyoung in gently and she leaned into you with no resistance.
“I love you.”
“I know... I love you too, oppa.”
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The next morning, you were making breakfast when Wonyoung leaned over the counter as she scrolled through messages on her phone. The window was slightly opened and you could hear a bird singing outside. The air smelled like butter and coffee. Everything felt almost normal like the fight last night hadn’t happened.
“Is this even edible, oppa?” She smiled when you passed her a plate.
“We die anyway, don’t we?”
Wonyoung took a bite and gave you a dramatic thumbs up, not without her little fake puking act. You smiled, at least it was something nice and peaceful again. There was a moment just then, where everything softened and it felt like you were back to when other things didn’t matter. And then your phone rang.
You stepped out of the kitchen, answering it in the hallway with one hand pressed to the temple. Wonyoung watched you from her seat and you knew she could tell something was wrong.
Fuck… Not now.
“Wonyoung-ah…”
“...What was that, oppa?”
It felt like you were stepping into a room you’d just set on fire.
“They want me… uh, in Pohang. Friday morning.”
…
“For how long, oppa?”
“Three to four days… Depends, I’m not sure yet…”
You could see Wonyoung counting in her head. Her lips parted but nothing came out, her expression frozen. You kept talking as if you could soften the blow.
“I’ll be back by your opening. I- I’ll take the earliest train, baby. I swear. I- I’ll leave straight after I finish everything.”
Wonyoung stayed silent, still not saying anything.
“Wonyoung-ah… Please say something.”
She set her fork down, the motion was too gentle.
“You said you’d be there, oppa.”
“I know…” you sighed. “And I still want to be. I just… I can’t promise the timing.”
A long silence stretched between you both. Wonyoung rolled her eyes and gave a long sigh, this wasn’t the first time this happened the past few weeks.
“You’ve missed a lot of things lately.”
“Baby, I haven’t-”
“You have, oppa.” Her voice was scarily calm. “Little things, big things… everything. I didn’t bring them up because I knew you were trying. I know WE are trying.”
“It’s always bad timing Of course I’m no- That’s not fair!”
“No!” Wonyoung stood up abruptly. “What’s not fair is spending weeks planning something I’ve dreamed about for years, and knowing that even on that one day that’s supposed to be about me, you still might not show up!”
“I’m still trying! I’m doing everything I can to be there.”
“I don’t want you to try!” she snapped. “I want you to be there like you said you would!”
“And what do you want me to do, Jang Wonyoung!? Say no and risk my job!? Ruin everything I’ve worked so hard for so you won’t feel abandoned for a day!?”
You were expecting something in turn, a comeback at how you’d always say the same thing or how absent you were recently. Hell, you’d even take a swear at this point. But the only thing visible to you was the way her jaw tightened as if she found your words amusing before turning away, arms crossed like she’d had enough of it.
“I think this relationship might be a mistake, oppa.”
“C’mon, baby. You don’t actually mean that…”
The air left your lungs the moment she finished her words. You thought she’d only said it out of anger and didn’t mean anything, so you waited for a few seconds more. But when Wonyoung didn’t speak up, the salty words ripped out before you could stop them.
“You know what…? Maybe it is! Since all I care about is stupid buildings and that fucking license exam!”
Things hadn’t been okay for the last month now and now, it was time to release it all. Wonyoung turned and glared at you. Her eyes were sharp, jaw clenched, tears not even falling anymore. Gone was the vulnerable Wonyoung.
“Fuck you, Han Haejoon!” she shouted, finger pointing at you. “You think you’re the only person who’s been working hard in this house, you jerk!? And what I do is just some shitty girl’s play!?”
“What the hell are you even saying?” you smirked, finding the whole thing ridiculous. “I’ve watched you obsess over every goddamn petals and call it a fucking ‘business plan’, lady.”
Her mouth dropped open, stunned.
“Are you fucking serious right now!?”
“Yes. I. Fucking. Am.” you shouted back. “I’m tired, okay!? I’m so tired of acting like your opening is the only thing that matters while I drown in deadlines and other shit! You’re not the only adult in this house, lady!”
…
You didn’t know what happened at that moment. Did your words hurt too much? Were you too careless and said something she thought she’d never hear from you? Whatever the case was, it was very visible that Wonyoung was finally turning back into her gentle self. She wiped at her face quickly, and you knew the tears were finally coming.
“...You’re a fucking coward, Han Haejoon. Do you know that?”
And that was it. The whole apartment went quiet. She stormed into the bedroom and slammed the door shut, leaving you staring at the ceiling in frustration. Your hands were trembling, chest on fire. You two didn’t talk for the rest of the day.
The next few days that followed were painfully silent and slow as you two avoided each other. Wonyoung stayed mostly in the bedroom, while you retreated to your shared collection room–the one filled with pieces of your life together: pop ups, her books, a dusty stack of photobooth strips of you two… It used to feel warm. Now it felt like exile.
You slept on the floor with your hoodie pulled over your head, back turned to the door. Wonyoung didn’t come in. You didn’t expect her to anyway. The apartment felt too big and too small at once. Once, in the hallway, Wonyoung looked like she might say something. But your ego told you to turn away before she could even utter a single word. On Tuesday, you couldn’t draw. You spent hours sitting with your pencil pressed to the paper and didn’t actually get anything done. From the bedroom, you heard Wonyong practicing her opening speech. She sounded steady but you knew that she wasn’t, the joy in her voice sounded too fake.
Friday morning, you found breakfast waiting on the table in the collection room. Your favorite spoon wrapped in Wonyoung’s favorite floral napkin. No note, only food and… care? You stared at it for a long time and finally decided not to eat. Accepting it would mean everything was fine again. But then again, you weren’t sure why this was happening. Everything was so nice and peaceful just a few months ago. Still, you didn’t want to overthink too much and went straight to work.
That night, your train was scheduled for 8:30. You packed your bag slowly before dragging your feet to the bedroom. Wonyoung had already cleaned the breakfast. You should’ve eaten it. You should’ve done things differently. The guilt wouldn’t stop humming under your skin. The door creaked open gently. She was sitting on the bed, eyes on her phone. No matter what happened, no matter how hard you both fought, Wonyoung was still the most beautiful woman in your eyes.
“Baby… Can I come in?”
Wonyoung didn’t give you an answer. So you gave yourself permission to step in. You stayed near the door, too scared that getting closer might piss her off even more.
“I’m sorry, Wonyoung-ah.” you sighed, not sure what to say. “...For it all. I should’ve eaten it. I- I’m sorry for being such a jerk. I didn’t mean any of it… I was ju- just scared and tired.”
Silence.
“I know this relationship means a lot to you... It does to me too. I… I don’t want to lose you, baby.”
You step closer slowly, fingertips grazing her shoulder. Wonyoung flinched, the little motion made you retreat your hand as you quickly backed off, like you just touched someone that wasn’t yours anymore.
“I’m really sorry...” you tried again, desperate. “I know I haven’t been good at showing it lately, but I really love you. I’ve always loved you. I really appreciate the trust you have in me… I’m stupid for acting like that the past weeks...”
Nothing from her except the slight twitch on her eyebrows.
“I’ll be there for you, okay? No matter how hard things are… I promise I will try for you, Wonyoung-ah.”
Wonyoung still sat there, closed off as scrolling on her phone. So you stepped back with a defeated sigh, grabbing your bag from the hallway and closing the bedroom as quietly as you could. You stole one last look for the last time, hoping for a miracle. And when that miracle didn’t come, you left. When she was sure the apartment door finally clicked shut, Wonyoung broke. She folded over slowly, body not able to hold it in anymore.
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You had barely slept. You stayed behind after the Pohang review long after everyone else had cleared out, doing everything you could to make sure you could leave without any guilt. Things thankfully worked out. When Monday came, you managed to catch the first KTX back to Seoul, arriving back at roughly seven sharp. Your eyes were burning, body aching from too many hours in a suit. You didn’t go home or change, only managing to make one stop at the little flower shop where you bought Wonyoung flowers on your first dinner together before rushing straight to the studio. You hadn’t texted each other since that day, but somewhere deep down in you, you knew you could still fix this. That it wasn’t too far gone yet.
The studio smelled like fresh flowers and sweet coffee. The front windows were just enough to let Seoul’s spring breeze in. Ribbons fluttered gently from the display hooks, soft music hummed under the murmur of guess. It was everything Wonyoung had dreamed about. Warm petals, clean decorations, the faint bite of lavender from the candle burning on the counter.
Outside, the signage Hyewon and Yena’d agonized over for months now hung proudly above the door. Below it, a small welcome table was already covered in business cards, pastries, and iced teas. Yena had overtaken the center table, buzzing and hyping every guest like she was getting commission. Hyewon stood behind the counter, managing receipts and trying not to fold every time someone complimented the bouquet wall. But you didn’t see Wonyoung out front.
Still in your suit and tie, you walked in with a long sigh, hoping it wasn’t too late. In your hands was a modest bouquet of the same flowers you bought her on your first dinner together. Yena spotted you and she hurried over, eyes wide.
“Oppa!?” the surprise in her voice made it sound like you weren’t real. “She’s in the back room… You really came!”
You smiled at her and immediately sprinted toward the half open curtain that led to the room. Inside, Wonyoung stood by the prep table, arranging a handful of freesia into a narrow necked vase. Quickly crossing the space, you wrapped your arms around her. Wonyoung startled with a loud gasp, tense under your touch before finally relaxing. It only took her a second to realize it was you. Your scent, your arms, your heartbeat right against her back.
Wonyoung turned around slowly, fingers still damp from trimming stems. Her eyes met yours and held as you reached out hesitantly offered her the bouquet, the same flowers from your first dinner together, back when things were simple, just slightly wilted. Contemplating whether she should take it or not, Wonyoung hesitated for a good second before finally taking it and held it to her chest.
“...I’m sorry.” you breathed. “For everything. I didn’t text you the past few days… I was stupid for that. I made you feel like you weren’t important when you’re the only thing that’s ever felt certain to me. I didn’t- I don’t know what to say, baby. I just can’t live normally these days without you and… I- I don’t know if…”
Her expression didn’t give away much. Her eyes flicked side to side, then back at you. Her tongue pressed to the side of her cheeks, once, twice. That same little tic she had whenever she didn’t want to react too quickly. Wonyoung was surely taking her time, trying to stay composed. She still didn’t say anything but her fingers adjusted slightly on the bouquet, holding it tighter.
“...You really came back.” that voice of hers, finally. And that smile you missed so damn much. It was small and tiring, but it felt so real after everything that had happened. “I missed you so much, oppa.”
You opened your mouth to apologize even more, so many hidden feelings were still stuck in your throat when Wonyoung made a move. She gently slipped her hand around your tie and tugged you down, staring into your eyes before kissing you. At last, everything felt like it was finally perfect again. Your hands flew to her waist, pulling her in like you didn’t want to risk losing her again. Immediately, Wonyoung laughed into the kiss, quiet and breathless, but you didn’t care how messy it was. Everything had been crashing down around you for weeks. In this moment, it finally st-
“Wonyoung-ah, we ra- oh…”
Hyewon stood in the doorway, holding a tray of mini croissants. It was enough to confirm she saw everything with how wide her eyes were.
“I was just…” she stepped awkwardly toward the guest snacks table. “Croissants… Yena said we were low. That… yes.”
Still holding each other and a little breathless, you and Wonyoung didn’t move an inch. Hyewon glanced over her shoulder when she walked out.
“...So you’re back, oppa. Wonyoungie almost cried this morning.”
Wonyoung groaned softly, dropping her forehead to your chest. “Unnie…”
You decided to stay for the rest of the day, even if she didn’t ask you to. You manned the cash box when Hyewon needed a break, helped Yena tie ribbons on bouquets even when she bullied you for your ugly ties. You cleaned the floor when they got just a bit messy. You ran drinks to guests. You helped them fix the card reader when it suddenly didn’t work. Wonyoung didn’t say much but her eyes found you, often. A glance here. A smile there. Fingers brushing your arms as you two passed each other in the back room.
By the time the last guests waved goodbye, Hyewon and Yena shoved the two of you out the door, citing ‘go refuel your love’ as the reason. The sun was already starting to dip behind the buildings, city air had already cooled down. Her sandals clicked softly on the pavements as you two walked together home. Suddenly, it felt like the whole of Seoul had gone quiet just for the two of you. Like two main characters in a rom-com, having the time of their lives down an empty street in New York, that kind of feeling. Everything golden, suspended, a little too perfect to be real. Wonyoung looked up at you, eyes a little tired but glowing in that way that only happened when she was truly happy.
“Oppa.” she squeezed your hand. “You looked weirdly domestic today. Like hot. In a husband kind of way.”
You laughed. “Weirdly? So I’m not hot on usual days?”
“Not in the using scissors and tying ribbons kind of way.” she giggled.
“Okay… I see how it is. Me doing domestic labor does something to you, hmm?”
“Kinda?” Wonyoung replied, trying to sound like she wasn’t very obviously flirting. “Might make you wear an apron everyday now, oppa. You never wear one when you cook.”
You stopped walking when a funny thought suddenly crossed your mind. Wonyoung turned to look at you, confused.
“Hmm? Something’s wrong?”
Instead of answering, you just leaned forward and grabbed her by the waist in one swift move.
“Ah- Oppa!” Wonyoung yelped, laughing as her feet left the ground. You spun her once then tossed her lightly into the air, just enough to make her squeal and swat your shoulder midair. She landed back in your arms, breathless and giggling.
“Ah! You’re insane, oppa!”
You only held her tighter, forehead pressed against hers. Wonyoung couldn’t stop giggling, her laughter echoing down the street like something from a dream. And in that moment, you didn’t care about anything but her. A couple walked past on the other side of the street hands in hands, sipping from a shared cup. The girl nudged her boyfriend, who glanced over and smiled.
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“That’s so cute.”
“They look happy.”
You heard it and so did Wonyoung. She groaned into your chest, both embarrassed and proud.
“Oppa…”
“Let them watch, baby.”
You grinned, kissing the top of her head. But just as you started walking again, the guy across the street stopped.
“Hold the cup, Yujin-ah.”
Wonyoung peeked over your shoulder, confused until the girl let out a squeal. The guy had scooped her up, threw her in the air and shouted-
“I love you, Ahn Yujin!!”
Right there, on a public street with no hesitation. The girl shrieked and hit him playfully, both happy and terrified while still clinging to his shoulders. You and Wonyoung just stood there, stunned and silenced before finally bursting into laughter. It was the full body, bent over kind of laughing. Wonyoung clutched your arm, trying to stay up right.
“I can’t- I ca- breathe, oppa.”
“This is crazy.”
“You did that, oppa! That was- Oh my…”
You looked at each other, grinning like two fools and totally in awe of the ridiculousness of it all. And something about it–the moment, the absurdity, the beautiful display of love on the street–just made the world feel like a better place.
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The next few weeks passed in a quiet pace that you both learned to cherish. Wonyoung steadily settled into her new job. There were bad days, long days, exhausting days but she was getting stronger and more sure of herself. And you prepped for the last exam like your life depended on it. Late nights, early mornings, scribbled drawings were everywhere on your desk. Wonyoung stayed patient with her quiet support, sometimes sliding a cup of tea onto your desk or falling asleep beside you with a book open on her chest.
Then it day finally came, exam day.
You walked into that building with your stomach in knots and your brain already fried, but you did it, finally getting through it all. And when you walked out, Wonyoung was there.
In the brightest little dress you’d ever seen, like she had bottled sunlight and poured it all into her dress. In one hand, she held a bouquet. You weren’t lucid enough after the grueling exam to name a single kind of flower, but in your haze, you could tell Wonyoung made sure they had to match with her outfit, from the wrapping paper to the color palette.
Wonyoung walked to you holding the bouquet out with both hands, smiling softly like this was what she'd been looking forward to all day. You took it while biting back the smuggest grin in your entire life, eyes locked on the most beautiful woman in the world.
“Congratulations, oppa. You finally did it!”
Before you could answer, before you could think, Wonyoung leaned in to kiss you. Right there outside the exam center, on the pavement where other examinees were dragging their feet and chugging vending machine coffee. For a second, all you knew was her. When Wonyoung pulled back, you heard some groans passing by.
“Fuck… Even his girlfriend is hot?”
“I just bombed that test and now I gotta watch this shit.”
You couldn’t help but laughed at the ridiculousness of it, louder than you meant to and quite shameless. Sure, architect life was brutal. Sure, your soul was still in that room. But in all that mess, Wonyoung was still here. She gave your tie one last gentle tug to fix it before then pulled back with a gleam in her eye.
“Let’s go, oppa~” she slid her arm around yours. “I booked dinner for us tonight, real fancy. 81st floor. Window view.”
“Is that why you insisted I wear my nicest suit and drive here instead of taking a taxi this morning?”
“Mm hmm~” she hummed sweetly, already dragging you toward the parking lot. “I wasn’t crazy enough to let you stumble into luxury looking like a zombie.”
Dinner was something like a dream. The restaurant was perched high above the city, everything seemed like a living painting. Seoul glittered below, endless and golden. You barely made it to the table. The second you sat down, Wonyoung leaned over to unclip your tie and pour you some water. You knew Wonyoung liked taking care of you but tonight felt nicer somehow.
“You’re allowed to order more than one thing tonight, oppa.” her voice flirty. “Or, you know, everything. You earned it.”
You could only laugh like the fool that you were. You hadn’t even realized how tired you looked until Wonyoung reached across the table to fix your hair, smoothing the strands on top.
“You look good in suits. Even when you’re almost dead.”
“I might cry tonight with the way you’re treating me. Steak?”
“That’s fine~” she flipped her hair with a cocky smile. “Steak’s a good choice. Nice to know you still know what I like even after that grueling test, oppa.”
The rest of dinner felt like falling in love again. The kind of love that was warm, steady or constant. Everything felt too nice, too expensive, too magical for someone who’d spent the last month drowning in architecture license exam stress. Wonyoung was glowing across from you. In that effortless way she always did when she was doing something she loved.
She made you drink water every ten minutes. She cut your steak when your wrist looked like it might give out. She made you take photos together at the table, saying ‘Smile a little more, silly.’ while resting her chin on your shoulder as the waiter snapped a few pictures. When desserts came–two little cakes, with ‘congratulations’ scribbled in chocolate–she clapped like you’d won the lottery.
You watched her eyes light up with every bite, every teasing remark. You leaned your cheek into your hand, staring at the woman sitting across from you as she talked about the studio, about how Yena dropped a vase and blamed the wind… Wonyoung filled in every space you hadn’t realized had gone quiet in your chest lately. After dessert, you leaned back in your chair, already imagining crawling into your bed the second you got home when Wonyoung stood up and tugged at your hand.
“C’mon, oppa.” she smiled. “Let’s go to the rooftop. I want to show you something.”
“...Rooftop?”
“It’s pretty. Trust me.”
So you followed her up, past many floors, through the hallway that got quieter and fancier the higher you went up. You noticed her pace change when the elevator hit the hotel suite level. That little bounce in her step.
“Wait, baby... This isn’t the rooftop.”
Wonyoung stopped in front of a sleek white door and pulled out a keycard from her purse.
“No way…”
She tapped the card and the door swung open. Inside? A suite. A ridiculously beautiful, corner window, high ceiling, imported soft bed kind of suite. You could see the whole city from here, even the Han river looked like it was twinkling for the two of you.
“...Wonyoung-ah. You booked a whole room for this!?”
Still in awe, you stepped inside without even noticing Wonyoung wrapping her arms around you. Turning back, you felt her heartbeat as she looked up at you, cheek to your chest.
“Do you… remember our first dinner, when we just got back from Hong Kong?”
“Uh… yes?”
“After dinner, we went to my house.”
“Right…”
She smiled. Her eyebrows lifted slightly, lips pouting as if she found joy at the memory.
“When you left, I kissed you twice. On the cheeks, right, oppa?”
You chuckled. “And I tried to kiss you on the lips.”
“I stopped you… And I told you to wait your turn.”
“Are y-”
“Shh.” she placed her finger on your lips. “We’ve been together for almost a year. And this is my first relationship and… everything, I guess. I was scared at first and I didn’t know how to open up like that–physically, emotionally, all of it.”
You stayed quiet and listened to every subtle stutter and rise in her voice.
“But you never rushed me, oppa. You always respected what I needed. You held me when I cried, stood by me when I was at my worst. You made me feel safe and loved.” Her eyes didn’t waver. “I trust you.”
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The next morning, the sun filtered in slowly and hazy through the curtains, shining softly on the sheets. Seoul was still quiet this high up, everything was just a silent hum below you. Your eyes opened to the sight of her bare shoulder, warm against your chest, fingers still resting where they fell sometime during the night. You almost didn’t want to risk moving and ruining everything.
I could get used to this…
Wonyoung finally stirred, her voice muffled against your skin.
“You were… something last night, oppa...”
“You say that like I wrestled you.”
“You kind of did, you monster...” she teased, voice raspy. “And you’re lucky I let you.”
You glanced down at Wonyoung, strands of her hair splayed across the pillow, that flush still lingering on her chubby cheeks.
“Lucky, huh?”
She nodded sleepily. “Mmm.... One wrong move and I would’ve sent you back to that exam room.”
You scoffed, hand pinching with her cheeks.
“You’re now required by law to take care of me for life, oppa.”
“By what law?”
“Mine.” she mumbled, poking your bare chest. “No backing down now, Han Haejoon. That was… a legally blinding act of love last night.”
You laughed again, this time so hard it even shook Wonyoung a little.
“What logic is this, judge Jang?”
“Shh.” she yawned, pulling the blanket higher. “I don’t make the rule, oppa. You are now sentenced to be by my side for life...”
And with that, Wonyoung tucked herself fully against your chest, already drifting again. This girl had just sentenced you to the best punishment ever and went straight to sleep.
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You didn’t even get the chance to check your exam results first. Wonyoung found out before you did. She barged into your work space with her phone, yelling ‘Oppa, you passed!’ while shoving the screen to your face. You were still processing the word PASS when she started crying, already on the phone with everyone to break the news like she’d been the one who took the test and became a licensed architect. From that day on, life only got better.
Her floral studio kept growing. You, now finally a licensed architect, had a steady and growing career at the studio. There were nights you came home too tired to even talk, mornings you overslept together and laughed through the chaos. But you built a life together–coffee in the morning, bickering in the grocery aisles, late night delivery food while she wrapped orders on the floor while you revised designs on your tablet. You fought sometimes. Of course, life had to happen. But it was over dumb things and never stuck. You two loved better, apologized faster and made time for each other.
Two years passed like that. And then one night, you looked over at Wonyoung wearing a simple home dress, folding pamphlets for a wedding fair, nose scrunching as she was hyper focused and again, something inside you just clicked–that same something that made you decide to confess to her a few years back. You weren’t getting any younger, and honestly, it felt like the right thing to do. Obvious, even.
You were going to propose. You wanted to get married.
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It was a quiet Sunday afternoon. Rain tapped softly against the windows. Wonyoung was warm and cozy on the couch with her legs folded to the side. You bought the ring a month ago, hiding in the back of your drawer behind an old architecture model. You’d check it every few days like it might disappear if you didn’t. And today just felt right.
So you sat beside Wonyoung with your sketchbook in your lap, pretending to flip through it. She glanced at you lazily, eyes still soft from a quick nap.
“Can you look at something for me, baby?” you tried to keep it casual. “New sketch idea.”
“I’ll be brutal, oppa~ Don’t cry.”
Wonyoung reached for the sketchbook with no hesitation, resting it across her knees. She flipped open the cover, expecting blueprints or another half finished draft of whatever you’d been obsessing over this week. But instead, Wonyoung found herself.
A pencil drawing of Wonyoung in the kitchen, arms elbow deep in a flower bucket. Her hair was messily tied up. The caption scribbled at the bottom said:
first week moving into her apartment, she was a bit mad that I got some water on her ribbon.
She blinked, confused but still turned the page. Then another drawing of Wonyoung standing in the back room at her floral studio, doing her things. You still remembered that scene like it was yesterday.
she didn’t know I would come back that early. she didn’t know how hard I ran.
Page after page, it kept going. Small moments. Big ones. Her asleep on your chest. Her on the floor, giggling after your little play fights. Her waiting for you after your last exam in her dress, holding the flowers she arranged herself. Then came the last page with you kneeling on the ground. Sketchbook-you had one hand extended, a ring box open in the center of the page. Below it, in your neatest handwriting in years.
Will you marry me?
Wonyoung stared at the page for a moment, frozen. Then she looked to the side. You were on one knee, for real this time as you held out the box you’d been hiding for a month. You had been gathering up courage for a month now. Her eyes widened. One hand flew to her mouth, the other still gripping the sketchbook like it could steady her. Her chest rose and fell, shaky. You held the box a little tighter now, heart pounding so loud it felt like it filled the room.
“Wonyoung-ah… Will you marry me?”
Wonyoung let out a choked laugh and sent the sketchbook flying with her shaking hands. Her eyes turned glossy, a grin breaking through her stunned expression.
“...Are you serious, oppa?”
“I’ve never been more serious about anything in my life.”
And then she was in your arms, hugging you so tightly the box almost slipped from your hand.
“Yes, oppa…” Her face was tucked into your neck, shoulders trembling. “Yes… Yes!”
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Life was crazy, and love came at you fast. You didn’t know what to expect. Still, you wouldn’t change it for anything. From a heartbroken man in Hong Kong to a married and fully licensed architect. The first morning of your honeymoon, you woke up to soft golden sunlight. The bed was so soft and you just wanted to lay there for a moment, doing nothing. And you turned your head toward the couch.
There your wife was.
Wonyoung was curled up on the window side couch in a fluffy robe, hair twisted up in a towel, legs tucked under as she held a small glass of fruit in one hand, nibbling casually. The city behind her didn’t mean anything to you now, it was just there to emphasize her beauty. She looked so good your heart didn’t know how to feel anymore.
“Morning, hubby~” Wonyoung grinned, biting into a strawberry. “Sleep okay?”
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A/N: silly? idk i'm changing things up this time, i guess. another one brought back from the dungeon
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“It’s not late... noona.”
You said as you calmly laid your coffee cup down on the table with a soft clink. The morning light filtered through the giant windows next to you, casting morning golden streaks across the office. Outside, Hannam-dong - the country’s oasis of wealth and luxury - was busy as usual at this time of the day. Inside, everything was peaceful except for the annoyingly silent buzz of the AC and the sound of your sister shifting on the soft leather sofa, who looked completely at home despite the modern space.
“You’re thirty three, idiot. That’s too late.”
“Dad married mom when he was almost forty, didn’t he? I still have a long way to g-”
“That was different! Society’s changed!” Nayeon shot you a judgemental look.
“Are you serious right now, noona?”
“Yes, really!” your sister crossed her arms, almost offended that you’d asked. “Our country’s birthrate is in crisis. You have to do your part.”
“My part!?”
“Yes. As a citizen. As our parents’ son.” she pointed at you. “Tall, educated, healthy, financially stable and ugh… I can’t believe I’m saying this…”
“Saying what?”
“Good looks… ughh…”
It was always good to hear someone who always bullied you since you were little admit that. The stupid smirk on your face showed it really well, especially with how Nayeon was faking, or not, a puking sound.
“Stop doing that! And what are you even waiting for, idiot!?”
“I founded this company, didn’t I?” your turn to roll your eyes. “I…uh, pay taxes. I already did my part.”
She scoffed and sat straighter. “Taxes and high-end clothes don’t get you a wife, idiot.”
A comeback was already there in your mind. But the look in her eyes stopped you, not annoyed or amused, just tired. She looked down at her hands for a quiet moment before speaking again, her voice filled with what seemed like artificial sadness to you.
“Mom and dad aren’t getting any younger… They are almost getting to the age where we have more hospital checkups than family gatherings. Don’t you realize that?”
“Don’t do that to me… Come on…”
“You’ve never introduced a single girlfriend to us. Not once.” Here came the sad eyes. “Your cousins are having babies, getting married… Everything, even showing up at Chuseok with rings on their fingers and someone beside them. But you!?… you work day and night. For what?”
“It’s just…” You rubbed a hand over your face and sighed. It wasn’t like you hadn’t thought about this before. “I haven’t dated anyone in a long time, noona.”
“And why is that?” Nayeon asked gently, part anticipating like a sister who was finally hearing something she’d waited a long time to understand.
“I don’t know… I guess I just got comfortable living like this. Letting someone into my life right now doesn’t feel right.”
Your sister stayed silent, and when she spoke, her voice was softer than before.
“...That’s not comfort. You're just used to being alone.”
You looked up slowly, knowing she wasn’t scolding.
“I’m not asking you to fall in love tomorrow. But open the door, at least… Just enough for someone to come in.”
You hummed at her words, not intending on discussing this topic further.
“Anyway...” Nayeon smoothened her scarf, exhaling as if she was letting out all her frustrations and worries. “I didn’t just come here to nag your hopeless ass, you know. I came to bring something for Yoon-Ah.”
“For her? Not your brother?”
“You?” she smirked. “You can take care of yourself. You’re a grown man.”
Like always, Nayeon didn’t even wait for your answer. Instead, she reached for a paper bag beside her legs, lifting it carefully and showed you like it was some prized offerings.
“Some premium ginseng extract and a few tonic packets from that clinic in Cheongdam. You know, that one all the chaebol wives and mistresses go to? Some black sesame snacks too. Good for stamina and stress.”
“For Yoon-Ah? Really?” you asked again.
“Of course! She mentioned she’s been tired since you made her work too much.” she glared at you, that one look only a sister could give. “I should scold you more for that, you idiot.”
A helpless chuckle escaped your lips.
“She insists on staying late! I drive her home everytime I can.”
…
“So are you two…?” your sister trailed off, narrowing her eyes as she tried to dig for some clues, subtle but sharp.
“Are we… what?”
Lips pursuing, Nayeon examined you like she could read something off your face like she’d always done back when you were in high school. Well, not anymore. Years had gone by and you’d learnt to adapt. Knowing she couldn’t win this, she simply leaned back on the leather soft with a sigh.
“I’m just saying… you two seem close. Maybe too comfortable with each other…. And your stupid face lights up whenever you talk about her.”
As much as you hated to admit, you knew Nayeon was right. So you just rubbed the back of your neck and avoided your sister’s gaze. But before she could press further, a soft chime came up from the intercom on your desk.
“Sajang-nim... may I come in?”
That warm and familiar voice filtered through the speaker, the one that always gave you extra motivation when you sat down on this desk every workday.
You cleared your throat.
“...Ahem, come in, secretary Seol.”
The door creaked open, and there she was, your favorite person in this entire building.
She stepped inside with her usual grace, her simple stripe button up blouse was tucked neatly, like it was tailored specifically to fit her frame. Her hair is pulled back into a neat ponytail, all smooth and polished. You never said it out loud, but your days always felt a little bit better when she wore her hair like that. Around her neck hung a simple lanyard with her ID, one that you'd told her a few times looked to formal, but Yoon-Ah'd just smile and say “It makes me look professional, don’t you think, sajang-nim?”.
“Good morning, sajang-nim…” she turned gracefully and gave a playful yet somehow still very polite little bow at Nayeon. “Unnie.”
You nodded in acknowledgement a little too fast while your sister instantly smiled, sitting more up right on the sofa.
“Oh my!” visibly brightened, Nayeon’s tone turned affectionate. “You’ve gotten even more elegant in person, Yoon-Ah ah! How have you been, honey? Come here!”
Yoon-Ah settled gracefully beside your sister on the sofa, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear, her posture was elegant yet unassuming. Your sister reached for her hand instantly.
“Look at you, so beautiful!! Are you sure you’re not secretly royalty!?”
Yoon-Ah laughed softly, cheeks tinting pink. “You flatter me too much, unnie.”
“Nonsense.” your sister pat her hand. “You’re so polite, mmm, well put together… What do you think about my brother? Is he good looking?”
The girl was only caught off guard for a second before regaining her composure instantly and smiled. “Sajang-nim certainly is very… charismatic.”
You would’ve been giggling like a middle schooler had there been no one right here with how Yoon-Ah answered it.
“Charismatic, hmm? Not handsome?” Nayeon leaned closer to her, eyes expecting. Yoon-Ah gave you a subtle glance, unreadable, before replying.
“That too. He has… his own charms.”
“Did you hear that!? ‘His own charms’. Yoon-Ah just said you’re just barely tolerable, dipshit.”
“Shut up…”
Nayeon just waved you off with a smile and turned back to Yoon-Ah.
“Honestly, though. You’re so composed and smart, and beautiful on top of that. I don’t know how my brother landed a secretary like you, honey.”
Yoon-Ah chuckled lightly, her gaze lowering as if that could hide the light pink blooming on her cheeks. “He didn’t, unnie. I just applied.”
“Right, right… Whatever fate brought you two together, I’m grateful. You brighten his life up just by being by his side.”
Somewhere between their conversation, you got lost with how ethereal Yoon-Ah looked. Something about the way the sunlight caught the curve of her cheeks, the way her hair framed her face, the softness in her deer eyes. It ached your heart so much… in a good way, of course. You imagined her beside you, but not in the office. Maybe somewhere quieter, warmer, with her head on your shoulder…
“Yah.” Nayeon’s voice snapped you back to reality immediately. You blinked, eyes adjusting again to the sunlight in the room. Yoon-Ah was still sitting on the sofa with the same pretty smile and graceful posture. The little dream was gone, but it lingered tenderly in your mind.
“What were you saying, noona?”
“Nothing important. I’m leaving now, dummy.” She then stood up with a pleasant sigh, smoothing her jacket as she showered Yoon-Ah with all the warmth in her eyes. “Don’t work too hard, honey. Thank you for keeping my idiot brother in line.”
“Of course, unnie. Thank you for visiting.”
Your sister leaned in, patting her lightly on the arm.
“Don’t act too polite with me. And don’t let him work too hard, okay? Ah, right! Next time, come visit me at our house even without him around.”
You only watched the exchange quietly, heart still beating a little too fast from the daydream you hadn’t meant to fall into.
“Take care then, noona.”
“I always do. Maybe you should listen to yourself.” Nayeon paused at the door for a moment. “...Especially with Yoon-Ah around.”
The room fell quiet again the moment Nayeon took all the noise with her as she left. Then you looked at Yoon-ah as she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, again, still looking like the girl from your imagination.
What the hell am I going to do with these feelings?
“Are you okay, sajang-nim?”
“Sure, nothing… I just spaced out.”
Yoon-Ah tilted her head slightly, the corner of her mouth lifting.
“You looked like you were thinking very hard about something.” As innocent as her voice sounded, you could still catch the tease under her tone. You tried to keep your expression neutral.
“Nothing important, secretary Seol.”
“Mmm.” she hummed, unconvinced. “It didn’t seem like nothing to me, sajang-nim.”
You shifted in your seat. “My sister likes you, that’s all.”
“Ah… She’s very sweet but I’m guessing that’s not the part that made you zone out.”
Playing dumb wouldn’t get you out of this. Time to take back control.
“Alright… let’s just get to business. What did you come in here for?”
Yoon-Ah nodded with a satisfied smile, effortlessly shifting into her professional mode at your question.
“It’s Friday so there isn’t much on the schedule. You have two meetings to review the new releases. Then just a short stop this afternoon at the aespa shoot. You’re supposed to hand Karina-ssi a bouquet and take a photo with her.”
“Really?” your tone raised a little out of surprise. “I thought they were joking, no?”
“The team insisted.” The corner of her lips curved lightly. “Basic PR duties, sajang-nim.”
“I’m not complaining. It’s not every day that I get to take a picture with Karina anyway. And after that, I’m done?”
“Barring any emergencies.” she checked on the tablet again before looking up at you, though the way she said it felt more than just an observation. “You’ve been working too much lately anyway, sajang-nim. You’re… surprisingly efficient.”
“‘Surprisingly’? You’ve been with me for three years, since the start of this company and ‘surprisingly’?”
Yoon-Ah pressed her lips together lightly, not the least apologetic. “Just keeping you humble, sajang-nim.”
“...You’re getting bolder.”
“Maybe I am, sajang-nim.” she shot back instantly. “Or maybe you’re getting softer.”
A quiet beat took over for a second, something a little warmer settled into the room.
…
“Why do you still refuse to call me oppa, Seol Yoon-Ah?” there it was again, the question you always brought up every now and then. “I mean… calling me by my name is also fine by me. It’s not like we are strangers, you know. I gave you permission a long time ago.”
She smiled, definitely not letting you have the smallest glimpse of what she was thinking.
“We have to be professional, sajang-nim.” she said, emphasizing the title to put distance between the two of you, though her tone did the complete opposite. Then she added a soft, teasing line. “Besides… you’d get too happy if I called you oppa. And I’m not here to feed your ego, sajang-nim. I’m here to help you be more efficient and manage your schedule.”
She looked back down at her iPad, the twitch on the corner of her lips signaled a quiet victory.
Not so early.
The thought barely settled before you stood up, rounding your desk slowly. Yoon-Ah didn’t look up right away but you saw her finger pausing over the screen as she felt you closing the distance. You stopped in front of her, letting your presence linger just enough to make her glance up.
“Then what about that night…?” you smirked. “You got so drunk I really struggled to drive you home and helped you upstairs… and you kept mumbling ‘oppa’ against my chest, secretary Seol.”
Her eyes widened, lashes fluttered just once and that was enough to tell you she knew exactly what night you were talking about. The memory hit her hard before she could guard herself.
“If I recall correctly… You kept biting my hands, crying and complaining that I don’t give you enough attention at work, secretary Seol”
For once, your intelligent secretary couldn’t come up with a comeback as a flush crept into her cheeks and her grip on the tablet tightened.
“That’s a little too much, secretary Seol. We might have to get HR involved.” Then you leaned in closer, slower to lower yourself beside her ear until she could hear your whisper, a near perfect imitation of Yoon-Ah’s voice, with a smirk.
“Don’t leave me yet, oppa… please…”
Then you lifted your hand and gently clasped her wrist, startling her.
“You held on to it like this and wouldn’t let go.”
Yoon-Ah’s eyes moved to where your hand grabbed her wrist. She definitely remembered. The ever professional secretary was thrown off balance, blinking like she couldn’t decide whether to pull away or freeze.
“Still no thank you from you yet, by the way. It’s been almost two months now.”
The engine was clearly working overtime through her eyes, calculating to come back with something sharp and clever while being flustered, exposed at the same time. Damn, what a cute sight.
“What’s wrong? Cat got your tongue? Or did oppa make too much of an impression saving you that night?”
Yoon-Ah yanked her wrist back like your touch burned her. But you already did too much damage. She was blushing, her posture stiff and her mouth open but couldn’t find the right words.
“Sajang-nim.” she finally muttered, eyebrows drawn tightly together. She turned her head sideways to hide the rising color in her cheeks. .
“Still waiting on that ‘thank you’~” you leaned back to let the tension breathe, enjoying this way more than you should. “You’re usually quicker than this, Yoon-Ah-ssi.”
“Thank you, sajang-nim.” Yoon-Ah finally muttered like it physically hurt her pride to say it.
“Just that?” you titled your head. “You think that’s enough after everything I went through, secretary Seol?”
Only now did she glance up, sharply. “Do you want an award ceremony, sajang-nim?”
“Interest. That’s all. The economy’s been rough lately.”
Yoon-Ah narrowed her eyes but couldn’t hold back the smile forming on her lips.
“What kind of interest are we talking about here?”
“Maybe… uhh, I don’t know…” you looked up to the ceiling, pretending to think. “A kiss on the cheek should cover the fee, secretary Seol.”
Her scoff was immediate but the amusement in her eyes betrayed her.
“Is that how you do business now? Bullying your way through outstanding debts.”
“Only with clients who get drunk and call me oppa while they almost vomit on me.”
Yoon-Ah stared at you harder, the red on her cheeks didn’t help much. “You’re lucky I haven’t reported that night to anyone, sajang-nim!”
“Ah… but I only helped you home that night. And confessing that to HR would mean creating a workplace scandal right here.”
No power or threat in her glare as Yoon-Ah leaned closer. If anything, you only found it cute.
“Keep pushing it and I’m writing a full report, sajang-nim.”
Your answer was to lean down closer, forehead almost touching hers.
“Make sure to include the part where you begged me to drink with you too, secretary Seol.”
A slight twitch on the corner of her eyes, maybe a mix of annoyance and amusement.
“One day… I’m going to put you in your place, sajang-nim.”
“I’m counting on it. But for now… cheek?”
The stare she threw at you was long enough for her to weigh her options. Finally, Yoon-Ah let out a long exhale, the sign of resignation.
“Close your eyes, sajang-nim.”
“Why?”
“You wouldn’t want to peek during an award ceremony, would you?” her voice filled with sudden happiness.
Though a little suspicious, you obliged and shut your eyes with a sigh. “Fine…”
A few seconds went by, still nothing. Just before you were about to say something, you felt a light brush of her lips land just shy of your lips, barely a kiss. You opened one eye to glare at her, your tone completely flat.
“That was nothing. Literally air.”
Your secretary was already retreating, trying not to laugh and clearly enjoying teasing you.
“It still counts, sajang-nim. The ceremony's over!”
“No, no, no.” you reached out and grabbed her wrist, firm but not enough to hurt her. “Secretary Seol, I demand a kiss.”
“Sajang-nimmm~” Yoon-Ah whined, the sound almost turning your knees into spaghetti. She gave your grip a half hearted tug but didn’t really try to escape. She still didn’t give up on suppressing a smile though she clearly knew she was failing miserably.
“You’re abusing your power~” she pouted, too cute.
“Aegyo won’t let you get away with this, secretary Seol.”
You tried so hard not to look away for a second. Seol Yoon-Ah was a dangerous woman. She really had no idea what she was doing to you. Or maybe she did. Who knew? She then scrunched her nose and stuck out her tongue to you - a final act of rebellion before stepping even closer, eyes lifting to meet yours.
“Fine.” she mumbled. “One real kiss.”
“That easy…?”
“I just want you to shut up, sajang-nim.”
You let go of her wrist only to take both of them seconds later deliberately. Yoon-Ah blinked, your grip was firm as your thumbs brushed the inside of her wrists.
“In case you try to escape. I’m not taking an ‘air’ kiss this time, secretary Seol.”
Suddenly, a flicker of confidence and mischief lit up her face. The corner of her lips curled up, slow and dangerous.
“Close your eyes then, sajang-nim.”
That smug expression on her face left you with no choice anyway. You sighed and shut your eyes again, expecting. You could feel Yoon-Ah tiptoeing slightly, her gentle inhale, the little rustle of her clothes before her lips finally pressed against your cheek.
No more teasing. Yoon-Ah kissed your cheek long and firm, her lips molding onto your skin with a boldness that stole your breath away. You felt the way she tilted her head slightly, swaying into the kiss like she meant every second of it. You wanted more, so much more. But-
“Muah!”
She pulled away. Your skin was now warm with her lipstick stamped there like her branding. When you opened your eyes, Yoon-Ah was still too close.
“How about that, oppa~?” she murmured, voice a little breathless.
You tried and held onto her gaze, almost failing to act unaffected. Slowly, you let go of her wrists, your fingers intentionally lingering on before slipping away completely.
“Not bad.” you tried to sound confident.
A shy blush bloomed across her face with a nervous smile to replace her confidence just seconds ago. You then cleared your throat, subtle but necessary, before nodding at the leather sofa and nodding your chin in its.
“Ahem… There are some ginseng extracts, a few tonic packets and uh… some black sesame snacks in that bag over there. My sister brought it over for you.” you said, walking to it. “From that clinic in Cheongdam, you know?”
You picked up the bag and held it out to her. Yoon-Ah followed you, cheeks still pink from earlier and took the bag slowly.
“Ah… that one clinic all the rich people’s wives and mistresses go to?” she said, her voice a little soft and flustered. “Your sister told me a lot about it, sajang-nim. We chat a lot, actually.”
“Since when?”
Yoon-Ah gave you a judging look, almost surprised that you even asked. “Umm… since forever? She texts me all the time and asks about you, your dating life… us…”
“And you tell her I make you work too much? If anything, I make you work less and come home early these days.”
Yoon-Ah pretended to let out a small cough to dodge your question, eyes looking at the clock on the wall as she avoided your gaze. “A- Anyway… it’s almost time for your meeting this morning, sajang-nim.”
“...I’ll let it slide this time, secretary Seol.”
Dragging your feet back to your desk with a sigh, you shifted through the clutter of documents on your desk while ignoring the warmth on your skin but paused when you noticed your secretary lingering around before walking toward you.
“Wait, sajang-nim...” she spoke softly. “You still have my lipstick mark on… your cheek.”
You stayed still as she pulled a tissue from the little box on the desk and reached up, dabbing at the spot with what seemed like precision. Though you couldn’t help but think there was a bit of affection in there as well, you’d been hoping so for so long anyway.
“Reapply your lipsticks, too, secretary Seol.” you continued to search through the documents, not looking at her. “I’ll… ahem, wait.”
Yoon-Ah lowered her head into a small bow. The results of all that messing around a few minutes ago was still clear on her face.
“Ah, yes… thank you, sajang-nim.”
The morning room passed, dreadfully, with what felt like thousands of updates and reviews. You sat at the head of the sleek conference room, listening to everything with Yoon-Ah next to you, taking notes with her usual precision.
Three years ago, you left one of the biggest names in Korea’s fashion game as their rising creative director - young, bold, and already successful. People thought you were crazy, even your parents stopped you at first. But you took a gamble anyway, at the age of thirty. Now? You were running your own fashion company, still rising, not quite a household name yet but you’d come far. People loved it, you had your own team and your own building in Hannam-dong, the land of the rich right in Seoul.
Somewhere in the middle of the meeting, your eyes turned to Yoon-Ah by themselves.
-
You still remembered being struck by her beauty the day she first walked in for the interview, back when this company was just your dream and a cheap nameplate taped to a rented shoebox in Itaewon. She had been fresh out of university then, too nervous, clutching her portfolio with both hands like it might save her and land her the job as she walked in.
“Why’d you apply here, honestly? I mean… aren’t you scared this might be a… I don’t know, money laundering scheme. This company has nothing right now, Yoon-Ah-ssi.”
She let out a tiny, nervous laugh.
“I… um… I looked you up before I applied.” she answered too fast, glancing down a little like she regretted blurting it out. “I- I read about your work. The collection you helped develop at your pre- previous company… the 2019 one.”
You didn’t say anything and let her go on for another five minutes. Yoon-Ah fumbled a little more, both endearing and awkwardly. It’d been in your memory ever since, and you loved it whenever she went to work in the same outfit. Something about it always pulled you back to your first meeting, to the shy but clearly talented Yoon-Ah.
-
From that day on, the two of you built more than just your company together. You taught her a lot, from dealing with fashion related problems, difficult clients to how to be more aggressive in business. Yoon-Ah picked up everything fast. You knew she was smarter but she’d been outdoing your expectations after her first few weeks, always delivering more than what was asked. Still, no matter how much time passed or how confident she appeared with others, Yoon-Ah always carried a trace of that shyness when she was around you.
However, in recent months, things had shifted. A slow, complicated push and pull neither of you wanted to define out loud. Late night conversations in the office. Lingering glances everywhere you went. Her being mad at you for forgetting her gift after a business trip in Japan, only for her to bring you coffee the next morning, made just the way you liked it with a flirty smile that you couldn’t stop dreaming about.
Yoon-Ah started standing closer and leaning in more. You both intentionally stuck by each other’s side in the elevator whenever it was empty. And you’d started driving her home every day from work too, a quiet routine that had begun just a few months ago. Still, Seol Yoon-Ah always knew exactly when to draw a line, when to turn her head away to remind you that she was still your secretary. But… the kiss on the cheek she gave you this morning was a great leap forward. And you wanted more. So much more.
“Sajang-nim.” her voice broke your trance of thoughts, soft but pointed. “Umm… you were spacing out, sajang-nim. They’ve just finished the presentation.”
You sat up straighter, coughed lightly and picked up where she left off. Another meeting followed. When it finally ended and most of the team had filtered out quickly for lunch, you returned to your office and collapsed immediately on the leather sofa. Yoon-Ah walked in later carrying a small tray. She calmly set everything down on the coffee table before taking her seat next to you.
“Lunch before meeting the Karina, sajang-nim.” Yoon-Ah unwrapped the utensils and handed over yours without looking.
“Ughh… finally. Karina~” you sang with exaggerated joy and dragged yourself upright.
“Aghh…” Yoon-Ah suddenly whined as she peeled off the lid of her lunch box, poking at a neatly packed pile of green vegetables. “Again~? They always forget I hate these…”
Seizing the chance, you immediately leaned to her side with your mouth open. “Ahh~”
Yoon-Ah froze with her chopsticks in hand, staring at you before her lips twitched into a smile.
“You’re weird sometimes, sajang-nim. It doesn't feel right on you”
You didn’t move, just tilted your head and widened your eyes in the most obnoxiously innocent expression you could ever make. Her cheeks were already pink as she picked up a piece of broccoli and fed you hesitantly.
“This better not become an everyday thing.” Yoon-Ah looked away the second you started chewing, muttering.
You swallowed, still smug. “I might have to make this a real clause when we discuss your renewal contract, secretary Seol.”
Yoon-Ah scoffed under her breath but the pink on her cheeks deepened.
“I’m writing a report to HR next Monday.”
You nudged her knee. She picked up another piece of green and held it out silently. You leaned in with no hesitation and took it with a happy hum.
“...You’re enjoying this too much, sajang-nim.” Yoon-ah said, picking up another piece.
“You’re lucky I’m is a good eater.” you mumbled, earning a gentle hit of her elbow on your shoulder.
This went on quietly, rhythmically. Yoon-Ah feeding you vegetables, you chewing with exaggerated joy, her pretending not to smile as she emptied every last piece of green from her lunch box into your mouth. By the end, the only thing left was that smile she was struggling to hide on her lips.
The city rolled past outside the tinted windows of your car, sunlight bouncing off the glass. You had one hand on the steering wheel, the other rested lazily near the gearshift. Yoon-Ah was puffing her cheeks in and out, scrolling through something on her phone.
“Okay. Balance game.”
“Listening.”
“Have chaebol level wealth and power… or stay exactly as you are right now. Same wealth, same power?”
“Really? Didn’t you ask me something similar before?”
This was something you two usually did whenever the ride got too boring. She still didn’t look up from her phone, voice singing. “Answer~”
“Umm… stay as I am now.” You tapped your fingers on the steering wheel and that made her glance at you.
“You’re passing on generational wealth and the power to boss the president around?”
“I mean, chaebol level wealth and power mean I’d have to work pretty much every day. Get in a scandal every few years, get involved in political stuff… and basically no freedom to do what I want in public. Sometimes spend a few months in jail waiting to get pardoned… So it's not worth it.”
Yoon-Ah tilted her head and hummed. “Mmm, interesting.”
“I mean… I have money now, don’t I? I won’t even get to spend all of it before I die. That kind of wealth doesn’t really mean much to me.”
Yoon-Ah leaned back against the headrest, thinking for a moment before asking again.
“So when do you plan to settle down, sajang-nim?” Her tone was definitely not meaningless.
“Why the sudden topic? Are you planning to recommend someone to me, secretary Seol?”
Yoon-Ah let out a soft scoff. “Do you even have a girlfriend right now?”
And there it was, a quiet check. To see if you had one. To see if that romantic tension between all these times was genuine. You knew… well, you guessed it.
“Obviously not. Why do you think my sister keeps coming over to nag me every week?”
“Your sister just wants you to be happy, I guess.”
You finally took your eyes off the road and glanced over at Yoon-Ah for a brief second, catching how she bit back a smile.
“Okay, secretary Seol. My turn.”
That got her attention, eyes turning back to you.
“Men your age… ” you paused, speaking again only when it felt right. “Or… let’s just say, men… in their early thirties?”
You didn’t even try to hide what you meant.
“Why, sajang-nim? Asking for a friend?” That flicker of amusement beneath her expression showed you she knew exactly what you meant. She let the question hang for a moment too long, lips still curved. “Early thirties, I think. More stable. More… mature. But of course, that’s assuming we don’t work together. I don’t have any interest in dating people from work, really.”
And there it was again. The line Seol Yoon-Ah always drew. Not too close. Not too far. You let out a breath through your nose as the silence stretched, feeling a quiet little ache in your heart. Yoon-Ah knew the effect she had on you, always teasing you just enough and staying just far enough.
“Mmm… Got it.” you finally muttered, not wanting to be heard. Ten minutes later, you pulled up at the studio parking lot. From the passenger seat, Yoon-Ah glanced at her phone then at the building.
“They’re in the middle of the shoot.”
You reached behind your seat, grabbed the bouquet meant for Karina - wrapped to perfection, all PR polished - and stepped out, the car door shutting behind you with a soft thud. You circled around to her side and opened the door.
“What kind of boss drives his secretary around and opens the door for her, sajang-nim?”
Again, that playful tendency of hers. You replied flatly, still a bit hurt from your last interaction in the car.
“The really good kind. The handsome kind. The caring kind.”
Yoon-Ah laughed gently, tilting her head as she stepped out. “Mmm~ Must be exhausting being all three.”
You didn’t smile. “It’s worth it. If someone eventually notices.”
“You should save that line for Karina, sajang-nim.” she said and smoothed down the front of her skirt, voice a little softer than before. “She’s the one getting the flower, after all.”
Wasn’t a jab, not really. Under that teasing edge, there was something else, something unspoken. You looked at her to try and catch it but it was too late, Yoon-Ah was already stepping past you and walking toward the studio entrance like nothing had happened. You adjusted your grip on the bouquet and followed.
The studio door shut behind you with a loud click, muffling the city noise outside. Inside, everything was bright, cinematic. Spotlights humming, stylists moving quickly, racks of clothing everywhere. You and Yoon-Ah walked past the staff, bowing and greeting. They led you near the center and there she was.
aespa’s Karina
She was kneeling in front of the green screen, her unique plaid dress hugged her perfectly at the waist. Her hair was sleek, falling down in front of one shoulder leaving the other bare. A leather jacket was slipping down her arms. Everything she wore just looked so effortlessly beautiful and expensive.
“We just started twenty minutes ago, sajang-nim. Sorry for making you wait like this.” a staff member spoke up.
“Ahh, no... It’s okay. Don’t worry about it. You guys are working hard.”
The camera shuttered again. Karina shifted to lie on her stomach, legs in the air, the dress riding up just slightly as she propped her chin on her hand. The pose looked casual but you knew how precise every tilt of her head was. She looked great in everything.
“Cut!” the photographer said out loud. “That’s beautiful, everyone! Let’s take a break and reset the lighting for the next setup.”
Karina pushed herself up slowly, movements pretty even off camera as she soon moved with her team to her waiting room. You and Yoon-Ah followed a staff member there but stopped almost instantly when you got there. That moment, you suddenly felt Yoon-Ah’s intense turning to you from the side, sharp and intense, but she stayed silent.
The moment you got to Karina’s waiting room, her eyes almost twitched into an eye smile as she saw you, like she hadn’t expected to see you today but was definitely glad you came. Then it was gone as she quickly blinked and turned to her staff member to say something about her makeup. Next to you, Yoon-Ah shifted her weight and crossed her arms.
“You’re staring...”
“What?”
“I said…” her tone got low. “I said you’re staring, sajang-nim.”
"No, I'm not." you raised an eyebrow, confused.
"Yes, you were."
"Okay...? I'm gonna go say hi to her then."
Karina’s gaze flicked to as you approached, her expression turned softer before flashing you a gentle smile.
“Hi, Karina-ssi.” you bowed politely, extending the bouquet toward her with both hands.
“Ah- hi, sajang-nim.” she smiled brightly, standing up quickly to bow back. “It’s really great to see you here today.”
“You’ve been working so hard. I honestly still can’t believe our company landed a deal with you.”
“No, no. It’s really my honour. Thank you so much, sajang-nim.” she smiled looking down at the bouquet, cheeks dusted with light pink. “But I think your clothing just makes me look good, sajang-nim. I really love your designs.”
“No, really. You look really beautiful, like AI. It’s… uh, I can't even describe, honestly.”
Karina laughed quietly as she swayed side to side slightly. “You shouldn’t say things like that so casually, sajang-nim.”
“I’m only just saying the truth, Karina-ssi.”
The two of you fell into an easy conversation like always as the staff stepped out one by one. You were no strangers to each other, having talked a few times before at some events before she modeled for your company.
“I’m actually a big fan of aespa.” you admitted shyly. “Have been for a while.”
Karina lit up, genuine as she tiptoed slightly at the mention of it. “Really?”
What started as casual pleasantries stretched out into a few minutes of relaxed, uninterrupted talking. She laughed when you made dumb jokes, you smiled when she said the jacket you designed actually made her feel cooler than she actually was.
In the middle of it, Karina’s eyes flicked around the room subtly and the remaining of her staff spread out naturally. You were slightly confused at first with how silent the room’d turned but still concentrated on Karina as she stepped closer, her voice dropping so low to make sure that only you could hear. She gently tiptoed up, her perfume finally arrived at your nose.
From a small distance, a certain someone was watching. Yoon-Ah stood just far enough not to hear a word but close enough to see everything. The way Karina smiled up at you, the way you looked back - relaxed, flattered and warm. The way she suddenly handed you her phone so suddenly for some reason. Your secretary didn't move and just stood there, rooted to the floor with fists clenched slightly tigher than usual that her knuckles almost went white. And Karina hadn’t even crossed any lines. She wasn’t being arrogant. She was sweet, polite, even shy.
She wasn't jealous. No, you and Yoon-Ah weren't a thing. But why did it feel like she was being left behind? She wondered if this was her fault for pulling you in just close enough to only push you away whenever she wanted to? Were you trying to get back at her for what’d happened in the car? That's the first pay back she'd seen from you, ever since this whole 'thing' started. And maybe it affected her more than she'd ever admitted.
Whatever it was, she absolutely despised it. You, obviously, had no idea what Yoon-Ah was thinking, or that she was even looking. You were still dazed, trying to process reality. Now, Yoon-Ah’d had enough. She tried to wait for the heat in her chest to settle, her nails dug crescent moons into her palm but her expressions stayed calm. With steady steps, she approached, heels clicking softly against the studio floor.
“Photos together for our social media, sajang-nim.”
You turned at the sound of her voice, startled. Karina straightened too, her smile still lingering but a teeny bit more cautious now. Yoon-Ah didn’t even glance at Karina. Her eyes were only on you. And her smile? Impeccable. Cold.
There was a distinct shift in the air, one only Yoon-Ah seemed to feel. Karina stood a little too close to you during the photos, her arm brushing yours once or twice. She laughed softly as she posed with the bouquet you’d given her earlier. Every moment made Yoon-Ah’s inside burn even more with something strange she refused to admit.
Karina eventually returned to her photoshoot, her gaze drifting toward you a few more times before the set moved on. You and Yoon-Ah stayed about thirty minutes longer, exchanging a few words with staff, pretending nothing had shifted. When it was time to leave, Yoon-Ah didn’t wait for you like she always did. She instantly turned and marched outside toward the car without a word, heels clicking furiously against the ground. You watched her from behind, already putting the pieces together in your head.
She reached the car first and didn’t wait for you to open the door for her like usual. Nope, she wasn’t that patient now. Instead, she yanked the door open herself and climbed in, slamming it shut with enough force to make someone passing by flinched. You sighed quietly and walked to the car with a smile. Slipping into the driver’s seat, you shut the door with far less drama than she had. The engine hummed to life, but for a moment, you didn’t even touch the steering wheel.
“You okay?”
Her arms were crossed, eyes fixed stubbornly out the window. Her silence said more than words could. You let the question hang there and stop a small laugh that was threatening to escape your lips.
“You look cute when you’re jealous.”
“I believe our schedule for the day is done, sajang-nim. Please drive me home.”
That made you smile wider, tilting your head just slightly so that you could annoy her a little more. Never too late for a little revenge.
“Please take me home, sajang-nim. Thank you.” she repeated, this time with even her tone lower and sharper.
“Yes, ma’am.”
You kept your eyes on the road at first, but you couldn’t help but smile just a little. Your grip on the steering wheel loosened as the pieces fell in place. You glanced sideways before looking ahead again. Maybe you’d understood part of the answer to the question you’d been asking yourself all these months:
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After Chuseok, you returned to the usual pace of life with work and studying, long office hours during the day, textbooks and sketch pads spread across the table at night. The second stage exam loomed large in your mind but Wonyoung’s presence thankfully steadied you. The floral studio also began to bloom beyond conversation. With the layout finalized and the lease signed, Wonyoung, Yena and Hyewon also turned their attention to paperwork and they regretted it immediately.
One weekend, you were summoned to Wonyoung’s apartment for what she called an “emergency paperwork summit”, though the scene looked more like a tax day meltdown. Yena was dying on the floor, lazily mumbling something about bank statements. Hyewon had a pen in her bun and her laptop was open with tabs on how to apply for business registration and other permits. Wonyoung sat in the middle, arms crossed and her usual bright, bubbly eyes seemed deadly like she was ready to kill somebody.
You arrived with their drinks and Wonyoung’s mint chocolate flavored ice cream just when Hyewon was about to sacrifice her soul to the online application portal.
“Hello~ I’m here.” you held up the drinks and ice cream. “One sweet, two regular and mint choco for the people in crisis.”
“You remembered!” Wonyoung beamed instantly, hurrying over in her sock though she didn’t take the ice cream right away. Instead, she looped both arms around your neck and pulled you down for a hug, swaying you side to side.
“Perfect timing, oppa.” her hair tickled your cheek as she sighed softly.
“Is it that bad?” you laugh, balancing the drinks in one hand and ice cream in the other and letting Wonyoung do as she pleased.
Still holding onto you with a pout on her face, Wonyoung flashed you the cutest pout. “Worse! We've been at it for hours. The portal crashed twice and Yena-unnie almost cried!”
“I didn’t cry…” Yena called out, voice getting lower as she spoke because neither she or Hyewon had missed how Wonyoung greeted you. Hyewon’s hands were still hovering over the keyboard when her eyes flew up to catch how Wonyoung was acting.
Wonyoung finally let go, taking the ice cream and her drink from you with a satisfied hum and sat back down on the floor. Yena still stayed where she was, now propped up on one elbow and exchanged a suspicious look with Hyewon.
You only handed them their drinks and settled down next to Wonyoung, too close for two people whose status wasn't public just yet. She scooted closer and opened the lid of her ice cream, way too cheerfully for someone buried in paperwork.
“Oppa~” she smiled softly, holding out a spoonful of mint chocolate ice cream toward you. You were in the mood for some teasing and immediately played along.
“Ugh… Who eats mint chocolate?” Yena made a face.
Hyewon agreed. “That’s like… toothpaste.”
“I do, and he does. Hmph!” Wonyoung took a bite of her ice cream.
“It’s fine…? Refreshing, I guess.”
“Refreshing?” Yena repeated, not hiding the disgust in her tone.
“See? He gets it.” Wonyoung smiled to herself, all smug and proud.
“So what exactly are we looking at anyway?”
“Some registration paperworks.” Hyewon replied, diving back into the mess. “Renovation permits, tax stuff... I gave up halfway and told Wonyoung to call her favorite person in the world. He seems like he could do this.”
Yena chuckled. “Guess that worked out. We also got free drinks!”
It seemed Wonyoung didn’t have enough fun. She then reached for her laptop and slid it into your lap without a word, voice having that sweetness that she rarely used with anyone else.
“Help me, oppa~”
“You didn’t even bother to read the instructions, Wonyoung-ah.”
“I did~” Wonyoung pouted, chin slightly tucked like she was trying to look innocent. “I just didn’t understand them. Especially that permit thing.”
She scooted even closer so she could see the screen clearer while still eating her ice cream.
“This is the minor renovation permit. Since you’re renting the space, you have to submit a floor plan to the district office. This is not too co…”
Wonyoung hummed softly, nodding along to your words as she enjoyed her ice cream. You kept talking, trying to focus but it was hard not to feel your heart tingle every time Wonyoung gave that small sound of understanding, like she was genuinely trying to follow along.
“This business registration thing need your leas-”
“Mmm~” Before you could finish, Wonyoung held out her spoon to you, eyes sparkling. “One more bite, oppa.”
Your lips finally gave in to a smile as you leaned in to take it before going right back to the current task.
“…the lease. Your ID too, it seems. That’s all.”
Outside of your own little bubble, Yena and Hyewon just watched in silence, stunned by the scene in front of them. An hour passed. The paperwork slowly got solved but never once did Wonyoung move away from you. If anything, she kept getting closer, leaning in whenever you scrolled, tapping on your arm when she had a question, humming to herself when you filled out a confusing box. Eventually, she handed you the rest of the paperwork, placing them gently by your side.
“Here, oppa. You’re better at this.”
And of course, you didn’t complain. As you kept going and clicking through forms, Wonyoung got even more comfortable and scrolled aimlessly on her phone while lying her head on your lap, one arm lazy on her stomach.
It was almost like she’d forgotten Hyewon and Yena was there. Yena stared with her jaw partly dropped. On the opposite, Hyewon wore a knowing smile on her face, setting her pen down.
“Okay… Just say it, you two.”
Wonyoung didn’t look up from her phone. “Say what, unnie?”
“This?!” Yena waved a hand between you and Wonyoung. “What is this?”
“Paperwork?”
Hyewon scoffed at the lazy answer from Wonyoung. “Laying your head on his lap is paperwork now?”
“I’m supervising.”
Yena groaned, visibly frustrated at Wonyoung’s obvious fake answer. “No…?! Seriously, are you guys dating or not? I’ve been suspicious since forever!”
“Suspicious of what?”
“Of you two!” Yena was practically pulling at her own hair. “Look at yourself! Who lays on their architect like that?”
“I do, unnie.”
Straightforward. Hyewon laughed under her breath, leaning back on her palm, now enjoying the whole thing more than suspicious. “She’s not wrong…”
“Don’t encourage her, Kang Hyewon!”
“It’s obvious~ Relax.”
“Relax!? How am I supposed to relax when they’re sitting here doing… this?! And pretending like it’s nothing, Hyewon-ah?”
Finally set her phone down, Wonyoung flashed you with that soft smile you always loved before sitting up properly.
“Do you want anything to drink, oppa?”
“Mmm… just water’s fine, baby.”
Yes, that did it. Short but powerful enough to provoke Yena even more.
“Baby?!! Are you fuc-”
“Okay~”
Wonyoung ignored her on purpose and quickly leaned over, giving your cheek a quick kiss before getting up. She strolled off toward the kitchen like nothing happened, clearly satisfied with Yena’s reaction.
“I knew it!!” Yena pointed at you, eyes wide.
“Real detective work, Choi Yena.” Hyewon just laughed, enjoying the show.
“I’m being serious.” Yena turned to her, flailing. “I’ve been saying they’re so into each other since Hong Kong. And now? Baby?!”
“I kinda knew already, like long ago.” Hyewon smirked.
“What?! How?”
“I saw them at that cafe a few weeks ago when they asked me to join them. They weren’t exactly subtle either. Aah, I got a picture too.”
“And you didn’t tell me?!”
“I thought you knew since that dinner already.” Hyewon teased, scrolling through her gallery like it was nothing. Just then, Wonyoung came back and plopped down behind you with a bottle of water. Wrapping her arms loosely around your neck from behind, Wonyoung rested her chin on your shoulder, voice as sweet as ever.
“Here. Drink, oppa.” she murmured, smiling specifically at Yena who watched the whole thing unfold, pointing at her dramatically.
“You! Why didn’t you tell me?!!”
Wonyoung giggled, the sound heaven to your ear. “Tell you what, unnie?”
“That you two are dating?!”
Again, Wonyoung ignored Yena on purpose and looked at your screen, humming.
“Why do you care so much~?”
“Because I called it!” Yena shot back. “I deserve the damn credit?!”
Hyewon shook her head lightly as she laughed.
“Yah, they’re literally right in front of you. Let it go.”
“Exactly. Let it go, unnie.”
No denial or confirmation for Yena, just a very obvious answer sitting right there in front of her. After that day, there wasn’t much left to hide either, at least not from Yena or Hyewon. Both you and Wonyoung made no announcements but people still knew, too easily with the way Wonyoung smiled when you walked into the room or she leaned into your side a little too easily every few minutes.
In private, things turned cozier and softer much faster than you thought. Late at night, after you wrapped up work and studying, she’d still call. Sometimes to check in, sometimes to listen to you breathe while she scrolled through flowers catalogs on her bed. She’d send you photos of plant ideas, furniture samples and things that she couldn’t decide on.
[워녕이🐰]
do u like this one?
[You]
this makes people feel old
[워녕이🐰]
u do have the taste of a millennial sometimes oppa ㅋㅋ
Many nights, Wonyoung came over to your place, comfortably letting herself in after meetings with Hyewon and Yena. She’d learn new recipes and make new dishes, humming to herself while you sat at the kitchen table, scribbling notes or working on practical design tests. You were tired, sure. But then you got even more tired. Some nights your eyes barely stayed open. But every time Wonyoung glanced at you, you still answered her with that loving smile even when your shoulders slumped forward.
The studio also moved forward. By early October, the contractors started to work: repainting the walls, tearing out the old flooring, installing customs counters based on the sketches you’d drawn weeks ago. Furniture orders arrived. The logo signage got printed. It was finally happening. Wonyoung sent you pictures every day, sometimes excited, sometimes stressed.
[워녕이🐰]
they installed the counter too far left, can u tell them to fix it?
what should I say to the contractor, oppa?
why is everyone asking me for decisions i don’t know how to make?
Work deadlines stacked up on your side, your second stage exam loomed and your eyes burned from sketches. But still, you loved her a lot.
[You]
calm down baby
It’s just a counter. I’ll pick u up after work and go with you tomorrow.
The next day, even though your shoulders ached and your phone wouldn’t stop buzzing, you still kept your promise and swung by her place after getting off work. When you got to her apartment complex, Wonyoung was already waiting outside. The second she saw your car pulling up, relief came flashing across her face.
“Oppa!”
You got out of the car and her outfit hit you before anything else did. A simple white top. A black jacket from luxury brand that you had no idea about hanging loose on her shoulder the way she intended it to. Jeans that hugged her hips perfectly.
“Hi, baby…” your throat went dry as she stepped closer. Eyebrows furrowing with everything stuck on her mind, Wonyoung started with her voice soft but urgent.
“The contractor texted me about that counter thing again. They didn’t kn…”
You? Your eyes were stuck on her, whispering without even knowing.
Still frowning, Wonyoung glanced at herself for a second before tugging at her jacket. Her cheeks were flushing a bit, part embarrassed and annoyed at you. Still, you tried stealing one more glance as you opened the door for her.
“Stop it!” she muttered, sliding into the seat. “Focus, oppa.”
In the driver seat, you tried your best to focus. Tried. At the next red light, Wonyoung caught you again. Her lips pressed into a line out of slight frustration, in that way she did when she was really about to scold you.
“What’s wrong with you today, oppa?! Are you even listening to me?”
Cheeks burning, you jerked your gaze back to the road. “Oh- shit… uhh, sorry, baby.”
Wonyoung huffed, arms crossing over her chest.
“Seriously, oppa? Right now?”
“I’m… I’m driving just fine.”
“We’re gonna crash if you keep staring like that, you idiot.”
Your eyes were locked forward, not daring to look sideways as you defended yourself.
“I wasn’t- I mean… not on purpose.”
“Mhm.”
Silence stretched for a second before you tried to clear your throat.
“Work today was stressful. We haven’t met for almost a week… so seeing you, y’know… I’m just happy.” your voice dropped softer. “I’m sorry…”
Wonyoung’s face was still serious as she then stared out the window.
“You better focus at the studio, oppa.”
“Sure, sure... Of course.”
What you didn’t see was the small smile pulling at the corner of her lips, breaking out once she was sure you couldn’t catch it. Wonyoung liked it more than she’d ever admit, things felt funnier this way sometimes. You just kept driving with your face flushed, promising yourself you’d keep your eyes only on the road this time.
At the studio, Wonyoung paced right outside, nervously tugging at her jacket while the workers unpacked their tools. You were, needless to say, very focused. You crouched down to check the measurements yourself, tape measure in hand and quietly fixing the problem she’d been stressing about all day. Then you talked to the workers for her.
Wonyoung stood back and watched you handle it, the tension in her shoulders slowly loosening. When you finally finished talking, you turned and walked to her. Wonyoung didn’t wait. The second you reached her, she quickly stood on her toes and kissed you on your cheek, quick and soft. All the exhaustion in your chest instantly loosened after a grueling day and you finally smiled. Before she could step back, you wrapped your arms around her waist and picked her up easily, spinning her once in the air.
“Oppa!” Wonyoung gasped but her laugh came out right after. You set her back down, letting her feet touch the ground again and her hands still stayed against your chest, not moving away.
“You’re gonna get dust on me, oppa.” she didn’t sound like she minded.
“You’ll be just fine, baby.”
“But thank you.”
“Hmm? For what?”
“For still showing up when you’re tired.”
“Of course I’m gonna show up. You’re the best part of my day.” you murmured back before taking her hands in yours gently. “Let’s… go on a date tonight.”
Her eyes sparkled immediately. “Now?”
“Of course.” You brushed a strand of hair from her cheek. “Dinner, movie… Whatever you want. I wanna make up for not being with you enough these past few weeks.”
Wonyoung squealed softly, throwing her arms around your waist. “Yes! Absolutely!”
You laughed and hugged her back, feeling the happy sway in your arms. But then she pulled back to look at you with the softest face ever.
“But don’t beat yourself up about it, oppa… You’re busy. I get it.”
“I know. But I still wanna try.”
“Then let’s go.”
The two of you walked to the car that’s parked right in front of the studio. You opened the passenger side door for her, hand slightly above her head as she got in. When Wonyoung clicked her seatbelt, you leaned in.
“What do you wanna do?”
She looked out the windshield and thought. The street had soon turned a little busy, the sky was just starting to darken but still very much gentle with a touch of romance in the air.
“I don’t know… but it’d be a shame if we just went home like this.”
“Mm hmm… the sky’s pretty, isn’t it?”
“Let’s drive around for a bit then.”
“Okay.” you brushed her hair and closed the door before walking around to the other side. The car then hummed softly as you started pulling it out of the spot in front of the studio. Your hand rested loosely near the gearshift, hers then slid over yours, warm and full of sympathy.
“Oppa, can I ask you something?”
“Mmm?”
“The second stage exam...” she started, hesitating a bit. “What exactly is it? I mean, I know you’ve been studying so hard, but I don’t really get it.”
“Uh… it’s the practical part.” you explained. “Design solutions, drafting tasks, sometimes an interview or you are given a case and you have to figure it out.”
She nodded slowly, still watching you.
“And that’s why you've been so exhausted lately?”
You sighed, feeling apologetic. “That… and trying to finish two other projects before it. So I can actually breathe afterward.”
Her heart shaped lips pressed together, thoughtful before asking.
“So you’re trying to clear everything before it?”
“Yes, so that I can hopefully spend some time with you again when it’s over.”
Wonyoung didn’t answer. Instead, she suddenly giggled to herself, swaying slightly in her seat.
“What, baby? Are you plotting something?”
She shook her head but the smile already gave it away. “Maybe…”
You kept one hand on the wheel, the other moving to squeeze hers lightly near the gearshift.
“C’mon, tell me.”
“Hmm.” She looked out the window. “Let’s get something to eat at Han river first, oppa. I’m feeling romantic today.”
“Right now?”
“Yes, right now.” Her tone was playful. “Then I’ll tell you, oppa.”
A laugh from you soon followed, already signaling for the next turn. “Fine. Han river it is.”
And just like that, the car rolled toward the city’s quiet side, headlights cutting through the night. When you got there, the night air was still cool, the type of breeze that made people linger outside even after long days. Wonyoung stuck close to you the second you got out of the car, her arm hooking tightly through yours as you walked to the convenience store.
“Why are you so clingy all of a sudden?”
“Are you seriously complaining?” her brows furrowed instantly, pretending to be offended.
“Never. Just asking.” you shook your head with a light laugh.
“Good.” she hugged your arm tighter. “I’m not letting go.”
The two of you then stepped into the convenience store. Warm fluorescent lights buzzed overhead and the smell of ramyeon instantly filled the air. Wonyoung still didn’t let you go. You pushed a cart with your free hand while she stayed attached, browsing the shelves casually. After piling everything into the cart, the two of you headed to the counter. Only then did Wonyoung finally let go of you, just long enough to help unpack the basket. The sound of items being scanned filled the quiet space.
“Did we overdo it?” you asked, pulling out your card.
“It’s okay, oppa. We’ll finish it.”
The rental booth stood nearby outside, lit with a small comfortable light. Picnic mats, foldable tables, cushions… full of options for a sweet date by the river. Wonyoung tugged at your sleeve at the sight of it.
“Let’s get one, oppa!”
You handed a few bills to the vendor while she was tasked with picking out the most comfortable mat they had along with a small foldable table. The two of you then walked toward the riverside, choosing a spot that was close to the water but far enough from the crowd to feel like it was just yours. When you finally sat down, she settled close beside you, as close as she possibly could. Between bites of food, Wonyoung hummed happily and leaned her head softly against your shoulder, chopstick still in hand.
“Ins’t this great, oppa?”
You rested your chin lightly on the top of her head for a second. “Much more than great.”
She let out a happy breath. “I missed this...”
“What, baby?”
“Us. Spending time together.” she nudged your knee, humming happily. “But also, you know… you actually being alive, oppa.”
“Me too… It’s been so long.”
“One more bite.” she sang happily, holding her chopsticks toward your mouth. You smiled at her, leaning to eat the bite she offered. But when you sat back, you felt your chest tightened just a little.
“I’m sorry, baby.”
“What? Why?” her eyes blinked up at you, still playful but suddenly unsure now.
“For… uh, I don’t know, making you miss me like this. I didn’t mean to disappear.”
Her smile dropped in an instant, her expression shifted as she realized what she’d done with how the joke landed somewhere it wasn’t supposed to be. Without thinking, Wonyoung put everything down and quickly wrapped her arms around you from the side, hugging your waist tightly.
“Don’t be, oppa… I didn’t mean it like that.”
You reached up, brushing your hand through her hair.
“I’m not mad. How could I be mad at you?”
“I’m serious, oppa. Don’t feel bad, please. I just… I missed you.” she mumbled. Her fingers tugged lightly at your jacket. She wanted to fix it.
“I know, baby. I miss you too.”
She pulled back with a playful gleam in her eyes.
“Then let me make it up for you, oppa.”
Before you could answer, Wonyoung leaned in and kissed you, slow at first, then deeper and long enough to make your heart race. Her lips moved against yours intentionally, exactly sure of what she wanted to do.
“How about that, architect?” her eyes sparkled. “A prim and proper girl like me doing that in public?”
A few comfortable minutes later, she asked. “Oppa?”
“Hmm?”
“We haven’t really had an argument or a fight yet, right?” her tone was soft, but there was something underneath it, a soft unease she didn’t usually let out. “Like couples do. Big ones, small ones. We haven’t had any.”
You let out a soft chuckle. “You want to?”
“No, silly!” she smacked your arms lightly, making you laugh a little harder. “It’s just… Sometimes I feel really nice, oppa. Like this, like I’m safe with you.”
You brushed your thumb over her hip softly. “That’s good, baby.”
“But it also makes me feel a little afraid.”
Your hand slowed for a second as you sensed her concern.
“Afraid of…?”
She sighed, eyes staying down while pressing her lips together. “I don’t know, that one day we’ll fight. Like… really fight. Get mad. Say something we don’t mean like I just did.”
“Baby, we don’t have to worry about that.”
“But I don't want us to hurt each other, oppa.” her voice much smaller. “Like ever.”
Your chest tightened, not in pain, but because you loved Wonyoung so much for saying it.
“I know.” you agreed. “But we’re human. People argue. People say dumb things sometimes, a lot of times…”
“Do you think we’ll be like that someday, oppa?” she asked. “Like… really mad at each other?”
You gave her a small, tired smile while your hands moved to hold her wrists.
“I don’t know. We can’t avoid it completely but we’ll work through it together.”
The two of you stayed silent together for a little longer after the topic was brought up, but you couldn’t help but feel the heaviness lingering. So you brushed her hair behind her ear, smiling to ease the atmosphere.
“That’s enough sadness for today, baby.” you assured. “I don’t want my Wonyoung like this on a romantic night.”
A small smile was pulling at her lips, forced and natural at the same time.
“I mean it.” you pinched her cheek gently. “This is supposed to be a happy date, not sad and silent like this.”
“Okay, oppa.” her voice was brighter now, hands on your thigh like she wasn’t planning to move away anytime soon. The lights reflected quietly in her eyes and the weight in her chest finally felt lighter. And so did yours.
“By the way…” you started. “What were you giggling about in the car?”
“Oh~” she said, drawing out the word. “That.”
“Mmm?”
She bit her lips, trying to hide a smile. “Promise you won’t be mad at me?”
“Come on.”
“Promise, oppa.” she pressed gently again, eyes narrowing like she meant business.
“Okay, okay. I promise.”
Finally leaning closer, Wonyoung’s voice dropped almost to a whisper after hesitating.
“…Have you used any of your off days this year?”
“No…?” You tilted your head back, eyes closing for a second to think about the sudden question. “I worked myself almost to death this year.”
Wonyoung pouted at that, but you didn’t notice and kept going.
“My boss would probably be happy if I disappeared for a few days. He’s always telling me stuff like don’t pressure yourself so much, take a break...”
“Because he’s right, oppa!” There was a sting hidden underneath her soft tone. “You work too much. I don’t want you like that.”
You knew she was right.
“I mean it. What’s the point of working yourself to death if you don’t have time to live?”
“Okay.” you leaned in to press a soft kiss to her cheek. “I’m sorry, baby.”
Her lips stayed in a small pout but her eyes softened the moment you kissed her. Both of your hands were locked together now, thumb tracing slow gestures on your hand.
“Then… let’s go somewhere, oppa.”
“Somewhere?”
“After your exam.” her voice turned into something playful. “Let’s disappear for a few days.”
“Disappear? Where do you wanna go?”
“Japan.” she bit her lips, eyes lighting up.
“Japan!? All of a sudden?”
She nodded, her expression sweet but determined.
“Just imagine, oppa. Sleeping in. No work or anything. Us walking around Tokyo, doing everything we want.”
You shook your head, laughing softly. The sudden thought did sound really good.
“The way you say that so casually just reminds me you come from a rich family.”
“I don’t!” her grin gave her away.
“Feels like it sometimes.”
“Come on, oppa~ You said you wanted to spend time with me after the exam, right?”
“Hmm… I’m not convinced yet.” you played dumb, pretending to think. Wonyoung pouted again, you knew she was preparing to work her magic on you. In a fraction of a second, her tone turned exaggerated as she blinked at you with fake tears.
“You don’t love me, oppa…?”
The ridiculous sight in front of your eyes was so adorable.
“Of course I love y-”
Before you could finish, she grabbed the front of your jacket and kissed you. It wasn’t the soft kind from earlier. This one was urgent, enough to make you lose balance as your back nearly hit the mat when she pressed into you. Your hand caught Wonyoung’s waist on instinct, steadying both.
“Okay-” you gasped softly against her lips, pulling back just enough to breathe. “I’m not saying I hate that but we’re in public, baby.”
Eyes still close to yours, she flashed a cocky smirk.
“Good~ Then hurry up and say yes.”
“Yes, we’ll go.” You smiled helplessly as you helped the both of you to sit back up properly. Her face lit up instantly at your answer, smile was blooming so fast it made your chest ache a little at how genuine it felt.
“Really? You’d go?”
“Really.”
Wonyoung giggled, the tension earlier was completely gone, replaced with that weightless feeling you only got around her.
“Okay then! Call your boss and make it official.” her hand squeezed yours, very determined to seal the deal right this moment.
“Right now?”
“Of course. What are you waiting for? What’s gonna happen if you’re just playing with me, oppa?”
“Dangerous girl. Always getting what you want.” you scrolled to hit on your boss’s contact. But before you could put the phone against your ear, Wonyoung’s hand shot out to take it from you.
“Wait-”
She was already lifting it to her ear.
“Hi~” she said sweetly when the line connected. “I’m Haejoon-oppa’s girlfriend. We met when he took me to see you at the office for the floral studio deal. I’m actually calling to…”
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Life turned into survival mode and you barely had time to breathe the following day, but you still managed to stick to the plan to head straight to Wonyoung’s place right after the exam. The suitcases were already packed and waiting at her place. The plane tickets were ready and you were flying to Japan tomorrow.
But tonight, you showed up at her door feeling like you failed. The moment Wonyoung opened the door, she knew it. Her smile faded the second she saw your expression.
“I messed up.” You stepped inside quietly, your shoulders slumped as you dropped your bag by the couch. Wonyoung didn’t say anything right away. She just walked straight over and wrapped her arms around you, head on your chest as she held you steady while your heart cracked quietly in her arms.
“What’s wrong, oppa?”
You stay quiet, staring at the floor with your throat tight. Eventually, you sighed and let her guide you gently to sit down on the couch. She sat beside you, her hand still tracing gentle gestures on your back.
“I… messed up one of the technical parts.” you muttered, voice low. “I don’t even know… one of those sections I should’ve nailed. It was so fucking stupid…”
You felt Wonyoung’s finger stopped moving on your back. It wasn’t because she was scared, but because it was the first time you spoke like that around her.
“It’s ok, oppa.” she whispered, trying to soothe you. “I’m sure it’s just a small part. You’re smart, you’re still gonna be fine.”
“You don’t get it.” your shoulder tensed suddenly, voice sharper than intended, breaking the quiet. “That’s not just some ‘small part’, Wonyoung-ah. It fucking matters to me.”
The moment you saw the dark circles shaking in her eyes, your heart dropped. Guilt was crashing in fast. It was burning at the back of your throat. Hesitantly, you warped your arms gently around her waist.
“I’m sorry, baby.” you whispered, eyes closing with your head on her shoulder. “I didn’t mean to snap at you.”
Wonyoung didn’t move away. She didn’t say anything either but her hands were still at your back, now slowly brushing again. No words, just that quiet gesture to let you know she wasn’t leaving. Dinner came and went in complete silence, neither of you said much, only exchanging quiet glances but no one ever pushed it. And even though the silence felt too heavy, she still stayed by your side.
Later that night, Wonyoung sat on the side of her bed, scrolling on her phone. She was waiting for you. Even though dinner was quiet, she knew you needed space and that you’d eventually come back to her eventually.
When you finally stepped out of the bathroom, you crossed the room slowly and knelt in front of her without a word, not daring to look her directly in the eyes. Your arms wrapped around her waist and you pressed your head against her stomach. Your body sank onto hers like memory.
“I’m sorry.” your voice muffled. “I shouldn’t have been like that. Shouldn’t have talked to you like that.”
Wonyoung smiled to herself, fingers slipping into your hair right, combing softly and letting you breathe for a second.
“I know, oppa.” her voice was soft, but there was still a playful edge too. “So how did you talk to me then?”
“I was… being dumb. Stupid. Rude.” you let out a small laugh against her stomach.
“Really dumb~” Wonyoung hummed and tapped your head lightly with her palm like she was mad at you, but her other hand was still combing through your hair.
“I’m sorry…”
“I know you are stressed, oppa. But you don’t have to act like you’re not allowed to mess up, you know.”
A long exhale was your answer, arms now wrapping a little tighter around her waist. “It doesn’t feel like it sometimes…”
“I know, it’s okay to feel like that but you have me to talk to. You’re not a robot, oppa. You’re human.” her fingers tugged lightly at the ends of your hair. “You’re mine.”
“Your human?”
“Yes.” Wonyoung poked at your forehead softly before swiftly shifting her posture, elbows bent sharply, hands curled into little fists at her sides like she was scolding you. In fake authority fashion, she ordered, cutely of course.
“So let me take care of you sometimes. Are you clear?”
A soft laugh escaped your lips, the heaviness of your guilt finally diminishing.
“Yes, ma’am.”
The corner of her eyes crinkled into a gentle smile immediately.
“Good.” she giggled. “Because that’s all I want.”
For the first time that day, the ache and stress in you loosened, allowing you to breathe properly again.
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By the time you landed in Tokyo, your exhaustion after all the weeks of working and studying non stop finally caught up to you. The moment you dropped your bags by the hotel room’s wall, you kicked off your shoes and crashed face first into bed. Wonyoung laughed softly from somewhere near the window, leting you sleep. You didn’t even remember her unpacking.
When you woke up, it was already early afternoon. Tokyo was still buzzing outside the window, the room silent except for the sound of her laughing at her phone. You turned your head and saw her.
Wonyoung stood by the window, long hair falling softly past her shoulders. She wore a red top that made your heart flutter. The straps slid perfectly on her shoulders, the white cardigan barely clinging on. Her skirt hugged her waist just right, delicate but simple, patterned with tiny scattered flowers that made the whole look feel so soft. Unlike others, Wonyoung herself complimented every outfit she wore.
She wasn’t doing anything special, just scrolling on her phone while brushing a loose strand of hair from her face. You lay there, eyes still sleepy, watching Wonyoung like she was a goddess. She looked effortlessly gorgeous, elegant and playful.
“Wonyoung-ah…” your voice cracked, still raspy.
“Oh, oppa.” She glanced over and smiled at you. “Did I wake you up?”
“No…” you then propped yourself up on two elbows, lips twitching into a lazy smile. “You’re just… Damn. You’re so pretty.”
Wonyoung tilted her head, smiling at the fool on the bed in front of her.
“Just pretty?”
“Pretty, gorgeous, beautiful, dangerous, stunning, lovely, attractive.” you said, listing them all easily. “Everything, baby.”
She let out a soft laugh, biting her lower lip as she walked to the bed, standing close enough for you to reach.
“You’re such an idiot.”
“Sure” you grinned, fingers looping gently around her waist to tug her down. “But you love this idiot.”
“You better get up, oppa.” her cheeks flushing just slightly as she looked down at you.
“You promised. No work, just attention for me for the next few days.”
“I know.” you mumbled, the sleepiness was still there. “But I, ugh… kinda want to cancel the whole trip and just stay here… stare at you like this.”
Wonyoung rolled her eyes though her smile didn’t stop.
“Too bad.” she leaned down, her face close to yours. “You have one hour to get ready or we're done, sleepyhead.”
“One condition.” you whispered, brushing your hand along Wonyoung’s waist. You could feel her body melt just a little under your touch, no matter how hard she tried to resist. She clearly loved what you were doing.
“What?” she playfully glared at you.
“Promise me you’ll dress like this for the rest of your life.”
“Yah!”
“I’m serious, Wonyoung-ah.” you grinned. “You look hot!”
She smacked your shoulder lightly.
“You’re insane, you know that?”
“And you’re so pretty.” you murmured back, no intention of moving or stop flirting with her. Wonyoung then crossed her arms, that warning edge finally came in her voice.
“Oppa. Shower. Change. Now.”
You sighed dramatically, letting go of her waist but not without stealing one last touch as you sat up.
“Fine. But I’m expecting you in that outfit even when we get back to Korea~”
“Get moving, architect.” she smiled, rolling her eyes at you. “Or Tokyo’s leaving without you.”
After you showered, the two of you finally stepped out into the Tokyo afternoon. The street she took you to was warm but not really crowded, the kind of quiet back alley you’d only find if someone who really knew their stuff dragged you there. Her hand wrapped around yours, pulling you along with a soft “Come on, oppa. This way.” You barely had time to react before she stopped in front of a food place, soft yellow lights glowing behind the curtains. But you two didn’t head inside yet.
Instead, Wonyoung reached into her bag and pulled out a white ribbon, casually tying her hair up right there on the street with her shoulders relaxed, her cardigan slipping off even more on one side. The gesture was simple but somehow you felt something in your heart. She looked over, eyes playful.
“You know what to do, oppa.”
You did. You wanted to open your mouth and say something but you just stood there for a second. It wasn’t just the outfit. It was the way Wonyoung owned the moment - red top, skirt brushing her legs, sneakers grounding her in the most Wonyoung way possible. The breeze caught her hair, making it feel like a movie scene. You lifted your phone but you didn’t click right away.
“Why are you staring at me like that?” she teased.
“I’m not.” you lied. “I’m just trying to find a good angle.”
Wonyoung scoffed at that, adjusting her ribbon.
“I look good in every angle, oppa.”
You let out a breathy laugh, gaze softening. Wonyoung then shifted her weight onto one foot, posing without even trying. And you started clicking, over and over again, falling deeper with every fame. Wonyoung didn’t even need to check the photos. She trained you well enough to trust you with it.
“Come on, oppa. I’m starving.” she tugged at your wrist.
The two of you then ducked into the shop, the warm scent of broth and fired cutlet wrapping you immediately. She took you to the counter, eyes scanning the simple menu overhead and proceeded to order for the both of you in perfect, polite Japanese. When you two finally sat down on the table, you leaned in.
“You didn’t tell me you knew Japanese.” You were quite stunned.
She looked at you like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “I didn’t?”
“Not even once.”
She shrugged, lips pouting. “Mmm, my parents paid for a private Japanese teacher when I was a kid.”
“...Of course they did.” you chuckled. “Should’ve known.”
“Why, oppa? Are you falling for me all over again?”
“Yes. I’m falling for you so freaking hard.” you fake swooned, swaying your shoulders playfully like a teenage girl. Wonyoung rolled her eyes but the pink on her cheeks told you she liked it. A few minutes passed, the two of you talked about nothing in particular as the food arrived. Wonyoung then reached for her phone and propped it up carefully against a cup, adjusting the angle.
“Vlogging?” amused, you leaned back to watch her.
“Of course~”
Wonyoung had done this a few times before. She would set her phone up, talk softly and make the whole surrounding feel like it was just her and whoever was watching. And you? Always in the background just staring at her while she worked her magic. This time it was no different.
Wonyoung clicked the record button, chopsticks in one hand and waved both hands near the bowl to greet her audience.
“Hiii~ Look at this guys~” she whispered sweetly with her hands on her cheeks, blinking happily. Her hair swayed softly as she blew at the steam. You smiled, eyes not leaving her.
Then came the chopstick split, she did it smoothly while also sticking her tongue out to one side, charming like always. She then grabbed a piece of cutlet but accidentally knocked another one out of place with a soft sound, startled a little.
“Cute.” you giggled to yourself and she glanced sid/eways at you, lips curved and the phone kept recording. You sat there, food already forgotten, deep in your own bubble.
Wonyoung picked up a piece of cutlet carefully with her chopsticks, spoon still in her other hand. True to Wonyoung fashion, she leaned closer to the camera to show it off like it was part of some beauty commercial. She smiled softly, lips parting enough to take a small, polite bite. When she set the spoon down, she used that same hand to tuck her hair behind her ears on the other side elegantly.
“Is it good?”
She turned slightly to look at you, only smiling before turning back to her phone and shaking her fist in front of her chest to express excitement. That was her answer.
“Anyway, I’m in Japan right now.” Her voice then dipped back into that soft online tone. “Finally eating this again. It’s been so long~”
She kept talking for a little longer until she turned to you.
“Come in, oppa.”
It was still her first time asking you to be part of this, showing you off properly to her followers, not just sitting in the background while she filmed.
“Me?”
“Yes, silly. Who else?” She smiled, nodding softly. “Come in.”
You hesitantly scooted closer, leaning into the frame. Wonyoung’s eyes sparkled as she introduced you.
“This is my boyfriend~”
“Hi, guys.” you grinned at her words, waving shyly at the camera. “Wonyoung fell for me first.”
“Okay, that’s en-”
“She tells me I’m too much sometimes.” you quickly added. “But I’m only like that around her, and she secretly loves that about me.”
Wonyoung rolled her eyes playfully but couldn’t find a comeback, it was the truth after all. So instead, she leaned in closer and said to the phone, nudging your side.
“He lied~ He fell for me first.”
“Maybe… But you fell harder.”
“He’s really cheesy sometimes.”
The rest of the meal was peaceful. Wonyoung kept her phone on the table, filming every moment. She recorded you at times with no warning, zooming in on silly moments. When the check was paid, Wonyoung grabbed your hand and tugged you toward the door.
“Come on, oppa.” she smiled. “I want to take you to this bookstore I saw online.”
Hand linked with yours as you both walked, she asked.
“Do you even read, oppa? Your place only has architecture books.”
“Not much, I think... ”
The bookstore she took you to was surprisingly empty with warm lights and wooden shelves, soft rustle of pages as people browsed, exactly like those aesthetic places you would find on Pinterest or Instagram. You followed behind her, hands in your pockets as your eyes were mostly on her. At one point, she stopped by a table of essay collections and philosophy books.
“Here.” she smiled at you, picking one out for you. “Start with this.”
“Philisophy?” you asked. “I know you like reading but… didn’t know you read this kind of stuff, baby.”
“Then what do you think I read, oppa?” her expression suddenly shifted, not upset but definitely sharper now.
“Uh… romance novel?”
“Wow.” Wonyoung scoffed with her eyebrows lifting, but her lips stayed pressed together, playful laced something hidden underneath.
“So I’m just another dumb basic chick with a pretty face who’s only into romance?”
“No, baby…” Your heart dropped, catching her wrist. “That’s not what I meant.”
“Then what do you mean?” a mix of teasing and challenge in her voice.
“I just… I guess you surprised me a lot.”
She huffed, puffing her cheeks like she always did when she pretended to be annoyed. Though this time, you weren’t sure if she was just playing or actually being serious.
“You should really get to know me better, oppa.”
Her fingers slid out of your hold to take control again as she tugged you to another stack of books, this time picking up another one.
“You can start apologizing by starting with these two.” she tapped the cover with her finger. “I haven’t finished them yet but… I’ll wait for you to catch up to where I am, then we can read the rest together.”
“Deal.” you agreed, smiling as you took the book from her hand and added it to the one you were already holding.
“Good~”
Her cheeks warmed, a proud little smile appeared on her face, the kind that made your heart bounce in the best way. She then wandered around and picked a few more before paying. The two of you stepped back onto the Tokyo streets, bags in hand as the sky began to shift into late afternoon. Wonyoung glanced at her phone for a second, scrolling briefly through something.
“There’s this other camera shop I found online.” her eyes were gleaming. “It’s close, oppa. Let’s go.”
You let her pull you along with no resistance because being with her was the whole point of this trip.
When you reached the shop, Wonyoung looked like she was finally in her element. Her eyes darted over every model, excited, her fingers pointing to show you everything.
“Oppa, look at this one.” she gently tapped the glass and you leaned in to follow her eyes. Inside the case sat a sleek looking camera. “It’s cute, right?”
“Very Wonyoungy, I guess? you smiled. “Pretty. Expensive.”
“Yah~ it’s not overpriced. It’s an investment for us. I’ve been researching a lot too.” she said with a proud expression. “Film cameras, prints, how to get them developed. I know my stuff, oppa.”
“Okay, okay. You know I trust you.”
You smiled at her, quietly in awe as she walked up to the shop owner and started asking questions in Japanese. You stood there, realizing for the hundredth time how much you loved her and how much she constantly surprised you. The moment you got outside, you spotted it, a curved street mirror at the corner.
“Wonyoung-ah.”
“Mmm?”
“Let’s take your first photo with the new camera.”
“Where?”
“First shot of us together on it.” You gestured toward the mirror. “Come on.”
She laughed, hugging the camera closer.
“You’re so cheesy, oppa.”
“Don’t act like you hate it.” you dragged her to the mirror. “That’s the whole point.”
Wonyoung loaded the film quickly and held the camera up toward the reflection. You leaned in beside her, hand comfortably finding her waist.
“Okay, but make it a memorable one.”
“What do you mean?”
“Whenever you’re ready.” you said and quickly pressed a soft kiss on her cheek. Although surprised by your sudden gesture, Wonyoung still managed to stifle a laugh and pressed the button.
Click
The rest of the day went by like something out of a dream you never wanted to wake up from. Wonyoung and you wandered Tokyo’s side streets and back alleys with her new camera dangling from her wrist, snapping photos of everything she found pretty.
Sometimes she laughed so hard she had to stop walking. Other times, you sneaked small kisses on her lips or cheeks at red lights or vending machines, like you were the only ones who existed in one of the world's most densely populated cities.
Wonyoyng made you take photos of her under random street lights, twirling in her skirt, hair caught in the breeze. She took some for you too. Everytime she looked at you through the lens, your heart tugged just a little harder.
When you finally got back to the hotel, you both noticed another interesting place. Her eyes lit up the second she spotted it, a tiny pop-up store near the lobby, packed with collectibles, toys, mystery box and gachas.
“Oppa…” You glanced at her wrist that was tightening her hold on you.
“Baby-”
Too late, this was Wonyoung’s kryptonite. Her eyes sparkled as you two walked inside, scanning at everything like treasure chests.
“And you make fun of me for being obsessed with Lego.”
“That’s different and you know it.”
Within minutes, Wonyoung was crouching near the shelves, picking out two Detective Conan mystery boxes. She grabbed another small Crayon Shin chan keychain and, just because she couldn’t resist, one random gacha from the machine. Figuring if she was going to fall into her collector spiral, you might as well join her and pick a small figurine for yourself. When you finished paying, she looped her arm through yours hard toward the elevators.
“Come on, oppa.” Wonyoung was urgent. “We’re opening them now.”
You laughed as Wonyoung practically bounced toward the lift. Back in the hotel room, you both collapsed on the bed, shopping bags scattered everywhere. She shook the two mystery Detective Conan boxes in her hands like she could magically control the outcome.
“Who’s your favorite?” you leaned back against the headboard, eyes on her. She pointed at the back of the box, finger tapping the tiny printed characters.
“Obviously Conan.” Then her nail slid over to another character. “Kaito Kid too.”
“No love for Akai Shuichi or… what’s his name? ...Tooru? I think they’re cool.”
“Nope. Too much screen time than they should have. And they’re not cute, oppa.” She made a face, lips poking out. “You have weird taste sometimes.”
“Right… My girlfriend hates me for liking side characters.”
“Yes” she stuck her tongue out, but the smile that followed was full of affection. Wonyoung then quickly peeled the plastic off the box, eyebrows scrunching in pure concentration. She opened the first one.
Akai Shuichi.
“No…” she stared at the little figure like it betrayed her. You tried hard not to laugh but failed.
“Oppa, don’t laugh~ This is serious.” she glared at you. But she still had one more shot. With a determined look, she ripped the plastic off the second one, hoping to get either Conan or Kaito Kid.
Amuro Tooru.
“No!” she gasped, falling back to the bed dramatically. “This is a nightmare! No!!!”
“Yes!” You laughed even more, grabbing both figures. “These are mine now.”
Her eyes narrowed into a playful glare.
“Don’t you dare, oppa.”
“You hate them.”
With a dramatic groan, she turned over and flopped onto the bed, burying her face in the blanket.
“I hate this…” she mumbled, voice muffled with her clearly fake crying. You laughed softly, reaching out to pat her back.
“My Wonyoungie is so dramatic.”
She peeked out one eye from the pillow, still face down, lips pouting.
“Life is playing with me. This is betrayal, oppa.”
“Betrayal? Over mystery boxes?”
“Yes. I hope you think about what happened tonight. You jinxed it for me, oppa.”
You grinned, this time smacking her butt, playful but firm enough to make her gasp.
“I’m the villain!?”
She twisted a little, peeking up at you with wide eyes.
“Oppa!” Wonyoung squeaked, feeling both scandalized and flustered. “Did you just-?”
“I did, baby.”
She buried her head back into the pillow, trying to act mad but already failed as she was obviously giggling.
“You’re such a jerk. Jinxing your girlfriend and committing domestic violence.”
You laughed and got up from the bed to try and pick her up. “Okay, enough fussing. Let’s get up, princess.”
“No.” Wonyoung clung to the bed, burying herself deeper. “I’m mad at you now.”
You smirked, already raising one hand in the air.
“One more on the butt.”
She shot up immediately.
“Ahh- Wait, wait! Fine! I surrender!” she gasped, clutching the blanket tighter while giggling.
“Right, right.”
“Oppa!” Wonyoung squealed, hands moving up to lock around your neck as you picked her up bridal style in one smooth motion and carried her over to the couch by the window.
“It’s okay, baby. We’ll get them again tomorrow.”
Tokyo night lights stretched out behind the glass, glowing softly beneath you. Wonyoung settled easily in your arms, head resting on your shoulder as the two of you sat together, just breathing, enjoying the view, knowing tomorrow would come with more laughter, and probably more failed mystery boxes.
The rest of your trip in Japan was as good, if not even more memorable. Wonyoung dragged you everywhere, camera in one hand, your hand in the other. You tried everything she wanted to try. Rare food finds tucked in alleyways, even more bookstores and hidden clothing stores. She even introduced you to one of her bestfriends, Naoi Rei. Rei greeted you warmly, easy and natural like she’d heard about you for months. Judging by Wonyoung’s smile, it was probably true.
“She’s basically my family.” Wonyoung whispered. “Relax, oppa.”
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The flight home from Japan was devastating. Neither of you wanted to leave, but life and work back home didn’t care. The closer you got to Korea, the heavier it felt. By the time you made it to the airport, it was nearly midnight. Wonyoung followed you out of arrivals, dragging her suitcase half heartedly, eyes still tired from the trip.
“I miss Japan, oppa.” she repeated for the third time on the taxi home.
“We’ll go again, Wonyoung-ah.”
“No~ I mean it.” she bumped your arms with hers, whining. “Let’s leave everything behind. Seriously. Move there with me.”
Her voice sounded like she was joking, but her eyes didn’t seem so.
“I’ll get a job in a cute cafe. No! I’ll set up one.” Wonyoung went on like she was convincing herself. “You can build houses or whatever. We don’t need this life.”
“You’re so silly sometimes.” you smiled helplessly, slightly convinced she was crazy now. “And your floral studio?”
“I’ll open one there too, somewhere by the station… I dunno, we’ll get an apartment with a tiny balcony. Just us.” then casually. “Imagine how cute our kids will be, oppa.”
That part hit you like a train. It wasn’t something you hadn’t thought about. You eventually wanted to settle down. It was definitely a goal for you to focus on the future. But this? This was still the beginning. This was supposed to be the light, fun part, not the ‘imagine our kids’ part.
“Let’s… not get carried away, Wonyoung-ah. That is… you know?”
Wonyoung sensed that tiny shift in your tone instantly.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” she teased while nudging your leg with hers. “Kids are what, oppa?”
You were hesitant, deciding not to look at her and just kept your gaze out the window.
“You know what I mean, baby.”
Wonyoung leaned closer and put her chin on your shoulder, playing innocent.
“No, I don’t. Say it, oppa.”
You stayed silent and she smiled at the way your jaw tensed, the way you kept your mouth shut. That was the best answer you could think of and she loved it.
“Mmm.” Her fingers traced the side of your arm. “I’m too scary for you? Or do you think I’m too much for you?”
You let out a quiet breath, lips curling into a grin before turning to look at her.
“We’ve only been together for a few months, lady.”
Wonyoung’s smile got wider, like she loved the sound of that.
“I know.” she agreed, leaning her head now to rest on your shoulder with a satisfied sigh. “But I trust you, oppa.”
You were left sitting there, heat in your body, frustration tangled with a thousand other feelings. Her hand playfully brushed yours under the seat, light and careless, intentionally not holding on just to keep you restless. Wonyoung was really good at that, pushing you far enough to make sure you’d be thinking about it for days.
The taxi finally stopped in front of your place. You paid, thanked the driver and went to grab the suitcases without thinking twice. Wonyoung trailed behind you, watching you carry both suitcases like it was the most entertaining thing she’d seen all night.
“Look at you carrying everything like a husband, oppa.” she teased, voice soft.
“Stop doing that, Wonyoung-ah.”
But you liked it. Of course you really liked it.
Wonyoung caught up, falling into step beside you. Then she started humming, singing just to mess with you.
“Cheer up baby, cheer up baby~”
You laughed lightly but had no intention of stopping her. By the time you reached the second floor, her voice was still there like background music. But then your heart dropped, something was definitely off. Your door with the fingerprint scan system was slightly ajar. You knew your place, and this definitely wasn’t right. Wonyoung didn’t notice it at first. She was still singing as she slipped her arms around you from behind and rested her cheek on your back.
“What’s wrong, oppa?”
“The door’s not locked...”
Her arms loosened, not pulling away completely. “Are you sure?”.
“Let go of me, Wonyoung-ah...” you tried to keep calm. “If something happens, run and call for help.”
Her hands finally dropped from your waist, obviously scared but still tried to stay close to you. You reached out and cracked the door open a little more. That was when you heard a familiar sound.
A voice, soft, humming to herself in the living room like she lived there. You pushed the door and finally caught sight of the person.
Yu Jimin was sitting on your couch, scrolling through her phone. She was wearing your jacket over a thin, short white dress. Her eyes flicked up the moment she noticed the door being opened.
“Oh! You’re home, oppa.” she shrieked happily.
But you weren’t alone. Wonyoung stood just behind you, quiet, eyes meeting Jimin’s but she didn’t react. Jimin looked right through her like she wasn’t there. Her attention only stayed on you.
“How did you… get in?”
Jimin smiled. “I guessed the code.”
Your stomach dropped.
“It’s not hard, oppa. You always pick the same pattern.” Jimin’s eyes drifted lazily around the room. “Birthdays. Anniversaries. Something you think no one will figure out but… I do. Since I’m yours, right?”
“Jimin-ah…”
“Don’t ruin it, oppa. I missed you and this place.”
“Jimin.” you tried again. “You shouldn’t be here.”
Her head tilted slightly but her smile stayed.
“But I’m always here, oppa.”
Her fingers tapped against her phone rhythmically.
“I know this place better than that slut does.” Jimin whispered, eyes flicking past you but not at Wonyoung before focusing back on you. Her smile still didn’t move but something in her eyes darkened.
“She’s never gonna last. You know that.”
Jimin still didn’t acknowledge her, didn’t even blink in her direction.
“This thing between you and her. It’s not real. We are.” Then she stood up, hand gestured lazily at the couch. “Come in, oppa. Let’s talk.”
You didn’t move. Neither did Wonyoung. A silent minute almost went by. So Jimin stepped closer to the door slowly, her face was unreadable.
“You’re making this harder than it has to be, oppa.” her eyes stayed only on yours, only yours. When you still didn’t move, her voice dropped lower. “What does she have that I don’t?”
Her head tilted, eyes searching your face for an answer. Jimin was trying to coax you into something.
“Younger? Prettier? Money? I honestly can’t see anything in her, oppa.”
“Jimin-ah, please just lea-”
“Girls like her don’t know you, oppa.” Her hand twitched like she wanted to reach for you again, but she didn’t. “They don’t stay. They don’t care who you are when you’re not shining.”
Her eyes squinted just slightly.
“She’ll leave the second you go broke, oppa. But I won’t. I was there for you when you were at your hardest time, oppa. I knew your worst parts, I still do. You can’t just throw that away.”
“That was then, Jimin-ah. You don’t owe me anything for that. And I don’t owe you for it either.”
“I was there for you. Oppa, I-”
“I know.” you cut in, softer but final. “And I’m grateful. But that doesn’t mean you get to do this.”
Jimin wanted to say something but couldn’t.
“You can’t come here… Not like this.”
Her voice broke, that familiar act slowly played in front of you again.
“Oppa… please.”
Jimin stepped closer. Her hands came up, shaking, reaching for your chest like touching you would somehow calm her down. But you caught her wrists before she could. Firm. Her hands hovered in the air between you, trapped in your grip.
“Jimin-ah… don’t do this to yourself…”
Something in her face shifted. Her chest started to shake, a tremor beneath her breathing. Then her eyes went glassy and tears started streaming down her face.
“Please come back to me, oppa.” Her voice cracked, she couldn’t hold it together now. “Please, I’ll do everything. I can be whatever you want, you know that. Just don’t leave me like this. I’ll treat you even better than she ever could. You know that.”
Still thinking of something to persuade Jimin to leave, Wonyoung’s voice interrupted your trance of thoughts.
“Stop.”
Jimin flinched like she’d just really noticed Wonyoung was really there for the first time. Wonyoung stepped forward, standing beside you now, not behind anymore.
“You don’t get to talk like that anymore. You’re not his girlfriend anymore. You left him and that was it.”
Jimin’s hands trembled in your grip. Wonyoung’s eyes didn’t waver.
“You don’t own him and don’t get to offer yourself like a deal he has to make. Please respect yourself too. That’s not love, you just want to control him.”
Jimin wanted to say something back. Her shoulders now caved in, tears sliding down her cheeks even more.
“You said you know his worst parts? Then you should know when it’s over. Let it be over, Yu Jimin.”
Jimin’s body trembled even harder now. Everything around her felt colder suddenly. Her breathing turned fast and uneven as her face crumpled, lips shaking. Then she snapped with whatever control she had left.
“Talk to me properly, you fucking slut!” Jimin’s voice came out hoarse, weaker but still vicious. Her whole body shook, the sobs making her words slipped out jagged. “I’m older than you, so show me some fucking respect!”
Wonyoung’s voice stayed calm, cutting through the chaos like glass.
“You don’t deserve my respect.”
Jimin couldn’t believe what Wonyoung said. She was caught between rage and heartbreak. Her gaze then came back to you to find support, wide and red.
“Do you see how she treats me, oppa!?” her voice broke apart mid-sentence, a choke sob strangling her words. “Do yo- Do you see it?!”
Her knees buckled, body giving out completely as she crumpled to the floor. It wasn’t calculated. It was the sound of someone falling apart for real this time. Her hands moved to cling to the hem of your sweater, clutching like she was anchoring herself to something before she disappeared.
“She’s… talking to me like I’m nothing, oppa…”
Her forehead stayed pressed to your thigh, hot breath hitting through the fabric as her tears were soaking into your jeans. Her hands gripped even tighter.
“I was there for you when no one else was. I stayed, oppa.” Jimin tried to dig into you, to stay connected any way she could. “I’m still here…”
That was when Wonyoung spoke again. Her voice was calm, cold enough to cut the air in half.
“Leave.” she said steadily. “Before we call the police.”
Jimin’s body stiffened instantly. Her hands froze on your sweater, but she didn’t lift her head up. Her breathing rattled in your lap, fast, shallow.
“I mean it.” Wonyoung said. “Leave, Yu Jimin.”
Jimin stayed there. Body folded at your legs, hands clenched so tight her knuckles had gone white. Her knees wobbled, legs unsteady as she tried to push herself up slowly. Her face was a mess, tears streaked, lips trembling, makeup ruined, but the smile crept back onto her lips like muscle memory.
“One last kiss for me, please?” her voice cracked, eyes pleading with you as she asked for something simple, at least to her. “Oppa…”
…
“Just one, oppa.” Her voice got smaller. “Then I’ll go.”
Jimin’s eyes stayed on you, waiting. Waiting for you to fix it, waiting for you to give her one last answer. You opened your mouth, about to say something, anything just to stop this from going further. But Wonyoung spoke first.
“No.”
Jimin’s head turned to her, eyes wide, blinking through the tears like she hadn’t heard it right.
“No kiss. No goodbye. No one last time.” Wonyoung’s tone didn’t waver. “We’re not doing that. You leave now.”
Jimin’s lips quivered. Her eyes slipped back to you, desperate. “Oppa…”
But Wonyoung stepped closer, cutting Jimin off.
“You heard me. No more chances.”
You chose to stay silent, and Wonyoung didn’t move. Her stare held, no shake in her voice, no tremble in her body. That was when it finally hit Jimin. Her fingers slipped from your sweater, nails leaving tiny indents in the fabric as they dropped back to her sides. Her eyes stayed wet, shining but the smile was long gone now. No more masks and acting. Just pure wreckage inside. She stepped, knees shaking slightly under the weight of it. She wiped at her face with the back of her hand, smearing tears and makeup across her skin. She didn’t care about how she looked anymore.
Without another word, Jimin turned. She was already out the door. Her feet moved toward the stairs and she didn’t even look back. No more calling your name. No more waiting for you to stop her. She disappeared like it was the last scene in a story she didn’t have the energy to rewrite again. For Jimin, it was really over this time, no more coming back.
Later that night, you drove the both of you to Wonyoung’s place like she suggested. You packed the suitcases into the car, shoulders heavy, heart heavier. Seoul blurred past the car as you drove and there wasn’t anything you could say.
Inside her apartment, the lights stayed dim. She took a quick shower. You followed after, moving slow like you were running out of energy. When you came back to the bedroom, Wonyoung was already in bed, the blankets folded back for you like always. Your body was used to this routine.
Wonyoung sat up against the headboard, phone tossed somewhere with her back resting into a pillow. Her eyes lit up the moment she saw you walking in. You laid down with your head in her lap, face pressed into the soft fabric of her t-shirt. Her hand naturally slipped into your hair, nails grazing your scalp, slow and calming. She patted your back with her other hand, the way someone would with one who needed soothing.
“Don’t blame yourself, oppa… You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Wonyoung let out a soft huff at your silence, tired of watching you punish yourself.
“Don’t be like that... It’s not your fault.”
You pulled her in a little closer, like holding her tighter would fix something in you.
“I’m sorry…” you mumbled. “For dragging you into this.”
“You didn’t drag me into anything, oppa. I chose to be here.” her voice stayed soft but clear. It wasn’t up for debate to her. “You’re not a bad person. You’re much more than that, oppa.”
Her warmth wrapped around you. She let you stay like that for as long as you needed. You tried to hold it in but the dam broke anyway. Your shoulders started to shake, small at first.
“I’m… I-” you broke down. “I’m sorry.”
You’d always been steady, the one who carried things in silence. You’d stayed tough for her. But now you were unraveling in front of her, and it hit her in the chest so deep she couldn’t describe it. Wonyoung tried her best to shield you from whatever was eating at you.
“It’s okay, oppa. You can cry.” Your body kept shaking, breath hitching against her. She’d never heard you sound like this before, not even once. “I’m here. You’re safe with me, you know that? No matter what, I’m right here.”
Wonyoung stayed like that with you, letting you cry, letting you say sorry if you felt like you needed to. Her hands never left. Her heart never moved. Your breath was still shaky, eyes burning but the tears were slowing now.
“You know… Gaeul-unnie was much nicer, oppa.”
“What…?”
“I liked her much better.” Wonyoung giggled. “At least she never made me clean up crazy exes at night.”
A small broken laugh finally came out, it was real. Wonyoung smiled softly, feeling the way your shoulders finally loosened under her touch before she kissed the top of your head.
“There it is… That’s better.”
The weight in your chest was lighter now, but not gone yet. After a few minutes, Wonyoung spoke again.
“Oppa… move in with me.” She tilted her head slightly, looking down at you with that same soft smile. “I’m serious. No more splitting nights, just… be here with me.”
Her hand pressed flat against your back.
“Let’s just stop acting like we don’t want this.”
“Isn’t this too soon?” you hesitated, voice a little hoarse from crying, fingers curling into her t-shirt. “I don’t want to pressure you into… doing something you don’t want to.”
Wonyoung scoffed softly, holding your head up by your cheeks.
“Yah~ Did I stutter, oppa?”
“I mean… I’m not sur-”
“I’m the one asking, oppa. And you’re trying to make it sound like I’m being forced, really?” she went on, still keeping the stern act. Her hand flicked at your forehead lightly, enough to make you flinch back into her lap again. Wonyoung laughed and her fingers slipped back into your hair right after.
“I’m not some dumb spoiled girl who doesn’t know what she wants, oppa. Don’t do that.” Her voice went soft again, the fake mad gone now. “I want you here with me every night.”
You thought about her words. They sank in slowly, soft and real, no space left for you to doubt.
“Okay…”
That was enough to make Wonyoung smile. Her fingers paused in your hair before sliding down to your jaw, tilting and pulling your face up to look at her.
“Really, oppa?”
You gave Wonyoung a solid nod and she pulled you in without a word, hands cupping your face as she kissed you. No rush or heat, just a long, quiet kiss that felt like an answer to everything.
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After that night, you work much harder than you probably should’ve. Balancing Wonyoung’s studio with your own work, handling last minute contractor calls, double checking everything, answering texts from Hyewon and Yena at odd hours. No one told you how exhausting it would be to pack up your own apartment when your mind was already splitting into ten different directions.
Some days, you stayed at the studio until midnight, helping the crew lift shelves into place or sketching out minor adjustments on the back of old receipts. Other nights, you went back to Wonyoung’s place, arms full of boxes containing pieces of your life, literally.
One night, after you dropped another box by the couch, Wonyoung grabbed your wrist gently.
“Oppa, let’s make the spare room ours.”
“What do you mean?”
She tugged you toward the small room she used to keep old stuff in. It was slightly messy, clothes hanging off chairs, old bags pushed against walls.
“I used to just throw stuff here.” she said, fingers playing with the door frame. “But let’s make it our space now, for our stuff!”
“What stuff?”
“Collectibles, books, weird little things we like… I don’t care if it’s random. Let’s fill it together.”
Her voice stayed light, but you knew what she meant. She wanted something new, shared with you. So you leaned against the door, letting your shoulders drop for the first time after a long day of work.
“Hmm… Okay. How do you want it?”
“You’re the one with the experience, oppa.” She nudged you with her elbow. “So I show you photos, you draw stuff and build. I decorate.”
“Ahh…” You smirked. “So I do the planning, the building and you take all the credit?”
“Obviously.”
“Do I get paid?”
Wonyoung leaned in, wrapping her arms around your waist, chin resting on your chest.
“With lots of love.” she whispered, drawing you in.
“Guess that’s fair.”
-
It was too late to be drilling shelves into walls but you were already halfway through. You started the project right after the day she asked you to. The room smelled like fresh wood and dust, screws everywhere. You didn’t wear a shirt, sweat lining your back as you were focused on leveling the next piece of shelving against the wall. Wonyoung appeared quietly in the doorway, head tilted, eyes trailing over you. She was in her pajama shorts and a clean fit tee, fresh out of the shower. She hummed softly, arms folded, just watching you.
“What?”
“Inspection, oppa.”
Wonyoung padded closer to stand behind you, letting her gaze roam freely on your back and shoulders. Then slowly, she reached out and trailed her finger along your side.
“All this muscle…” she pretended to sigh. “But the shelves are still crooked, oppa.”
“Really?”
“Mm hmm.. It’s tilted, oppa.” Her finger lazily lay patterns across your stomach, but her tone stayed serious. Before she could make any more complaints, you quickly set everything down and scooped her up, arms hooking under her thighs as you lifted her clean off the floor.
“Wait-!” Wonyoung squeaked, squirming in your arms but her laugh bubbled right after. “I just showered! Oppa- put me do-”
“Nope.” you hugged her tighter, grin pressed against her shoulder. “Inspection time’s over.”
“You’re gonna get me all sweaty again.” she whined, still giggling. Her hands patted at your back but she made no effort to escape.
-
One night, it was a table she ordered online. Now here you were, on the living room floor with parts spread out in front of you like a puzzle. Wonyoung sat next to you with her legs stretched out, sipping tea from a chipped mug you’d brought in last week. She held the instruction manual like it was sacred text, lips pursed.
“Step five, architect.” she announced. “All wrong.”
“Really?”
“Look. You missed this.” her finger pointed to the manual, two screw holes you’d skipped over without realizing.
“Ehh...” You only hum, unbothered. “It’ll be fine.”
“It’ll be fine?!” her eyes widened like you’d just committed architectural blasphemy. “Oppa! That’s how tables collapse.”
You scoffed a laugh, reaching for the screws again.
“I design buildings for a living, Wonyoung-ah. Trust me, it’s not gonna collapse.”
She nudged with her foot. “Not in this house, oppa. We do things right here.”
“Okay, miss.”
Wonyoung stayed right there next to you for the rest of the night - watching, supervising, sipping her tea like she was running the whole project from the floor.
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You were standing by the shelves on afternoon, LED strip in one hand when Wonyoung came up quietly to you. Without a word, she wrapped her arms around your torso, pressing her face right into your chest. Her cheek nuzzled into your shirt, her breath warm on your skin.
“Baby.” you didn’t look down. “You’re interfering with dangerous construction.”
“I don’t care~”
Her arms squeezed tighter, fingers then locked together behind your back. Wonyoung looked up at you, her lips pressed into a tight line, saying nothing but you knew that look. You set the LED strip down, no questions asked. Your hand found her cheek, brushing softly along her jaw line before you finally leaned in and kissed her.
-
One Sunday afternoon, after hours of work, the shelves were finally done. The room glowed softly from the backlights you’d installed. Clean lines. Perfect symmetry. Except now you were both sitting on the floor, in the center of the room, arguing over the most important decision of all, the main spot on the shelves.
“That spot is for my Lego stuff.”
“No, oppa. It’s for my pop-ups. It’s the focal point.” “Exactly.” you shot back. “So the tower goes there.”
She gasped, offense filling her face.
“Are you crazy, oppa? My pop-ups deserve respect too.”
You laughed, shoulders relaxing as you leaned back on your hands.
“Your stuff can chill on the side.”
Wonyoung huffed, crawling closer to the shelves like she was ready to guard it. So you reached out and hooked your arm around her ankle, pulling her leg gently but suddenly enough to make her yelp.
“Oppa!” she squealed, twisting back toward you. And before she could retaliate, you tugged again to drag her into your lap. Her hands pushed at your shoulders, giggling but you fell with her onto the floor, the both of you wrestled around. She pinned you first, knees on either side of your waist.
“That spot’s mine! Say it!” Wonyoung demanded, cheeks flushing.
“Uh… never..”
Her grin widened until you struck back, hands sliding straight to her sides, attacking her most unfair weakness.
“Oppa! No!” she shrieked, laughing uncontrollably as her body twisted from your merciless tickling. Her head dropped back, tears welling at the corners of her eyes from how hard she was laughing.
“Sto- Stop!” she gasped between hiccups of breath and you easily pinned her under you, her back flat against the softest rug. Wonyoung blinked up at you, cheeks shiny, eyes watery from laughing too hard.
“You’re… you’re so abusive, oppa! Domestic violence again?” she muttered between gasps, voice trembling from giggles. “I knew it… Oh my, I should’ve never let you step into this apartment...”
“Really? Too bad you love me, baby.”
Wonyoung’s arms locked around your neck, pulling you down until your foreheads touched, breath mingling between you. She tilted her head enough. And you didn’t wait, you closed the gap to kiss her. Her smile stayed between the kiss, breath hitching in her throat before she whispered.
“That I unfortunately do.”
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One weekend afternoon, after checking the floral studio together, you and Wonyoung stood near the window, chatting with Yena and Hyewon.
“Come eat at our place tonight, unnie.” Wonyoung said casually, but her tone left no room for any debate. “Let’s just go straight from here.”
Hyewon stretched her back, groaning. “Food sounds good. I’m dying.”
“Good. You drive, oppa.”
So you loaded everyone into the car, Yena and Hyewon sliding into the backseat, Wonyoung clicked her seatbelt next to you in the front.
“Fancy~ personal chauffeur service now?” Yena teased, kicking her feet up against your seat in front of her. “You’re living the life, Wonyoung-ah.”
“He’s used to it.” She smiled, resting her hand on the center console. “He knows his role.”
You just smiled, starting the engine. While Yena and Hyewon kept chatting in the back , mostly about the studio, complaining about deliveries. Wonyoung leaned closer, her voice low so only you could hear.
“Stop worrying about the result, oppa.” she whispered. “It’ll be fine.”
You hadn’t said it out loud the past week, but she knew.
“I’ll check it later with you. No matter what it says, okay?”
Her fingers found yours briefly between the gear shifts, giving them a quick squeeze before she leaned back into her seat, humming along to the soft song playing from the speakers.
Later that evening, all four of you sat on the living room floor, pizza boxes spread between you, cans of drinks sweating against the floor. The apartment looked different now, ever since you moved in. Yena looked around between bites of pizza, eyes landing on the changed layout.
“You just moved in and just redecorated everything, oppa?”
“I didn’t.”
“He did.” Wonyoung corrected, grinning as she reached for another slice. “But it’s okay. I let him.”
Hyewon leaned back on her hands, eyes sweeping the room. “Looks different, Wonyoung-ah. It feels cozier now.”
Wonyoung smiled at that, proud.
“It’s ours now.”
“So what’s it like? Living together for real?” Hyewon was genuinely curious.
“It’s good.” Wonyoung rested her chin on her knee for a second before glancing at you. “Like we’re building something together. Even if you’re tired all the time. It’s not always perfect…But it feels right.”
“You guys look different too, you know.” Yena smiled, setting her slice down.
“How, unnie?”
“Lighter. Happier.” Yena shrugged.
“That too!” Wonyoung’s happy hum broke softly through the warm buzz of the room.
“Honestly, you were so stubborn back then.” Hyewon leaned forward, eyes narrowing at Wonyoung with a grin.
“Hmm?”
“All those times your unnies tried to set you up on blind dates.” Hyewon smiled knowingly. “You wouldn’t even try. Always saying ‘No, I’m busy, unnie’ or ‘They’re not my type’.”
Yena joined in.
“Your parents asked us to help you too, you know that?”
“They did not.”
“They did! Your mom pulled me aside when we were at your house once. She said ‘Try to find someone for Wonyoung, Yena-ah. She’s too picky’”
Hyewon nodded. “We tried but you shot everyone down, viciously.”
Wonyoung let out a scoff, her lips tugging into a smile.
“I mean… I wasn’t being picky. I just knew what I wanted.”
“It felt picky back then.”
Wonyoung leaned in to rest her head on your shoulder.
“Look who I ended up with now. Besides, my parents love him now. My mom literally calls him more than she calls me.”
Yena cackled. “You’ve been replaced.”
“She said he listens better too.”
“That tracks. You don’t even listen to us sometimes.” Hyewon said. Wonyoung just laughed and leaned in more, fingers brushing over yours without saying anything else.
-
That night, after the apartment went quiet again, you and Wonyoung laid in bed. The blankets were pulled up but neither of you were sleeping. The room was dark except for the glowing phone screen resting between you. The website had been there for a while now but neither of you opened it. The result was right there with one tap away.
You could feel your heartbeat everywhere, in your temples, your chest, the tips of your fingers. Wonyoung shifted beside you. Her hand reached over and flipped the phone face down to the nightstand.
“Let’s check tomorrow morning, oppa. You’re too nervous.” Her voice calm and warm. “It’ll still be there.”
You could only exhale and nod. Wonyoung spread her arms out wide under the blankets, gentle but not taking no for an answer.
“Come here.”
So you did, your arms wrapping around her waist, pulling her against you. Your face breathing into the side of her neck. Her arms came around your shoulders in return, locking you in.
“You’re so cute when you’re like this, oppa.” She smiled, lips brushing your hair. “Don’t worry. We’ll wake up to good news.”
You held Wonyoung tighter and stayed quiet, letting the world fall away.
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The next morning, you woke up slowly. The room was bright now, sunlight slipping through the edges of the curtains. The warmth beside you was gone. Your hand slid over the sheets, still creased where Wonyoung had been. Your chest tightened.
“Wonyoung-ah…?”
There was no answer, just the sound of movement somewhere outside the bedroom. You sat up, heart racing. Your mind spun back to the night before, the result, still unchecked. Did she check without you? Did something happen? Before you could stand, something hit your chest.
Pop.
Tiny confetti pieces fluttered down onto your lap and shoulders.
What?
Wonyoung was in the hallway, holding a confetti popper in one hand. Her grin was huge, eyes sparkling.
“Good morning, sleepyhead~”
You stared, confused. “What..?”
She held her phone up and walked closer, tilting the screen toward you.
“You passed, oppa!”
Still slightly tired from sleep, your eyes slowly locked onto the words in bold text: Passed. Wonyoung laughed softly, watching your face shift from confusion to shock.
“I checked it when you were sleeping, oppa.” she whispered, crawling onto the bed and settling in your lap. Her arms looped around your neck as she leaned in. “I couldn’t wait.”
Your hands slid down to her waist, gripping softly.
“I thought we agreed to-”
“Shh...” her fingers combed gently through your hair. “You passed, oppa. Second stage down. And since you did… I made you breakfast.”
“Really?”
“Come see.”
Wonyoung slipped off your lap, tugging your hand to pull you up. Your body followed hers without thinking. In the kitchen, the table was already set. She’d done it secretly while you were still asleep. On the plate closest to you, a tiny handwritten note waited.
One more round to go~~ You’ve got this!
You stepped forward, wrapping your arms around her from behind as she giggled. Your lips pressed softly to her head, staying there for a long moment.
“You’re the best, baby.”
Her hands found yours at her stomach, fingers lacing between yours.
“Of course I’m the best~”
The two of you stood there like that, quietly holding onto each other. The breakfast was forgotten for now, the next exam was still waiting. But for this moment, nothing else mattered.
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Saturday morning, the sun came too early. You woke up on the couch with your eyes dry, mouth even drier. The whole apartment felt too still, no breathing, no shifting sound in the sheets from your bedroom either. Blinking and sitting up slowly, you slowly walked to your bedroom, not knowing what to expect.
Is Jimin gone?
The bed was made and Jimin was nowhere to be seen. She must’ve done it before she left. Still, Jimin’s scent still lingered in the air, faintly floral, expensive and familiar in a way that made your heart twist just a little bit. Sitting on the edge of the bed, you stared at the window.
She wasn’t like this back then.
Jimin used to be bright. Cute. A little dramatic in the way that made everything around her feel alive but last night, she looked like a crazy version of herself that you didn’t recognize.
Fucking hell…
You didn’t want to think about her anymore, so you rubbed your face and headed to the kitchen for some water. That was when you saw a note with something written on it, folded neatly under your mug. You paused for a second, throat already tight before you even touched it. Jimin’s handwriting, clean and careful as you unfolded it.
“You used to make me coffee in this mug, oppa.
I liked mornings better when they started here.
I wonder if she knows how quiet you get when you’re scared or uncomfortable.
Does she make you laugh the way i did? Or are you just pretending?
Also, tell that bitch Wonyoung not to use this mug, oppa.
- yours always, jiminie”
You stared at the note, hands almost shaking. You were now scared of Jimin, of the fact that she knew about Wonyoung. The questions about how and why didn’t even have to show up in your mind before your eyes dropped to the mug again. It felt like a ticking bomb. You then shoved it, fast, into the back of the cabinet like hiding it would erase memories of all the mornings you spent with Jimin.
Holding the note in your hand, you almost wanted to rip it apart but decided against it, instead folding it again and putting it into your pocket. Sitting back down on the couch, you let out a long exhale. The clock read 6:34. You didn’t tell Wonyoung what time you would be picking her up yet. Then-
[워녕이🐰]
good morning, oppa
did u sleep well?
or were u up all night stalking my ig like a loser again?
You could imagine her right now, probably sprawled on her bed with a face mask on, giggling while teasing you behind the phone screen. Damn, the things Wonyoung did to your heart… And for a second, you wanted to answer honestly.
no, i slept but not that well
my ex showed up drunk
she tried to seduce me
she cried and begged me to come back to her
she left a note
she somehow knew about you and called you a bitch
but i couldn’t stop thinking about you
You didn’t type it, opting to say it to her in person, like a man. Because you owed her that much. Because you knew you’d already fallen for her.
[You]
you haunted me in my sleep
so not that well
is 8am ok to you?
[워녕이🐰]
that’s finee~
also, haunted?? are u saying im a ghost?!
at least im a cute ghost, oppa
[You]
yep, wouldn’t mind being haunted by you for the rest of my life
it’d be an honor
[워녕이🐰]
ㅋㅋㅋ
woah… smooth
flirting aggressively before breakfast?
A smile tugged at the corner of your lips, heart thudding lightly.
[You]
maybe? you like it?
[워녕이🐰]
i’d say…
depends on what you’re planning to feed me, oppa
but yes…
probably
Your heart knocked gently against your ribs.
[워녕이🐰]
now go get ready to come get me, ghost victim
i’ll be outside at 7.59 looking breathtaking and ready to haunt u
boo!
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8:01 AM
Pulling up at her apartment, you parked along the curb. You quickly stepped out to wait for her at the passenger door, trying to calm yourself and fit in with the gentle summer morning scene. Then, Wonyoung walked out and it hit you all over again - that stupidly giddy, happy feeling in your chest as if something in your heart recognized her before your brain could even catch up.
Wonyoung had on a fitted black cardigan with white collar, paired with a plaid skirt that swayed just below her knees. Black lace tights and simple flat shoes completed her look for the day. She looked at you, lips pulling into a smile. All that for a simple breakfast “date”? Wait… was it really a date?
“You’re one minute late, oppa.” she said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ears as she approached. “And you’re staring.”
You opened the door for her, apologizing with a clumsy smile.
“I- I’m sorry. I need to stop to prepare for something…”
Wonyoung raised a brow and giggled, sliding gracefully into the seat.
“What? Mentally preparing to face my beauty?”
Both worried and scared, you can only smirk and shut the door.
“Something like that.”
Wonyoung was already adjusting her seatbelts and moving her eyes to you when you circled around and got in behind the wheel.
“Okay… You made me curious, oppa. What were you preparing for?”
You gripped the steering wheel before releasing it and exhaling.
“I… umm, I have to tell you something. I want to be truthful from the start.”
That softened her teasing expression. Reaching into your pocket, you pulled out the note to place it gently in the cup holder.
“She came over last night, drunk.” you confessed. “Jimin… uhh, my ex.”
Wonyoung didn’t say anything, expression stayed unchanged.
“She was… emotional. Said something I didn’t want to hear. Sh- she also… kissed me. I didn’t kiss her back. She then… go- umm, tried to seduce me. I had to let her stay since she wasn’t stable enough to go home. And this…” you swallowed, pointing to the note in the cup holder. “She left this behind.”
Still nothing, Wonyoung just stared at it. Her gaze moved to the windshield before getting back to you. You swore you could feel the heaviness of the silence in the car, as if one breath could undo everything in your chance with a relationship with Wonyoung.
“I’m… telling you this because I…like you, Wonyoung-ah.” you admitted quietly. “More than I expected … And I didn’t want to lie and risk my chance of being with you.”
Another moment of silence passed and you were almost certain Wonyoung was going to leave right then and there. However, she reached for the note and unfolded it, eyes following every sentence slowly with no twitch in her expression. Her jaw only tightened slightly when she reached the end, probably because of the “Also, tell that bitch Wonyoung not to use this mug, oppa.” line.
Finally, Wonyoung refolded the note carefully before looking at you dead in the eye. What was she about to say? Your breath hitched, waiting for her voice when suddenly, she leaned in to kiss you on the cheek.
Huh?
No hesitation with it, the warm kiss from Wonyoung left you stunned.
“Thanks for telling me, oppa. And also for not being an asshole.” she pulled back and gave you a gentle smile.
“Wha- I…?”
She then turned her eyes to the windshield, fingers playing lightly with the note in her lap.
“You know what scares me more than the crazy ex thing, oppa?”
“Umm… what?”
“Guys who hide stuff, guys who appear perfect but crack when things get real… I like that you told me. Even though it was… awkward. And even though it sucked, like really sucked.”
“Really?”
She nodded, lips pursed. “Of course. You don’t have to be perfect, oppa. I just want you to be real with me.”
And for the first time since waking up, the fear in you started to fade away. Wonyoung played with the note in her lap for a little more before placing it into her purse.
“And I don’t care what your crazy ex says.” she said, casually. “I’ll use that mug in your house if I come over, whenever I want~”
“If you come over…?”
She smiled, shooting you a suspicious look.
“Whenever I feel like it, I suppose.”
You couldn’t help but laugh a little at the thought of it. “Okay then… guess I’ll have to stock up on coffee.”
“Don’t get cocky, oppa.” her eyes narrowed playfully. “We’re still a long way from me calling you my boyfriend.”
Still, you were very much relieved, the feeling swept through your body so fast you almost forgot how to breathe. Wonyoung then leaned forward, reaching out to the car screen, searching for songs to play. Her fingers danced over the screen without any hesitation like she already belonged here. Her tone was light when she spoke up without looking at you.
“But just so you know, oppa…” she said, tapping on a song. “This thing? You being honest with me… It didn’t ruin your chance with me.”
She paused when the intro of the song started to play in the background, voice dipping.
“If anything, I think it made me fall for you a little harder.”
This turned out… unexpectedly well, much more than you thought. Wonyoung finally turned, meeting your eyes with a small smile.
“But don’t get smug, oppa. We’re are still in the early stage.”
“Got it…” you smiled with a silent exhale. “No cocky, no smugness. Just grateful.”
“That’s right. Now drive. I want some something iced and sweet before I deal with Yena-unnie and Hyewon-unnie’s ideas.”
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The cafe wasn’t crowded, just enough of a buzz to feel alive in the morning. Sunlight spilled across the table by the windows where you sat. Not long after you both ordered, your drinks arrived. Wonyoung had her tall iced americano, you opted for black coffee with a touch of sugar and milk. Wonyoung eyed your drink as she stirred her straw through the ice.
“Ughh…”
“What?”
“That’s very architect of you, oppa.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“I don’t know…? It just feels like you and your job.” she shrugged gently, sipping her drink.
“I’ll pretend that is a compliment then.”
Done tasting her drink, Wonyoung then asked casually.
“Do you like pistachio, oppa?”
“Mmm… depends? Why?”
“I like pistachio.” she affirmed, the corner of her lips twitching like she was expecting something.
“Then I definitely like it, a lot.”
“What about Dubai chocolate?” Her grin grew a little bigger.
“That? Wasn’t the Dubai choco trend like... so over? Since last year?”
Wonyoung gasped at your question, full pout forming now. “Yah… I like Dubai chocolate.”
“Okay, I take it back.” you laughed under your breath, raising your hands to fake surrender.
“Apology not accepted. Words are cheap, oppa.” The glare she threw at you had no damage.
“Mmm, Fine. Then I’ll buy some for you later.”
Her pout vanished instantly, replaced with a smug smile.
“Good. You’re learning.”
A few minutes later, the food arrived. Wonyoung’s choice was avocado toast, sprinkled with some greens and chili flakes. Yours, on the other hand, was just plain normal toast, stuffed with egg, cabbage, ham, cheese and just the right amount of ketchup and sugar. Wonyoung looked down at her toast, then at yours before looking back at hers again.
“Regretting your choices already?”
“It’s fine.” she sighed as she looked down at her food like it had personally betrayed her. “Just… a little cold. And a little too green.”
“Want a bite?”
“If you’re offering, oppa.” she perked up. You held out your toast for her to lean in and take a small bite, very princess like.
“Oh my!” Her voice muffled while covering her mouth with one hand. “This is so unfair...”
“Told you so. Should’ve trusted me when I told you this was better.”
Wonyoung wiped the corner of her mouth delicately with a napkin, still staring at your food like it owed her something. You didn’t say anything and pushed your plate toward her and pulled hers toward you without making a big deal out of it.
“Wait… seriously?”
“Trade.” you said and took a bite of her avocado toast. She blinked then carefully pulled your plate closer to her.
“I didn’t even ask, oppa…”
“You didn’t have to.”
Wonyoung could only watch as you quietly looked outside the window, munching on what used to be her breakfast. Finally understanding your intentions, she smiled before taking another bite of her new breakfast.
“This is so much better.” followed with a content sigh. “I’m not giving it back, oppa.”
“Didn’t ask you to.”
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The car ride was calm, windows were lowered just enough to let in a bit of the late morning breeze.
“I hope you know.” Wonyoung said, reclining her seat slightly. “Yena-unnie’s probably going to interrogate you the second we get there.”
“Interrogate me about what?”
“Me, obviously.” she smiled. “She thinks we suit each other and said I fall for you too fast, like immediately.”
“Did… you?” you were genuinely curious. Wonyoung didn’t answer right away, instead turning her head to watch the street blur past the window.
“Maybe…? But it didn’t feel fast. Just… mmm, easy.”
Something in your chest shifted at that, and you didn’t know how to respond to her.
“Does that scare you, oppa?” Wonyoung peeked over at you.
“No.” you answer truthfully. “Does it scare you?”
“A little, but maybe not enough to stop.” Her answer sat in the air for a moment before she playfully added. “So be nice to me, oppa. If you mess this up, I’ll tell Yena-unnie to kill you.”
“Noted. Fear the unnie then.”
A few minutes passed in peaceful silence and comfort.
“Oppa.” Wonyoung suddenly shifted in her seat, eyes on her phone. “Aside from Jimin, the crazy ex…”
“Hmm?”
“Was there anyone else?”
“…Yes, but only one. Back in high school.”
“What was she like?”
“Her name was Gaeul. Uhh… we dated for almost a year. She was sweet. First everything, I guess.”
“Did she break up with you?”
“We both did, I guess. It kind of just ended just before Suneung. We… mmm, talked after that but I enlisted and was away for two years, she also went to university. There wasn’t really a fight or anything.”
Wonyoung puckered her lips just a bit and continued scrolling lazily on her phone.
“So… it just faded?”
“I guess. But I think that’s how first love goes, sometimes.”
She didn’t say anything for a few seconds.
“Do you think I’m too late, oppa?”
“Too late for what?”
“For… all of this?”
“No.” You shook your head. “No, not at all.”
“I’ve never dated anyone before. So sometimes I feel like I’m behind.”
“I mean… you’re not behind, Wonyoung-ah.” you assured. “You just didn’t waste your time.”
Fingers stopped scrolling on the phone, Wonyoung looked out the window, voice almost like a whisper.
“I want this to matter, oppa.”
…
“I want us to matter too.”
A moment of silence took over the car for a little while before Wonyoung let out a small laugh, slightly self conscious.
“Why are we talking like we’re in a drama?”
You smiled at her comment as she looked at you, expression more serious now.
“What was Jimin like, oppa? Your ex.”
You kept your eyes on the road, the question landing gently on your ear.
“She was… confident. Smart and popular. We met back in uni. Bubbly personality, you know, the kind of person who always had something going on. She confessed to me first, somehow.”
Wonyoung nodded slowly, processing everything. “For how long were you two together…?”
“Two years.”
“Why did you two break up?” she asked, questions after questions.
You hesitated for a moment. “She said I was too busy. Too distracted with work. I was always at the office or zoning out about deadlines. She said she felt like she was dating someone who wasn’t always there.”
Wonyoung stayed silent, you swallowed once before confessing more, cheeks getting slightly redder.
“I… uh, was a bit desperate when she asked to break up. On the street, too.”
You heard her exhale a soft breath, something between a sigh and a laugh.
“Aigoo… Desperate how, oppa?” Wonyoung leaned closer with a curious smirk.
“I- kind of… begged her to stay. On my knees while crying.” your eyes flicked to the side mirror for a moment, slightly embarrassed. Wonyoung bursted into laughter, genuinely. Her hands flew up to cover her mouth.
“You? Crying on the street?” She said between laughs. “On your knees, oppa?”
“You don’t have to repeat it like that, you know.”
“I’m just trying to picture it, oppa!” she said, still laughing. “You act really composed around me.”
You jokingly glared at her. “Do you want me to dump you onto the street right now?”
Wonyoung gasped dramatically, hand still half over her mouth. “How dare you treat a woman like this?”
“I’m starting to consider it.”
Wonyoung giggled again, softer now as her laugh faded slowly. “But seriously, did Jimin act this crazy before?”
“No. That was a first, actually. I don’t even know how to feel about that.”
“Maybe you got that something, I don't know." Wonyoung hummed, maybe half joking, half thinking. "The things that make women go crazy over you.”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know. Quiet charm? Nice to them? The whole ‘mentally tortured but dress well architect’ vibe? You approached me first and offered to pay for my coffee in Hong Kong, remember?”
You smiled at the memory. “I thought you looked like you needed saving.”
“Nope! I looked fabulous, oppa. You just wanted an excuse to talk to me.” Wonyoung scoffed playfully. “Still… I’m glad you did.”
You eased your grip on the wheel just a bit, one hand faking a thank you gesture to whatever higher beings there were that had set you up with her.
“Thank you, Hong Kong.”
Caught off guard by the action, Wonyoung turned her head slightly toward the window, hiding the smile that was pulling at her lips.
“Cheesy.” she mumbled, but you caught the pink on her cheeks. Not long after, you pull up outside the cafe where Yena and Hyewon were waiting. Yena spotted the two of you in the car instantly, practically bouncing on her foot. She opened the back door before you could fully stop.
“Finally, oppa!” she complained, sliding in. “What were you two doing? Did you guys make out?”
“Unnie.” Wonyoung warned, not even turning around.
Hyewon was calmer, getting in more gracefully while holding two iced drinks. “You’re lucky I kept her from calling you five times, oppa.” She took a sip before continuing. “She said the more time you had alone, the more likely you two’d be making out.”
“I’m being realistic.” Yena added with a shrug. “I’ve seen the tension between these two.”
“You’re embarrassing, unnie.” Wonyoung said.
“I’m observant, Wonyoung-ah.” Yena said before leaning forward and poking at your shoulder from the backseat. “And you… you have a very suspicious glow today, oppa.”
“C’mon, Yena-ah. We just talked. That’s all.”
“Talking is step one.” Hyewon said, still sipping her drink. Wonyoung turned up the volume just a bit. “Let’s focus on the studio, unnie. I want professional opinions today, not your commentary.”
“Fine~ But if you two ever end up together as a couple, I will be taking credit.”
You didn’t need to take a look at Wonyoung to know that she was smiling too. Fifteen minutes later, you pulled up to the potential studio location - a lively street in Yeonnam-dong, not far from your place and barely ten minutes from hers near Mangwon market. The ground floor unit sat nestled between a small bookstore and a hip clothing store. The vibe was perfect, not too complicated traffic, a few potted plants outside, quiet charm. Wonyoung unbuckled quickly, almost bouncing on her seat.
“There it is.” she said, stepping out and pointing at the glass front space.
The exterior was simple with wide windows that let in a lot of natural light, wood framing the front door and a small overhang that could be utilized as a hanging sign. Yena and Hyewon followed behind, already chatting.
“Oh my, this is so Yeonnam.” Yena gasped. “I’d buy flowers here just because of the vibe.”
“You buy flowers for yourself anyway.” Hyewon scoffed playfully.
Wonyoung walked ahead and tugged at your arm. “C’mon, oppa.”
You followed her as she unlocked the door and pushed it open. The air inside was still, decorated with dust and sunlight. It smelled like old wood. The floor was pale and slightly worn, the kind you’d see in cafes. White walls, tall front windows and a wooden counter on the left side. There was a small back room, which could later be used for prep or storage space. It was simple but you could see the potential in it.
“It’s nothing yet but we want you to see it through your eyes, oppa.” Hyewon said.
You walked around for about ten minutes, taking it all in slowly. The light hit first. Good exposure. You could already imagine how it would look in the early morning or late afternoon, really moody. You glanced around for the layout, a bit narrow but maybe manageable. The counter on the left was usable with some renovation. The backroom was good enough for storage or prep if organized well. Your eyes moved to the front, entrance area.
“What are you thinking, oppa?” Hyewon asked, confused.
“This area could hold a small coffee counter, if that’s still in you guys’ plan. Maybe minimal equipment… Expresso, maybe a pastry display if you guys like.”
Yena lit up. “Yes! We said that in Hong Kong. Like a mini barista set up.”
“And here… uh,” you walked to the front door, pointing. “This catches enough light in the morning. You could build an arch here, or a bench. Mmm… Somewhere for people to sit and take photos. Instragram trap?”
You took another step, squinting at the ceiling. “Some places probably need fixing but no big deal, I think.”
You kept talking for about another twenty minutes while moving through the space, pointing out things. Ideas about layout, where the work tables would be, answering their questions. At some point, they stopped chiming in. Wonyoung stood by the counter, watching you with something soft in her eyes. She could see the space differently too, but everybody else knew she was mainly just seeing you. Done explaining, you glanced at them and spoke up, hesitantly.
“If you guys want, I… can sketch something simple for you. Just a rough layout, you know, maybe help visualize everything.”
“Ooh, really? For free, oppa?” Yena gasped, visibly moved.
“For now, yes. I mean, if you guys like it and decide to move forward, we can talk to my studio and make it official.”
The offer took them by surprise.
“You’d do that!?” Hyewon asked again. You shrugged. “It’s a good space. I want to help. Plus, Yena’s been a good friend of mine for a long time. But… it might take a bit of time, I have the first stage of the architect license exam in August and a few other projects too.”
Hyewon nodded immediately. “Of course, of course. No pressure, oppa.”
“Still, we’re honored. Architect-oppa at our service.” Yena chimed in. You rolled your eyes, not noticing the way Wonyoung was smiling at you. “Yah, can you not stare at him like he’s the one for sale?” Yena caught it.
“I was listening, unnie.” she muttered instantly, straightening her posture.
“You’ve barely looked at the whole thing.” Hyewon smirked.
“Should I leave you three to discuss this in private?”
“No, stay, oppa. We’re having fun” Yena said.
“Also, if you’re pleased with the space, you guys should get in touch with the landlord. Go over all the paperwork process and all that.”
“Already contacted, oppa.” Hyewon smiled.
“Just make sure it’s legally set for mixed use, retail and coffee.”
“Ooh, got it.” Yena gave you a thumbs up and nudged Hyewon. “Note that down, team leader. See? No wonder Wonyoung’s falling for him.”
Wonyoung was sipping on Hyewon’s drink and nearly coughed.
“Urgh… I’m going to throw you into the storage room, unnie.” she whispered, wiping her mouth.
“Why are you two dressed like you’re on a date anyway?” Hyewon joined in. “What are you two hiding?”
Wonyoung looked down at herself then at you. “We are not.”
“You do match, like moody cafe, rich couple aesthetic.” Yena added with a grin.
You raised your eyebrows, glancing down at your outfit and then Wonyoung’s. She did look good, too good. It almost made you forget you were supposed to focus on your task for a second.
“It’s just a coincidence, unnie.” Wonyoung tugged at her skirt gracefully.
“Sure~” Hyewon said, deadpan.
“Should I have worn a suit?” you chimed in.
“See?! He’s playing along now! It’s happening!” Yena clapped. Wonyoung turned around, pretending to take a look at something but couldn’t hide the obvious satisfaction. The others started chatting again, voices trailing out the door as Yena insisted on checking out the clothing store next door for some “inspirations”. You hung back for a second, checking your phone for some work messages when Wonyoung stepped closer and nudged her shoulder against yours gently.
“You said you’re doing this because Yena-unnie is a good friend, oppa.” her tone quiet.
“I did. What’s wrong?” you glanced over.
“Is that the only reason?”
“No… One more deal for the studio… a bit more money for me if it works out.”
Wonyoung then huffed, her expression fell as she turned and walked toward the door without saying anything. You reached out and gently caught her hand to stop her.
“I’m kidding, Wonyoung-ah. You matter too, much more than you think.” you laughed under your breath. She turned back slowly and slapped your shoulder, not hard but definitely with intent.
“Yah! You really think that’s funny, oppa?”
“A little?” you laughed, rubbing at your shoulder for the effect.
“Don’t mess with me like that, oppa. I’m emotionally invested.” Still pretending to be mad, Wonyoung crossed her arms.
“So how long will it take you to do the sketch thing?”
“Uhh…” you did the thinking for a few seconds. “Realistically? I’ve got two projects I’m wrapping up, and I’m studying for the architect license exam, coming up in August.”
Her lips pressed into a small line. “So…?”
“Give me two weeks? Maybe I can squeeze in a rough layout between the chaos.”
“Okay. But no forgetting, no flaking, architect-nim.”
“Yes, boss.” you smiled. Wonyoung hummed, hesitating for a moment more before asking.
“Do you usually study at home, oppa?”
“Mostly, or sometimes in the office if it’s quiet.”
She glanced toward the windows. “I’m just wondering…”
“Mmm?”
“I thought maybe… you know,” she continued, not looking at you. “If I start working on the floral studio plan too, we could… maybe sit somewhere and work together?”
“Really?”
Wonyoung finally looked at you again, a little shy. “I mean… you have to study, and I need to start planning everything. Feels like we could… keep each other focused.”
“You sure you won’t get distracted staring at me again?”
She scoffed and smacked your shoulder again. “You’re delusional, oppa.”
“Alright.” You tried not to smile too much. “I’d love to spend more time with you. Cafe or library?”
“Whichever has plugs and decent lighting. .” she replied, already sounding like she was imagining the whole vibe and planning to make you her personal photographer.
“Text me when. I’ll be at your door thirty minutes early to pick you up.”
“Perfect.” the corner of her eyes crinkled into a smile.
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When your exam day finally arrived, the past weeks before it felt like a quiet zoom but still very memorable. You had spent long hours buried in notes, going over regulations and laws on cafe and library tables scattered with coffee cups. Wonyoung had been there with you, almost every study session, with her MacBook open, working on her floral ideas while you drowned in a sea of architectural knowledge. She wasn’t a distraction. If anything, she anchored you. In between that, you managed to sketch a rough concept for the studio - the results of hours staying up late at night and her occasional commentary from over your shoulder - and luckily, the girls really loved it.
—
One afternoon at the library, you were deep into reviewing your materials when Wonyoung nudged your arm with her phone.
“Oppa, which one do you like better?” she whispered, tilting the screen toward you. You lifted your head up and looked at the photos on her phone - one was a dress with lace details, the other a flowy skirt.
“…For what?”
“For me, obviously.” she rolled her eyes. “Future floral studio owner. I must look good on our Instagram.”
“We’re in a library, Wonyoung-ah.”
“I’m being quiet.” she leaned her head slightly against your shoulder, lips slightly pouting. You sighed, as if you weren't enjoying this at all.
“The skirt.”
Wonyoung perked up. “Really?”
“You’ll move easier in it when you’re doing your flower stuff. And… ahem, you will look good in it.”
She smiled, satisfied with your answer and moved her phone back to her side, still resting her head on your shoulder like she always belonged there. You tried to focus on studying but her head felt so nice against your shoulder.
“You’re distracting, Jang Wonyoung.”
“I’m helping with aesthetic decisions, oppa.” she whispered back.
—
It was raining that day, right outside of the quiet cafe you two had claimed the corner table for the second time that week. Your notes were spread out in neat columns, her MacBook open beside you with a half eaten croissant on her plate. Wonyoung sat cross legged in her chair.
“Oppa.” she whispered, nudging her drink closer to you. “Try this, it tastes like money.”
You shot her a skeptical look but took a sip anyway. It was weird, but in a good way.
“Told you.” She grinned and turned her laptop toward you. “Now… Do you think we should do open shelves or floating shelves for the studio wall?”
“I’m studying, Wonyoung-ah.”
“And I’m building a dream. Same vibe.” she replied, you couldn’t help but smile at her answer and adjusted her laptop to get a clearer look.
“Floating. Looks cleaner. Less clutter.”
She smiled to herself and went back to her screen. After a few minutes, she tugged your sleeves without looking.
“You’re tense, oppa.”
“I’m fine.”
“Liar.” she muttered, leaning her head on your shoulder. “I’ll stay like this so you don’t explode.”
You didn’t reply, didn’t even bother asking her to move either.
—
One quiet, golden afternoon, the cafe had been strangely quite empty. The rain had stopped for over thirty minutes but it still smelled like wet pavements. You were sketching again while Wonyoung sat across from you, focusing on her work. Somewhere between her coffee sips and rearranging color ideas, she dozed off.
Her head rested on her folded arms on the table, cheeks soft and round, flushed from the natural light. So damn adorable, lips parted in the softest way possible. You watched her for a few seconds before pulling out your phone quietly. Not for Instagram, not to tease her later, but because something about the moment made your chest ache. She looked gorgeous, peaceful. You didn’t tell her, but you set it as your lock screen that night.
Wonyoung found out a few days later while you were in the cafe bathroom. When you came back, she was holding your phone, staring at it like it had just confessed something out loud. Just as you sat back down, she just placed it quietly in front of you with the screen still on.
“You should’ve taken it from a better angle, oppa.” she pouted, nudging your arm shyly.
“I like that one, you know. Your cheeks look so pinchable.” you smiled.
—
Sometime near the end of July, a hot afternoon at a cafe with good AC and soft music, you were deep in your iPad, working on their floral studio. Wonyoung was beside you, close enough that your arms brushed every few minutes. At first, she tried to be patient.
“Oppa.” she nudged your elbow. “Are you even listening?”
“Mmm.” you hummed, still sketching.
“I’m wearing something super cute today.”
You glanced at her. She did. But your hand kept moving. So Wonyoung huffed, leaned her chin on your shoulder dramatically.
“You’re ignoring me for the studio?! That’s so unfair.”
You chuckled but didn’t stop. Eventually, Wonyoung gave up, kind of. Her head was still on your shoulder, and her fingers found your watch strap, twisting it back and forth, left to right as you worked.
“What’s that part again, oppa?” she murmured after a while, pointing to the area near the front entrance.
“Windows seating. Morning light is good there.” She nodded against your arm, pleased. And just like that, the two of you stayed in that position and quietly folded into the rhythm of the day. Between that sketch and her soft questions, you both realized how comfortable you two had become - close, cozy with no need to confess things out loud. Then, a soft camera shutter clicked. You slightly jerked in your seat while Wonyoung lifted her head to see Hyewon stood across the table, holding up her phone.
“I knew it. You two.” she smirked. You both had asked her to come give her opinions on your sketch that day, maybe she had walked in a few minutes ago without you noticing.
“Unnie… I-” Wonyoung sat up, cheeks flushed.
Hyewon showed her the photo, both of you lost in your own little bubbles in it.
“Should I send this to Yena?” Hyewon threatened.
“Don’t you dare, unnie!”
“Sorry. We got… uh, caught up.” You rubbed your forehead, trying not to smile. Hyewon slid into the seat across from you, sipping her drink before speaking.
“It’s okay, oppa. I already got my answer.”
—
A few days before the exam, you were together at the library, again. You hadn’t said much since you sat down. Just quiet sighs, pen tap and the occasional deep breath. Wonyoung didn’t push. She worked quietly beside you for a while, flipping through her notebooks over and over again just to stay occupied. After a long stretch of silence, she set her pen down and looked at you.
“Oppa, relax a bit. You’re smart, you’ll be fine.” she said softly.
“There are still two stages after this one.” you didn’t look up.
“I know. But you’ve already made it this far.”
You stayed quiet. Without a word, she leaned over and pressed a long, steady kiss to your cheek. You froze at the surprise “gift”, stunned as her soft lips lingered longer than expected. When she pulled back, Wonyoung snuggled close beside you, resting her chin on your shoulder.
“Maybe you need that, oppa.” her voice low. “And also…”
She tapped the spot she had just kissed you on.
“You’re going to rest now, ten minutes. Not an advice, it’s an order. From me.”
You glanced at her, still partly recovering from the kiss. For the first time that day, your breath finally eased.
“Rest, oppa. You deserve it.” Wonyoung reached over and closed your notebook.
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You didn’t remember falling asleep.
One minute you were kicking off your shoes and crashing down face first into the couch after the exam. Your brain was fried after all the questions about architectural planning, building structures, environmental control, construction, blah blah… Why can’t buildings stay steady on their own?
The next thing you knew, sunlight was shining through the windows and your neck was aching from sleeping in the worst position possible. Your phone vibrated with a motion alert from the front door camera.
Uhh...? Who's that?
You picked it up while still very much asleep, trying to see who it was.
Wonyoung?
There she was, standing outside your door in an oversized black hoodie, sleeves swallowing her hands as she clutched two grocery bags. Her makeup was light, pretty, but her expression? A wink, head tilting with that infuriating, adorable confidence. Wonyoung leaned toward the camera and struck a pose, lips puckered while still holding that expression.
“Stop drooling, Haejoon-ssi. Open the door for me, please.”
You stared at your phone for a second longer before running head first to the door, one hand fumbling to open the door, the other still stuck in your tangled hair. When it opened, Wonyoung breezed past you like she owned the place.
“I brought ingredients to cook for you, oppa.” she declared. “You looked like you needed help to eat like an actual human being.”
You blinked again, making sure this wasn’t a dream. “Wonyoung-ah… you know where I live?”
She shot you a look over her shoulder. “You told me, dummy. That night you wouldn’t shut up about restrictions in architecture at the cafe.”
Ahhh… that.
You closed the door behind and followed her inside, still somehow convinced you were in cuckooland from the post exam PTSD. Wonyoung walked straight to the kitchen area, setting the groceries bags on the counter with a cute little sigh. She looked around, taking in the place.
“Very you, oppa.” she said. “Minimal, organized… definitely architecty.”
You leaned against the wall, arms crossed. “You broke into my house just to roast my lifestyle?”
She ignored you and started unpacking vegetables like it was her own space. Then she turned to you, pout forming.
“Also… excuse me! Why didn’t you reply to any of my texts yesterday? Rude!”
“Uh… I was dying, mentally and physically.”
“That’s not an excuse.” she huffed, placing the ingredients a little more aggressively than necessary.
“I was waiting for a ‘hey, i’m still alive thanks to you in my life, jang wonyoung’ text, oppa.”
“I’m sorry…” you smiled lazily. “I fell asleep, Wonyoung-ah.”
“Clearly.” She made a face. “Did you sleep in that?”
You looked down at yourself. Yesterday’s dress shirt, untucked, suit pants unwrinkled.
“You look like roadkill, oppa.”
“Not that bad if y-”
“Shower. Now. You look gross. I’ll cook for you.”
“You sure?”
She was already tying up her hair, sleeves pushed back. “Yes. I bought ingredients for some braised chicken, good brain food. Now go shower.”
Wonyoung shot one glare and all the hesitation in you disappeared, immediately doing as you were told. As the water ran in the background, the smell of soy sauce, garlic and oil began to fill your living space. It was the first time in weeks your body started to heal and relax. And you hadn’t even eaten yet.
You stepped out of the bathroom in a clean t-shirt and comfortable shorts, towel still draped over your shoulder. Wonyoung was still in the kitchen, stirring the braised chicken with focus, lips pursed slightly as she adjusted the heat. You watched her for a moment before walking slowly to her side. Wonyoung looked... soft, that girlfriend material vibe that made your heart tingle in the best way possible.
“I could get used to this.” you said, leaning against the counter.
“To what, oppa?” she didn’t look up.
“To having the wonderful Jang Wonyoung cooking for me every morning.”
She gave you a slow slide glance, maybe unimpressed but slightly amused, lips twitching into a smile.
“Don’t get too cocky, oppa. It’s a one time post-exam special.”
“Mmm, I know.” you smiled. “I still have two more exams left if I pass.”
“Exactly. So don’t get used to it too fast.”
“But just so you know… this is very comforting.” you chuckled.
As the braised chicken simmered on low heat and some side dishes rested on the side, Wonyoung stepped aside, wiping her hands on a towel.
“Is it okay if I look around a bit while we wait?” Her eyes drifted around. “I’ve never been in a real architect’s natural habitat.”
“Feel free. Just don’t judge me.”
Wonyoung flashed you a grin and wandered off like it was also her apartment. First stop, living room.
“Do architects always stack books by color?” she called out. You just rolled your eyes from the kitchen. She then played with a few items before wandering to her next stop, the bathroom.
“Very clean. Suspiciously clean. Did you clean while you were showering to impress me, oppa?”
“Guess.”
Wonyoung didn’t answer and just hummed, opened your small cabinet and started testing your cologne collections.
“Okay… this one smells expensive.”she smiled while nodding. “Jang Wonyoung approves. No wonder you always smell like you just stepped out of an expensive store, oppa.”
Then came the sound of your workroom door opening. She gasped for a short moment before speaking up.
“...Wahh.”
You followed her to your work room. Wonyoung walked past the drafting table, brushing her fingers along the edge of one of your in-progress sketches. On the nearby shelf were prototypes of a few small buildings - a wood model of a hanok-modern hybrid you’d worked on when you first joined the studio, a museum project from university days…
“This is like… an architect's heaven.” she whispered, crouching to examine them. “Are these… Legos?” her eyes landed on your Lego collection.
You leaned in the doorway. “They’re… uh, part of a conceptual build set. Yes, definitely… that.”
“And these?” She turned to another shelf, not without giggling. Her fingers went through a row where little superhero figures stood, lined up like a mini army - Iron Man, Spider-Man, Doctor Strange, another Spider-Man, some video game characters and strangely, Gru with his three little minions.
“Inspirations? Mmm… I don’t know, they help me feel relaxed, I guess.”
“You’re thirty and you still collect these, oppa.” she teased you with a soft laugh.
“Yah.” you scoffed, stepping inside. “Says the girl who almost cried when she didn’t get her favorite character from the Crayon Shin-chan gacha box.”
“That was one time and it was limited edition, oppa!” she gasped, playing offended before her eyes landed on something else - a small figure of Shin-chan, perched on top of your monitor. Wonyoung’s bubbly eyes lit up like she just found buried treasure.
“Oh my! I’m stealing this!” she declared, quickly snatching it up.
“Wonyoung-ah! Yah!”
Too late, she already sprinted out of the room, ran around the living room and into your bedroom. You chased her, all while laughing and slowing your pace a little. Wonyoung could only make it to the bed as you caught her around the waist, easily lifting her off the ground as she squealed.
“You’re such a thief, Jang Wonyoung.” you muttered, slightly breathless.
“I’m doing you a favo- Ahh! Oppa!”
Before she could finish her sentence, you tossed her gently onto the mattress. She bounced once and landed sprawled out, giggling uncontrollably while still clutching Shin-chan to her chest. You stood over her, pretending to be mad.
“That’s mine, you thief!”
“No! He likes me better now!”
You rolled your eyes and flopped down beside her, both of you still laughing. It felt like you two were really together, at home. Wonyoung was still giggling too hard. After a minute, she rolled over and buried her face into your pillow, letting out a content sigh.
“Ugh… this bed should be mine too. It feels so comfortable!”
“You’re making yourself way too at home.”
“That’s because it already feels like home.” Wonyoung threw it out casually, voice muffled by your sheets. You said nothing, but your heart might’ve skipped a beat. Wonyoung rolled onto her back, arms stretched out then sat up before turning her attention to your room again. She stood, looking around curiously, fingers trailing along your bookshelf. Then she noticed your TV mounted across from the bed.
“You have a TV in here, oppa?” she gasped. “Wait. You can just lie in bed and watch movies in full comfort?! Your life is suspiciously perfect.”
“Perks of being an architect and working too much.”
She wandered to your closet, pulling open the sliding doors like she was shopping.
“Why do you have better jackets than me, oppa?”
“You’re exaggerating now. There’s nothing there.”
Wonyoung smiled and flipped through a few hangers, then pulled out a brown jacket with clean lines and a soft collar. After scanning it up and down, she hugged it tighter to her chest, lower lips pushing out in a tiny pout.
“Can I have this one?”
You sat up slowly, one eyebrow raised. “That’s one of my favorites.”
“Exactly.” she said, clutching it dramatically along with Shin-chan in her hand. “Which means it smells the most like you. And it’s soft, I need it.”
“You already stole my Shin-chan.”
“I didn’t steal it, oppa! He came to me willingly.”
You laughed lightly, standing to walk toward her. Wonyoung then tilted her head and widened her eyes, blinking up at you with fake innocence that should’ve been illegal.
“I’ll look cute in it~ Heartbreakingly cute~”
You stared at her, trying to look intimidating. “Not convincing enough.”
She clasped her hands in front of her chest, still holding the jacket then swayed side to side.
“If I wear this out, people will know I belong to someone. Isn’t that what you want, oppa?”
Shit… yup, that will do.
“...Fine.” you muttered, already regretting how easy you were. Wonyoung immediately squealed and put the jacket on, swimming a little in the oversized sleeves but absolutely glowing in it. Shin-chan was now also warm in the jacket’s pocket.
“I knew it.” she smiled, spinning in place. “You’re weak for me.”
“I feel like you knew that the first day we met in Hong Kong.”
As if nothing had just happened, she headed back toward the kitchen with a confident smile, oversized sleeves bouncing, Shin-chan tucked in one pocket like a little sidekick. You followed, still trying to decide if you were proud or entirely defeated.
Ten minutes later, you both sat down. The table looked nicer, much more than you could ever do.
You then took a bite. “Mmm. This is good.”
“Are you being honest or are you just bluffing, oppa?” Her voice skeptical.
“I’m not kidding. I mean it, like very girlfriend material food.”
Slightly surprised with your compliment, Wonyoung looked down at her bowl. So did you, the words came out faster than you could think. The silence that followed was somehow louder than it needed to be.
“Sorry… I meant that in the nicest, or the most complimentary way possible.”
“I know, oppa.” she replied quickly, barely audible. A few seconds passed and you finally looked up at Wonyoung, she was chewing a little slower now, cheeks a little pink. The sleeves of your jacket were covering almost half her hands.
“You… mmm, might wanna pull up the sleeves. Better to… eat.”
“Ah, right.” she whispered, following your advice. Then she just quietly pushed her spoon into the rice like it was her emotional support food.
“You’re not bad at this, oppa.”
“Hmm?”
“At making girls want to come over again.”
And she countered your attack just like that.
You both finished eating slowly. When the table was cleared and dishes were clean, neither of you said anything but you both drifted back to the living room. The kitchen and living room space blended together so it wasn’t a big move. She dropped onto the couch first, tucking her legs under her, still swimming in your jacket.
You took a seat beside her. Wonyoung leaned into your side absentmindedly, it was a routine between the two of you now. You didn’t question it and just pressed play on the first thing she chose. She sighed happily as the intro played.
“It’s been a while since I watched this.”
You smiled. “Don’t wanna try something new?”
She shrugged, leaning into you closer. “Mmm, sometimes the old ones hit better.”
Thirty minutes went by, her voice came out.
“Are you free for the rest of the day, oppa?”
“Aside from a few projects… I think so. Why?”
“I was thinking…” she shifted a little, uncertainty in her voice.
“You were thinking…?”
“We could go out. Shopping, movies, snacks… Everything. I’ve been wanting to hang out more with you. We haven’t been out since that dinner after we were back from Hong Kong.”
“What about those coffee and library study sessions?”
“Those were study sessions, oppa!” she scoffed, hitting your arm lightly. You pretended to wince. “Still counts. You were with me!”
“Not the same.” she explained. “I mean real hangouts. Just us.”
You smiled but not fast enough. Wonyoung suddenly pushed herself off the couch, arms crossed, cheeks puffed slightly in the cutest way possible. The cute woman was offended.
“You know what? If you don’t want to spend time with me, then fine. I’m going.” she said, turning toward the doorway. But before she could take a full step, you were already behind her and slipped your arms around her waist, pulling her back gently. Her feet lifted a bit from the floor. Her body softened instantly in your hold but still not giving in yet.
“I’m just playing, Wonyoung-ah.” your chin near her shoulder. “I do want to spend time with you. A lot, actually.”
Wonyoung stayed still before letting out the tiniest huff.
“You’re so slow sometimes, oppa.” she mumbled. You rested your forehead lightly against her hair.
“I’m kidding.”
“...So you’ll take me out?” She then leaned back a little into you.
“Anywhere you want.”
“Okay. You can let me down now, oppa. You’re squeezing me like a koala.”
Nope, instead you turned her around gently and settled the both of you back toward the couch, still holding her, not letting the moment slip away. You sank into the couch with Wonyoung by your side. Her head now moved to rest on your shoulder, hair brushing lightly against your jaw. Your arm was behind the couch, dipped to wrap around her shoulder and pulled her in just enough. Her arms circled loosely around your waist, fingers playing with the fabric of your t-shirt. For the rest of the movie, you were aware of the warmth of her pressed against yours, the gentle weight of her leaning into you.
“Do you want a blanket?”
Wonyoung didn’t even turn to you. Her eyes were open, focused on the movie but slightly sleepy now.
“Mmm.” You reached over with your free arm, dragged the blanket from the other side of the couch and carefully draped it over the two of you. She shifted a little, snuggling in under the warmth, arms tightening around your waist.
“Better?”
“Much better.” she nodded, voice soft against your shoulder. The movie played on, and the world stayed warm and quiet underneath the blanket. When the credits finally rolled, she didn’t move. You looked at the clock, 11:34 AM.
“Just one more.” she mumbled, eyes still half lidded. You were about to object when you turned to her. Wonyoung looked too cozy, way too soft.
…
“Okay.” you murmured. “You pick then.” She took the remote from you, scrolling through the options slowly before landing on something. A comedy. You let it play. Somewhere in the first half of the movie, hers and your breathing evened out.
When you opened your eyes again, the movie had already ended. It was 2:39 PM now. Beside you, Wonyoung was curled against you in the blanket, lips slightly parted, face partly covered by her hair. Your arm had already gone numb when you tried to lean in a little.
“Wonyoung-ah.”
She hummed but didn’t fully wake up. You tried again, brushing her hair behind her ear, voice gentle. You’d pay to wake up by her side like this everyday.
“Yah… Wake up. Time to go out.”
This time, her eyes fluttered open slowly.
“It’s 2:39 already. You wanted to go out and everything, remember?”
Wonyoung groaned lightly and finally sat up, rubbing her eyes.
“Uhh… ten more minutes, oppa.” she mumbled, tugging the blanket and fell to the other side of the couch.
“You said one more movie. You tricked me.” you said, tapping lightly on her butt.
“You were warm, oppa. And soft.”
You smiled and stood up, stretching your arms with a quiet yawn. “Go get ready, little thief. I'll change.”
Wonyoung finally peeled herself from the couch, mumbling something as she padded toward the bathroom, still wrapped in the blanket like a sleepy ghost in your jacket.
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The sun was high by the time you stepped out of the car, late afternoon warmth wrapping around the both of you like a soft reminder that it was still summer. The drive to Seongsu-dong had been quiet, filled with comfort and Wonyoung softly humming to her music, hands playing with her phone.
You parked along a street full of trendy shops and cafes, a few couples passing by, iced drinks in their hand to help cool down the heat in the summer. Wonyoung slowed down outside a beauty store with big windows and soft beige curtains.
“Ooh, wait! I want to check out their stuff. Some of mine are almost running out.”
Without a word, you stepped in after her and casually grabbed a small shopping basket near the entrance.
“You’re holding my basket now, oppa?”
“I want to.” you shrugged.
“Good~ I like an obedient guy.” she smiled before drifting from display to display like she was in her element. You smirked and followed her deeper into the store, letting her fill the basket with whatever she wanted. Wonyoung then stopped at a display near the center.
“These are new. I saw this on Instagram.” she murmured, picking up a slim lipstick tube and twisting it open. She tested a few shades on the back of her hand, holding them up to examine. You stood there, enjoying her presence with amusement. She looked up.
“Which one, oppa?” she asked, holding up two shades, soft pink nude and the other slightly redder. You squinted, pretending to think hard.
“Left one.”
“You said it too fast.”
“I know what looks good on you.”
“You’re lucky you have taste, oppa.”
Wonyoung tossed both into the basket anyway, this girl was really something different. She then added a hand cream and some powder.
“Done.” she announced a few minutes later. “I’m paying, oppa.”
You didn’t argue and just followed her to the register, still carrying the basket like it was your job. Wonyoung reached for purse confidently but you managed to step in front of her and tap your card on the reader first.
Ding
“Yah-” she blinked. “I said I was paying, oppa.”
“You did.” you smiled, holding the bag on one hand and the other wrapping her hand, walking out of the store. “And I still paid.”
“That’s not how this works.”
“Too late. I like watching you shop.”
Still holding her hand, you walked down the street until a small dessert shop caught your eyes. Fancy, decorated like an authentic, rich European one, with gold accents and a glass counter full of pretty, over the top desserts.
“Wait, look!” you glanced at the display. “They have Dubai chocolate, Wonyoung-ah.”
She gasped.
“I remember.” you smiled, expressions smug. “Impressive, right?”
Wonyoung laughed lightly as you both stepped in. The place smelled like warm espresso, soft jazz floating through the air. Behind the counter stood a cheerful looking auntie who was rearranging tiny chocolate truffles. She looked up as you walked in, eyes twinkling.
“Aigoo, such a beautiful couple. Newlyweds?”
You opened your mouth, a smile forming. “Uhh, we’re ju-”
“Yes, imo.” Wonyoung interrupted brightly. “We actually just got married.”
What?
The auntie beamed, clasping her hands. “Oh my, congratulations, you two! How long has it been?”
“Almost four weeks now.” she replied with a perfectly innocent smile. “And… we just found out we’re expecting!”
The fuck?
You tried your best to stay calm as Wonyoung looped her arm through yours, leaning slightly against your side like it was true. What tricks did she have in her sleeves now?
“Three weeks now, imo.” she patted her flat stomach proudly.
“Oh my! No wonder you’re glowing, sweetheart.” The auntie’s voice raised in pure joy. “And you. You look so proud! You’re going to be a great dad.”
“Ah, yes… I hope so. I’ll ta- take care of the baby like how I take care of my wife.”
Wonyoung let out the softest, most dramatic sigh and rested her head on your shoulder.
“He does everything at home, imo. Cooking, cleaning, even giving me foot massages. He doesn’t even let me do household chores.” You glanced down at Wonyoung, and it seemed like she wasn’t done at all. “Like last week I cried because I dropped a spoon. He bought me cake, three different kinds of tea and held me for two hours straight.”
The auntie gasped. “Aigoo… so sweet~ It’s rare to see such love nowadays. He’s a treasure.”
“I know, imo.” Wonyoung nodded. “I just cry looking at him sometimes.”
You snorted. “That is true.” And Wonyoung pinched your side discreetly.
“Oh you two, what brings you here today?” the auntie asked warmly.
“I told him I was craving something sweet and he took me here for Dubai chocolate.” Wonyoung replied, drawing out her words like it was truly a pregnancy thing. “It’s the baby's fault.”
“Of course.” the auntie was already boxing up the chocolates, not forgetting to give the both of you advice on how to take care of Wonyoung during her ‘pregnancy’, saying the baby must really be fancy. When the total came up, she waved her hand quickly.
“Aigoo… you know what? I’ll give you a discount. First child, happy family. This is a lucky day. Here, for the baby. And for mommy’s cravings.” she added extra truffles into a smaller pouch.
“Thank you, auntie~ You’re so kind.” Wonyoung bowed politely, squeezing your arm tighter as you paid. When the auntie handed over the bag, she leaned closer and whispered to Wonyoung.
“Don’t let him go, okay? Men like this don’t come around twice.”
“I won’t, auntie.” she whispered back with a wink. “He’s stuck with me forever.”
“Come back when the baby is born. I’ll treat you two, okay?”
“Yes, auntie. Thank you so much for the discount today!”
You opened the door for her and the bell jingled as you both stepped outside. The world felt a little too bright after Wonyoung’s mischief.
“We’re definitely going to hell.” you said, staring down at the dessert bag in your hand. Wonyoung didn’t pause, taking a bite of one of the truffles and humming contently.
“Then I guess we’re Bonnie and Clyde, oppa.”
You turned to her, amused and dazed. She licked a bit of chocolate off her thumb and grinned. “But… no serious crime, like killing, or robbing people on the streets. Just cute lies and good outfits.”
You laughed. “The auntie is going to tell the neighbourhood about us.”
“Let her. I feel bad too but we don’t do this everyday, oppa.” she said, brushing a crumb from her jacket, no, your jacket. She looked too good beside you. Sunlight beaming on her cheeks, that gleam in her eye that spelled trouble and the little smug smile on her face.
This girl…
That was when it hit you, not like a lighting strike, but like something that had been growing since that day in Hong Kong.
You were really in love with Jang Wonyoung.
You looked at her smile, the way she covered her mouth when she laughed, walking next to you. And the decision came to you just like that, tonight. You were going to confess and ask her to be your girlfriend, because you couldn’t survive another day pretending like you didn’t want that.
The two of you eventually wandered into a niche toy store. The second you walked in, your face lit up like a kid seeing snow for the first time. Rows of figures. Mechanic toys. Lego architecture sets stacked everywhere. And near the back, a dedicated corner dedicated to Japanese toys, with Crayon Shin-chan. Wonyoung looked around the store, then back at you.
“You look like you’re about to cry, oppa.”
“Maybe I really am.” you walked slowly past the shelves with Wonyoung following behind, teasing but genuinely curious.
“I thought I was the one obsessed with cute things. You didn’t tell me you were deep in this, architect.”
“There are things you don’t reveal you’re ready to commit, you know?
She laughed softly. “Is this your version of a ring, Han Haejoon? Because, honestly… fair.”
Wonyoung then drifted toward a Shin-chan plush the size of a watermelon and gasped.
“Oh my… I’m stealing this.”
“He’s huge.”
“He understands me, oppa.” she said, hugging it tighter. “He’s chaotic, dramatic, sometimes naked from the waist down… it’s perfect.”
You let out a small laugh and reached for it gently, pulling it from her arms.
“I’ll pay. Consider it a thank you gift. For not abandoning me after I pass out post exam.”
Those boba eyes stared at you, part playful, part skeptical. “You sure you’re not buying it so I’ll fall for you even harder?”
You met her gaze. “Is it a problem if I say yes?” Wonyoung didn’t answer, instead just smiling and looking away with a hint of blush on her cheeks. You were already walking toward the next aisle when your pace slowed, something caught your eye.
A Botanical Garden lego set, one of those collector’s editions. Elegant box design, nice colors and tones. Architectural, detailed and intentional. You stopped in front of it, staring quietly. Wonyoung noticed and came to you instantly.
“Looks complicated, oppa.” she commented, peeking over your shoulder.
“It is… but in a good way.”
You dropped the chocolate bag and her makeup bag lightly on the floor, reaching forward to grab the box. It would take time and patience, not a quick one, two hour build. You then ran your thumb along the edge before glancing sideways at her. Wonyoung looked back at you, eyes curious.
“Wonyoung-ah.”
“Mmm?”
You hesitated.
“Do you… want to stay a little late tonight?” you lifted the box slightly. “Help me build… uh, this.”
Her lips curved but didn’t tease you or cue any jokes. She just stared at the box for a moment longer, something was flickering in her eyes, nodding.
“Sure, why not? I’d love to.” her voice soft and certain.
There it is, my chance.
You and Wonyoung were heading out of the store, her arms full - Shin-chan plush hugged to her chest, the chocolate bag tucked beneath it - while you carried the Lego set and the shopping bag filled with her makeup. You were debating on where to grab a drink when someone called your name.
“Oh!?… Haejoon?”
That voice! Is it…?
You turned to see a woman across the street, that familiar softness on her face. You knew it. Her posture was relaxed, holding an iced drink in one hand and what seemed to be a little girl’s backpack in the other.
“Gaeul!?”
She smiled at you and crossed the street.
“Wah... I knew it was you. Still recognizable.”
“Good or bad?” you laughed.
“Good, of course!” she smiled, turning to Wonyoung, bowing lightly. “Hi~ Are you his wife?”
“Ah- M- me? " Wonyoung froze a little before blinking quickly, bowing back." No… not yet. Hi, unnie.”
You coughed at that ‘yet’ part. Gaeul raised her eyebrows too, amused.
“Ah, sorry. You two look like a married couple, really atural together.”
Before either of you could reply, a little girl came running to Gaeul’s side, long hair, sneakers slightly scuffed, with a very serious expression on her face.
“Mommy, they don’t have a strawberry one.” she said, clinging on Gaeul’s hand.
“Then let’s pick something else, Hyunseo-yah.” Gaeul smiled, brushing the little girl’s bangs. She then looked up to explain. “We call her Leeseo at home. Her dad started it and it just kind of stuck.”
“She’s so cute…” Wonyoung mumbled, visibly melting at the little girl who shyly peeked up at her behind Gaeul.
“I’m married, four years now.” Gaeul said, holding up her hand to show her wedding ring. “Leeseo’s six already.”
“That’s amazing.” you smiled.
“I honestly thought you two were shopping for your kid” Gaeul grinned at the things in your hands. Wonyoung’s cheeks flushed pink.
“I was just about to stop for coffee before going to my mom’s.” Gaeul said. “Wanna join? It’d be nice to catch up. It’s been… over ten years, right?”
You hesitated, glancing at Wonyoung but she nodded quickly.
“We’d love to, unnie.”
“Are you really okay with this?”
She nodded again. “It’s fine. I wanna know more about high school Haejoon.”
“Nothing cool, Wonyoung-ah.”
But Wonyoung only laughed and Gaeul chuckled as she reached for Leeseo’s hand. As the four of you walked toward the cafe down the street where you parked your car, you couldn’t help but steal glances sideways at Wonyoung.
Yes, tonight is the night.
The cafe was small and you all settled into a table near the back - Gaeul and Leeseo on one side, you and Wonyoung across from them. You helped slide Wonyoung’s bags under the table while she let Leeseo borrowed the Shin-chan plush.
“So… are you an architect now?” Gaeul asked.
“I am, working for a private studio in Mapo. Not big but we’re gaining attention quickly.”
“That’s amazing! You always liked building things. I remember you drawing blueprints on the back of test papers all the time.”
“I guess…” you smiled. “Some things just stick.”
“And you?” Gaeul laughed, turning to Wonyoung, eyes kind. “You look like you also do something creative, right?”
“Ah, yes. I’m working on opening a floral studio with my friends in Yeonnam-dong, unnie. We’re still in the early stages but Haejoon-oppa’s helping us with the space.”
“Of course, he is.” Gaeul smiled. “He’s reliable like that.”
You didn’t say anything. Your attention turned to Leeseo, scooping some of the strawberry ice cream while she was playing with the plush. She pouted across the table until you held the spoon out to her.
“Here comes your ice cream.” you sang.
Leeseo giggled and leaned forward for the bite. Wonyoung watched the moment quietly, her lips curved into a soft smile. “Hmm~ you’re good with kids, oppa.”
“Not really. Leeseo’s just nice.”
“She’s picky. You’re doing well.” Gaeul corrected. Wonyoung then turned to her.
“What was Haejoon-oppa like in high school, unnie?”
“Umm… he was smart, nice. Too nice sometimes. He once ran thirty minutes only to get me my favorite snacks.
“You were always the romantic one, oppa.” Wonyoung nudged your shoulder. You gave her a shy look back but she just laughed before turning back to Gaeul with a warm smile. “But I get it, unnie. If I were you I’d let him run too. You don’t look a day over twenty.”
Gaeul burst out laughing, partly shy.
“Yah, you’re dangerous.”
“She really is.” you muttered.
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On the drive back home, the streets had quieted down. Wonyoung sat beside you with her legs curled up slightly, cheek resting on her fist as she looked out the window.
“You only date pretty girls, oppa.” she said suddenly.
“What?”
She smiled to herself, watching the streets pass by. “Gaeul-unnie. Then the crazy one, Jimin.”
You were curious. “What are you getting at now?”
“Come on.” she turned to you now, smirking. “Gaeul-unnie only had nice things to say about you. Jimin turned into a crazy, obsessive ‘bitch’ over you.”
You laughed. “That’s a strong word.”
“She earned it.” she said, crossing her arms now. “Are you defending her? What’s with you and pretty girls losing their minds?”
You shook your head, smiling. “I’m not, Wonyoung-ah. Just surprised you’re invested in this.”
“I’m not. I’m just making an observation, oppa.”
“Okay… And what’s the conclusion, miss observer?”
“That you must be worse than you look?”
“Hmm?”
Wonyoung nodded, a smug look on her face now. “Dangerous type. Quiet, reliable, makes girls feel safe and suddenly? Emotional destruction.”
You laughed at her words. “Okay, maybe I really am.”
“The evidence speaks for itself, oppa.” then she added under her breath. “Good thing I’m not that easy.”
“Are you sure about that?”
This time, she didn’t answer. But the silence that came after was peaceful. You turned to look at her again, but she was already facing the window, trying to bite back a smile.
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The apartment was bright. A half eaten pizza box on the floor sat between you two on the floor, still warm. A few snack bags Wonyoung insisted on opening lay open nearby. You sat cross legged on the floor, fully focused as you pressed a small Lego brick into place with one hand and reached for the next with the other.
Your movements were fluid, the architectural precision in your fingers showed. Across from you, Wonyoung leaned against a pillow on the floor, her knees drawn up loosely as she held up the instruction booklet, flipping through it every few minutes. But she quietly watched you too, intrigued at how serious you looked building a Lego set.
“You’re really good at this, oppa.” she mumbled, voice low and lazy.
“Muscle memory.” you said, not looking at her. Wonyoung laughed softly and stretched her legs, scooting closer until she was right beside you. She placed the instruction booklet down and moved to lay her head gently in your lap, cheeks resting against the soft fabric of your sweatpants.
You froze a little before finally relaxing slowly, letting your hand fall back to the Lego pieces while your other settled near her shoulder.
What are you doing, Jang Wonyoung?
She reached for the instruction booklet again and held it above her face, eyes scanning the next page.
“Step thirty six…” her voice dreamy, drawing you in. “Complicated, oppa.”
“Good. I like a challenge.” your fingers already found the matching pieces.
Wonyoung hummed, a satisfied sound. Her fingers absently traced little circles on your knee. The whole moment felt too comfortable, like that feeling you had been waiting for all along.
“I like this, oppa.”
You glanced down at her. “Like what?”
“This. You. On the floor. Us. Everything. Like this.” her lips curled into a small smile. “Feels nice.”
You brushed a strand of hair away from her face and returned to the Lego build, drowning in the moment. Fifteen minutes passed by, Wonyoung stirred from her spot on your lap, stretching a bit before getting behind you. Before you could turn around, her arms suddenly looped around your neck, her lock soft but firm. Her chest pressed lightly against your back as she leaned in with a grin, her voice low and mischievous. Wonyoung didn’t know, but your cheeks were getting hotter.
“Got you now, oppa~”
Caught off guard, you still managed to reply.
“You’re interfering with serious construction, Jang Wonyoung.”
“Nope! This is a hostage situation.” she teased, tightening her hold just enough to make it playful. “Give me the control of the building or else.”
You tilted your head. “You’ll regret this if you don’t release me, criminal.”
Wonyoung huffed a cute little laugh, chin now hooked over your shoulder. “Do your best, pretty boy.”
You set the Lego bricks down. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
In just one motion, you shifted your weight forward and slipped out of her lock like it was nothing. Wonyoung let out a squeak as you twisted, catching her by the waist and tipping her over gently onto the floor, like she was made of glass. She landed on the floor with a soft thud, blinking up at you. And then, with no warning, your hands attacked her sides.
“Wa- wait! No! Oppa- No!”
Too late. You tickled her mercilessly, grinning as she kicked weakly beneath you, laughing helplessly. Wonyoung squirmed under your touch, unable to escape.
“Ah! Haejoon-oppa! Stop! I’m dying- Let me-”
“That’s what happens-” you said mid attacks. “When you mess with an architect mid building hours.”
“Ah- I take it back! I surrender-” she wheezed, giggling uncontrollably. “You’re not even that pretty anymo- ah! Oppa!”
“Take that back.”
“Ah! I take it back! You’r- Ha- ah! Handsome! Lethal! Oppa-”
You finally relented, letting Wonyoung lay there, catching her breath, cheeks red, hair messy, eyes sparkling with tears from laughing too hard. She looked up at you with a smile that could stop your heart.
“You’re really crazy, oppa.”
“You too, you demon.” you said, brushing a stray hair from her face.
A small pause came next. Her smile faded a little, her chest rose and fell in a small rhythm, lips slightly parted from your attacks. Wonyoung was right there, so close, so pretty. You stared at her, heart pounding like never before.
“I’m sorry, Wonyoung-ah...”
She was confused.
“For what-”
You leaned down, pressing your lips to hers before she could finish her sentence. Her body tensed at first but she didn’t push you away. Her fingers came to clutch your shirt as she lightly kissed you back, soft and unsure. The kiss wasn’t rushed. It became warm, tender, and careful.
The silence after it felt more serious than anything you had felt in a long time. You pulled back just enough to see her eyes staring up at you, breath shallow. Wonyoung was stunned. The room was now still as you then took a slow breath.
“I know you told me to wait my turn...” you said, nervous but honest. “And I- I know it hasn’t been long since we met in Hong Kong.”
Wonyoung blinked but didn’t say anything. You let out a nervous laugh as your eyes searched for hers.
“Umm… but everytime I see you, you just make me feel like the happiest guy in the world.”
Finally, her eyes widened, turning more glassy, emotional. Her hands were still resting lightly on your chest when you glanced toward the pile of snacks next to the half eaten pizza box, spotting the opened bag of onion rings.
An idea came up in your mind.
“Wait…” You reached over and plucked out one of the round snacks while still hovering over her. Then you gently took her left hand, raising it up toward the space between you and her, palm up. Wonyoung nervously waited for what came next.
“Jang Wonyoung…” you said the words, slipping the onion ring over her finger carefully like it was 24K diamond. “Will you… let me have the honour of dating you?”
Wonyoung stared at the ‘ring’, then at you before bursting into laughter, not mocking or teasing you. The joyful sound felt light but a bit overwhelmed, like she had too many feelings held back. Quickly, her hand tightened around yours.
“You’re an idiot, oppa.” she whispered. “But a charming idiot.”
You grinned, hearts doing somersaults.
“So… is it uhh- a yes?”
Wonyoung nodded, lips curving into the brightest smile you’d ever seen on her.
“It’s a yes, oppa.”
You exhaled and relief, joy, disbelief all came to you at once. Status changed, you were now officially dating her. You flopped gently down beside her, one arm over your face to hide your ridiculous grin. Wonyoung turned to you, the onion ring still on her finger.
“Just so you know, oppa. I’m keeping this forever.” her eyes twinkling.
“Good.” you said, breathless. “I’ll get you a real one someday.”
Warmth creeping in her cheeks, Wonyoung scooted closer to you and slipped her fingers into yours. The moment felt warm and giddy. Wonyoung sat up slowly, pushing herself toward you and moved to straddle you with no hesitation. Her legs curled comfortably around you, arms sliding around your neck as you moved to sit up properly. Wonyoung tucked her face closer. You wrapped your arms around her waist.
What are you doing?
Her nose brushed against yours as she asked.
“Is this why you asked me to stay a bit late and build Lego with you?”
“Yes.” you smirked, not denying a thing. Wonyoung narrowed her eyes playfully, leaning in closer.
“I knew it, oppa. I was suspicious.”
“You know too much, princess.”
Still smiley, Wonyoung turned silent for a second before deciding to go for a sudden kiss. The gentle, teasing gesture that sent electricity through you. Your hands tensed around her waist. She surprised you with this move, kissing you deeper. You could feel her getting bolder, like she was trying to throw you off your rhythm. But damn, it was working. So you decided to answer.
One of your hands slid up her back underneath her shirt, the other cradling the back of her neck as you tilted in and kissed her back. Slower. Firmer, taking back control. Wonyoung gasped in surprise as her fingers tightened your shirt. The warmth, the tension, the way she was breathing when you kissed her felt just right.
Wait… Too much now.
You pulled back slightly, breathing hard as you rested your forehead against hers.
“Sorry, I- I got… a bit intense there.”
Wonyoung stayed quiet, chest rising and falling.
“I know, oppa.” She then smiled, soft and dangerous.
“I don’t want to mess this up with you. I know it’s too early for you.” you said, holding her close and tight.
“It’s okay. I’m not ready for that but… I wanted you to feel it.”
Wonyoung smiled. And you shifted in your position, letting her rest gently on your shoulder as you held her close. Everything slowed down for the two of you as your mind began to wander about what almost happened and what could happen, later in the future. Then you asked, still a little dazed.
“Do you… ahem, want to stay here for the night? I… got clothes you could change into.”
Wonyoung pulled back, her expressions stern but you could feel the softness on her face.
“Don’t overstep your jurisdiction, architect-nim.”
You laughed under your breath, shaking your head. “No, no. I won’t do anything bad to you… Never”
“But I trust you, oppa. So yes… I want to stay tonight.” her voice gentle.
You smiled as Wonyoung settled back into your arms, cheeks resting under your jaw.
“Wonyoung-ah.”
“Mmm?” she looked up, eyes now slightly glassy from everything that had just happened in the past ten minutes despite her calm expression.
“Was that your first kiss on the lips? Like… a real one?”
“Ah… yes.” she nodded hesitantly before her voice turned shy. “And my first real… you know, kissing that hard. I guess that’s how you put it...?”
Like you’d just been handed something fragile and important, your heart tightened. You stared at her, the realization started to settle in.
“I’m honored, you know. Really."
Wonyoung laughed lightly, hiding her face in your chest out of embarrassment. “Don’t make this weird, oppa.”
“I’m not.” you held her tighter. “Just… in awe, that’s all. You kissed me like you did this before already. And you nearly killed me too.”
She grinned into your shirt. “I did my research.”
“Really? You surprised me a lot today.”
She peeked up, breathing against your chest. “But I meant it. Every part of it.”
“I know. Me too.”
Then you stood up slowly, helping Wonyoung up with both hands and letting her lean on you a little.
“Come on. Let’s get you changed. I’ll grab something comfy for you to wear.”
Wonyoung nodded as her eyes followed you disappearing into your room. You came back holding one of your old t-shirts and a pair of clean drawstring shorts.
“Thanks, oppa.” She smiled at you like it was the sweetest thing in the world. You did it. Wonyoung trusted you, and you were going to treasure her like your life depended on it.
An hour later, when you finished showering after her, you split the last few slices of the pizza, sitting on the floor, stealing bites from each other between laughter. Afterward, you stood shoulder to shoulder, brushing your teeth and splashing water on your faces. Wonyoung looked effortlessly perfect in your t-shirt, hair tied up messily.
You both ended up in bed, the lights dimmed, sheets cool against your skin. Wonyoung was tucked under your arm, her head resting on your chest, one leg draped over you. A rom-com was playing on the TV across from the bed but neither of you paid full attention. Her fingers came up to draw on your stomach.
“Do you always sleep late, oppa?” Her voice muffled by your chest.
“Only when I’m trying to impress the most beautiful lady in the world.”
She giggled softly and tilted her head up to look at you. “Are you trying to impress me right now?”
“Is it working?”
No answer, Wonyoung just leaned up and kissed you on the corner of your lips before settling back against your chest with a content sigh. Reaching for the remote, you lowered the volume even more to let the peace between you settle in. Your hand ran through her hair, reaching down to play with her soft, squishy cheeks every now and then.
“Oppa.”
“Hmm?”
“I really want this to be my true relationship.” her voice quiet, like she was scared and uncertain. You felt her fingers coming to a stop on your stomach m. “Not just first… but last too. I don’t want to waste time. I don’t want to try and fail with someone first. If I’m going to give my heart to someone, I want that person to be you.”
Your throat felt stuck like you truly couldn’t reathe too. Wonyoung looked up at you, completely sure, completely open.
“I know it’s dumb and not realistic but I don’t care. I’m scared but I really trust you so… please take care of me, oppa.”
“I will. Trust me.”
“Corny.” Wonyoung smiled, that one sweet smile that always untangled every mess in your heart.
The bedroom was quiet, you and Wonyoung were bathed in golden light slipping in through the curtains. Outside, Mapo-gu was just beginning to wake up. You opened your eyes first. You first noticed the feeling of warmth pressed against you. Wonyoung’s leg was tangled lazily over yours, her arm resting across your chest. You turned a little to see her hand was on your face, palm soft on your cheek like she’d fallen asleep mid caressing. Her head was tucked into the crook of your neck, long hair splayed across the pillow and your chest, tickling you with every soft breath she took.
Life hadn’t felt this good in a while, everything was damn near perfect. You reached up and gently wrapped your hand over hers on your face, just holding it there. Her fingers twitched but she didn’t wake up.
“Good morning...”
Her leg slid just a bit against you, lips pressing unconsciously to your collarbone as she let out a sleepy bum. Her hand twitched again before she slowly blinked her eyes open.
“Oppa?” she mumbled, voice husky.
“Mmm.”
Wonyoung lifted her head, trying to process everything before letting out a small groan as she buried her face in your neck again.
“I forgot where I was for a second...”
“Are you okay now?”
“Now I don’t want to move.”
“Then don’t.”
“Did I sleep like a crazy woman?” she asked, now realizing that her foot was basically thrown over your stomach.
“Maybe.” you grinned. “But it was the best sleep I’ve had in months.”
Wonyoung smiled, cheeks warming slowly as she closed her eyes again and nestled closer.
“Mmm… Can we stay like this for a little longer?”
“Absolutely, it’s Sunday anyway.”
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From August to October, life moved fast. You poured yourself into work, balancing client deadlines with the heavy weight of waiting for your stage one exam result. Despite the stress, your relationship with Wonyoung grew steadier. You two didn’t tell anyone about it, opting to let them find out on their own, even Hyewon and Yena.
The floral studio was still in its early stages: the lease and paperworks had been signed, you’d finished the initial layout, but permits and actual renovation would come later. Still, every time you and Wonyoung walked past the space in Yeonnam-dong, she would press her nose to the dusty window and grin like she could already see her future studio.
Today was no different. You glanced over at Wonyoung as she stood at the window again, palms pressed to the glass, eyes gleaming even though the place was still empty. She turned to you, that familiar spark dancing in her eyes.
“Oppa, are you free during Chuseok? Do you want to drive me to my parents’ house?”
Surprised, you asked. “Aren’t you taking the train? It’s only like twenty minutes something, right?”
“Nope. If you are free, can you take me there?” she shook her head, eyes hopeful.
“I mean… Sure, I’m free. My parents are travelling for the holiday, just the two of them. First time in forever they’re taking a real trip alone.”
Wonyoung wiggled playfully in her place. “Ooh~ Romantic.”
“They deserve it.” You chuckled. “I figured I’d stay in Seoul and work a little, take it easy.”
“Or…” Wonyoung smiled, pretending to be oblivious. “You could spend it with me, hmm?”
“What are you plotting, baby?”
“I want to introduce you to my family. Not just drop me off. I want you to stay for Chuseok, oppa.”
…
“Wonyoung-ah, it’s like… three, four days.”
She answered quickly, her expressions bright. “Exactly, plenty of time for you to charm my parents. And my older sister too.”
“Isn’t it a bit too fast?” you were nervous, still hiding before a little laugh.
“It’s only fast if it’s not right, oppa. And it feels right to me.” Wonyoung stepped closer to your side. I already told them I’m dating someone anyway.”
“Really?”
“Everyone! I said you’re an architect, reliable, handsome, someone who takes care of me well and actually has his life together.” Her voice raised toward the end, hands gesturing all over the place. “Stable too! The whole pitch.”
“You really pitched me to your family!?”
“My mom loves you already. My sister said, and I quote ‘Finally, you have a boyfriend’.” she grinned.
“What about your dad? Is he strict?” the worry was clear in your tone.
Wonyoung hesitated before giving you a soft, shy smile.
“He’s still protective. He gave me the ‘Is he serious about you’ talk. But… I think he likes you. He just wants to see for himself.”
You exhaled, heart beating a little harder.
“Do you think they will like me?”
“They will, oppa. Trust me! I want them to see who’s been making me happy lately. Besides… the first day, your results come out, right?”
You nodded. “Sure, that morning.”
Wonyoung wrapped her arms around your waist, hugging you tightly. “Then it’s even better, oppa! You’re with me so you don’t have to go through it alone.”
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The morning of Chuseok arrived with a crisp breeze and sunlight shining above Mapo-gu. You were up early. Your car smelled of gentle cologne, mixed with the soft scent of the gift bags in the back seat. Beside you, Wonyoung hummed happily, scrolling on her phone.
“Wonyoung-ah… do you think it will be okay?” you kept your eyes on the road, voice quiet and nervous.
“What will, oppa?”
“My exam result. Your family. My whole stay at your parents’ during Chuseok.” you answered, tapping your fingers on the steering wheel. “What if I mess it up?”
She moved her hand to your forearm where it gripped the wheel.
“You won’t oppa.” she said calmly. “You did everything you could, remember? They already like you. My mom mentions you more than she talks about me.”
You glanced at her for a bit, eyes clearly showing hesitation and nervousness.
“Relax, oppa.” she squeezed your arm. “You’re going to be fine.”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Mmm?”
“If your family lives in Yongsan… why’d you move out to Mapo?”
Wonyoung smiled like she was already expecting that one. “Maybe I want something that feels like mine.”
“What? Your house isn’t big enough?”
“It is nice but it feels like my parents’. Maybe too nice. I just grew up there, oppa. Still in some way my house but I want something different.”
You nodded slowly, eyes on the road.
“I want something smaller, more cozy. A little more chaos. Mapo-gu felt more like me.”
“So instead of living in a quiet mansion, you picked the neighborhood with the busiest bus stops in Seoul.”
Wonyoung grinned. “Exactly. And now I get to walk to my future floral studio and spend mornings closer to my boyfriend.”
You eventually arrived in Yongsan-gu, sleek houses everywhere. They were protected by the kind of gates that looked like they were imported straight from Europe. You stared out at the window in disbelief as Wonyoung tapped something on her phone, unbothered. Your eyes widened as you pulled up to your destination.
“Wait… This is it?”
Wonyoung finally looked up. “Mm hmm~”
“Really?”
“Yes, oppa. Stop asking.” she smiled as the gates slid open. You whistled and drove into the driveway, revealing a minimalist two story home with full length windows and a view of Namsan behind. You’d designed for rich people, but still… damn.
“If your neighbors here need someone to redesign their house… you know, give them my number…”
“You’re silly, oppa.”
“You’re too rich, young lady.”
She smacked your arm lightly, giggling.
—
Wonyoung’s room really felt like her. She glanced back at you as she closed the door behind.
“You did well down there. I’m proud of you, oppa.”
“Proud?”
“Of course. You didn’t crack under pressure. You were polite, sincere, a bit stiff but… you passed.”
You laughed. “I didn’t think I’d be this nervous.”
“I knew you would. But you still show up, oppa.” Wonyoung said, stepping closer before her expression turned softer, more serious.
“Also… the results have been out since 8 this morning.”
You only nodded.
“Wanna check together?”
“Could you… I don’t know, check for me? Just tell me. I don’t think I can look.”
Wonyoung tilted her head, eyes pitying you for a second before finally nodding.
“Okay then. Sit, oppa.”
You sat down on the edge of the bed as she pulled out her phone, thumbing a few taps and swipes in silence in front of you. Heart already in your throat, you felt like you were in eighteen again, waiting for your Suneung result.
Wonyoung stared at the screen for a little too long before her lips pressed into a line. Her eyes softened when she looked at you and your chest tightened. What was it? You passed? Or was it something to assure you? A small sigh escaped her lips before she spoke up.
“You’ll work harder next time, oppa... It’s okay.”
Your heart dropped instantly.
“You’ll pass eventually.” Wonyoung nodded slowly, as if she was comforting herself now. “You did your best, oppa... That’s what matters.”
Still, you were hurt, your shoulders stiff, mouth dry. All those time you spent studying and you still failed, the weight of failure started to settle in.
…
“…Work harder for stage two, I mean.” Wonyoung finally grinned.
“Huh?”
And before you could register what happened, Wonyoung burst forward and threw her arms around your neck, nearly knocking you over onto her bed.
“You passed, oppa!” she laughed, burying her face into your shoulder. “You really passed!”
“Are you serious?”
“Of course!” she beamed, pulling back to meet your eyes. “I was just playing.”
You couldn’t help even smile, instead pulling her in again, arms wrapping around her waist as you held her close.
“You little devil. You scared the living shit out of me.” you muttered against her hair, finally breathing.
Wonyoung gasped, pulling back again, faking offence. “You swore in my house, oppa?”
“What are you gonna do about it?” you raised one eyebrow, challenging her.
Wonyoung parted her lips, ready with a comeback when you stopped her just in time with a kiss. She was surprised but melted slowly. Her fingers curled against your shoulder, one hand gently gripping your jacket as she kissed you back.
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A/N: uhhh ignore all the grammatical errors guys, i’ll fix it later
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Mapo-gu, Seoul
You woke up before the alarm. The morning light filtered through the blinds and your ceiling stared back at you, smooth with that one little line where the paint never quite dried evenly. Yup, home.
The flight back to Korea had done something to your spine, or maybe it was the way you had slept for hours trying not to think about her. You sat up slowly, your body was stiff and unsatisfied since sleep hadn’t done what it was supposed to do.
Mapo was quiet this early. Your apartment was modest, thoughtfully designed. It sat near the edge of Yeonnam-dong. Not big, but it was yours. A unit on the second floor of a three story walk up, one of those multi-use buildings with clean renovations and just three other tenants.
You finally swung your legs over the edge of the bed and dragged yourself to the bathroom. Brushing your teeth in silence and splashing cold water on your face, you ran a towel over your jaw and stood there for a long second, just breathing in and out, knowing damn well you weren’t ready to be him yet - the aspiring architect who had things to do, places to be.
Walking out to the living room, you sat on the sofa for a few minutes, not thinking or not planning, just… pausing. Without any planning, you pulled out your phone and tapped the photo gallery. Dumb photos in Hong Kong. Site visits. Sketches. Drinks with friends. And then-
Right, Jimin.
You stared at those photos, one longer than the rest, her birthday, maybe. A blurry shot of her laughing in a red sweater, leaning into your shoulder. You didn’t know how to feel anymore, after Hong Kong.
What is she doing now?
You thought for a bit too long before making the decision. You tapped.
One.
Two.
Three… Too many photos.
Confirm. Delete. Photo by photo. Memory by memory. All deleted now. It was on this same couch a few weeks ago that you’d cried your eyes out, after she dumped you. You’d stayed there all night, rethinking your life choices. And now? You didn’t even know. You exhaled slowly, setting the phone down.
What should I have for breakfast today?
Your phone vibrated suddenly.
Who is it?
[워녕이🐰] sent 1 image.
good morning oppa
back to reality already? or still thinking about me?
The photo was a close up selfie. She wore a white face mask, bangs held up with a roller. Her mole, just under her right eye, stood out more than usual. It was stupidly cute, maybe even too intimate for someone you weren’t even dating. Jimin used to do things like this too. But it didn’t feel the same.
Why am I even thinking about Jimin?
You didn’t have an answer for it. But with Wonyoung right now, it felt like something new was trying to start. And you weren’t sure if you deserved it yet. You ran your hand down your face, trying to think of what to reply instead of backing down whenever things got too close too quickly like you used to do.
[You]
still thinking, maybe that’s your fault
how was your flight back home?
sorry i couldn’t text you last night. too tired and fell asleep immediately when i got home
[워녕이🐰]
omg u finally replied
i was starting to think u were ghosting me ><
do you have work today?
[You]
no i was just tired
yep i was about to get ready for work
why? do you want to do something?
[워녕이🐰]
maybe
just something to eat?
casual thing
unless u are too busy being a serious architect~
Another text followed immediately, just when you were about to seriously think about it.
[워녕이🐰]
i mean…
im free tonight
and i look really pretty today, oppa
You smiled. Of course she made it sound casual. Of course she had to slip that part in. You could even imagine her voice saying that, like she wasn’t asking but daring you to say no. You typed slowly, carefully - not too much, not too eager.
[You]
i’ll try and get off work a little early for you. what time are you free?
send me the address, i’ll come pick you up
[워녕이🐰]
look at you~ such a gentleman
picking me up and everything
is 7.30 ok? it’s this place in sangsu dong
i heard the food is good, also the lighting is nice… just in case we take pictures
i’ll send you my address later
The corner of your lips slowly pulled upward.
and wear something dark, oppa
you look good in those colors
You smiled again, fully this time. The lighting, pictures, dark colors; it didn’t feel like a casual meet up, but a mood she wanted to set. You didn’t answer right away. Maybe tonight was already the beginning of something. Something new. You weren’t sure what it really was. But you weren’t going to walk away from it either, not this time.
Mapo was still shaking itself awake when you drove to work, rolling past narrow cafes getting ready to open, delivery trucks parked on the side of the street, a rich looking woman walking her dog in slippers and an oversized coat. It was July - too humid for that, but maybe that’s how people were around here. Always dressing like someone is watching.
Turning into the narrow alley behind your office building, you locked the car and slung your backpack over your shoulder. Your friend looked up from his screen as you walked in, chewing on something that looked like leftover food.
“You look well rested, that girl you met in Hong Kong still texting you?” he asked.
You didn’t answer right away, instead giving him a lazy hum underneath a smile.
“So that’s a yes~” he whistled. “You’re in trouble, man.”
You didn’t deny. Maybe he wasn’t wrong.
The morning passed slowly like usual and you kept your head down mostly, tuning out your surroundings. Around eleven, your boss’s voice rang out from the back.
“Haejoon-ah. Got a sec?”
You glanced up from your screen and grabbed your notebook. He didn’t look up as you walked in, already scrolling through something on his tablet.
“Close the door.”
You did.
“What about Hong Kong?”
You spoke. Updates on the renovation proposal, logistics stuff, something about budget, material revision. You flipped to the right page in your notes, answered what needed answering. Routine stuff, nothing out of hand. Just as you were about to leave, he leaned back in his chair and gave you a look.
“Oh, what about that girl? Was it Wonyoung?”
“What about her, hyung?” you blinked.
“Yeah, the one who made you agree to work with her on the spot. You haven’t told me much about this mystery person.” he smirked, too sharp to be harmless. “Come on, we’re too close for you to hide things from me.”
“I mean… we texted, like a lot after that day.”
He leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, watching you too closely now.
“Okay… do you like her?”
You gave a small shrug, trying not to give too much away.
“She’s fun to talk to. I’d say a mix of cute shyness and confidence. Sharp. Easy going.”
“You talk about a girl like she’s a design brief. I know there’s something about her.”
You huffed a short laugh.
“I don’t know what you want me to say, hyung.”
He waited, quiet. Not pushing but not letting you off the hook either.
“She was…shy but got flirty after drinking a bit that night.” you admitted after hesitating for an awkward moment.
“But also honest. She saw that picture I took with that chaebol’s daughter and her model friend. Maybe she got a little jealous and pinched me.”
“She pinched you?” he didn’t expect that part.
You nodded, reenacting what Wonyoung did to you that night - the way her fingers rested on the back of your hand before pinching twice. He watched you do it before shifting to another topic more carefully.
“And… Jimin?”
Your fingers paused in the air.
“It’s over, hyung.”
“Are you still thinking about her?” he asked after giving you a slow nod.
You didn’t answer right away, slowly letting your hands fall to your sides with a lazy exhale.
“Definitely much less than before.”
Your boss leaned forward, elbows on the desk.
“You don’t have to rush it, you know. Don’t do it because you want to forget about your ex quickly. That thing never works.”
That you already knew, your boss paused for a bit before shifting slightly in his chair.
“So, that floral studio thing. How serious is that?”
“She wants it done right. It’s not just some cute idea. They’re serious about it. I said I’d help… without going through you first. But that also means one more deal for us.”
“You know I don’t micromanage. And you told me about it that night already, Haejoon-ah.” he said. “I’m okay with that. I trust your call.”
“Thanks, hyung.”
“Just brief me properly once things are agreed. Site conditions, budget, whatever comes up. Do the heavy stuff, I’ll handle the boring stuff.”
“Paperwork.” you reaffirmed with a little chuckle.
“Yeah. Client agreement, contractor docs, other things. Leave that to me.” He grinned, raising an eyebrow at you. “What? Until you get your license, I’m still the one who has to sign everything.”
“I just hit the requirement this year, hyung.”
“I know.” he smirked. “Scary how fast that came, huh? You’re almost legit now.”
You rolled your eyes. “I’ve been legit.”
“Legit? Sure. Legal? Not yet.”
You were already halfway to the door when you added, offhandedly. “I’m picking her up tonight, by the way.”
“Dinner?”
“Mmm, somewhere in Sangsu-dong.”
Impressed, he immediately answers with a hum. “Damn. Back from Hong Kong with a new girlfriend?”
“Alright, alright. See you later.”
That day, you left the office earlier than usual. But the second you stepped into the parking spot, something shifted. The car was clean, you’d asked your friend to have it washed a few days ago and vacuumed inside just last weekend. But here you were, standing there, staring at it like something wasn’t right.
But here you were, standing, staring at it like something wasn’t right. You opened the door, checked the dashboard, adjusted the position of the phone mount even though it was fine. Brushed an invisible speck off the console. Straightened the folded umbrella in the backseat. You weren’t fixing anything. You were… just stalling.
On the way home, you stopped by a convenience store and picked up two bottles of water, just in case. A few light snacks and hangover relief drink, just in case you two drank and wine turned her red, maybe also a pack of gum for the ride. She didn’t ask for anything but you liked being prepared. Even if you didn’t know how the night would go, you could at least make sure she was comfortable.
You got home just in time to shower quickly and changed into something dark, like she said. You checked all your belongings and rushed to the car before you had time to overthink anything else.
[워녕이🐰]
here~
im hanging around this place with my friend near this place
text me when you get here oppa
Garosu-gil - trendy, expensive, the kind of street where fashion enthusiasts shop and YouTubers walk around to interview influencers. But still, one more stop before picking Wonyoung up. You’d swung by a small flower shop, standing there longer than you meant to, staring at everything like you studying for an exam.
“It’s for someone who knows flowers, imo.” you said. “She’s very into floral work… This is my first time taking her out, she said it’s just a normal hangout but I want to impress her.”
The auntie glanced up from where she was wrapping a bouquet. Her eyes softened.
“Oh my… how sweet. You’re so thoughtful! That alone should impress her.”
You scratched the back of your neck, embarrassed.
“I don’t know too much about flowers so maybe you could help me, imo.”
“Of course. Lucky for you, I almost closed ten minutes ago.”
“Really?”
“Mm, I had a feeling someone nice would stop by today.”
Weird.
She hummed softly as she moved through the buckets, pulling a few delicate freesia stems, soft ranunculus and some spray of greenery carefully.
“Let’s keep it light and gentle.” she said, wrapping bouquet in kraft paper and tied it neatly. “There. Give it to her properly, okay?”
You paid and bowed before taking it carefully. “Thank you, imo.”
“Drive safe. And tell her she’s lucky too.”
You got there at 7:17 and found a parking spot just a few blocks away. Turning off the engine, you stepped out to the sky that was already darkening, street buzzing with people heading out.
[You]
i’m here. across from the cafe with the green sign.
You leaned against the passenger side of the car and waited, checking your reflection in the window, trying not to make it too obvious all while glancing the bouquet in the passenger seat every few seconds. Just as you were about rethink your choices, you saw Wonyoung walking out the corner with a friend, laughing at something.
She turned as her friend pointed toward the car, eyes quickly landing on you. And just like that, your heart did something it hadn’t done in a while. Not because Wonyoung looked good, she did, but also because she looked like she was genuinely happy to see you.
Wonyoung crossed the street and her friend peeled off in the other direction, not without giving you a quick look over, maybe to check if you were worth the hype. You tried your best not to react and only kept your gaze on Wonyoung. She walked with that easy kind of confidence, no effort but some people still turned their heads.
When she got close, she waved with one hand, shining with a smile so natural like the two of you had done this a thousand times before. And that was when you noticed, her bangs were gone. Her forehead was bare now, clean and open. A small change but it sure made her look different.
You straightened your posture when Wonyoung finally reached the car. For a few seconds, things almost turned awkward as neither of you said anything. You, holding the door. Her with both hands at her sides, suddenly shifting her weight. She looked up at you.
“Hi.”
Gentle, quiet, like she forgot how to use her voice.
“H- hi.”
That made Wonyoung laugh under her breath. She looked away and brushed her hair behind her ear, the edge of her lips pulling in like she was trying not to grin too much.
“You’re not gonna say anything about my hair, oppa?”
“I was about t- to...” you quickly replied. “You look really beautiful.”
Wonyoung looked at you now, this time not hiding the way her cheeks warmed.
“You too, oppa.”
She stepped closer when you stepped aside, finally glancing at the passenger seat’s window. And when she saw what was waiting there, her whole expression shifted.
“Wait… Are those-?”
Before she could finish, you just smiled and opened the door for her to see. Wonyoung got a clear look at the bouquet then back at you, letting out a giggle, soft and shy. The sound really made you feel like you made her whole day.
“Oh my, you got flowers?”
“You’re into flowers, I had to try.”
She looked at the bouquet again before sliding into the seat, still smiling.
“You’re dangerous, oppa. You know that?”
You closed the door gently behind her, still smiling like a fool as you made your way around to the driver’s side. Neither of you said anything for the first few seconds. Just the quiet hum of the AC, the quiet city outside the windows and the soft rustle of the bouquet in her lap. You adjusted the mirror before looking her way.
“Can you type the address in for me?”
Wonyoung nodded quickly, like she was waiting for you to speak first.
“Mm, here.” She reached for the screen. “It’s in Sangsu-dong. Shouldn’t be too long.”
The road opened up in front of you, quiet and slowly. A few blocks passed, Wonyoung settled back into her seat, bouquet still in her lap. Then, like she couldn’t help it anymore.
“Are you nervous, oppa?”
You glanced at her, eyes flickering back to the road just as fast.
“A little.”
“Me too.” she smiled.
“Why are you nervous?” you chuckled, genuinely curious. “We’ve been texting a lot since that day. And you weren’t exactly shy in Hong Kong either.”
Wonyoung blinked, surprised. “Hmm?”
“You unbuttoned my shirt, leaned your head on my shoulder, pinched me when you saw the photo of me and the chaebol’s daughter with her model friend.”
She let out a soft laugh, not denying any of it.
“I did… and you didn’t stop me.”
“I didn’t know I was allowed to.”
“And I had a little wine.”
“You’re blaming the wine?”
“No.” Wonyoung tilted her head, still smiling. “But the wine helped. I still meant everything I did and said.”
That made you chuckled lightly, hands tightening slightly on the wheels. Wonyoung shifted, the bouquet crinking lightly in her lap as she reached for her phone.
“This wrapping’s really nice, oppa.” she said casually while holding the flowers up just enough to get the right angle. “Not really overdone. The palette’s soft… maybe a little wild.”
She tapped the screen twice to adjust the light before snapping a photo. “Good taste.”
You shook your head, smiling to yourself.
“Uhh, that’s all the flower shop auntie. I just told her you were hard to impress.”
Wonyoung gave a satisfied little laugh, already typing something. She looked at the photo for a few seconds, adjusted the filter slightly before tapping one final button. You didn’t ask, but you were damn pleased that you’d already made this much progress.
“You can play music, if you want to.”
She looked at you, eyebrows slightly raised. “Really?”
“Yeah, anything’s fine.” you gave a small nod.
Wonyoung smiled at that like she knew exactly what that meant and reached for the screen. “You’re giving me too much power right now.”
The song she chose was warm, melodic. The more it filled the car, the more it made sense. Of course this would be her choice. You drove in silence, letting the music settle in for a bit before asking, quietly.
“Wonyoung-ah.”
“Huh?”
“Are you thirsty?”
She glanced at you, lips pouting, then nodded a little.
“Umm… maybe a little.”
You reached one hand back behind your seat, careful not to swerve and pulled out a cold water bottle and a small bag of snacks. Nothing fancy but you hoped it was enough to impress her.
“I got you some water, just in case.” you tried not to sound too nervous, setting it gently into the cup holder.
“And… some light snacks too. If you’re hungry before we get there.” you set the snacks on her lap, next to the flower bouquet.
Wonyoung gave a surprised hum, staring down at what you’d handed her before looking back at you, voice soft. “You’re full of surprises, oppa. I didn’t think you’d think that far.”
You pretended to check the mirror, hiding the warm feeling on your cheeks. The car felt warmer all of a sudden, or maybe it because of her.
“I mean… I have to when I’m with you.”
Wonyoung looked away quickly too, uncapping the bottle and taking a sip, trying to hide her smile. Still, you caught the way her cheeks turned a little pink.
A little while later, the two of you were seated at the restaurant, you across from her. You both started with a salad. Wonyoung ate it slowly, with one hand curled lightly at her chest as she took each bite.
Huh, cute.
“How was it?” you asked.
She looked up, smiling softly.
“It’s good, oppa. Really balanced.” Another hum. “I like that they don’t overdress it. A lot of places try hard.”
You nodded and took a bite yourself, but your eyes couldn’t help but stay on Wonyoung. She looked effortlessly put together. A soft ivory shirt with delicate straps and ruffled edges, something simple but screamed elegant. Her hair was tied up in a neat bun, with a soft scrunchie tucked at the back. A few strands framed her face just right.
With the lighting in the restaurant, she looked like an actress straight out of a soft romance. Then she made this face, cheeks puffed slightly, brows raised like she was reacting to something in the salad. Your heart dropped and stumbled. Without much thinking, you pulled out your phone.
“You look too cute right now.”
She looked up, mid bite but amused. “Hmm?”
“Just eat” you lifted your phone up, finding her good angle. “I’ll take pictures for you.”
It made Wonyoung laugh, covering her mouth with one hand while still holding her fork in the other.
“You’re not serious, oppa.”
“I’m not kidding. You look great in this lighting.”
She gave you a look, a mix of playfulness and shyness, before straightening up a little in her seat, adjusting her posture slightly.
“Get my good side, oppa.”
And just liked that, she smiled and posed for you. Those bubbly eyes told you she enjoyed this more than she let on.
You snapped a few quietly, steady hands while trying to get it right. This mattered too much right now, right? When you lowered the phone, Wonyoung immediately reached across the table with both hands, palms open.
“Let me see, please.”
You hand the phone over and she brought the phone close, analyzing slowly.
“Whoa… This is really good.” she looked up, genuinely happy. “I was literally about to ask you to take pictures for me too, oppa. You just beat me to it.”
You shrugged, trying to play it off though you were sure your face was showing nothing more than pure shyness and happiness.
“I guess I’m learning how to lead you.”
“You’re kinda… good at this.” she blinked, caught off guard before hiding her face before the phone, trying to bite back a smile. “Like not just the pictures. The whole thing too.”
The main course came not long after and Wonyoung lit up the moment it landed.
“Ooh. Wait, take pictures of this too, oppa.”
You smiled, obeying immediately. “You want only you or you and the food?”
“Both, obviously.” she rolled her eyes playfully, adjusting her posture. “Make it look candid.”
You played along with the same eye gesture, still catching her mid pose as she faked cutting her steak.
“Pretty… Okay, a few more.”
Wonyoung fixed her hair, elbows on the table, angling her face just right on her fingers.
“Okay, yes. Like that.”
You snapped a few more, doing your best to stay cool but your heart was thudding so hard.
“That’s beautiful. Okay, eat it before it gets cold.”
“You’re weirdly good at this, oppa. Have you done it before?” she said, hand reaching for the water.
“I’m just a fast learner.”
Wonyoung shot you a look, lips pouting like she was a bit skeptical.
“You want me to cut it for you?”
“Are you offering?” she smiled slowly, flustered.
You reached for her plate without saying anything, pulled it toward you and cut it into neat, bite sized pieces. She watched you, chin resting lightly on her hand.
“You didn’t have to.” her voice soft as she sang pleasingly.
“I know. That’s why I did.”
Her eyes met yours and it really felt like she wanted to say something but decided not to. You slid the plate back to her, now perfectly cut.
“There you go.”
“Hmm, that was smooth, oppa.”
You smirked, picking up your fork again. “You said I was good at this.”
“I didn’t think you’d be that good.”
She took a bite, cheeks a little pink, and the two of you eased back into a light hearted conversation.
“What’s work like these days?” Wonyoung dabbed her lips with a napkin, blinking at you across the table.
“Umm, busy. I’m juggling a few projects. One of them just got approved, so there’s a lot of back-and-forth.”
“Is that the hotel renovation thingy in Hong Kong?”
“That one’s almost done.” You smiled. “This one is smaller. A studio.”
“Oh? What kind of studio, oppa?”
“A floral studio.” you said casually, watching her expression.
She narrowed her eyes, playful and pleased at the same time.
“Mmm~ sounds familiar.”
You chuckled. “Yes, really familiar.”
Wonyoung took another bite before leaning forward, chin on her palm. Damn, she was really gorgeous.
“And your MBTI, oppa. You never fully told me that day in Hong Kong.”
“You got close… but not quite.”
“Mmm…” she tilted her head, thinking. “You’re definitely not an E. Quiet, calm but not passive.”
“Keep going.” you took a bite of your steak as Wonyoung squinted at you.
“You seemed like a T at first, oppa. I think you pretend to be all logical and chill but I feel like you care a lot more than you show.”
You smiled slowly. “Still not done guessing?”
“Nope. I’m invested now.” she tapped her fingers against her cheek, thoughtful.
“IS…TJ? No, wait. ISTP?”
You looked at her long enough to make her lean forward more before finally shrugging. Teasing Wonyoung like this felt so fun, the reactions were so worth it.
“Maybe.”
She narrowed her eyes, lips forming a small pout.
“Oppa~! Just tell me.”
“I mean…” you leaned back, wiping your mouth with the napkin. “You did get kinda close.”
“Kinda? I was right, wasn’t I?’
“Were you?”
“Ahhh~” she pretended to scream before sinking back in her seat with a huff. “You’re annoying, oppa.”
“But you’re enjoying this as much as I do, aren’t you?”
Wonyoung looked away but not before you caught her blush creeping back in. “Whatever, I know I’m right.”
You shook your head as you were about to reach for your water, very much satisfied with yourself when out of nowhere-
“You’re the kind of guy that doesn’t always say what he feels but thinks about it all the time, right?”
Her comeback came faster than you expected, playful and confident. Your gaze moved to Wonyoung and she was watching you carefully now. Before you could respond, the waiter returned and placed down the dessert.
“Hmm.” she sang quietly , still half watching you as the waiter left. “That looks delicious.”
You tried to put on the most casual smile you could, hoping she wouldn’t come back to it. The woman knew she hit you in the right spot, her lips showing a hint of a victorious smirk.
“Okay, oppa~ One last time. Take pictures for me?”
Lucky. You reached for your phone again, already smiling.
“You’re getting spoiled.”
“Mmm, I know.” she confirmed, tilting her head to lure you in with her charm. “And I like it.”
You liked it too, more than you admit.
You took the photos and showed it to her. Wonyoung just nodded, pleased and dug into the dessert with a happy smile. The rest of the night eased into warmth again, that little playful tension from earlier melted between bites of cream and bits of laughter. When the bill came, you’d already handed your card to the waiter without saying a word. Wonyoung noticed but didn’t fight it, just smiled quietly to herself.
As soon as you stood from the table and walked out the restaurant, Wonyoung was beside you and hooked her arms through yours like she’d been waiting for this moment to come. She leaned into you just enough to feel close but not clingy.
Wonyoung was light on her feet, humming softly. You opened the car door for her, but she didn’t get in. She stood there for a second, eyes drifting down the street with her lips pursed in thought.
“Oppa.” she said shyly. “I… don’t want to go home yet.”
Hey, just what you were thinking too. So you stepped a little closer and slipped your jacket off, draping it over her shoulders. Wonyoung waved her arms in little motion as if that could hide the gentle redness on her face.
“Get in.” you smiled. “We’ll drive around for a while. I don’t want to go home either.”
Sangsu-dong blurred gently passed the windows as you drove, without rush or reason. You both didn’t say much, Wonyoung sat quietly with your jacket pulled around her, hands tucked into the sleeves. Her bouquet now rested in her lap again. She looked out the window with Seoul’s night lights shining on her face in flickers of yellow and red.
“Where are we going, oppa?” she asked eventually, soft.
“Wanna stop somewhere for a bit?”
“Where?”
“Uhh, somewhere we can sit. Take in the view. Just for a bit.”
Her nod said more than words. Then she shifted slightly in her seat, reaching for the snacks you bought her earlier on the dashboard.
“You really bought snacks and everything?” her tone light but fond.
“I told you.” you said, keeping your eyes on the road. “Just in case.”
Wonyoung opened one of the bags, took a bite and chewed quietly. Then she turned to you and hesitated for half a second before holding a piece up between her fingers and moved it near your mouth.
“Open.”
You would’ve been giggling and running laps like a schoolgirl right now had you not been driving right now.
“What happened to being shy, miss?”
“I’m still shy.” she mumbled, the blush on her cheeks gave her away. “Just something for you… since you took pictures for me.”
You leaned in slightly, still focused on the road but let her feed you the piece.
“Hmph.” she huffed, embarrassed but now grinning. “You didn’t even hesitate, oppa.”
“Didn’t want to waste the moment.”
She shook her head, holding in a laugh and fed you another, less hesitation this time. The car was filled with soft music and silence that didn’t need fixing. You pulled off the main road and followed the slope down toward a quieter part of the riverbank. The lights of the city blinked gently across the water, the bridges in the distance humming with movement, none of it felt loud.
You parked, got out and opened her door before she even reached for the handle. Still in your jacket, bouquet in one hand, Wonyoung followed you to a bench that sat not too far away. She sat first, pulling your jacket tighter around her. You sat down beside her.
For a moment, the two of you just looked at the view. Faint ripple on the river, bridge lights, Seoul at night. Silently but definitely not sneakily, Wonyoung leaned over and let her head rest on your shoulder. She let out a sigh, like something heavy in her chest had finally been released. You didn’t move and just let her be, coming to realize that you hadn’t felt this peaceful in a while.
“I haven’t done this before, oppa.”
You glanced at her and hummed but didn’t interrupt.
“Like… let someone in this far. This fast.” Her voice didn’t tremble, but it was careful. “I know I come off as confident but… most of the time, I’m also just trying to keep up with myself.”
You nodded, slow and steady, to let her know you heard everything.
“But tonight… I didn’t feel like I had to try so hard.”
Those words did it, fragile and real. You turned a little so her head sat more comfortably against you, taking a little inhale before finally speaking.
“You told me that that night in Hong Kong too, you know.”
You felt Wonyoung shift a little in her seat, just enough for you to hear her a little better.
“Told you what, oppa?”
“Everything you just said. And that I better gain your trust.” You bit back a smile. “You were a bit drunk. Maybe a bit bossy and territorial.”
Wonyoung then let out a small gasp, pulling back to look at you. Embarrassment and playful outrage was visible on her face.
“Excuse me? I was not territorial.”
“You pinched me when you saw that picture.” you raised an eyebrow and reasoned.
“That’s because you looked way too comfortable next to those girls.” she muttered, lips pouting.
“So you admit you were jealous.”
“I was a little tipsy.” she countered, voice smaller now.
“Still cute, Wonyoung-ah.”
She went quiet after that. You did too, not because you didn’t have anything to say, but because you didn’t want to ruin the way your heart fluttered in the moment. And it wasn’t long before Wonyoung leaned back on your shoulder again. No arguing. No denying. Just staying close. A breeze passed by, rustling the trees behind you.
“Oppa…” her voice was soft, hesitant.
“I’m here.”
Wonyoung stayed leaning against you, fingers fiddling with the bouquet.
“Do you… want to come in for a bit later?” the question came so suddenly. “My house. Like… after this.”
You blinked, surprised. Right now? Wonyoung straightened, clearly aware of your silence and cleared her throat before clarifying.
“I- I was going to make some tea. And I wanted to show you some pictu- pictures of that place for the floral studio we asked you to help design. I saved them on my iPad.”
Not hearing an answer from you, she quickly added again.
“Bu- but don’t get the wrong idea, okay?”
“What kind of idea?” you asked carefully, fully understanding what she said.
“I’m not… like that. I’m n- not easy or anything.” she said, cheeks flushing as the words tumbled out. “So do- don’t even think of taking advantage of me, oppa.”
“I wasn’t going to.” You watched her for a moment, then let out the smallest breath of a smile. Wonyoung looked away, embarrassed, but you kept your tone calm. “I wasn’t going to, Wonyoung-ah. I don’t think about you like that at all. If you’re inviting me in just to make me tea and show me pictures, I’ll come in for exactly that. Nothing more.”
At that, Wonyoung finally turned and met your eyes. She bit her bottom lip, seemingly thinking. And damn, those eyes of her… always so bright and pretty.
“Okay.”
“Okay.” you repeated, smiling.
Wonyoung also smiled, the tension in her shoulder easing just a little before leaning into your shoulder again.
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Her apartment looked exactly like her. Soft lighting, muted pastels and little touches of elegance everywhere. Glass vases, nice curtains, fresh flowers. It wasn’t all too much but from what you saw, you could easily tell Wonyoung came from money. Everything here was quietly tasteful, carefully arranged and effortless in the way expensive things often are.
Wonyoung slipped off her shoes and gestured for you to do the same before walking further inside like she’d only just remembered you were still following her.
“Oh, you can sit there oppa.” she turned to you with a smile. “I’ll make us tea.”
She refused your help, waving you off with a confidence expression that left no room for argument. So you sat, taking in the space while she moved around the kitchen.
When Wonyoung brought the tea over, she settled beside you and pulled out her iPad. She showed you photos of the space she had her eyes on, a ground floor unit tucked in a street in Yeonnam-dong with great natural lighting.
“So… I talked with Yena-unnie and Hyewon-unnie a lot about this.” she said, scrolling through the photos.
You nodded, listening as she showed you the pictures. She was right, it had potential. So you started explaining gently. What parts could be kept as is, what needed reinforcing, how you could utilize lighting, material balances… Not showing off, just answering her hopes with quiet precision. At some point, she stopped answering and just watched you talk, pretending to sip her tea.
“You really know your stuff, oppa.” she said, almost like she was meant to talk to herself.
That pulled a surprise laugh out of you, making Wonyoung flustered.
“I mean… I’d hope so. I’m doing this for a living.”
Wonyoung replies with a soft laugh but the warm look in her eyes lingered. You took a sip of tea then set the cup down.
“But again, we have to visit the place soon. I have to take a closer look. And I have to hear more from you, Yena and Hyewon too. Everything you guys want. How you guys want me to design…”
Wonyoung perked up immediately, thoughtful.
“Ooh! Do you have time tomorrow morning, oppa?”
“Tomorrow?” You thought for a second. “I can make it work.”
The corner of her eyes crinkled, lips biting back a smile as her fingers played with the rim of her cup.
“Then… pick me up tomorrow? We can grab breakfast first. Just the two of us.” the smile finally came, she didn’t even try to hide her intentions anymore. “After that, we’ll swing by to get Yena-unnie and Hyewon-unnie. Then we can visit the place together.”
You smiled back at her, trying not to look too eager.
“Sounds great. I’d love to.”
And just like that, the night that had started with nerves and soft hesitation now had a quiet promise in it. For tomorrow, and hopefully more after that. Wonyoung leaned back slightly, stretching her arms and hugging one knee to her chest.
“So…” she tilted her head. “What do you think about my house?”
You glanced around again, thinking of the right words. “It looks just like you. Warm. Elegant. Not trying too hard but… unforgettable.”
Wonyoung giggled at your answer, and you hoped you’d get to hear that pleasing sound much more in the future. Who wouldn’t, right?
A few minutes later, you stood at the door while Wonyoung walked you out, still wrapped in your jacket. She handed it back reluctantly, her fingers lingering on the sleeves for a little longer.
“Thanks for tonight, oppa.”
“Thank you.” you replied. “For trusting me. And for the tea.”
“Pick me up tomorrow?”
“Bright and early.” you nodded.
You were about to step out quickly to hide any sadness of ending the night right here when Wonyoung suddenly reached for your arm, pulling you back just a step. She leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek without any warning.
What?
“That one’s for dinner.” she smiled. Before you could react, she blessed your other cheek with another kiss, light and warm.
“That one’s for the flowers.”
Knees almost turning into spaghetti, you almost fell, not knowing what to say now. And that was when Wonyoung kissed you one last time, this one lasting just a little longer and dangerously close to the corner of your mouth.
“And that one,” she whispered, lips still close. “...maybe just because I felt like it.”
Soft. Knowing. Mischievous.
One more word from her and you would actually faint. Your eyes flickered to her lips and before you could stop yourself, you stupidly leaned in. Not too fast but carefully, like asking her but without words. And before your lips could meet hers, Wonyoung quickly lifted her hand and placed a finger over your mouth. Denied.
“Not yet, oppa.” she sang gently with a smile. “Not yet.”
You let out a breath, cheeks blazing before nodding.
“Umm, ok- okay. I’m… I’m sorry.”
Wonyoung let out a quiet laugh. Did she actually appreciate the effort and find it cute? Or was she playfully mocking you? Whatever, those three kisses were enough to fuel you for the next two weeks.
“You’re cute when you’re shy, oppa.”
Fuck.
“You kissed me like that… What was I supposed to do?” you rubbed the back of your neck, trying to recover.
“Take it like a man.” Wonyoung teased, eyes twinkling. “And wait your turn.”
And she stepped back with a softer smile and waved.
“Good night, oppa. Dream of me~”
You smiled, still a little dazed like the down bad fool that you were.
“G… Good night.”
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By the time you stepped into your apartment, everything felt a little surreal. You didn’t even remember the drive back. The door clicked shut behind you and you barely managed to kick off your shoes before walking to the living room, crashing down face first onto the couch.
You laughed, giggled in the best way possible. Your jacket still smelled like her perfume. You hadn’t felt like this in a long time, this stupidly happy feeling in your chest. Just then, your phone buzzed where it had slipped out of your pocket onto the couch.
[워녕이🐰]
are u back home safe, oppa?
[You]
i just got inside
collapsed straight onto the couch
[워녕이🐰]
ㅎㅎㅎ i imagined that
don’t fall asleep in your jacket~
[You]
i might just do that now that you mentioned it
it still smelled like you
[워녕이🐰]
…creepy
but kinda cute
i’ll allow it
You laughed to yourself.
[You]
what about you? no regrets inviting me in?
[워녕이🐰]
no regrets
i made great tea
and you were…
decent
[You]
excuse me? just decent?
[워녕이🐰]
okay fine
you were better than the tea >.<
[You]
i’ll take that as high praise
[워녕이🐰]
u should, oppa
no man gets praised like that from the jang wonyoung
also… i liked how you talked about the floral studio
you sounded so cool
You stared at that one a little longer than you meant to, mouth opened with even realizing.
[You]
you’re gonna kill me
[워녕이🐰]
ㅋㅋㅋ that’s the goal
don’t get cocky tho
[You]
i’ll keep my ego in check
just in case the jang wonyoung wants to invite me in again
[워녕이🐰]
hmm… maybe
but don’t get any wrong ideas, oppa
[You]
no weird thoughts
just excited for breakfast
[워녕이🐰]
good answer
now sleep, oppa. u have been working hard today
thank you for everything today~
[You]
you too
sweet dreams, wonyoung-ah
[워녕이🐰]
dream of me 🐰
You locked your phone with the corner of your lips still curved up, staring at the ceiling like the world was finally spinning in the right direction. And yeah… maybe it was. Suddenly, the doorbell rang. The sound echoed through your apartment, too sharp for this hour. You glanced at the clock.
12:47 AM
Who’d come to my house at this time?
Your brows furrowed annoyingly as you pushed yourself off the couch and walked slowly toward the door. No one ever visited this late unannounced. You pressed the button on the panel, and the screen lit up.
A figure was standing under the light. Disheveled. Crying. Wobbly. It took you a few seconds to recognize her.
Yu Jimin
She looked like she had just gotten out of a club. The black dress clung to her frame, sleek, modern, expensive. Her heels were high, too high for how unsteady she stood. Her designer bag dangled loosely from her hand, like she forgot she was holding it. Her makeup started to smudge at the corner of her eyes from crying too much.
She was stunning… and utterly wrecked. For a second, you forgot how to breathe. Staring at the screen, your heart pounded for all the wrong reasons. Jimin looked like a ghost of herself.
“Please open the door for me, oppa… I can’t take it anymore.”
You hesitated. Jimin sounded so broken. With a sigh, you opened the door. When you opened the door, she stood there, eyes welling. Before you could say anything a single word, she stepped in and kissed you, hard.
Her mouth crashed against yours with all force of desperation. Her hands clutched your collar like she was holding on for her life. It took you a second to even register what was happening. Finally, your hands came up to push her back firmly, not violent.
“Jimin-ah!” you gasped, stepping away. “What are you doing?”
She stood there, her face crumbling.
“I miss you, oppa.” she said through a sob. “I made a mistake… I still love you…”
All you could think about was the text on your phone. The warmth that was still lingering on your jacket. The girl who made you feel like tomorrow was something that was worth looking forward to again. And it wasn’t Jimin anymore.
Jimin’s voice cracked, her knees then buckled. She dropped to the floor, arms wrapping around your waist as she collapsed into sobs.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry…”
You stood there completely caught off guard. The person clinging to you now wasn’t the Jimin you remembered. Not the confident, bubbly girl you once knew.
“I’m so sorry, oppa…”
This version of Jimin was unraveling. Suffocating on her own guilt. “Please, I can’t do this anymore.” she sobbed. “Everything is so hard without you in my life. I thought I could move on easily but I can’t. I can’t…”
You closed the door behind her and lowered yourself, crouching in front of her.
“Jimin… you need to breathe, okay?”
She clung to you tighter, burying her face into your jacket.
“I thought you’d wait for me to come back…”
You gently pried her arms from around your waist, guiding her to sit properly on the floor. Her hands were still shaking. You didn’t have the heart to yell but you couldn’t pretend that nothing had changed. Her crying didn’t undo the silence she left you in back then. It also didn’t erase the girl who had kissed your cheeks three times just an hour earlier and told you to dream of her.
Your phone buzzed on the table across the room. You didn’t look at it.
“Jimin-ah… let me get you some water, okay?”
Before you could stand, Jimin’s head tilted slightly, her nose scrunching slightly, that signature nose scrunch always did something to you back then. She leaned in closer, eyes sharp and suspicious as she sniffed the collar of your jacket that Wonyoung had spent over an hour curled against.
“What is that smell?” her voice dropped, confused. “What are you talking about?”
Jimin pulled back, hands grabbing at your cheeks, stopping mid motion. She stared at you and her expression changed abruptly. She wiped near the corner of your lips with her thumb, then again on both sides of your cheeks. Her lips trembled.
“Oppa… you’ve been with someone, haven’t you?” The way she said it sounded like a fact, not a question. She then stood abruptly, anger now twisting with grief. “Is that why you wouldn’t kiss me back? That’s why you looked at me like I was a stranger?!”
“Jimin-ah…” you stood quickly, hands raised trying to ease the situation.
“Who is she?” she shouted, grabbing your wrist. “Who the hell is that girl?!”
“Stop, Jimin. Calm down!”
“Answer me!!”
She pulled you toward her by your collar, eyes wild, hands trembling. You stared at her, breathing hard. The perfume, the kiss, the tears, the yelling - this wasn’t the Jimin you knew and once loved. This felt like someone, not her.
Her grip on your collar only got tighter.
“Who is that bitch?” she hissed through her teeth.
“I’m gonna make you forget her, oppa. I’ll make you feel better than that bitch ever could.”
“Jimin-ah” your voice firm. “Don’t say things like that.”
She didn’t stop. Her words came out like knives, rage coating every single syllable. Jealousy. Regret. Anger. They all came crashing down at once.
“You are mine, oppa.” she spat. “Mine, Han Haejoon. How can you be holding someone else already? Didn’t you beg me to stay that day, oppa?”
You shook your head and gently pulled your arms from her grasp. “You ended it.”
“And I’m back now!”
“Too late.” You finished her. You hadn’t meant to sound so final, but it needed to be.
Jimin just stood there. Her breathing slowed, uneven as she realized her outburst wasn’t working the way she wanted. She took a step closer, her tone now shifting into something fragile.
“I don’t want to go home, oppa.”
You didn’t answer and she blinked up at you, eyes glassy again, voice trembling in the way that she knew would make you weak.
“You know I can’t sleep alone when I’m like this.”
That was low. Jimin knew damn well it was.
“Let me stay, oppa… just for tonight. I’ll be quiet. I just need someone.”
You hesitated, and she knew she almost touched your weak spor. Her hands brush your arm.
“I know you, oppa. I know that you, my baby wouldn’t leave someone crying at his door.”
You shut your eyes, jaw tense. “Jimin-ah…”
But then her expression darken again, breaking through the sweetness.
“She kissed you, didn’t she?”
You opened your mouth to calm her down but she cut you with a scoff.
“That fucking bitch! I can smell her on you. See her on you!” And too easy, her voice transitioned back into the sweet Jimin. “But you still open the door for me, oppa. That must mean something.”
You let out a long breath, dragging a hand through your hair.
“Just… I- Just sleep in my room, alone. End of the conversation, no more. I’ll pay for your ride back home tomorrow morning and that’s it. We’re done.”
And just like that, the tears returned. Or at least, the sound of them. Her face contorted with sorrow, shoulders trembling.
“You’re not even going to hold me?” Jimin whispered, voice cracking. “Not even tonight?”
You studied Jimin carefully. The crying… it sounded real but you weren’t sure. She blurred the line between real pain and performance too well. Still, something inside you clenched just a little, maybe that soft spot she used to lean on.
“You should shower.”
“What?”
“You smell like alcohol. I’ll get you something clean to wear. While you’re in there, I’ll make you something to help with the hangover.”
She wiped under her eyes slowly. Her lashes were wet but her expression didn’t match.
“After that, you sleep. Alone. Go home tomorrow.”
She hesitated, clearly not expecting that tone. Then she finally gave you a nod, almost like a child being scolded.
“Okay…”
You turned and walked toward your room to grab an old hoodie and sweats for her. The soft click of the bathroom door echoed through the still apartment, followed by running water. You stood at your closet, staring at the folded clothes in your hand. You felt heavy for reasons you weren’t sure. Jimin knew your weaknesses, too well. You turned and headed back out to the bathroom, knocking once.
“Jimin-ah, I’m leaving the clothes by the door, okay?”
No answer.
“I’m leaving them by the door.”
Still nothing so you simply exhaled and leaned down. Just as the door cracked open with a hiss of steam, Jimin stepped out. She hadn’t showered. Her skin was dry. Her hair untouched. Not a hint of shampoo or soap. And worse, she wasn’t dressed. Nothing on her but the trembling look in her eyes.
“I couldn’t find the towel…”
You knew she was clearly lying, your hands still holding out the clothes like they were some kind of shield between you and her.
“Jimin.”
She stepped closer.
“Don’t you miss me, oppa? Just a little?”
She stepped closer, her arms wrapped around your waist from the front, pressing her body against yours.
“We used to sleep like this, oppa.” she murmured, voice soft and slow. “You said I made you feel peaceful.”
Too exhausted for anymore of this, you reached down and gently took her wrist, unwrapping her hold from you firmly.
“Look at me, Jimin-ah.”
And she did, eyes wide, part pleading, part daring.
“Don’t do this.” you said. “We are over.”
She swallowed hard. Her lips quivered. “You’re still kind, oppa.”
“Maybe I am. Maybe I am not. That’s why I’m asking you to shower. I’ll make something warm for you. Eat, rest. You’ll go home in the morning. You’re too drunk.”
Jimin stood there, breathing softly, looking for a crack in you, that old you that would take her back instantly. Eventually, she pulled her hands back.
“Okay….” she said, voice small.
Jimin slowly stepped back, turning toward the bathroom with the clothes you’d given her. After the door finally clicked, you stood there wondering what had happened to her. It had been over a month since things ended between you two. The heaviness that she had started when she walked in hadn’t gone away, if anything, it grew heavier.
Was she always this manipulative? Even back then?
After she finished showering, Jimin sat at the kitchen table with damp hair and quietly ate the warm soup you made. Between spoonfuls, she tried again. Subtle touches, long stares, soft signs and memories that meant to wear you down. But you didn’t respond the way she wanted, and after enough gentle but firm urging, she finally relented and made her way into your bedroom - silent, curling up in your bed like it still belonged to her, at least for tonight.
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In the middle of the night, long after the apartment had gone dead quiet, Jimin crept out of your room, her steps ghostlike on the floor. You were fast asleep on the couch, one arm over your chest, blanket half slipped down. She crouched beside you slowly, eyes scanning your face. Her fingers reached out, brushing out along your jaw, your cheekbone, then finally your lips, pausing there a bit too long. Jimin leaned in without hesitating, pressing a slow kiss to your lips like she was reclaiming something, whispering.
“I’ll get you back, oppa. You’ll see.”
Just then, your phone vibrated on the floor beside you. Jimin’s eyes flicked down to see the screen lighting up with a name that made her breath hitched.
[워녕이🐰]
That name. That ridiculous emoji. Her fingers curled into fists before she could stop herself. Her lips that were still close to you now twisted into something tight.
So that was the girl that had taken her place.
The one you were smiling at now. Texting late. Dreaming about. Her heart pounded from rage, not heartbreak. Her gaze found its way back to you - dead asleep, peaceful, unaware, still wearing that scent from a girl named Wonyoung, not her.
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A/N: i got a lot of requests telling me to bring this back so…
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*This is all fictional.
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Moments like these sucked.
It was 11:00PM, you sat quietly at Gate 21, the iced americano in your hand somehow tasted really bland, too bland. The terminal was quiet, not the peaceful quiet kind, just empty. A few other passengers sat scattered across the rows of seats, some already sleeping, others just looked dead inside like you.
You weren’t in a rush since your flight to Hong Kong wouldn’t board for another forty minutes. So you scrolled through your phone again. Nothing to check, just the usual emails from work, maybe too many unread group chats that you didn’t even bother to open in days, and that message was still sitting on top of your Kakao, waiting for you to accept the truth.
[내지민이🩵]
im sorry oppa
let’s not keep dragging this out
you know we’ve been over for a while
No typing dots. No follow-up.
It was from your now ex-girlfriend, Yu Jimin. You met on campus, she was in Interior Design while you were finishing up your architecture degree. She was popular - the looks, the bright energy, the bubbly personality… she had it all. People noticed her and a lot of guys chased after her. But somehow, she’d only looked at you. She was the one who confessed first; bold, smiling, a little nervous. You still remembered the way she’d asked if you always looked that serious even when the sky looked nice.
Somehow you’d ended up together for almost 2 years. At one point, Jimin was even talking about moving in together. But… it hadn’t been good for a while. She said she’d been tired and you had no better excuse than ‘I’ve been busy’. You weren’t cheating. You weren’t lying. You loved her too much for that.
But last night, the look in Jimin’s eyes told you she was serious. You got down your knees in the middle of the street, apologizing and begging her for one last chance with tears in your eyes. You never thought you’d ever be that desperate, pleading guy. You never really begged for anything before. But last night, you begged for her. Jimin cried too, but she still walked away. She said it hurt too much to keep this relationship alive. She didn’t hate you but she couldn’t survive loving you like this anymore.
You were still lost in your thoughts when the boarding announcement echoed through the terminal. Somewhere in the sky, you found yourself staring out the window, watching the buildings disappear into clouds. Becoming an architect was never really something you planned, maybe not at first. You weren’t from money, nothing was ever handed to you easily.
You worked your way up, maybe got lucky along the way through school, through sleepless nights at SNU until you ended up here. Thirty years old. Luckily employed straight after university in this economy. Somehow, you still felt like something or maybe someone was missing in your life.
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The next few days passed by with nothing memorable, at least for you. Full of site visits, meetings and late night drafts. The renovation project wasn’t anything massive, just a quiet redesign of a small hotel somewhere in Sheung Wan. The work culture in Hong Kong was a bit fast paced but nothing you couldn’t keep up with. You spent your days listening, observing and sketching like you always did. Hong Kong was packed but beautiful, chaotic and dramatic in a way that Seoul wasn’t.
One morning, your early meeting had been canceled and you decided to just wander around with no purpose, letting the city carry you away. At some point, you ended up at Tsim Sha Tsui harbor, the scenery looked exactly like those in the 90s Hong Kong movies. And there, at the end of the Star Ferry Pier was a clean, minimalist cafe. Concrete, soft wood counters, art gallery vibes.
A cup of coffee wouldn’t hurt, right?
You wandered near the window to calm yourself down while watching the world move. The bitterness hit a bit but you didn’t mind, not there for the coffee anyway.
Then she walked in. A woman, maybe in her 20s, looking like she’d just stepped out of a fashion magazine.
She took your breath the moment she got into your vision. She was wearing a matching cream and navy stripes crochet set. The cropped cardigan clung lightly to her shoulders, unbuttoned to show the black top underneath. Her high waisted shorts helped compliment her long legs, making her already tall frame even more attractive. Her long hair was braided over one shoulder. A thin choker with a small pendant was wrapped around her neck, and those earrings just made her look so elegant and rich. But the main point of her look was the glasses. She walked in while adjusting them, casual but confident, like she knew people were watching her.
Tourist? Influencer? Gotta be.
She ordered in English, her accent almost American. Somehow, you found yourself staring at her without you even noticing.
She’s out of my league anyway…
That was until she ran into trouble while paying as her card wasn’t going through. She shifted awkwardly and laughed it off with the barista then muttered something out of frustration in Korean, loud enough for you to hear.
“아 뭐야, 또 왜 이래…?”
You weren’t the type to pay attention to things that weren’t your business. But something about this girl just… wow. Phone in hand, you strolled over hoping you looked nonchalant.
“It’s ok. I’ll pay for her.” you said in English, more confident than you thought. She turned, blinking in surprise.
“Oh no! Please, you don’t have to…” in English again. You shook your head slightly and switched back to Korean.
“It’s okay, I really do want to help. It’s fine.”
She hesitated for a second then offered a small bow with a tint of pink on her cheeks, voice now relieved.
“Ah… thank you so much. Really. I didn’t expect to run into a Korean here.”
“Me neither.” you offered a small smile, shy.
When you finished paying, she took her drink from the counter and just stood there clutching it with both hands for a moment. She wasn’t moving away, eyes wandering around the cafe before landing back on you.
Shit… she’s even more beautiful up close.
You glanced at an empty table near the window, gathering all your courage before clearing your throat. Then you asked, hoping you didn’t sound too desperate.
“Do you… want to sit with me?”
“Ah- umm…” her eyes lit up in surprise. Then she let out a soft laugh. “I mean… yes. Sure.”
The both of you moved to sit down, she carefully placed her cup of coffee before adjusting her cardigan slightly. You noticed how she kept playing with her hair, like she was nervous, completely 180° from how confident she looked coming in. Neither of you said anything for a moment. Still thinking of how to light up a conversation, you were about to open your mouth when the stunning woman finally spoke first, the corners of her lips curling visibly.
“I swear I’m not usually this clumsy.”
“No, you’re doing fine.”
She nodded, taking a sip of coffee with both hands before smiling again.
“Can I ask for your name?” her voice was a bit more confident now. “Feels weird just saying ‘thank you’ to a stranger.”
“Yeah, it’s true. I’m Haejoon. Han Haejoon. And you?”
“I’m Jang Wonyoung.”
“Nice name. It suits you a lot.” you meant it. She tilted her head at the compliment, slightly blushing.
“Can I ask how old you are, Haejoon-ssi? Just… you know. So we know how to talk.”
“I’m thirty, in Korean age. International is… twenty nine? Around that.”
“I’m twenty two, so… oppa?” Wonyoung suggested, her eyes sparkling, waiting for your reaction.
Fuck.
You coughed, only once though. But it was enough to embarrass yourself. Cheeks almost burning, you looked down at your coffee.
“That’s fine. I mean, if you’re comfortable with that…” You tapped the table with your fingers. “Or not. I don’t… mmm, whatever works best for you.”
Wonyoung really laughed this time, covering her mouth with two hands. Clearly enjoying how flustered she’d just made you, she teased.
“You’re really shy for someone who just rescued me with a cup of coffee, oppa.”
“I mean… confidence is situational sometimes.”
Wonyoung took another sip of her drink, eyes quietly scanning you from head to toe.
“You don’t look like a tourist, oppa.” she said, tilting her head. “Are you living here?”
“No, I’m here for work. A short project.”
“I thought so. You look like you just stepped out of a meeting or something.”
You glanced at yourself; slightly dark tailored suit, shirt still stiff from rushing in the morning. Formal, nice but a bit stiff overall.
“Too obvious?”
“A little.” she grinned. “But in a good way. Sharp. Clean hairstyle. Professional. Mature vibe, definitely.”
“Thanks… I think.”
She covered her laugh with her hands again, drawing you right in. Feminine. Effortless.
“Where do you live in Korea, oppa?” her tone playful, curious.
“Uhm, Seoul.” you replied. “Mapo-gu side. Not too far from Yeonnam-dong.”
“No way!” Wonyoung gasped. “I live over there too. Right on the edge of Yeonnam, close to Mangwon market.”
“Really?”
“Mm hmm, my friends and I are actually planning to open a floral studio somewhere around that area.”
Fresh out of a heartbreak, wandering around alone in Hong Kong after your meeting was cancelled, you’d thought things were about to get even worse. But then, life slapped you in the face to wake you up and brought you to this cafe, meeting this gorgeous girl who happened to live near you.
“That’s fairly close.”
“Fate?” she teased. Staring at her, you decided to take a risky shot. ‘You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take’, or whatever they said.
“Are you stalking me or something?”
Wonyoung gasped, clearly doing it for effect. “Oh no… I’ve been caught. I guess I’ll have to find a new victim.”
“You’re too beautiful. Criminals would never look like you.”
Humming as she loved the sneaky compliment, Wonyoung sipped her drink with a small smile.
“You just don’t know it, oppa. That’s how we criminals get you.”
“Floral Studio? Is that your full time job?” you rest your elbows on the table. She pouted a bit, thinking before answering.
“Kind of, maybe not yet. I just finished school a few months ago. Took a break to travel around with my friends before… you know, real life hits.”
“Graduated from?”
“Ewha” she replied. “Fine Arts. I focused on stuff like fabric theory or styling but ended up falling in love with floral work along the way. I guess it also makes sense because I’ve liked it since I was a kid.”
“Floral work… Like not exactly a florist but arrangements and stuff?”
Wonyoung nodded, swirling her coffee around.
“Yup, like styling, visual work… Maybe it sounds a bit corny but I like how flowers can change the vibe of a place. I did a few stuff with bridal studios, concept shops, even a magazine shoot, once. I guess it just clicked along the way.”
“So not a shop that only sells flowers.”
She smiled. “Definitely not that. I don’t just want to sell flowers. I want to create spaces and atmosphere that bring memories or scent to people. Does that even make sense?”
“Actually, yeah. It does.” There was a brief pause before she spoke up again. “I don’t know if it’ll work yet,” she said, looking down at her cup then back at you. “But we’re giving it a shot.”
“And ‘we’ is…?”
“My friends. Two of them. We’ve been dreaming about it for a long time now. I’m actually traveling around Hong Kong with them right now.”
“Wah, that’s brave. Really.”
Wonyoung smiled at your expression, cheeks pink. Then she suddenly looked away and pressed her lips to prevent a laugh before turning back to you.
“Why did I just overshare like that?” she mumbled. “I don’t usually talk this much with people I just met.”
“It’s okay. I don’t mind. It was nice to hear.”
“Anyway. What about you, oppa? What’s your job?” It was her turn. “Besides saving girls with card problems and drinking coffee at expensive places.”
She’s definitely an E.
“I’m an architect.”
“Ah, called it.” her eyes lit up.
“You guessed?”
“Nice tailored suit. Clean look. Sharp eyes. You’re either an architect or a rich guy who works in finance. Or IT.”
A little flustered, you raised an eyebrow. “Are you always this observant?”
“Only when I’m bored.” she smiled again, this time relaxed. “Wait, if you think I’m that observant… guess my MBTI, oppa.”
“We’re moving on to MBTI already?” you let out a quiet laugh.
“It’s fun. Everyone has to know their MBTI in this day and age. C’mon, one guess.”
Wonyoung leaned in, closing the distance. It wasn’t that close but enough for her beauty to take your breath away again. This girl was… definitely different from other people you’d met before. Great posture. Confident speech. The way she caught herself oversharing but owned it anyway. Stylish. And just to be sure, dangerously stunning.
“You gotta be an E…”
Her eyes sparkled a bit, nodding to urge you to go on.
“EN… No, ES… ESTJ.”
Her mouth dropped open. “How, oppa?”
“Confident. Bright energy. Organized but a bit dramatic. The good kind. I’d say stylish too but that doesn’t really count in MBTI.” you just smiled, taking a sip of your coffee like it was obvious.
Wonyoung squinted at you. “Okay, wait. That’s scary. I’m an actual ESTJ.”
“I’m good, right? Got it on the first try.”
“I’m suspicious now.” Wonyoung glared at you playfully. “Do you just study MBTIs in your free time?”
“Nope. Pure instinct and luck. I worked with many different types of people too.”
She smiled. “Alright, my turn. Let me guess yours.”
You leaned back, enjoying her attention. Wonyoung made this conversation too interesting somehow, her lips slightly pursed in thought.
“You’re definitely not an E. Too calm. Quiet but not too awkward. You seem like you hate small talk but… listen well. Hmm..”
You saw your chance and went right for it, your voice steady.
“Maybe I do hate small talk.” you confirmed. “Just… not with you, apparently.”
Smooth?
Wonyoung’s eyes widened just a bit, not expecting that from you. She blinked then let out a lovely laugh, flustered but pulling her hands up to cover her face.
“Wow… okay.”
“That was smooth. You don’t really seem like the flirty type.”
You shrugged, a faint smirk playing at the corner of your mouth.
“No, I’m really not. Also, confidence is situational, right?”
Wonyoung shook her head, laughing into her hands for a second before finally lowering them again. Her cheeks were a soft shade of pink, eyes still twinkling.
“I swear, if this is how you talk to every girl you meet…”
You leaned back in your seat with both hands in a surrender position with a small laugh.
“I swear on my architect degree, you’re the first.”
“Ooh~ Which one?”
“Mmm, SNU.”
Wonyoung blinked. “Wait. SNU?”
You nodded.
“No way.” she stared at you for a second, genuinely taken aback.
“Why? Is that surprising?” you smiled.
“Yeah, that’s like the SNU. Our country’s top school so… you must be something yourself.”
You chuckled, shy now. “I mean… yeah. It wasn’t easy.” Your heart was racing, thinking this surprise meeting with her could turn into something nice.
“That’s seriously impressive, oppa. I’m kind of… wah. No wonder you’re all quiet and mysterious.”
You chuckled at the exaggeration. “Mysterious? That’s a first.”
“You’ve got that hidden backstory energy. Do you like, build buildings and stuff?” she asked, sipping her drink.
You chuckled slightly at the way she worded her question. “Not exactly. I don’t physically go out with a hammer, if that’s what you’re picturing. I design them. Sometimes interior stuff too.”
Wonyoung covered her smile again with her hand; a habit you were starting to find endearing. But it was her eyes that got you with how they shut slightly when she smiled or laughed, crinkling just a bit at the corner. Maybe it was a sign that she wasn’t pretending with you.
“Do I have something on my face, oppa?” You didn’t mean to stare, but you did, just a bit longer than you should have.
“Nothing… Umm, your eyes look pretty when you laugh.”
She smirked, ears now also turning pink. “That’s nice of you to say.”
“I mean, it’s true.” You were now aware of how warm your face felt too. “Anyway… I’m taking the architectural license exam this August. And then two other stages at the end of the year and next year. Then if things go well, I will finally be a licensed architect.”
“Hmm… that’s a big deal, isn’t it?” Wonyoung hummed and nodded along, impressed.
“It’s… a long time coming.”
“That’s amazing,” her voice sounded so genuine. “Like really impressive. You must’ve worked so hard for this.”
She then leaned forward, chin in one hand with her eyes on you. The gesture roped you right in. Was she about to flirt?
“I don’t know. There’s something really attractive about people who build things. Like it’s not just work, oppa. Care, thought, vision…”
You let her words stabbed straight into your heart while also trying to process what she just said was reality or you were just dreaming.
“Wait… can I ask you something a bit random?”
“Sure...” you replied, heart still in its shalala state.
“Did you do your mandatory service already? Or are you one of those guys who contribute something big to the country and get exempt status?”
You laughed, it did catch you off guard a little.
“Ah no, I’m not that lucky. I did mine right after high school.”
“Wow, so you got it out of the way early.” There was something about her expression, impressed but also… satisfied?
“I did.”
“So if someone dates you now, oppa… They don’t have to worry about you disappearing for two years?”
Oh?
“That’s one way to… put it.” you let out a low laugh. “Guess I’m low risk that way.”
She nodded, like she was seriously considering it.
“Good to know.”
Wonyoung looked down at her coffee, swirling around for a bit. Then she spoke with her eyes still on the cup.
“Umm… can I have your number, oppa?”
She peeked up at you, her tone casual but her cheeks a little pink.
“Just in case I need to repay you for the coffee. Or, you know… if you feel like talking again.”
No matter how hard you tried to contain it, you sure your face was twitching from happiness. “Sure, I’d love to meet you again.”
She took your phone, fingers moving quickly as she typed something in.
“Oh- do you want my Instagram too, oppa?” she asked, glancing up from your phone with a slight tilt of her head. “Just in case texting feels too boring.”
“Sure.” you chuckled. “Just head into the app and follow your account.”
Wonyoung did exactly that, tapping around before handing it back to you. You looked at the contact name and had to bite a laugh back.
[워녕이🐰 ]
“A bunny?”
“People say I look like one.” She looked proud of herself.
“Hmm, accurate.”
You barely had time to glance up from your phone when two other girls walked in. Both stylish, maybe around Wonyoung’s age, laughing about something between them. One spotted her first.
“Wonyoung-ah!”
Wonyoung turned, eyes lighting up.
“Oh, unnie. Here!”
But then, the other girl noticed you sitting across from Wonyoun and paused. Recognition ran straight to your brain instantly.
“Haejoon-oppa?”
“Yena?”
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The four of you ended up at the same table. Yena sat between you and Wonyoung, occasionally throwing glances your way, while Hyewon, her other friend, chimed in now and then with curiosity.
Yena and you knew each other a long time ago, she’d seen you through highs and lows. Wonyoung seemed both surprised and amused when she found that out. If anything, she looked even more relaxed now, sipping her coffee as conversations bounced around. Then, in a moment when the other two were distracted, Yena leaned in closer to you while lowering her voice.
“Oppa… are you cheating on Jimin in Hong Kong?”
The question hit harder than it should’ve. Only then did you notice that you’d absolutely forgotten about Jimin when Wonyoung got here - which was incredible, considering Jimin was on your mind 24/7 ever since you landed in Hong Kong.
“No… Uh, we broke up like almost two weeks ago.”
“Really?”
You nodded slowly, the memories of you begging her to stay that night was still to clear.
“Just before I left for Hong Kong. She didn’t tell anyone yet, I guess.”
Leaning back slightly, Yena’s eyes scanned your face. Maybe she was trying to figure out if you were serious or you were considering cheating on Jimin with the girl sitting next to her. You met Yena’s gaze, not in the mood to defend yourself; especially when things already ended the way it did.
“Damn… I’m sorry.” her voice genuine, a mix of apology and shock.
“It’s okay.” you laughed softly. “I mean… it hadn’t been good for a while.”
Yena didn’t question further. She just nodded and turned back to the others, tone back to normal as she joined the conversation again. Then, you felt Wonyoung staring at you curiously, lips pursed in thoughts. She hadn’t heard the exchange but something told you maybe she noticed the shift on your face. And you weren’t sure if that made you uneasy or a little more drawn to her.
How did I forget about Jimin so easily when you just got here?
The conversation weaved through easier topics. The weather, their trip, travelling in Hong Kong. You stayed mostly quiet, letting the girls talk, sipping your coffee while catching Wonyoung’s eyes looking at you now and then. At one point, Yena suggested, casually.
“Oh, oppa! We’re going to eat somewhere at those skyline places tonight. Wanna come?”
Wonyoung looked at you. Her lips pressed like she was trying not to smile but the tiniest spark lit up in her eyes. She didn’t say anything, but the others knew. You looked at Hyewon.
“Are you sure?”
She just smiled and shrugged, totally chill.
“It’s fine, oppa. More people, more food.”
Yena raised an eyebrow at you, clearly excited “Soooo?”
Eyes at Wonyoung, you noticed the anticipation in her expression.
“Umm… sure, I’m in.”
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You sat on your bed in the nice hotel room, still in your suit, tie a bit loosened now. A lot went through your mind after you left the cafe. For some reason, you didn’t want to be alone with your thoughts for too long. Like usual, you tapped into your contacts and hit call on your favorite person whenever you were in a situation like this.
“Woo~” Your close friend at the studio picked up on the third ring. “You alive over there? In lovely Hong Kong?”
“Barely.” you let out a breath, tired. “Also, hyung, are you on the toilet?”
“I’m efficient with my time, man. What’s up? You miss me or are you in trouble right now?”
You rubbed your face. “No, not really.”
“Got time to walk around Hong Kong yet? You’ve been there for like one, two weeks?”
“Barely.”
“Site visits killed you already?”
“Nope, not that.” you lie back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. “I met someone today.”
There was a short pause before a groan came from the other line. “Damn… Don’t tell me you fell in love mid site visit like that. Is she from Hong Kong? Or is it a he? Wait… is it a he?”
“Hyung, shut up. It’s not like that. I just… I don’t know. I feel weird.”
“What kind of weird?”
You hesitated. “Good weird, I think... Bad timing.”
“You thinking about her again?” He hummed knowingly, you didn’t even have to mention who her was.
“I forgot about Jimin today,” you said. “Just… like completely forgot. The second this girl walked in.”
“Is she from Hong Kong?”
“Uh… no, from Korea. Seoul. Lives near Yeonnam-dong too. Super weird.”
“Really?”
“Mmm, I’m not kidding.”
“She’s traveling with her two friends. One of them is a close friend of mine, like way back.”
“That’s really weird.”
“Yeah, but this girl… She’s bubbly, cute, beautiful… said she’s about to open a floral studio with her friends. There’s something about her, flirty but just enough. She… uh.” you trailed off, suddenly self conscious. “She called me ‘oppa’ like five minutes after meeting me. I swear, hyung, my brain just shut off right there.”
A snort came from the other line.
“Holy shit, You’re down bad.”
“I’m not.”
“You are, Haejoon-ah. You forgot your ex for hours because the way a pretty stranger said oppa sounded so sweet. That’s not normal, at least for you.”
“I’m just… confused, okay? I didn’t plan for this.”
“No one plans to fall in love in foreign land, Haejoon-ah. It just happens.”
You laughed, maybe at yourself.
“She’s different, hyung. She’s bold but sweet, confident but also shy. She actually listened when I talked about my architecture license exam… like, really listened.”
“Huh… that’s a first. You rant for hours about this and it usually bore women off. Shit, men too.”
“I’m not playing, hyung.”
“Look, I get it. You’re in a weird place; post breakup, in Hong Kong, maybe tired from all the work. But it feels okay to feel something, even if you don’t know what it is yet. Just overthink it too much.”
You closed your eyes.
“I’m having dinner with them tonight.”
“Already? I thought you’re shy and all.”
“No, not like that. Yena’s there, our mutual friend. She invited me.”
“And you said yes?”
“Mmm… yes.”
“Good.” He sounded satisfied. “At worst, free dinner and maybe a decent view in Hong Kong. At best, you get a second chance at romance.”
“Maybe I’m her type.” You were a bit hesitant. “The way she talked to me… you know.”
Another snort.
“You’re so screwed.”
You stayed quiet for a second, and he didn’t let that slide.
“Seriously, though… this is why you can’t do casual, Haejoon-ah. You were built to be a hopeless romantic.”
“I’m not-”
“You are, dumbass. You look and act quiet all the time but deep down you want to be in love. You just won’t admit it.”
You turned around on the bed, groaning at how stupidly stunning Wonyoung looked in your mind. The way she dressed, the way she smiled, the way she… You didn’t know a woman could have this much effect on you.
“She smiled so prettily, hyung. So smart too.”
“That bad?”
“I’m serious.”
“I know. That’s what makes this fun to watch.”
You laughed a little. “Shut up and get out of the toilet, man.”
“Already did. I multitask really well.”
“Anyway, thanks hyung.”
“Anytime. Don’t overthink stuff. You always do that. Wear something good and enjoy the dinner. You’ll be fine.”
“That’s not wrong, I overthink a lot.”
“I know, go impress your floral girl. I’m out.”
Maybe you were really screwed, but you didn’t hate the feeling.
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The steam still lingered in the bathroom mirror when you stepped out of the shower. Were you nervous? Not too sure. You dried off and ran your hands through your hair before spraying on a bit of cologne. Then you changed into that sat just on the right line between effortless and intentional. You were reaching for your watch and glasses when your phone buzzed on the bed. don’t chicken out, man
just act like your normal self and you’ll be fine
You read the messages, lips twitching.
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The elevator doors slid open, and you stepped into what felt like another world. Hong Kong was really like those 90s movies, or even better. The restaurant wasn’t open air, it didn’t need to be with this kind of view. Glasses stretched from floor to ceiling, wrapping around the entire dining space, revealing the Hong Kong skyline in its night glory.
The scenery below shimmered like jewels, skyscrapers glowing in all kinds of colors as the city exhaled into the night. On the far side, Victoria Peak cast a quiet silhouette against the fading sunset. Inside, the lighting was soft and warm; both elegant and expansive. It was decorated with polished floors and golden accents. Everything didn’t feel loud, just intentional to emphasize that quiet luxury vibe.
A curved bar hugged one side of the room. Every detail, from the wine bottles gleaming to the jazz music felt like it was designed to make you stay longer and spend more.
There they are.
Near the window, seated at probably one of the best tables in the restaurant, Wonyoung along with Hyewon and Yena looked like they really belonged there. Next to Wonyoung, an empty seat was waiting for you. You exhaled once, calming yourself before walking toward them. Yena spotted you first as she lit up and raised one hand, standing from her seat.
“Oppa! Over here.”
Hyewon turned and gave you a small, friendly wave. Wonyoung looked up at you briefly then dropped her gaze with a small smile. A bit shy, maybe. You reached for the table.
She was wearing a tweed mini-dress, the kind of clothing that looked straight out of a Milan runway but still fit her like it was custom made. Those golden sequin trimming sat at the collar, cuffs, and hem - giving her that playful yet youthful, elegant vibe. Her bangs emphasized her features so well, giving her an almost doll like vibe. But it wasn’t just about the look. The way she carried herself was so composed as if she was completely at ease in this kind of place.
This girl must come from royalty or something.
You found yourself smiling at Wonyoung before you even realized it.
“Sorry, I’m late.” you said, adjusting your watch out of habit. “Hong Kong traffic was insane.”
Yena scoffed dramatically. “We were about to order without you, oppa.”
“You were not.” Hyewon added with a laugh, nudging Yena lightly. Wonyoung didn’t say anything, fingers fiddling with her wine glass before looking up at you again.
“At least you made it.” she smiled.
Suddenly awkward under her attention, you scratch the back of your neck out of habit, “Umm… wouldn’t want to miss the view. I mean, the city, the skyline.”
Wonyoung looked like she was trying not to smile too much. You nodded at the empty seat beside her. “This one mine?”
“Obviously, oppa.” Yena smirked. “Where else?”
You then carefully slid into the seat beside Wonyoung, close enough to catch the subtle perfume she wore, gentle but lingering. Deadly.
“Glad you could make it.” Wonyoung whispered loud enough for the two of you to hear. You turned your head, this time not able to look her in the eyes.
“Me too. You look stunning by the way.”
That made her pause for just a second. Then her smile bloomed on her lips, a little shy, a little warm.
“You don’t look too bad yourself, oppa.”
It was your turn again to be shy, unsure whether to thank or deflect this time, but-
“So how’s Hong Kong treating you, oppa?” Yena cut in, her eyes glinting as she leaned across the table with her chin in her palm. “Working hard? Or just pretending to?”
You weren’t even sure if you were thankful or disappointed with this vibe shift.
“Umm… both, I guess. It’s not a big project but we’re packing in as much as we can.”
“What’s the project again?” Hyewon asked, curious.
“A small hotel in Sheung Wan. Mostly renovation. Nothing massive but enough to keep me up the past few nights.”
Wonyoung gave you a knowing glance.
“Sounds like you don’t get enough sleep.”
“Yeah, well… comes with the job, I guess. Can’t really complain.”
She hummed softly in response, understanding more than she let on. “Still… I hope you get at least one good night here. It would be a waste otherwise.”
Something light but still meaningful passed between the two of you.
“Sooo…” Yena cut in again, eyes sharp with curiosity. “What’s it like back in Korea? Your job, I mean. You said your studio’s in Seoul, right?”
“Yeah,” you nodded. “Mapo-gu side. I got snapped up right after I finished the five year program. It was hell, honestly.”
“Architecture major?” Hyewon asked.
You nodded. “Yeah, SNU. Lucky enough to land the job straight out. The team’s pretty tight. We’re a younger studio but we’ve been gaining attention lately. That’s why I can’t sleep these days.”
“Ooh, smart and stable.” Yena said with a fake dramatic tone. “Sounds like someone’s type.”
Wonyoung muttered something at Yena under her breath, huffing lightly and you just ignored the burning feeling in your heart.
“The pay’s not insane, but good enough for me to afford a nice apartment, help my family and still have enough to save… or splurge once in a while. I’m taking the architect license exam this year so… hopefully better pay after that.”
“Help your family?” Hyewon repeated. “That’s really good of you.”
You were now a little self conscious under the weight of their attention.
“I mean… they did a lot for me. I wouldn't be here without them.”
Wonyoung gently traced the rim of her wine glass as she turned to look at you. Warmer? Respectful, maybe? Whatever it was, it was enough to kill you.
“And what do you splurge on, oppa?” Yena swooped back in with a grin. “Don’t say boring stuff like books or anything like that.”
You chuckled. “I mean… I bought a nice car off from a friend a year ago. Sometimes… travel, hobbies if I have time. And, you know, those dinners where my friends drag me out and the wine list has names I can’t even pronounce but I pretend anyway.”
That earned you a laugh from Hyewon. Wonyoung hummed after, curious. “Ooh, red or white, oppa?”
“I mean, they taste the same to me. Anything is fine, depending on the company.”
Wonyoung let out a gentle smile before looking away at the Hong Kong skyline, tucking a lock of hair behind her ear like she was trying to compose herself.
“Oh, wah.” Yena muttered. “You really are someone’s type.”
You looked down at your glass. Whatever the case was, it was definitely between you and Wonyoung, even as Hyewon and Yena picked the conversation back up.
“Okay, we need food before I get drunk. Who’s hungry now?” Hyewon was already looking at the waiter.
You relaxed into your seat, feeling Wonyoung leaning closer to you. By the time the food arrived, the atmosphere’d gotten warmer. It came with good drinks and beautiful city lights, with laughter spilling out between bites. You were swirling your wine glass around, listening to Yena and Hyewon debate over where to go after this. Then the topic changed again.
“So how was that spot you and Yena-unnie went to see? The one near the bookstore?” Hyewon turned to Wonyoung as she asked. Wonyoung’s face lit up instantly.
“Oh, it was actually so cute.” she said, visibly enthusiastic. “In Yeonnam-dong, not too big but the lighting’s really great. Especially in the afternoon.”
“And the outside looks beautiful too.” Yena grinned. “We were already planning a small coffee counter in front and Instagram photo spots.”
Hyewon looked impressed. “You two were out there for like, what, over two hours?”
“Over one hour, unnie.” Wonyoung replied, smiling. “But we saw the vision.”
Looking between them, the architect side in you was genuinely intrigued now. “Sounds like a solid location.”
“It is.” Wonyoung said, her voice certain. “We’ve been talking about this studio for so long, it finally feels like it’s happening.”
“We’re just basically waiting on the right person to help us design it,” Yena added, throwing glances your way. Hyewon caught the way Yena looked at you and smirked. “You’re not even subtle now.”
You weren’t saying anything yet. Wonyoung, however, didn’t look away. “We had someone before, but the timing didn’t work out. So…” her eyes met yours. “We’re open to new ideas. Or maybe the right person’s already here.”
“That sounds a lot like a pitch.” You answered with a small laugh, surprised but not at all opposed. “I mean, I could show you guys some of the projects I’ve worked on. If you’re curious.”
“Really, oppa?”
“Yeah, I got a few on my phone. Not all flashy, but solid enough.”
“I’m just saying.” you muttered, “They’re not exactly viral cafe material or anything.”
“Still.” Wonyoung emphasized with her gentle tone. “We’d love to see them.”
“We’re serious.” Hyewon added. “Send them later. Or show us now if you want.”
You hesitated for a little before reaching into your pocket and pulled out your phone. “Okay… Just don’t expect an aesthetic Pinterest board.”
Yena assured you immediately. “Don’t worry, oppa. We’re not like that.”
You opened an app and tapped into a folder you hadn’t shared with anyone in a while now - site photos, render stuff, construction shots and a few finished interior works. Some cafes, a private rooftop home renovation, even a small art gallery for a chaebol’s daughter in some corner of Gangnam-gu, that project paid really well. All designed just the way you liked it.
The three of them scooted in without hesitation, gathering on your side of the table. Yena leaned over your left shoulder. Hyewon peered in from across the table, leaning closer to get a better look.
And Wonyoung? She was right next to you, too close. You could smell her perfume again. Without warning, she shifted even closer and put her chin on your shoulder. You felt like you were clinically dead as her fingers reached out for the cuff of your rolled up sleeve as she began fidgeting with the fabric; gently folding it up and down, smoothing it out like it needed her help.
This stunning woman knew she was setting every nerve in your arm on fire. Your breath stopped for a moment and your heart felt like it forgot how to beat but no one else seemed to notice.
For the next five minutes, the restaurant seemed to fade out in your head. They asked about your lighting choices, space planning, even what kind of clients you dealt with.
“You can go into the other folder. There are more pictures…uh, easier to see how they turned out.” you said.
Wonyoung lifted her chin slightly and reached forward, tapping the screen.
“This one?”
“Yeah, that’s the finished shot.”
Her eyes scanned the photo, then she smiled, pointing at a spot on the screen.
“I like how you designed this space. It feels like a nice touch. Like it’s lived in.”
And then, real casual, she moved her hand up to your forearm and traced silly signs there, replacing the one that had been playing with your sleeve with the other. You knew, she was actively trapping you with the most dangerous casual touch in history.
You didn’t even know how to feel anymore, Wonyoung got you good now. She didn’t look at you once but her fingers never stopped moving. Yena and Hyewon, on the other hand, were busy talking and discussing about how the design would fit into their studio. Where the flower prep area could be, how much the light could control the whole space, how their storage area could be hidden. And then, Yena swiped one more time before pausing.
That photo. You were standing in the middle of a large gallery, dressed sharp and clean. On one side, the chaebol’s daughter, looking radiant in a white jumpsuit. On the other side, her supermodel friend, Lee Gawon. Their arms hooked through yours and leaning a little too close to your shoulder, Gawon's face tilted toward yours like she had something to tell you.
“Wait, oppa.” Yena gasped. “Is that you?”
You cleared your throat, dreading this already.
“Uh, mmm, the small art gallery for the chaebol’s daughter I told you guys about a few minutes ago. That’s… uh, the opening for her art gallery.”
Hyewon leaned in closer to confirm. “That’s the girl?! You worked with her?”
“Uh… yeah,” you muttered, the wine glass suddenly looked so interesting. Yena squinted at the screen. “Is that… Gawon?! The model Gawon?!”
“Yeah, she’s friends with… uh. That was…kind of a last-minute invite.”
Yena let out a low whistle. “You really are in the higher society, oppa.”
“No, I’m not that kind of person. I just… work with them a lot.”
And just as you were mentally preparing for another disaster to strike, you felt Wonyoung’s fingers rhythm change, no more tracing. She pinched the skin near your knuckle.
Once.
Twice.
Quick, barely painful but somehow definitely felt too territorial.
You turned your head slowly to look at her, eyes wide. Wonyoung didn’t bother to look back at you, her face was perfectly neutral. She was just watching Yena scrolling on the phone, nothing else. Then her hand moved to the back of your arm again, squeezing lightly.
And then, just as your heart began to settle, Wonyoung launched another attack. You felt a soft pressure on your shoe, the tip of hers stepping lightly on yours under the table. Just enough to let you know she was there, that she knew exactly what she was doing. You couldn’t move. Not when she had a hold of your hand and foot. Your ears were burning. Your chest was tight. You hadn’t felt like this in a long time. Still, Wonyoung said nothing. Then-
“Wait-” Yena spoke up, rescuing you from the moment. “Is that who I think it is?”
Hyewon gasped. “No way.”
“Huh?”
“This one.” Yena turned the photo to show a photo of you, maybe a few months ago. You, standing inside of what looked like an expensive private room. Behind you were works of art, like actual pieces from international artists whose paintings seemed too expensive for you. But they didn’t pay attention to that.
“Oppa. You know this guy? Why does he have his arm over your shoulder like you two hang out?”
“It was his gallery room at his house.” you replied, the pressure of Wonyoung’s shoes was still on yours, still making a silent claim.
“I helped… uh, worked on that. Not alone, obviously.”
“You were at his house?” Hyewon asked, eyes wide.
“Just for meetings and other stuff.” you answered quickly. “And a few celebrations.”
Yena shook her head in disbelief. “Is this normal for you? Like high profile people and celebrities?”
“No, not really. Our studio does a lot of stuff for those people, private commissions and stuff. I just… mm, you know, happened to end up working with them sometimes.”
None of those celebrities, those clients had ever made you feel as dismantled as you felt right now, under Wonyoung’s control. No one else noticed the power struggle happening at the table, except the two of you. And Wonyoung was winning. Effortlessly. Quietly.
Eventually, Yena passed your phone back with a shocked look in her eyes, muttering something about reevaluating her life. Hyewon sipped her drink and leaned back, stretching. Wonyoung drew her hand back and sat properly in her chair, crossed one leg over the other and turned her head towards you, her eyes soft and her voice calm.
“Oppa.” she opened, casually. “About the floral studio…”
You turned to her, trying to appear calm and not look too dismantled after her attacks.
“Could you help us with it?” There came the offer. “We want something warm and open. Something people walk into and just feel good by already being there. I think…” she paused, searching your face. “You get what we’re going for.”
…
“Yeah… of course, I’d love to. Need a call to my boss but he trusts me.”
And finally , Wonyoung smiled.
Damn, she’s beautiful.
Before either of you could say anything, Yena clapped her hands together.
“Then let’s celebrate. More drinks. Yayyy!”
Hyewon raised her glass.
“Cheers to our studio!”
“And to our new architect who we found in Hong Kong.” Yena raised her glass.
You laughed as your glass clinked with theirs. A few minutes passed in relaxed conversation, then Yena turned to Wonyoung, who was now resting her cheek on one hand, the other playing with her glass.
“Wonyoung-ah,” Yena said, suspiciously. “Are you okay? You know you’re a light drinker.”
“I’m fine, unnie.” Wonyoung replied, too quickly as she straightened up in her seat. “Totally fine.”
“You say that everytime.” Hyewon laughed.
“She’s almost at that stage.” Yena explained to you. “She’s about to get all red, pouty and whiny. It’s slowly coming now.”
“I don’t pout.” Wonyoung mumbled in her breath, definitely pouting.
You bit back a smile and looked into the scenery before she caught it. When the bill came and the plates were cleared, the mood stayed light. Yena stretched and stood up, slinging her bag over her shoulder.
“We were gonna walk around a bit before heading back to the hotel. Maybe grab something light to eat along the way.”
Hyewon then turned to you.
“You should come with us, oppa. You’re already out, might as well stay longer, right?”
Wonyoung looked up at you then, eyes softer, sparkling under the warm lights. You didn’t hesitate. Only a fool would reject this offer.
“Yeah. Sure… Why not?”
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The Hong Kong night air had cooled down at this time. The four of you strolled along the street, shoes tapping against the stone path as the city night life goes on in the background. Stunning. The skyline glittered on the other side of the water. Skyscrapers lit up in colors, typical Hong Kong.
Yena and Hyewon were walking ahead, laughing at something between them. You knew it was intentional. They didn’t walk too fast, just far enough to leave you and Wonyoung behind.
Wonyoung? She was blushing now, cheeks flushed, eyes empty from the wine, her steps were slower and a bit uneven. Still, she was radiating elegance. But her restraint was on a thin line, in the most dangerous way possible. And then, this girl reached for your shirt collar. Two fingers, light grip. Enough to pull you down, her lips were close to your ear. And then, she whispered, slow and warm.
“I know about your ex, oppa.”
Your heart dropped, heavy.
“Yu Jimin, right?” she added. “Yena-unnie told me about her.”
You didn’t move any further. Well, you couldn’t anyway.
“She was beautiful, you know.” Wonyoung murmured, her voice still sounded like candies to your ear. “I spent like thirty minutes stalking her Instagram when I got back from the cafe.”
Her words did things to you that you couldn’t describe, hitting your ear and neck.
“Perfect skin. Beautiful face. The kind of girl that people noticed even when she’s not trying. Nice… body too.”
You didn’t know what that tone of her was. Jealousy? Bitterness?
“I was really sad, you know. I thought you were one of those guys, you know? Fresh out of a breakup, walking around all polished and lonely. Looking for some new girl to satisfy your needs.”
She paused then pulled back to look up at you, lashes heavy, smile lazy from too much wine.
“Oppa, you’re not those guys, right?”
Desperate to fix things, you were about to answer when Wonyoung cut in.
“Yena-unnie vouched for you. Said you were a really nice, serious guy. Proper. Mature. The kind of man who does not play around.” Her smile widened, just a little. “Just my type, oppa.”
And then she slid her hand up, slowly, calculated. She brushed over your chest before moving up to your throat, tracing around. Then, she hooked her finger at the second button of your shirt and unbuttoned it. Just one. But it felt like she had just stripped away all of your remaining confidence.
“I’ve never been in a relationship before.”
You blinked, turning your head slightly to the side before Wonyoung’s whine made you look back at her.
“And I’ve never acted like this around anyone before, sober or drunk.”
And then Wonyoung decided to finish you off with one last gesture, poking on your chest a few times, right where your heart was.
“So… you better gain my trust, oppa.”
Wonyoung didn’t wait for a reply. She knew she’d already had you in the palm of her hand. Turning and walking to catch up with Hyewon and Yena, her hair flowed in the wind, shining under the city glow.
Breath shallow, chest burning, you stood there dumbfounded with one button undone. Wonyoung did all that to you in just under one day.
What the hell just happened to me?
The four of you eventually reached the end of the promenade, a quieter area where Yena was calling for the rides, Hyewon humming something while scrolling on her phone. Wonyoung was leaning slightly against a railing, a bag over her shoulder. This girl looked far too classy and elegant to be tipsy, until you walked to her. She turned to you when you approached, eyes a bit wide, lips pouting in that dreamy, tipsy fashion. You swore she could kill a whole army just with that look.
“Oppa.” she muttered. “Was I crazy… or annoying today?”
“What do you mean?”
“Just wondering.” She leaned in again, the same way she did all night. “I don’t act this way normally. Or touch that much. Or...look at someone like this before. I just want to let you know that.”
Without waiting for your answer, she reached up to adjust the collar of your shirt, her knuckles intentionally brushing your jaw.
“I’m a little drunk… But I still know what I’m doing.”
When Yena called her, Wonyoung blinked slowly like she didn’t want to let go before taking a small step back. One hand brushing her hair, the other playing with her expensive bag. Before she left, she said just one more thing. An order. Her voice low, dangerous..
“Don’t disappear on me, okay?”
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That night, you were on your bed. The hotel ceiling felt like it was spinning slowly above. Not from the wine, you were sure about that. You were on your phone, looking at her Instagram.
@for_everyoung10 - she already hit the follow button when you gave her your phone to add her contacts. She’d already followed you back too.
140K followers. Not a celebrity. Not an influencer. Just… her. She wasn’t exactly a model either. But you could tell a few small local brands already caught on. There were photoshoots for linen clothing, soft pastel colored clothing, “princess core” type of fashion. Nothing over the top. All clean, natural. Wonyoung looked ethereal in every frame. You scrolled, slowly.
A few GRWM vlogs in her reels.
“Hi guys, get ready with me to…”
“Today I’m going for a smart casual look…”
“I’m using this foundation from…”
Hmm… her voice is so addictive.
A few clips of her dancing around with Yena and Hyewon somewhere.
A few clips of her trying out new cafes with her other friends.
You kept going, not even knowing you were smiling. Or that your chest was beating irregularly. What the hell was she doing to you? Still staring at her feed, it finally hit you.
Shit. The floral studio.
You had casually agreed to a design project on the spot with a girl who’d unbuttoned your shirt, poked your heart and walked off like she hadn’t messed up your whole system. Now came the next part, convincing your boss. After 30 minutes of video call, finally successful, you set the phone down on your chest, exhaling slowly to calm yourself down. For a second, it was quiet before your phone rang..
[워녕이🐰] sent you 2 images
You didn’t even have the chance to text her first, this girl always managed to surprise you. You tapped on the notification to see Wonyoung on her bed, makeup still there, cheeks a little flushed, long hair splayed around in that messy perfect way. The light was perfect. Your brain short circuited immediately.
[워녕이🐰]
do i look cute?
hyewon unnie took it for me
she said i looked like i was in a drama ㅋㅋㅋ
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard, typing before you backspaced to rewrite it.
word count: 3.6k
A/N: yes, i did a poll for a yujin pt 2 vs a yooyeon fic and yujin won. in my defense, this is not a full fic, more of a prologue? a draft? a preview? also, i wrote this in one sitting a month ago so… grammar errors and stuff 🫶
masterlist
*This is all fictional.
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4:17 PM
You sink deeper into the sofa, the cushions screaming for help under your weight as you flip through channels. They’re all boring. Bland commentary with unfamiliar hosts, dramas that you might watch if you actually feel alive, blah blah, even YouTube can’t hold your attention. So you switch again, and again. And again. Eventually… you just give up.
Landing on some chaotic reality show, you reluctantly leave it on. It’s not interesting but at least it moves and fills the room with something other than your own thoughts. You drop the remote onto the coffee table before letting yourself fall to the side, face down into the sofa cushions. A muffled groan leaks out of you as you stretch your arms out limply.
“Arghhh...”
Then once again, but deeper because you know what your brain is doing even though you desperately don’t want it to. Like clockwork, the moment your vision turns black, last year’s Suneung crashes back into you. Especially that creeping, nauseating awareness that you were going to fail, and of course, you did. You never want to experience it again, not even once. You even remember the day you got your results back, feeling like your ribs were filled with cement. Yes, it was that bad.
And it didn’t help that the only thing you were ever really good at - sports - had slipped away from your life just a few months earlier. One stupid injury and the universe sent a big ‘Fuck You’ to your face. After that, everything felt pointless. So it only was natural that you tried to find an escape, eventually falling in with a group of weird guys in your neighborhood. Your dumbass didn’t even think twice back then. Smoking. drinking, PC bang sessions until sunrise or late night messing around runs; they all became a part of your life for a period of time. They were definitely not good for you but at least they didn’t ask what your future plan was.
“Why am I so fucking stupid…?”
Rolling onto your back, you stare up at the ceiling as the reality show you’re not really watching keeps on playing in the background. Your mom said someone was coming today - your tutor. Something about a mysterious ‘her’ that ‘you’d love so much’, whatever that means. You’re not exactly in the mood for that right now, who can study when someone’s always going to judge how dumb and behind you are on literally everything?
So you do what every mentally stable, chronically procrastinating person does - grabbing your phone and tapping on TikTok. Man, does the app open like a warm, loving hellhole. Without even wasting a second, you start doomscrolling with the kind of speed and concentration that your studying will never have. Soon, one of your legs is hanging off the sofa while your mind succumbs to the brainrot.
A few cursed memes here and there, a dancing video, a cat video, another meme, those ‘your birth month your bed’ type of videos, etc. And then…
Ooh, a Wonyoung edit with such magnificent transitions, cool effects and that damn catchy sound you can’t escape for days. You choke out a giggle, eventually snickering into your shoulder and biting your nail like a teenager.
“Why is she so-”
Ding dong
The video keeps playing as Wonyoung does her signature turn and smiles like she knows every secret you’ve ever tried to hide (no one ever ask but Wonyoung would get information that even the mightiest intelligence agency on this earth couldn’t get out of you). You sigh loudly into the sofa, not ready to get up and greet the tutor.
“Now, really?”
Ding dong
Ding dong
They’re persistent. You groan, drag a hand from your hair down to your face until your hand grip your throat and reluctantly turn off your phone, Wonyoung fading away like a dream you were never done enjoying.
“I’m coming!” you shout gently even though you’re sure they can’t hear you.
Pushing yourself off the sofa, you feel the room tilting slightly from moving too fast. Every step to the front door feels like a reminder of how you failed so early in life and now you start all over again.
Just a few more seconds and you meet your tutor, you figured your mom found a ‘great’ one. By her standard, that would usually mean someone who is strict, lame and will definitely judge your handwriting. You even imagine a woman with a stare so sharp it could cut diamonds. Bracing yourself at the door, you take a deep breath and grab the doorknob.
Let’s get this over wit-
When the door opens, whatever mental image you had instantly fades away. Because standing at your door is this girl, about your age or maybe a little younger (older?), dressed in a soft, cozy black sweater with diamond patterns along with a checkered skirt that somehow makes her look both studious and casual. She’s fixing her wide glasses that sit perfectly on her nose, definitely accentuating her intellectual vibe. The girl blinks at you with a startled expression, clutching her phone with both hands in front of her chest. You both bow at the exact same time, too fast and too deep that it feels awkward.
“Hello.” you say shyly. “Are you the tu-”
“H- Hi.” she echoes, bowing slightly again for no reason with her cheeks painted with a soft shade of pink. An awkward moment of silence takes over before she speaks up again.
“I’m… uh, yes. I’m the tutor. I was gi- given this address by m-”
You interrupt her with your mom’s name before she even finishes her question.
“Yes, yes. She gave it to me.”
“Right.” you clear your throat, a little bit fluttered at how pretty she looks. “She’s my mom.”
The girl then shifts anxiously. “So this is… the right house then?”
“Ah, of course.” you reply quickly, stepping aside so fast it almost looks like you’re dodging her. “She’s not home right now but… mmm, come in. We start today, don’t we?”
“Ah… yes, yes.”
She bows again. Why is she bowing so much by the way? Stepping past you and leaving her shoes at the entrance, she moves with careful grace into the living room. You close the door behind and follow, somehow still shocked by the fact that your tutor is that pretty. And she’s also… flustered by your existence, apparently.
“We… um, we do start today. Your mom said it would be okay to come a little early.” her voice timid.
“Ah, that.” you manage with your voice a little bit casual. “Early is fine with me. It’s okay, really.”
Her eyes scan the whole living area around her before meeting your eyes again, still shy.
“That’s great.” she points awkwardly at the living room table, smiling. “So we… start here?”
“Actually… no.” you shake your head. “I study in my room upstairs. Sitting on the ground doesn’t work for me, and it’ll hurt our backs too. It’s better up there.”
“Ah! Right, right.” she nods quickly. “Yes, of course.”
“Do you want anything to drink before we start?”
“No, it’s okay.” her hands waving, a polite deny at the offer. “I’m not thirsty.”
You step into the kitchen anyway and pull the refrigerator open. “We have… uh, a lot. Orange juice, milk, cold tea… sports drink, whatever you want.”
She still stands in the living room, shaking her head even though you can’t see her. Her voice’s still small like she’s afraid of something.
“It’s okay, really. I don’t want to trouble you.”
You then glance over your shoulder and step aside from the fridge, nodding at it for her to come closer.
“It’s not trouble.” you reassure, a bit firmer but still very soft. “I’m offering. My mom would love you to have some too. You know how hospitable she is.”
Finally, a smile blooms on her heart shaped lips. So quick, shy and dangerously sweet that it goes for your heart in the softest spot. She steps to you quickly in tiny steps.
“Oh… okay then.”
The girl crouches in front of the fridge with her hands on her knees, leaning in to look at the options as her hair shifts over her shoulder. And somehow, you’re staring. At how her sweater sleeves almost cover all of her hands, her lips pursed in thoughts with such funny seriousness that you can’t help but feel your heart beating stupidly loud. ‘She’s cute’ is running circles in your mind like crazy right now. Hesitating for not too long, the girl looks up at you, eyes shiny and big through her glasses.
“Is orange juice okay?”
“Of course, it’s totally fine.”
You grab the carton, close the fridge with your foot and move to the cabinet. She rises from her posture and follows you like a hesitant shadow. A soft glugging sound fills the silence as you set a cup on the counter and pour the juice. When you hand it to her, she pulls it back a little too quickly even though your fingers just barely touch. She is definitely an introvert, no doubt.
“Thank you.” she murmurs while looking down.
You nod toward the stairs as naturally as you can.
“It’s up there. My room, we can study in my room.”
“Okay.”
Leading her upstairs, you try to appear normal and not overanalyze the footsteps behind you. At the top, you stop in front of your door.
“This is it, my room.” you clear your throat.
You push the door open and the girl steps in slowly, eyes wide as she takes everything in. Her gaze starts from your desk, stacked with a bunch of textbooks and unused pens to the trophies and medals on your wall to the unmade bed and thos-
“Ahh…” you follow her line of sight and immediately want to die. “Wait, wait- hold on.”
You rush past her to grab a few pieces of clothing thrown lazily across the bed. Socks, shorts, t-shirts all got snatched at once and thrown into the basket in the corner.
“Sorry, I was a bit… busy today.” you definitely wasn't. “Forgot to clean my room a little.”
A soft and shy giggle is her response. That’s a first.
“It’s okay.” she assures, also smiling with her eyes as she walks closer to your trophy wall, hands still wrapped around her orange juice. She tilts her head, those wide glasses slipping down a little on her nose as she studies each medal and plague. You then swallow down the internal self cursing for messing up in front of a beautiful woman and step to her side, not too close but you can still see the reflection of your achievements in her glasses. Trailing her gaze through them all, she asks softly before turning her head up to you.
“Are you still into sports? Still playing?”
“Hmm? Still?”
Like you always do, you fight back the sadness whenever the topic comes up.
“Ah, no. Not anymore, unfortunately. I had an injury last year and couldn’t really recover fully so… I couldn’t pursue the professional route.”
When you look back down at her, she’s not hiding anything. Her expression softens, eyebrows curving downward and her lips form a sad pout. It’s strange seeing someone you just met react like that, all openly and earnestly.
“I’m really sorry.” she says quietly. “I saw that you were playing at some the youth tournaments back then. It must’ve been really difficult to stop.”
She knows you played at that level? Already? Pushing the confusion aside, the shrug you answer her with feels lighter, easier. Hearing her say it like that with a soft sincerity somehow makes the whole thing feel a little less pathetic.
“It’s okay. At least now I’m here, you know? A second chance at another career path.”
The girl actually brightens, your small shift in mood is something she’s relieved to see. A warm smile shows up on her face, gentle but confident in its own quiet way.
“And I’ll do my best to help you with that.” she says, hands holding up her cup of orange juice like a tiny toast. Cute. Her eyes shine with something clear and honest, you can tell she means it, nothing about this feels forced or formal to you. It’s been a long time since someone said something to you like that, longer still since you believed it. This is all unexpectedly comforting.
“Thanks.” you say and quickly get to your desk, hooking a foot under the spare chair underneath it and dragging it out. Then you push your ‘good’ chair forward, setting it right next to you and nodding at it.
“Here. Mmm... sit. This is more comfortable.”
She murmurs a soft “Thank you” and quickly sits down. The chair rolls a little closer to you as she adjusts her position, scooting herself closer to the desk and unintentionally closer to you. The vibe is new, not as stiff as before, still a little awkward but definitely warmer and easier.
Everything about this girl feels different from what you’d expected a tutor to be. Gentle, shy, unexpectedly sweet; nothing like the stern and boring tutor you prepared yourself for. That makes you feel a little more at ease, a small bit of progress. Maybe this won’t be so bad after all.
Sitting down on your chair, you catch yourself looking at her profile - her serious expression as she sets her cup down carefully, the way she pulls her sleeves to cover her knuckles and takes off her backpack. It sits on her lap as she unzips it. But before taking anything out, she looks at you, asking gently almost like she’s afraid of sounding demanding.
“So… can you tell me what you’ve been working on by yourself for the past month?”
You clear your throat and start explaining. The past month has been a strange mix of discipline and chaos. You’ve been trying to rebuild your study habits from scratch, mostly focusing on the core sections you were weak in last year. Apart from your time at the studying center, you spent most evenings going through problem sets from a bunch of textbooks and doing mock exams to get used to the pacing again. Kyunghee is your goal - specifically their mechanical engineering major - so you’ve also been reviewing some of the evaluation criteria, looking at some score conversions and trying to figure out how high you realistically need to aim. You’re not actually stupid by any means, sports was just your main focus before the dream ending injury.
The girl listens without interrupting, nodding repeatedly as her eyes focus on with surprising seriousness. When you finish, she taps her nails on the edge of your desk.
“So just to confirm…” she takes a few seconds to organize her thoughts now that she has the full picture. “We’ll focus on ‘Math I’, Physics I and… Chemistry I first, since those are the most crucial for the major you want. We’ll also do timed problem sets every week and I’ll help you pinpoint where you lose the most points. For English, we’ll keep it consistent with some daily vocab and listening. And Korean… just maintenance work unless you feel like you’re slipping.”
She continues explaining how she plans to structure your sessions. Maybe she’s thought about this carefully with how soft and assured she sounds. You nod along with it, impressed that she’s more organized than some instructors at your studying center.
“Okay, that’s fine with me.” you smile when she pauses. “Sounds really… good.”
The girl gives a satisfied smile back and reaches into her backpack, pulling out a neat folder and a stack of papers she already prepared. Turning to grab your own textbooks from the shelf, your brain suddenly shoots a command - you never asked or even exchanged names. So you stop reaching for the books and look back at her, throat clearing.
“Umm… sorry but.” you scratch your cheek. “What’s your name? And how old are you? So that we address each other properly and you know… we haven’t exactly exchanged them yet.”
With her folder opened in her hands, she lets out a silent gasp.
“Ah! Right.”
She gently sets the folder down on the desk and turns her chair fully to you, knees angled slightly inward in that shy manner of hers. Her head tilts just a little bit, glasses catching that golden glow of the afternoon light through the window. Then, a small, nervous and hopeful smile.
“Do you really not remember… me?”
“Hmm?”
Eyebrows almost touching, the confusion inside you grows even bigger when you realize the girl isn’t joking or being weirdly poetic or whatever a tutor does. You fall silent and study her again. Unearthly gorgeous face card, shy mannerism but… none of that rings familiarity. Feeling guilty, you say.
“I’m really sorry. Do we like… know each other?”
She nods, humming softly like she expected this. She bites her bottom lip, bittersweet nostalgia?
“We actually knew each other for a long time.” she confesses. “Really close, actually.”
The gears grind uselessly in your mind but no name shows up. An old classmate? Someone you met during those youth competitions in other provinces? Now that she mentioned it, the way she looks at you right now feels like it’s only reserved only for fond memories, not strangers. Why can’t you remember her? Despite her eye softly crinkling and her lips twitching into a smile, you can see the sadness through it.
“Ah… it’s okay.”
There it is, the little disappointment in her voice. She hesitates for a breath before smiling, deciding on something.
“Then… umm, how about this?”
Immediately, she sits up straighter and suddenly starts… singing? Some tiny, childish melody while swaying side to side with tiny movements of shoulders, hands making small gestures. The lyrics are total nonsense, you can’t even tell. Her cheeks turn pink almost immediately but she tries to push through it, determined even though you can tell how embarrassed she is. You stare at her, completely lost and honestly… a little bit weirded out.
What is she doing? Why is she singing? Is she okay?
When she finishes the song, she lets out a long breath that she’s been holding the whole time. She smiles, definitely shy and mortified with her own decision.
“Does it… ring any memories?” she looks at you with hopeful eyes, her whole face blazing.
Nothing, not even a single thing comes out of your memory.
“Sorry.” you apologize helplessly, still dumbfounded. “I just… can’t. I’m sorry.”
At that, her shoulder actually drops. She pouts - soft and honestly so cute that it makes you feel even worse - and lets out a sad little “hmph”, probably scolding herself for doing something so stupid and getting nothing in return. The guilt hits you square in the heart, you don’t know what to say. She genuinely thought the little performance would unlock something in your head.
“Don’t you remember noona?”
Noona? She’s older than you?
“Noona?” you repeat, stunned.
The older girl nods instantly, scootling just a bit closer in her chair, eyes beaming with anticipation as she finally decides to just hand you the final part of the puzzle.
“Kim…” she pauses, looking at you with that encouraging expression.
“Kim?” you repeat slowly, tasting the name in your tongue. She nods faster, hopeful.
“Yoo…”
You say “Yoo” automatically. Kim Yoo- Wait, no, no. Older than you? Her name starts with ‘Kim Yoo-’?
Finally, you jerk back abruptly in your seat, the chair wheels squeaking loudly under you. Mouth wide open, a breath on its way out gets stuck in your throat.
“Yooyeon-noona?!”
Her eyes shine in pure relief, the sun finally comes after a dreadful winter. And she smiles, that same smile from years ago.
Kim Yooyeon, that sweet girl who lived next door. Two years older, always patient and gentle with you. The one who you completely obeyed and followed everywhere when you were little. You two were inseparable, glued together from morning to night. If you didn’t see her for one afternoon, you’d cry so hard your mom had to walk you to her house’s doorstep. She was basically your whole world before you even know what that was.
And one day, when you’d just finished elementary school, Yooyeon just moved away. The house next door went quietly, and with it, your days became empty. Slowly, her face blurred in your memory as you grew up and focused more on sports. Until now, you realize how thoroughly you’d buried her.
And that ridiculous song she performed earlier with the nonsense lyrics and goofy dance, that was the shit back in the days. You made it up together and she insisted you with her every time you played together. The memories come back to you one by one.
She really is Yooyeon.
Finally happy, Yooyeon lifts her hands above her head in this tiny, timid celebration. A shy little victory pose.
“Yes!” she says, cheeks flushed. “That’s me!”
Brain still lagging and eyes still staring, a shocked laugh bursts out of you.
“Shit! Really?” you run your hands through your hair, shocked. “I didn’t really realize you, noona.”
Yooyeon immediately lets out a tiny whine, noses scrunching as she squeezes her hands.
“Yah… I was really sad, do you know that? We were super close.”
Her complaint comes out through a pout, scolding you but not wanting to hurt your feelings at the same time. You feel guilty, rubbing your face.
“I’m sorry. You look so different now. And it’s been like… what? Years?”
Yooyeon playfully rolls her eyes, the little smile finally feels more natural.
"Not a writer, just scribbling some of my thoughts out. And English isn’t my first language. Also, everything I write is fiction." - me, June 2025, probably
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One-shot
aespa
Twofold - Karina x male reader (x NMIXX Sullyoon)
ITZY
New License, New Feelings - Yuna x male reader
IVE
Slow Bloom - Wonyoung x male reader
Obedient Husband Complex - Wonyoung x male reader
At Your Service - Wonyoung x male reader
Little Things We Do - Yujin x male reader
LE SSERAFIM
Bound - Chaewon x male reader
NMIXX
Twofold - Sullyoon x male reader (x aespa Karina)
triples
Pretty Noona Who Lives Across From Me - Sohyun x male reader
You tell yourself that every day now, every time you step through the studio doors and see her already there. You should walk away and know better. Any sane person who actually loves themselves would run the other direction the moment they taste even a drop of this. But love… no, you’re not sure if this breathless and twisted thing even qualifies as love at all. It isn’t built for the sane, for someone who gives up easily. It is complicated. Or maybe she makes it complicated.
You try to drown that thought in work as your hands move on their own. The pencil glides over the rough paper, dust is gathering at your palm. Patterns, notes, faded stitching lines. You pause, a few looks at the notes again. You should really fix those lines. Whatever, it can be done later. Easy work. So you focus on another curve instead, the fabric might work the way you want this time if you do this right. A few seconds of the soft, relaxing scrape of you moving your pencil down the paper and… voila. There, looks much better like that. Closer to what you pictured in your head too.
A few minutes later, you start singing along to the melody playing in your headphones. It’s weird how easily everything just blends together in this moment, pulling you to that warm, focused place. There it is, you can feel it. Foot tapping lightly on the floor, shoulders inhumanly light - you’re genuinely reaching flow state.
You automatically reach out for your ruler, searching the usual spot when- nothing? Just to be sure, you sweep your palm across the cold wood surface again.
“Hmm?”
Right, right… She's been borrowing it lately. Lifting your head, you already know you're about to see either one of these two things when you turn.
Your ruler on her desk, in that pink and yellow supplies holder of her that fits her aesthetic perfectly.
Her looking at you with those damn eyes, expectant, a little bored and a little amused. The ruler doesn’t even matter at that point.
Right now, you seem to lean more into option two, just because your mild inconvenience always is entertainment to her. Too bad, you enjoy it when the corners of her eyes crinkle and that familiar giggle escapes her lips. Sliding your headphones down to your shoulders, the music fading into the background and replaced by the silent buzz of the studio. You turn to the side and there she is… looking beautiful as always.
Cheeks squished against the surface of her desk, arms folded under her, lips pushed into the smallest but mighty pout. Even her blonde bob seem perfect, how it looks like she arranged them specifically though you know she didn’t. Her round eyes lock onto yours instantly. They’re beaming, always beaming when you look at her. If you were standing right now, your legs would embarrassingly turn into spaghetti. But you’re seated right now, watching her through the tiny space between your desks. It’s only seconds until she does it, you just know it. Hell, you’re expecting it too, even bracing like an idiot. Then-
She does it. A tiny sound, that gentle little whine meant only for you (your ass just desperately hopes so). She’s calling you over without a word, knowing exactly what effects it possesses. Despite it all, your heart still obeys the traitorous signals that your brain sends to it. Jumping, thumping, thudding, all that jazz. That woman wants something right now. And worse? You’re already halfway to giving it like your body is hardwired to obey her.
Pencil dropped, chair pushed back. Two steps. Three. That’s all the distance between you and her, barely anything but it feels like crossing straight into orbit. She’s gravity and you never stood a chance. As you move, that glow in her eyes follows you - tracking, warming. When you stop in front of her, she hasn’t even lifted her head from her desk but she’s smiling up at you like she knew you’d come. You always do.
“What’s wrong, sunbae?” you smile, trying for light nonchalant but it feels helpless and soft. Her lashes flutter and her nose scrunches, the woman’s got you exactly where she wants without lifting a finger. And then she breathes it out.
“Talk to me~” a small whine follows. “You’ve been ignoring me all morning.”
It hits you immediately - her strange magic of accusation masked under vulnerability. She isn’t angry or hurt, just simply wants your attention. You know it now, she wants you to feel guilty for not giving it to her sooner. It works too well since a breath gets stuck on its way out of your throat.
“I wasn’t… What are you talking about?”
The defense in your voice is thin, weak. You know Chaewon is secretly enjoying how you’re scrambling internally to reassure her. She shifts her hand and taps the empty space on her desk. A soft command. And you don’t hesitate, body already lowering onto the cramped bit of desk she ‘cleared’ for you. The moment you sit, Chaewon lightens. No, not a big smile or anything close to it. Just a satisfied twitch in her expression, one that you should know very well.
Without warning, she reaches out again. This time hand moving to take your hand on your knee and guiding it closer onto the surface of the wooden desk, right beside her face. And then she rests her head on it, cheek to the back of your hand. Just like that, your hand is a pillow for her. As her hair brushes softly with your skin, her warmth starts to spread into your bones. She closes her eyes and a tiny sound - not a whine this time, something much softer - escapes her lips. You melt, you freeze because you don’t dare to breathe too deeply. Her using you in this soft, wordless way feels… fuck. You don’t even know how to express this anymore. Sighing contentedly, Chaewon rubs her cheek lightly on the back of your hand again before stilling.
“There.” she mumbles, finally satisfied. “Now you’re not ignoring me.”
“Ignoring you? What are you on about, sunbae?” you fail miserably again at a stable tone, eventually covering it up with a smile.
The older woman doesn’t even open her eyes at first. Those lips of her just curve a little, a gentle smile that knocks down a few layers of defense in you. How can a person have this much control over someone, like she has on you? That you ask yourself every single night. Finally, Chaewon opens just one eye to look at you from where her head rests on your hand.
“What have you been working so hard on anyway?” she asks lazily. “Is it so important that you ignore a pretty girl like me?”
Chaewon knows she’s that girl. She knows exactly what she does to people, or you specifically. Looks and personality, that perfect kind of appeal. And she slips those reminders into your conversation every now and then, as casual as breathing. Her little ‘don’t forget what you’re dealing with’, you call them.
“That?” you clear your throat loudly. “Just that new jacket design we talked about in the meeting last week.”
She shifts and her soft cheek presses deeper into your hand. “Mmm… Show me.”
Not a soft request. Not even a question or a simple address too, instead a full on command. Rude? Well, definitely given her tone. But with how she traps your hand under her cheek, everything just feels right. Giving your hand a small twitch, you signal that you need to move. Chaewon’s answer is immediate as her eyebrows soon shape into a reluctant light scowl like she’s actually annoyed you even have other obligations other than being her pillow. Geez, office hours too. She lifts her head only a few centimeters unwillingly before pushing herself upright.
But no, she doesn’t let go that easily just yet. Her hand quickly wraps around your forearm as she sits straight and refuses to break contact even for a second. You reach over with your only available hand to pick up the sketchbook from your desk. As you stretch, you feel the way she tightens her grip. Settling the sketchbook onto your lap with an awkward shuffle, you angle it for Chaewon to see.
“Let me see.”
Chaewon squints her eyes in focus, analyzing every little line and shape you struggled with this morning.
“Hmm.” she hums. “You fixed the shoulder curve detail. Good. It looks much better now.”
Affection is there in her words, or is it something else? It’s confusing sometimes, separating praise from manipulation and care from control. But even before you can smile back, her head tilts. Not a good sign.
“But the hem…” she taps on the bottom part with one finger with a little more force than necessary. “It still feels heavy. You’re pulling too much volume to the front.”
“Oh that? I meant to li-”
Opinion rejected. Because Chaewon gives your forearm a little squeeze.
“Don’t think too hard. Here, look.”
Her nail presses into your sketchbook, deep enough to leave traces as she draws a new hemline patiently. Not the way you want at all, the one she thinks is better and expects you to adopt. You lean down a little on instinct, refusing her proximity feels impossible.
“If you let the volume fall naturally…” she coaxes. “It’ll move like it’s supposed to. See?”
She looks up at you, eyes praising you just for listening. Her fingers on your forearm even move mindlessly.
“You see it, right?”
You do, but you don’t really like it. Still, you nod. Because she’s Chaewon and you’re a fool for her, things have been like this for a long while now. She releases your forearm at last, not abruptly but intentionally trailing. As the contact fades from your skin, she stretches her arms above her head, spine arching as a small groan escapes her. Then she looks at the clock on the studio wall. A soft “hmph.”
What now?
“You only came over now.” she complained dramatically through a tiny pout. “You’re so mean to me.”
You smile. “If I’m mean to you then you must be living in some kind of wonderland, sunbae.”
“Really?” Her lips melt into a slow and sly smirk, amusement dancing on them. She leans back in her chair. “If so… it’s really nice having you in my wonderland, cutie.”
Just a simple poke back and you can already feel the heat climb up your system.
“Oh, my order came this morning too.” She laughs softly. “The new fabric swatches.”
Like you were already supposed to know, she wants it to be news you should have celebrated with her.
“Help me pick one later, okay?”
And you nod before she’s even finished speaking. Is there any version of a reality where you said no to her?
“Uh… Of course, just tell me when.”
“Good boy.”
It comes out shaped more like breath than words. A joke between you both, technically. A ‘harmless’ little tease she started a few months after you joined the company. She first said it once she got comfortable enough with you, when you held the studio door open for her without thinking. The second when you brought her a drink exactly how she likes it a few days after. The third? The third… or fourth, you don’t even remember because it somehow became a thing by then. Something for her to use whenever you do something right. And she knows. Damn, Chaewon knows.
It’s pathetic how effective it still is, how just a simple phrase breaks you down so easily that you just wish your face doesn’t give away too much. Chaewon tilts her head, checking if it hit or you reacted. It does and she smiles, ruthless in her version of gentleness. You’re about to throw something random out there to save yourself when someone suddenly calls your name.
“Can you come to look at the assessment specs real quick? Yunjin said she needs a second opinion from you.”
You sit straighter instantly, almost shooting up into a standing position.
“Ah- I’m coming!”
As the person walks away, Chaewon turns her face to you with clear irritation. The way her eyes look right now, a shade too disappointed, makes you a bit uneasy.
“You’re going?” she asks, voice both silky and annoyed.
“It shouldn’t take that long. Probably te-”
Chaewon clicks her tongue, a silent reprimand before mumbling something only meant for your ears alone.
“You really do get stolen from me so easily.”
Your heart skips a few beats at the quiet and disappointed tone.
“I’ll be right back though.”
“Mmm.” she waves you goodbye with two fingers, hiding the irritation under a sweet smile. “Don’t take too long~ I still need help picking swatches.”
When you stand fully, Chaewon even adds.
“Go on. Before Yunjin thinks I’m actually keeping you hostage.”
Word count: ~6.7k
A/N: reupload, yes, again - third time's the charm
masterlist
*This is all fictional.
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[신공듀👸] (Princess Shin👸)
i’m waiting~ can’t wait for you to get here
finally 😚
this day has come
[You]
almost there ㅋㅋㅋ
come down
The light turned red at the intersection, giving you a brief pause in the fast-paced flow of city traffic. Your phone vibrated again and you looked down.
A few selfies appeared and you let out a soft laugh at those. Especially at the last one, Yuna was sticking out her tongue just a little, eyes looking in the other direction in that silly, intentional cute way she always did. You stared at the screen longer than you should, thumb hovering over the keyboard but not quite tapping it.
Heh, cute.
You’d been crushing hard on Shin Yuna since middle school. Back when you two sat together and she kept doodling on your notebook, back when she called you her “favorite idiot” and made it sound like a compliment. You loved it anyway. You and Yuna’d seen each other through every phase: middle school, high school and now university. This chaotic, human-form-of-sunshine girl who was still the same Yuna underneath it all.
And no matter how hard you tried to move on, your heart always circled back to her.
The light soon turned green as you tucked your phone face down in the cupholder and drove the rest of the way with a dumb smile on your face. Today was going to be a long day.
The turn to her apartment building felt like the start of something new, though you weren’t quite sure what. You pulled up near the entrance and barely had any time to park properly before the glass lobby doors burst open.
She stepped out with her red hair bright under the morning light like she’d just gone to the salon early in the morning just to get her hair done for this. A tiny pink handbag hung off her shoulder and she was waving her phone and sunglasses both in her hand. Like always, Yuna was stunning. Your eyes trailed involuntarily down to her outfit. She wore a cropped white tee and low rise baggy black jeans, hanging on her hips in that maddening way.
"Damn..."
You swore Yuna knew what she did wearing that. You’d known her forever, and long enough to know the difference between the usual playful Yuna and the dangerous Yuna. She’d done this a few times before.
That time last year she wore jeans two sizes too small and asked you to reach something off the shelf while stretching underneath you? Definitely not an accident. Or the way she somehow had to get up and go to the bathroom whenever you two hung out at a PC bang, brushing her hips against you every single time.
Yuna knew how dangerous she was.
And now here she was, swaying her hips toward your car like she had all the time in the world. The spring light shined over her hair as she skipped her way to your car. You gripped the steering wheel, heart thudding. Did Yuna know you liked her? Probably not... When Yuna got closer, she dashed toward the passenger side, yanking the door open with a giant grin.
“HELLOOO~!” she beamed in a singing voice. “Your princess has arrived!”
“This excited already? Dramatic, much?” you smiled helplessly.
“Shut up.” she huffed. “I’ve been dreaming of this moment since I passed that test. You’re so lucky you get to witness my debut.”
“Why me? Why not Ryujin-noona, Yeji-noona and… I don’t know, your dad?”
She pouted. “My dad doesn’t trust me enough with his car. Ryujin-unnie and Yeji-unnie didn’t either.”
“Oof. Very smart people.”
She narrowed her eyes and then smiled sweetly again, pointing at you.
“But you, my boy~”
“Mm hmm.”
“You’re my best friend. And you taught me to drive, remember?”
“That’s all?”
“Nope.” she said, tilting her head. “I also like your car.”
You rolled your eyes playfully. Yuna grinned at you from where she stood, hand still on the door.
“Now… get out~” she said, voice teasing but had that familiar stubbornness.
“Hmm?”
She nodded at your seat. “Out. Driver’s seat. Mine now.”
“I said you could drive when I decide it’s the right time.”
Yuna gave you that trademark whine of her, the one that she knew would always work on you. It’d gotten Yuna out of so many messes with you before.
“You said I could drive, didn’t you? Come on, bestie~” she stomped on her feet. “Move~ I’ve been mentally preparing for this day since I got the license.”
You groaned, pretending to be suffering. But you’d already unbuckled your halfway through her speech, Yuna was too cute to resist. A minute later, you both had swapped seats. Yuna bounced into the driver’s seat with a victorious squeal, adjusting the mirror with a proud grin. You watched her closely and sure enough, before she even started the engine, her hand was already resting on the gear selector.
“Yah, seatbelt.” you reminded her.
“Oh! Right, right.”
She reached for it lazily but you sighed and leaned over, already grabbing it for her.
“I got it.”
Your hand accidentally brushed across her bare midriff as you reached over for the seatbelt. Just a second of warm skin against your hand but it was enough to make your heart do somersaults in your chest. Your face hovered close to her. Yuna sat very still, too still for her extroverted self. You then clipped the buckle into place with a soft click, the silence suddenly louder than it should’ve been.
“There, now you can kill us safely.” you played it off.
“You wanted to touch me, didn’t you?” her eyes were shining, tongue sticking out at you.
You pulled back quickly, scoffing. “No, I did not.”
The playful Yuna was finally back with that smirk playing on her lips.
“It’s okay. I’ll allow it. You taught me how to drive after all.”
“Generous.”
“I know.” Yuna chirped and threw the car into drive. You held onto the armrest with a quiet sigh.
This ride is going to kill me.
Halfway through the drive, Seoul cityscape had long faded into rolling hills and stretches of beautiful empty road. Everything felt peaceful. Your car’s silent engine roar, the occasional sway of Yuna’s steering, the playlist playing low on the speaker.
“Shin Yuna, why Gapyeong?” you were curious.
Yuna’s eyes stayed on the road but you caught the small grin on her face.
“I dunno…” she said lightly. But you knew Yuna better than that, you knew she’d thought hard about it.
“Liar.”
That made Yuna glance your way.
“What, I can’t just want some fresh air and lake views?”
You just hummed and waited. Fresh air and lake views? What a load of bs.
“Okay… maybe because I remembered that one time we almost went. Back in high school.”
“The school trip we bailed on to go to Seongsu together?”
She laughed at the memory, eyes crinkling. “Exactly. We told everyone we were sick and then spent the whole day hopping cafes and pretending to be adults.”
“You wore those ridiculous sunglasses and called me ‘hubby’ in front of the barista.”
“I was committed to the role!” she argued with a pout. “Besides, you didn’t even complain when she gave us free cake.”
You shook your head, smiling as you stared out the window. “So now you wanna go?”
“Mm~ We never made it to Gapyeong. I figured now’s the time. New license. New us. And you’re my emotional support passenger.”
You looked back at her, watching the way her hands gripped the steering wheel a little too tightly.
“Nervous?”
“Only a lot.” she grinned wider. “But with my dummy here, I’ll survive.”
“You’re being weirdly sentimental today, Shin Yuna.”
“We’re going to Gapyeong today. It’s a beautiful place so I’m allowed!”
You chuckled. But Yuna wasn’t done, she began with a curious tone a few quiet moments later.
“So… why didn’t you ever date anyone?”
“Where is that coming from? All of a sudden?”
Yuna blinked, focusing on the road to avoid the question. “We’re out of the city and it’s quiet. The vibes are right, dummy.”
You hesitated, fingers idly on the armrest. “I don’t know. Guess I never felt the need. Maybe there wasn't anyone I seriously liked.”
“Not even Oh Haewon?”
You turned to her, surprise at the sudden mention. “You remember Haewon?”
Yuna nodded. “Yeah, she liked you. Everyone knew since you two looked close.”
“I mean… we were only project partners. She was nice, of course. Pretty cute but… uhm, I guess I wasn’t interested.”
“Why not?”
You leaned your head back against the headrest. “Maybe I liked someone else back then. She probably didn’t know.”
“Oh…”
“What about you? You’ve never dated anyone either.”
She bit her bottom lip. “Same reason. No one I really liked.”
“Boys lined up for you in high school, you know?” you added, glancing over at her. Yuna just shrugged.
“Yep. But I didn’t really like any of them. Hanging out with you was funnier. Better.”
“Better?”
“You were my free comedy show. Emotional support. Still are.”
“I guess I am.” you glanced at her again. “You’re interested in dating now?”
Yuna smiled. “I mean, I’ve got a license now. Gotta start checking things off the list.”
“Can I ask you something, then?”
“Shoot.”
You rested your head on the window.
“Why’d you always ask me if this guy or that guy was okay? Back in high school. Even last year, remember that older guy from our department?”
Yuna tilted her head, trying to read your expression while driving. “What do you mean?”
You exhaled, pointing for her to look back at the road. “You know what I mean, Yuna. Every time you were maybe slightly interested in someone, you’d bring it up casually. 'Is he okay? What do you think of him?' Things like that.”
She stayed silent. You didn’t say it out loud, but it always bothered you. Every time she asked, you’d say that the guy gave you a weird feeling or an ick, that he looked like a walking red flag. He wouldn’t get her humor or keep up with her energy. But you knew you were projecting - you liked Yuna too much.
“You always had something to say.” she said finally, eyes still on the road. “Didn’t like any of them?”
You laughed softly. “I mean, you should have high standards for your boyfriend. He should at least treat you better than I do. That’s the bare minimum.”
Yuna blushed at that, just the lightest shade of pink coloring her cheeks even in the passing shadows of trees outside. You watched the way her fingers tapped on the steering wheel, nervous energy leaking out.
“What? I said something wrong?”
“No…” she muttered. You leaned back in your seat, the corners of your lips curved out of amusement. “You sure? You’re acting like I just confessed or something.”
“Just… funny. That’s all?”
“What is?”
She hesitated for a second then said. “Thinking about how you always acted like some jealous boyfriend whenever I like someone. And yet...”
“And yet?”
Yuna shot you a side eye. “Yah! You don’t remember?”
“Remember what?”
She gripped the steering wheel hard. “Kissing Ryujin-unnie in highschool. You both are my best friends!”
“Ahhh…” you let out an awkward laugh. “That. Sorry…”
“Unbelievable.” Yuna scoffed under her breath. “Don’t even act like you haven’t got a clue.”
“I mean… It was just a one time thing.” you scratched the back of your neck. “We were bored, it was midterms and she said I looked kissable or something-”
“I would slam this car into a tree right now if I could!”
You chuckled. “Okay! Okay! I’m sorry.”
Yuna huffed. “Do you know how weird that was for me? I didn’t even want to look either of you in the eye.”
You were mixed with guilt and happiness, looking back at the memory. “I’m sorry! It was my first time kissing someone, you know that. I was curious… and it felt great.”
“YAH!” Yuna nearly swerved as she yelled, smacking your arm without taking her eyes off the road. “What do you mean it felt great? Are you bragging to me right now?!”
“Yah! Yah! Drive carefully! You’re gonna get us killed!” you shouted, both panicking and laughing.
Yuna groaned. “I swear, if I wasn’t the one driving right now-”
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I get it.”
“You’re such a dickhead… Bragging about kissing my best friend like it’s something simple.” She muttered something under her breath, cheeks visibly pink.
“I’m not.” you said defensively. “It’s just- okay, maybe a bit. But I was like, what? I was curious, okay? Is it wrong?”
“I hated you so much for that.”
“You didn’t talk to me for a whole week after that. Must've really hated me..."
“I did…” her tone flat. “Kind of. Maybe? I don't even know anymore. I was just confused.”
You fell quiet, watching the way her lips pressed together. Yuna was holding back more.
“Still think about it? It’s been like two, three years now.” you teased, trying to light up the mood.
Yuna rolled her eyes. “No. But I still can’t believe you chose Ryujin-unnie over me.”
Huh?
“What do you mean I chose her? I didn’t choose anyone. Besides, you wanted me to say ‘I want to make out with you’ to my best friend dead in her face?”
“I would’ve respected it at least.” Yuna scoffed.
“You wanted me to just randomly confess that I want to kiss you? Out of nowhere?”
She shrugged, staring straight ahead. “Not randomly. But, I dunno… maybe back then, I wouldn’t have minded hearing you say it.”
Your heart skipped. What was she trying to say? After an awkward silence, you said, voice uncertain.
“You never said anything either, Shin Yuna…”
“I didn’t have to…” she said under her breath. “You always knew me better than anyone. I thought maybe you’d just know, as my best friend.”
You thought about saying something. You really did.
“Yuna-ah.”
“Mm?”
…
Right then, you leaned back in your seat, gaze drifting outside the window.
“Nevermind.”
The moment passed, just like it always did with the two of you. The vibe lingered until the road signs began to change. The trees got denser, the air cooler. Gapyeong welcomed you with its quiet streets and beautiful scenery of soft mountain silhouettes. Yuna slowly pulled into a small park parking lot, biting her lip as she scanned around for a spot.
“Ugh… Why is everything so tight?”
“Left. Turn the wheel more. No, no... More.” you said. “Okay. Keep going… go, go, just like that. Keep going, slow…”
She finally eased the car into place with a small jerk as she hit the brake.
“Good girl~” you said, already unbuckling your seatbelt as you pushed the door open. “Let’s go.”
Yuna whipped her head to you instantly, hands still gripping the wheel.
“What?” she mumbled, brain short-circuiting. You were already halfway around the front of the car, not even glancing back. "Good what?"
"Nothing~"
“Yah!” she called, cheeks burning as she scrambled to get out, not forgetting her pink handbag. “You can’t just say stuff like that and walk away, idiot.”
You grinned without turning around. “Hurry up. We’ve got to explore Gapyeong before it’s too late.”
Yuna shivered as a breeze swept past, the air here in Gapyeong was cooler than it had been back in Seoul. Her pink bag was slung over her shoulder, but she crossed her arm instinctively to warm herself up.
“Why didn’t you bring your jacket?” you frowned.
“I didn’t think it’d be like this!” she argued back, just for the sake of it. Typical Shin Yuna. You slipped your jacket off without a word then casually took her handbag off her shoulder.
“Here.” you said, slipping the handbag onto your shoulder with no hesitation.
“Still doing this?” she asked, brows furrowed but clearly flustered.
“Still taking care of you.” you said simply. “Arms out.”
She stared at you a bit longer. You held the jacket open between your hands. “Come on, Yuna. Arms out.”
Yuna slowly extended her arms and you gently slipped the jacket onto her, tugging it into place.
“There.” you said. “Now you won’t freeze to death before we even get to the river.”
Then you walked ahead without saying anything, hands in your pocket, pink handbag bouncing slightly against your side. Behind you, Yuna finally caught up with her soft footsteps soft on the gravel path. She then gently hooked her hand around your bicep.
“You know this is why people suspect we’re a couple all the time, right?”
“Are you complaining or confessing?” you glance at her sideways, a smirk tugging at your lips.
She let out a breathy laugh. “It’s a statement. Don’t get cocky.”
You started to walk a little slower to let Yuna stay close. After a few minutes of walking, Yuna tugged at your arm a little, gaze drifting to a row of pastel-colored bikes parked under a big tree.
“Mmm~” she whined.
You hummed, knowing it was her sign to beg you for something.
“Let’s rent a bike.”
“We both ride?”
“No, dummy. You ride, I’ll sit behind you.” she replied, giving you a judging look. “How are you gonna get a girlfriend if you treat a girl like this?”
“Bold of you to assume that I can get a girlfriend when you’re my best friend.” you laughed.
“True.” She chuckled. “I’m too pretty. They would be scared they’d lose you to me.”
“Wah, so humble today.”
Yuna looked at you, her face smug. She then flipped her hair dramatically.
“I’m just stating facts.”
“Facts, huh?” you muttered, already taking Yunah to the rental stand with you. “Pretty sure you just want an excuse to cling onto me again.”
“Is it working?”
You didn’t answer and picked out a blue bike with a wide back seat, testing the brakes.
“Hmm, this one’ll do.”
Yuna watched you with folder arms, smile bright. “You’re really gonna ride me around here?”
“I’ve carried your emotional baggage for years.” you said, throwing Yuna a playful glance. “A few more kilos won’t kill me, Yuna-ah.”
Yuna burst into laughter then climbed on behind you, hands wrapping lightly around your waist.
“C’mon! I’m excited!”
“Hold on tighter unless you want to fly off when I hit a bump.”
“You wouldn’t dare, you idiot.”
“I absolutely would. Try me.”
Yuna smacked your butt, laughing. “Let’s go~”
The bike wobbled for a second before you steadied it, feet pushing off the gravel as you two rolled off onto the shaded trail. You two passed through the trees, with soft sunlight pouring through the new spring leaves that fluttered beautifully in the breeze. The air smelled fresh and light, the perfect vibe to be with Yuna.
Yuna’s laughter rang out behind you, bright and carefree as she tightened her arm around your waist when you picked up speed. Her cheek rested on your back. Right then, you could feel Yuna’s smile just by the way her body leaned into yours. She trusted you more than you realized. The road then curved along the edge of the mountain park, lined with cherry blossoms blooming. Petals scattered like confetti in the wind, catching her hair, dusting the path behind you.
“You okay back there?” you called over your shoulder.
“Perfect!” Yuna shouted over the wind, her voice was filled with breathless joy. “Don’t slow down.”
And you didn’t. Yuna’s presence made you feel soft and warm. Her arms around you, head leaning on your back, laughter spilling out like she didn’t have a single worry in the world. Neither did you when you were with Yuna like this. In this moment, with her laughter in your ears, her heartbeat against your spine, the wind between you. You smiled without realizing it. You then felt Yuna shifting slightly behind you, her arms loosening for just a second before tightening again, this time with her phone in one hand.
“Hi~” she said to the camera, cheeks flushed. “I’m with this idiot right now.” she continued, angling the camera toward the both of you. You caught a glimpse of her phone from the corner of your eye.
“Don’t film me while I’m working.” you pretended to frown as you kept pedaling.
“He’s biking me around like I’m a princess.” she said with a smug smile, ignoring your complaint. Then she leaned close to you and whispered loud enough for the camera to catch. “He acts like I’m heavy but I know he likes it.”
You huffed a laugh. “Don’t spread lies on the Internet.”
She giggled and zoomed the camera on you. “Look at him. Acting cold but his ears are pink.”
You turned your head slightly, trying to dodge the frame. “You’re walking back to Seoul.”
“Liar.” she grinned, ending the recording and slipping her phone away. “You’d never do anything to hurt me.”
As the bike rolled to a stop near some hanoks, the peaceful sound of water and the rustle of spring leaves wrapped around the both of you. You steadied the handlebars and glanced back at Yuna.
“Wanna rest a bit?” you asked, nodding toward the small wooden pavilion that sat at the center of the pond ahead. The arched bridge leading to it made it look like something out of a drama. Yuna followed your gaze, eyes softening.
“That thing in the middle?” she hummed thoughtfully before smiling. “Looks romantic.”
“Romantic?”
She quickly slipped off the bike, brushing something invisible off her pants. “Mm hmm.”
Yuna then linked her fingers behind her back. “Like the kind of place where someone confesses they’ve liked you all along.”
“Too bad no one’s going to do that today.”
“Oh?” Yuna feigned surprise. “So you’re just bringing me to romantic spots for free?”
You rolled your eyes. “Let’s just go sit before you say something corny, Shin Yuna.”
Yuna walked ahead, still smiling. She looked at the calm water and the reflection of the pavilion ripping gently in the breeze. Then, her voice floated back to you, teasing.
“You better not ruin the mood~”
You shook your head, grinning as you pushed the bike aside and followed her across the wooden bridge. The pavilion stood quietly and empty, wrapped in the soft scent of blooming cherry blossoms and distant trees. Yuna settled onto one of the benches in it, legs swinging slightly as she looked toward the sky. She pulled out her phone and settled it on the rail before clicking the record button.
“Feels like a dream~”
You sat beside her, a little closer than necessary. “Feels like it when you’re not the one riding.”
“Even that was kind of perfect.” She turned to you with a smile. You looked at her. Face lit by the spring light, red hair catching in the breeze, her eyes sparkling.
Maybe it does feel like a dream.
“You held on to me the entire ride here.”
“I had to. You ride like you’ve got something to prove.”
“Maybe I did. Your ass seemed to enjoy the scenic ride.”
Yuna shot back quickly. “I was trying not to die.”
You laughed. “You were laughing the whole time.”
“I laugh when I’m scared.”
You leaned in just slightly, teasing. “Is that what it was?”
Yuna shrugged, eyes back to the phone, still recording.
“Maybe. Or maybe I just like holding on to you.”
“Is that so?”
She turned to face you again, her smile gentler this time. “Mm. Don’t get used to it though.”
You smirked. “Too late.”
The breeze brought over the romantic vibe of spring as the two of you sat there, quiet. Yuna’s phone continued to record. Cherry blossoms around, the glimmer of sunlight on her skin, your shoulders brushing slightly. Then she leaned in to rest her head on your shoulder.
“Let’s not post this one.”
“Why not?” you slipped your arm around Yuna to pull her even closer.
Yuna blushed. “I… want to keep this for myself.”
Your chest warmed. “Okay…”
After a moment, Yuna asked softly.
“Are we feeling the same thing?”
...
You looked at her, head still on your shoulder.
“Maybe. Are you?” you said, almost smiling.
Yuna didn’t answer right away. Her eyes drifted to your lips before moving up to meet your eyes, searching. Then, instead of answering, she leaned in. And you met her halfway there. It wasn’t dramatic. Just a quiet kiss that tasted like cherry blossoms and spring air, a secret meant only for the two of you. When Yuna began to pull away, you gently pull her back in, not ready to let go yet. She let out the softest laugh, smiling into the kiss as her hand came up to rest on your chest.
When the kiss finally ended, the space between you was smaller than before, hearts louder, breaths softer. You looked at Yuna, still close.
“Mmm… what are we?” you asked quietly.
Yuna smiled, a little shy, a little breathless.
“I’m not sure. But I don’t want to see you with anybody else.”
“Me neither.” you laughed softly. “I hate it when you ask me about other guys. I hate the thought of you being with anyone but me.”
She blinked, looking down with her cheeks flushing pink. Her hand still didn’t leave your chest. “Guess we’re both a little selfish.”
You tilted your head, brushing your nose against Yuna’s.
“Or maybe we just know what we want?”
“Are you free next week?”
You nodded without thinking much. “Yeah. Why?”
She hesitated, then smiled a little.
“Do you wanna go somewhere? Just for two days. Just us.”
You raised a brow. “To do what?”
Her eyes flicked away, shy all over again.
“To… figure out what this is? Us only. No distractions.”
“Fun.” you leaned back slightly, eyes playful.
“Fun?” Yuna’s lips twitched into a smile.
You shrugged. “I mean, being alone with you in a cozy homestay, no one around, spring weather, maybe a fireplace…”
Yuna swatted your arm.
“Yah! Don’t get any ideas.”
“What?” you grinned. “I just said ‘fireplace’. You’re the one who’s taking it somewhere else.”
Yuna glared at you, clearly flustered. “You said it like that on purpose.”
“And if I did?” you leaned back in. Her lips parted but no words came out. Instead, her gaze dipped down to her laps and that was all the answer you needed.
“Relex.” you chuckled. “I’ll be on my best behaviour.”
“You better be.” Yuna muttered, but the way she was smiling made it clear she didn’t really mean it. “But… I’m excited. Just us.”
You nodded, serious this time. “Me too.”
────── ⋆⋅⋆ ──────
After your quiet, romantic moment under the cherry blossoms, something changed between you and Yuna. The kiss lingered in both your minds long after it ended. And without officially labeling anything, the way you talked to each other also changed.
That same night, Yuna texted you first. Not just once, but a lot. Your phones were practically buzzing nonstop as you joked nonstop, teased and opened up more than usual. It wasn’t playful like before when you two were best friends. There was a new underlying warmth in everything, a softness in every ‘what are you doing?’ and ‘did you eat?’
The next day, you found yourself on a video call with her while brushing your teeth, something neither of you would’ve bothered doing before. She was still in bed, hair tied up in a messy bun, cradling her grey cat hi one arm.
“Say hi to my cat.” she murmured, turning her phone so you could see the sleepy cat blinking at you through the screen. You gave a little wave with your toothbrush. Then, Yuna looked at the cat and whispered, shy. “You might have a dad soon if this thing goes well.”
You laughed mid brush, staring at the screen with foam still at the corner of your mouth.
“I heard that, Yuna.”
She smirked, not denying it with her cheeks turning just a little pink. “I didn’t say it to you.”
“I know.” you smiled. “I still liked it.”
That night, just as you were about to sleep, your phone buzzed again with a notification.
신공듀👸has invited you to a shared album - 너와 나 (You and me)
Inside were memes, blurry photos and old photos of you and her that she took during high school and past hangouts. Some you didn’t even know existed, like that one of you dozing off on the bus, or the one where your hand was reaching out mid air and hers was already halfway meeting it. At the end was a grainy selfie of Yuna, looking slightly annoyed but still soft. She even captioned it: ‘Thinking of you, I guess? Ew’
[You]
what do you mean ew? 🤬
[신공듀👸]
you know what i mean
[You]
you were the one who told your cat he was getting a dad soon
[신공듀👸]
shut up
that’s between me and my cat 🤭
[You]
i have the right to see him if i'm his dad, u know?
if not i’m suing u
[신공듀👸]
ughh stoppp 😖😖
why are u making me smile again this is so annoyinggg
A few seconds later, another message came through, an old selfie of Yuna that she'd never sent you before. Her hair was slightly tousled. She was laying on her bed in her white tank top, lips pouting.
"Damn..."
[신공듀👸]
this is revenge
sufferrr
[You]
i’m smiling so hard rn
[신공듀👸]
don’t u dare
i’m already regretting sending u that
[You]
too late, shin nayu~
it’s saved in my brain forever now 😘
She didn’t reply for a while. When you thought Yuna might’ve gone to sleep, another photo popped up - this time of the cat curled up beside her.
[신공듀👸]
your kid is sleeping. goodnight, fake husband 😘
don’t dream of me too much, okay?
[You]
goodnight my fake wife ❤️
no promises ㅎㅎㅎ
Moments later, Yuna sent you a voice message. Her voice was a little hushed, saying.
“Okay, but seriously? I smiled like an idiot putting that album together. I hate you for that.”
You fell asleep that night with a smile on your face.
Between your errands and Yuna’s lazy Wednesday off, you two kept texting, about nothing and everything. She sent you a voice note of her yawning dramatically. You replied with a photo of your half burnt omelette. By late afternoon, she was lounging in her room, bare face and hair tied up, sitting with her cat curled up in her lap again during another video call. That was when it happened. Yuna was talking about some dream she had. Mostly nonsense about missing a train, losing her shoe and being yelled at by a random stranger. Then, she just casually said it.
“Oh, and I had a dream where you introduced me as your girlfriend.”
“Oh~ And?”
Yuna paused for a bit too long.
“I… didn’t hate it.”
Just when you were about to say something, she scrunched her nose and changed the subject.
“Anyway~ I found a picture of you from high school where you look like wet seaweed, should I send you it?”
“Dropping a nuke like that and just dodging it?”
Yuna smiled and didn’t deny a thing.
By Thursday, your chat history already looked like just liked a couple’s chat log, except you two still hadn’t put a label on whatever this thing was. That afternoon, Yuna sent a photo of two beanies. One black, one grey. Both were simple, cuffed.
[신공듀👸]
what if i said couple beanies
would that be cute or icky?
just wondering 🤔🤔
asking for research purposes
[You]
hmm
you work as a model so i’d trust your taste
i call dibs on black tho
[신공듀👸]
excuse me??? black is mine???
[You]
not anymore ㅋㅋㅋ
too slow
[신공듀👸]
fineee i’ll take grey
but i better look good next to u
[You]
you always do, especially in grey
[신공듀👸]
stop doing that 😡
i swear i’m actually gonna throw my phone away
[You]
so… do we wear them this weekend or what?
Yuna sent a selfie of her in a hoodie, grey beanie already on.
[신공듀👸]
just tried it. thoughts?
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That morning, you arrived at Yuna’s apartment that she shares with her close friends a few minutes early, holding two iced americanos in hand. You rang the bell and waited. The door opened with Yeji standing there, smiling.
“Oh! You’re here. Come in, come in. Yuna’s still doing her hair.” she said, waving you inside. You're here too often to feel awkward, too close with everybody in this household.
“Good morning~” you smiled and stepped in. Chaeryeong was seated at the dining table, reading something on her tablet.
"Hello~ Sit, sit. You know Yuna takes forever.”
You smiled and waved to her. “Hi, noona.” Then you walked over to sit across from her, setting the iced americanos you brought on the table. “I came prepared.”
Chaeryeong chuckled, setting her tablet down. “She’s been in front of the mirror since breakfast.”
"That sounds like her."
Yeji returned from the hallway. “Yuna’s doing her hair again. This girl...”
You tried not to smile too much at that. Just then, her cat had strutted out from the hallway and leapt up onto your lap like he owned the place. He made himself comfortable, kneading your jeans a little before settling down with a soft purr.
“Oh?” Yeji laughed. “Looks like he missed you.”
Chaeryeong glanced over. “It’s been a while since you visited and he still loves you.”
You chuckled, gently scratching under the fluffball's chin. “I don’t know why.”
“I’m coming, I’m coming~” Yuna called out.
She stepped out with her hair sliding smoothly over her shoulder. The stripped sweater clung softly to her top while the black skirt gave her overall outfit a clean edge. The black bag hung from her shoulder, its sharp design added to the effortless vibe that she was going for. Something about the way she'd dressed herself so fancy just for the drive made you hitched your breath.
Turning the corner to the kitchen table, her eyes landed on you and the cat comfortably settled on your lap.
“Oh~” Yuna said, stopping in her tracks with a little tilt of her head. “He misses you.”
“He jumped on his own. I didn’t bribe him or anything.”
Yuna smiled, walking over as she adjusted her jeans. “He always does that when you’re here. I think he likes your voice.”
Yuna laughed softly, crouching down to scoop the cat in her arms but the cat gave a lazy meow. He clearly didn’t like it.
“Sorry but I need him now.” She stood up and looked at you. “Got your keys?”
You nodded and stood, smoothing out your jeans. “I thought I was gonna drive.”
Chaeryeong spoke up even before she could answer. “Yuna’s not driving, is she?”
Yuna let out an exaggerated sigh. “Unnie…”
She turned to you. “Did she drive okay last week? When you two went out?”
“Yuna… uh, got us there in one piece.”
“That’s not exactly reassuring.”
“I drove fine!” Yuna protested. “You act like I crashed into something.”
“You almost hit the parking pillar once, dummy.” Yeji called out.
“It was a gentle turn, unnie.”
“I think she’ll be okay under my watch, noona.” you stepped in calmly, glancing at Chaeryeong with a little smile. She gave you a long look, as if pleading you to rethink your life choices before putting your life in Yuna’s hands. You then picked up the two iced americanos you’d brought and handed one to Yuna. “Here. Before you start another argument.”
“You won’t regret it.” Yuna took it with a small grin.
You walked to the living room and picked up her weekend bag, slinging it over your shoulder with ease. It was heavier than expected.
“Did you pack for a week?”
“Essentials, dummy.” she said defensively. “We gotta be prepared.”
“For what? The end of the world? Zombie apocalypse?”
“You never know~” she said, then took a sip of the drink. Yeji shook her head fondly with a sigh as you both headed toward the door.
“Drive safely and let me know when you arrive, okay? Have fun but be responsible if you h-”
“Shut up~” Yuna called back cheerfully, just time to stop Yeji from saying what you both knew she was going to say. "We're grown, unnie. We know what to do~"
When you both had said goodbye and closed the door, Yeji immediately turned to Chaeryeong.
“Are these two dating?”
“I think they’ve been dating since high school. They just didn’t realize it.”
“Still calling each other best friends?”
“Give them time. They’ll get there.” Yeji smiled to herself.
“They better.” Chaeryeong picked up her tablet. “At this rate, even her cat’s figured it out before they have.”
Outside, the sun had climbed a little higher, shining down over the driveway. It felt great, having the opportunity to spend time with Yuna like this. The perfect time to figure out what ‘this’ was between the two of you. You walked side by side down the steps with Yuna sipping her iced americano with a happy hum. Just as you reached the curb, you felt a sudden tug at your side, Yuna’s hand slipping smoothly into your jacket pocket.
“Yah, what are you doing?”
She grinned as she pulled out your car keys and held them up triumphantly. “Securing the car keys, fake boyfriend.”
“That title doesn’t come with driving privileges, you know.”
“Too late~” Yuna sang, already strolling ahead toward the car like she owned the vehicle. Her bag bounced on your shoulder as you followed behind.
“They really didn’t want you to drive, Yuna-ah.”
“They're just dramatic~” she sang and unlocked the car with a beep. “They're not ready for me to grow up yet.”
You just chuckled and surrendered to Yuna, placing her bag gently in the back before sliding into the passenger side.
“You did drive okay last week though, so…” you muttered, fastening your seatbelt. “I’m trusting you.”
When Yuna got in, she didn’t start the engine right away. You glanced over and found her sitting, arms crossed like she was waiting for something.
“Hmm?”
She huffed, turning her head dramatically to the other side.
“Waiting for a certain someone to fasten my seatbelt for me. Apparently he’s too dumb to notice it.”
“Wow~ Woke up feeling like a princess today.”
“No.” Yuna sniffed, already fake crying. “I woke up hopeful. But now I’m just cold and betrayed.”
“Needy.”
You leaned over and reached for her seatbelt. As your arm brushed against her side, she sat up a bit straighter but didn’t move or help at all. Then you clicked the buckle into place.
“There. Her young highness, the royal princess is now safely buckled in.”
“Finally.” Yuna mumbled, still facing away like she hadn’t enjoyed every second of it. Then, right before you pulled back, you pressed a quick and soft kiss to her cheek. You leaned back with a small grin, already excited for the trip.
“Already acting like a spoiled girlfriend.”
Yuna slowly turned to you, touching her cheek.
“I didn’t say you could do that.” though she wasn’t annoyed, at all.
“Want me to take it back?”
“Nope.” She faced forward now, adjusting the rearview mirror. “You make it hard to pretend we’re just friends, you know. People really think we’re dating.”
“We’re on this trip to figure this all out, remember?” you smiled.
Yuna hummed in agreement, tapping her fingers lightly against the steering wheel. As the trip began, Seoul slowly gave way to open skies and emptier roads.
“Yah.”
“I'm listening.”
“I think I already know.” Yuna spoke up, voice soft as she kept her eyes on the road.
“Know what?”
“You and me.” she shrugged with a small smile on her lips. “It doesn’t feel confusing anymore.”
You looked over at Yuna, at how comfortable she looked, at how hopeful she was thinking about the possibility of you two becoming more than just “best friends”. Without saying much, you then rested your hand on the center console, tapping it a little to get Yuna’s attention. Yuna glanced down at it, then back at you. You still kept your hand there, waiting. After a second, Yuna lifted one hand from the wheel and slid it over yours, letting her fingers slip between yours. Both of you knew what this meant, both of you’d been waiting for too long.
Seoul was now long behind you. And with every meter you passed, it felt less like you were leaving something and more like you were heading toward it.
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A/N: repost (since the other blog is practically unusable now)
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“No! No! No!” You hit the steering wheel out of frustration. “Congestion at fucking 10 in the morning!? Are you kidding me!?”
Rows of cars sat in front of you endlessly, horns blaring like a funeral march for your punctuality. You leaned back in the seat and stared up at the beautiful ceiling of the Rolls-Royce Ghost. Not just any Ghost, it was her Ghost. Black diamond, fully loaded with every last option ticked off. The starry headliner stared back at you, and her initials, JWY, were stitched elegantly into the leather. Everything about this car was tailored to her taste: expensive but fashionable, maybe even a tad bit excessive. Well, that described her just perfectly. Looking at the clock, you pinched the bridge of your nose and cursed again.
9:54 AM
“That mean princess is gonna kill me.”
You were punctual by nature. In the three years you’d worked for her, you had been late fewer than five times. But every single time it happened, she made sure you knew you had committed a capital offense. Lectures, jabs, drawn out sighs and those dramatic guilt trips that stuck with you for weeks. Suddenly, your phone vibrated. Of course, it was her. You swallowed hard before picking up the phone and put it to your ear.
“Good morning~”
Her voice was honey dripping sweet the moment you slid your thumb to answer the call. That syrupy and dangerously sweet tone that you knew she only ever used it on you.
“Uhm, good morning, miss.”
“My, my…” she cooed, the smile audible in her voice. “Clearing your throat like that when you talk to me? You’ve been so weird lately.”
“Sorry, miss. I’ll be there soon. There’s sudden construction ahead, traffic’s at a s-”
“Oh? Construction? What a tragedy for you.”
That pressed your nerves even more.
“I’ll get there as fast as I can.” you said calmly while still keeping the apology in your tone, even as you pressed your foot harder on the gas.
“Mm~ You do that.”
She hung up without waiting for a reply. The line went dead and you exhaled softly, swerving the car down a side street the moment you spotted a gap. The car roared smoothly ahead, weaving past cars as you tried to make up for lost time. Still, it wasn’t enough. By the time you pulled up to her shop in Apgujeong, the clock had already turned 10:01. One minute late. Gripping the wheel, you muttered under your breath.
“I’m dead…”
The princess herself was already outside.
Jang Wonyoung leaned casually on the pale wall outside her fancy shop, dressed in a cute white sundress under the late sunlight. She held a cup of matcha in her hand, straw between her lips while sipping leisurely. The other hand dangled her small designer bag, a fluffy Skullpanda swaying with it. She’d been obsessed with those little creatures lately, so much that she once had you drive her to the other side of Seoul to haul a bunch of them for her growing collections. You hurried out of the car, snapping open the umbrella with one hand while the other smoothed over your suit. Jogging to her, you angled the shade above her head then gave a respectful bow.
“I’m sorry, miss.”
Wonyoung drew another slow sip of her match, the ice rattling in the cup before holding it out to your lips. The straw hovered millimeters from your mouth, her lipstick stain still fresh on it.
“Uhm…”
“Drink.” she ordered simply, lips pouting ever so slightly. “It’s delicious.”
Hesitating two seconds, you leaned forward and took a small sip. Right after, her other hand moved up to brush across your forehead to wipe away the sweat that had gathered from your sprint over. The coolness of her fingers on your overheated skin sent a ripple of surprise down your spine. Wonyoung watched you closely, then broke into a soft smile.
“Hehe, indirect kiss.”
You swallowed.
“Was there really construction on the road?”
“Yes.” you answered honestly, forcing your voice to stay calm. “The whole lane was blocked. I came as fast as I could.”
She studied your eyes for a moment before tapping your cheek, not quite a slap but enough to make your eyelid twitch.
“I’ll forgive you.” she smiled. “I’m feeling nice today.”
Seeing the gears grinding in your head, Wonyoung grinned and lifted her eyebrows at you.
“Don’t you know it’s rude not to thank someone after that?”
“Thank you, miss.”
Satisfied with it, Wonyoung hummed and adjusted her bag on her arm. The matter was now dismissed. You knew it was time to step in close, umbrella angled perfectly over her head and guided her toward the car. You opened the back door, waiting until she slid gracefully inside before closing it. Turning your head back, you caught sight of her staff inside her store. They weren’t exactly subtle with their hands over their mouths, giggling as they whispered to each other. Their eyes switched from you to the tinted window where Wonyoung now sat, sipping her matcha without a single worry in the world.
Their sweet boss, and her personal assistant.
Acting… suspicious.
Whatever.
Sighing quietly, you quickly circled to the driver’s seat. Driving out of Apgujeong, you choose the longer route back home to avoid traffic. The air in the Ghost was thick with silence, broken only by the rattle of ice in her matcha cup. You just focused on the road, letting her earlier “forgiveness” sit uncomfortably on your shoulders. Without you even noticing, Wonyoung leaned forward. Her perfume hit you first before she gripped your headrest. Her head peeked over your shoulder so close you could feel her hair brushing your ear.
“How has your day been, my favorite personal assistant?”
You didn’t miss her emphasis on “my”. And you weren’t even sure if that was exactly your title. Working for Jang Wonyoung wasn’t a job you could easily label. It was everything: bodyguard, bag handler, assistant, driver… Some days you handled her paperwork, other days you hauled racks of clothing or played middleman with suppliers. You’d done it all.
But then again, you never complained. Her family was crazy rich. That meant the pay was too good to complain, far too good. More than executives of small and some medium companies could ever dream of, not even counting bonuses yet. On top of that, she’d provided you with a duplex in Gangnam. You could never afford that luxurious place on your own. The catch? It sat directly underneath her penthouse. Which meant whenever she beeped your phone, no matter day or night, you had to be there with no excuses. Something about being punctual and productive, she said.
“I’ve been okay, miss.”
Wonyoung sighed, chin now on your shoulder.
“Didn’t I tell you to just call me by my name?”
Her fingers tapped on the expensive leather of the headrest, the soft tap tap sound ringing in your ears like a warning.
“Doesn’t it seem weird to-”
“Call me by my name from now on, and you’ll see an instant bonus in your bank account.”
You didn’t hesitate, couldn't say no to easy money.
“Yes, Wonyoung-ssi.”
Her laughter came instantly, soft and sweet next to your ear. Then, she ran her hand through your hair, so suddenly you almost jolted in your seat.
“I like it when you fold like this.”
With her other hand, she picked up her phone and tapped on the screen in silent. Thirty seconds later, your banking app confirmed it with a ding. A generous bonus just for a single word. Her chin pressed a little harder into your shoulder.
“Say it again.”
“Wonyoung-ssi.”
“Again.”
“Wonyoung-ssi.”
Her laughter spilled out again, quiet and pleased as her finger traced through your hair. Savoring the moment for a few seconds longer, Wonyoung said.
“Now drop the honorific, only my name. I like it much more that way.”
The fuck?
You cursed in your head. Using honorific this level was one thing. It still felt professional, a bit formal, easy to defend. But just her name with nothing after it felt… stupidly dangerous. Still, the young woman wouldn’t let it go when she wanted something. You knew it too clearly.
“Wonyoung.”
She ruffled your hair as a satisfied giggle bubbled out of her. Then came the nuke, dropped with that deceptively sweet tone.
“Should I start calling you oppa too? It’s only appropriate now, right? You’re just a few years older than me.”
For some reason, you laughed. Maybe the absurdity of it, or the way she asked.
“Please.” you shook your head, still laughing. “Do whatever you want, Wonyoung.”
“Okay, oppa.” Then she slapped your shoulder, giggling. “I wanna show you something.”
She tapped on her phone, chin still on your shoulder as she showed you the screen. A familiar document popped up, cleanly formatted but you recognized it instantly. Your stomach sank.
Isn’t it that file she asked me to sort out last week…?
“Ahh…”
“You messed this file up, didn’t you? And I embarrassed myself in the meeting with the supplier just an hour ago…” Wonyoung pouted, dragging the final word out to finish you off. “Oppa.”
You felt a little brave after the whole name calling mess. Maybe it was the adrenaline or just the way Wonyoung giggled every time you folded for her.
“Or… maybe it was the formatting. Your phone and laptop might show things a little differently sometimes.”
Her pout didn’t fade. If anything, her chin pressed even harder on your shoulder as she murmured.
“Mm~ Excuses, oppa?” she tilted the phone back to herself. “It’s definitely not that. Do you know how ridiculous I must’ve looked? All because of your one little mistake.”
She pressed the screen shut with a little click and leaned back into the seat, sighing dramatically.
“I should dock your pay instead of giving you bonuses.”
Crossing one long leg over the other elegantly, she folded her arm and turned her eyes to the window like a queen dismissing a subject.
“But it’s fun watching you squirm.”
Okay?
“You’ll fix it. Before 6 PM. And send it to me directly.”
“Eight?”
You tried to bargain, glancing at her reflection in the tinted glass. Her head turned just enough so that you could catch her smirk in the mirror.
“Nope. I said what I said. Six. And if it’s not on my desk by six…”
Her fingers tapped on her arm as she considered all the punishments to a rhythm of mischief. Then she leaned her head back, exhaling softly with her eyes closed.
“You can personally carry all the boxes of new stock from the basement to the third floor next Monday. Without help. Consider it… exercise.”
“Got it.” you smiled in defeat, already resigned.
Wonyoung didn’t reply and slowed her breathing, relaxed as she slipped into a nap. The rest of the drive home, you kept your focus on the road but your thoughts wandered.
What’s wrong with her lately?
Wonyoung had always been difficult, bratty, playful, even mean to you at times. But recently? She’d been dangerously sweet, almost affectionate even when she was still torturing you in her own way. Working for her had its perk, of course. That much was undeniable. The pay, the luxury, the status… all unmatched. But the downsides were… let’s just say, unique.
In the contract, buried under all those pages of standard legal jargon were the ridiculous clauses. The one that still made you sigh was the “No Dating” rule. You hadn’t understood why back then, but the paycheck had been fat enough to keep your mouth shut and just sighed the damn contract. Then there was the dress code. Another one of her whims. Monday: suit. Tuesday: smart casual. Wednesday: suit again. And so on, back and forth, like your wardrobe was a branch of her clothing label. You didn’t get it but hey, you followed it.
By the time you pulled into the underground garage underneath the glamorous building, Wonyoung was sleeping. Parking the car, you opened the driver’s side door and rounded to the back to carefully open hers.
“Mi-” you caught yourself before the words could even come out. “Wonyoung-ah.”
No response, so you leaned in and poked her shoulder. Finally, she blinked slowly before scowling, her voice gravelly and mean. Freshly awake Wonyoung was a different breed, even worse when she didn’t have enough sleep.
“What’s wrong with you?” she grumbled, pushing her hair back with one hand. Irritation was practically radiating from her.
“We’re home.”
She got out of the car, rubbing her eyes before shoving you aside and knocking you off balance with a lazy force. You stumbled, let out a quiet sigh and then crouched back into the seat to grab her designer bag. When shut the door and turned back, she was already waiting. Arms crossed, lips pursed, eyes glaring at you.
“Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
When the fuck did I do that?
Here we go. Mean Wonyoung had made her come back.
“No, I didn’t.”
“Liar.”
“No, Wonyoung-ah. Why would I do that?”
As Wonyoung closed the distance between you, you backed up until the cool metal of the expensive car hit your back. Each of her steps made your heart thud even faster.
“I’m giving you one last chance, oppa. Did you roll your eyes at me?”
You shook your head firmly, refusing to break.
Smack
Her palm connected hard with your cheek, the sharp pain quickly spread all over your face. Your head instantly snapped to the side from the impact, ears ringing.
“Did you roll your eyes at me?”
“No, I didn’t…”
You forced yourself to look back at her. Silence took over for a moment. Then she cupped your stinging cheek, her cool palm pressing into the heat she’d just left behind. Her eyes locked into yours as she smirked.
“You know how to fight back now. That’s cute.”
The warmth of her touch blur with the sting of her slap, a strange blend of twisted comfort and a reminder of who’d put the pain there. Then she tapped your cheek twice, mocking before letting go entirely and striding inside toward the elevator.
“Wipe that look off your face before you follow me. I don’t want the neighbors seeing you sulking.”
You said nothing back. Swallowing the humiliation like you had countless times before, you clutched her bag tight and followed. Wonyoung just stood tall in front of the elevator doors, arms crossed and all composed like she’d done nothing wrong at all. When you got near her, you pressed the button without a word. The doors slid open, you stepped aside to let her enter first before following in behind her. The mirrored walls showed both your reflections, complete opposite from each other. Her, pristine in her sundress and calm smile; you, dead inside in a suit, her mark still on your cheek. You stood awkwardly for a moment before she suddenly leaned her head to rest on your arm, voice sweet again.
“Why so grumpy~?”
She always used to that tone charm staff and strangers. Still, you kept your jaw locked, refusing to give her the satisfaction. Wonyoung then pouted and tilted her face up at you, her eyes big and deceptively sweet, fingers brushed along your arm.
“If you keep sulking like that, people will think I’m bullying you. And I’d hate for them to think my favorite person is too weak to handle me.”
Then she looked at the mirrored wall, catching your reflection, tone playful but it was more a command.
“Smile, oppa. Come on, just a little. For me.”
It took everything in you to force your lips into the fakest smile. Pleased, Wonyoung giggled and tightened her grip on your arm. Finally, the elevator dinged to release you from the cage. You walked her quietly down the hall to her penthouse, keeping a step behind until she got to her door. She turned, one hand already on the knob. You held out her designer bag, bowing your head lightly.
“Did it hurt?”
“Yes.”
No excuses, no deflection. Just the truth. She smiled and took the bag from your hand but didn’t step inside yet. Instead, she leaned against the doorway, asking sweetly.
“Do you know why I did that?”
You stayed silent, not knowing if this was a trick.
“It’s because you look so cute when you’re hurt. That helpless face of yours…” she dragged her eyes across your cheek, to your lips then back to your eyes. “I can’t help myself.”
Sliding her bag onto her shoulder, Wonyoung stepped closer to you. Both hands rose to press on your chest before tugging at your tie, fixing it with care.
“But... You’ve been doing so great lately. You make things easier for me, oppa.”
Then, she gave you a playful tap on your chest.
“Keep up the good work, my lovely PA.”
Wonyoung turned and stepped gracefully into her penthouse. But not without one last flourish, she glanced back over her shoulder to pucker her lips and blow you a kiss.
“Don’t forget your deadline~”
And just like that, she left you alone in the hallway with the echo of her perfume and your racing heart. Your cheek still burned a little where her hand had landed, but your chest was pounding for a reason you knew too well. You knew it was… fucked up. Pressing your back to the wall, you sat down to take a breather. Every bruise she left, every word that cut sharp but melted sweet right after should’ve been unbearable. And any sane man would’ve chosen to walk away a long time ago.
But you hadn’t. Because despite all the bratty cruelty, the twisted games and the suffocating control, you knew you had feelings for her. Impossible feelings for the one woman you should never have.
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A/N: I was supposed to upload it on Halloween, that kinda creepy spirit and all, but I got too lazy… anyways, brought back due to popular demand.
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“Director! Drink, please. Come on, it’s your big week!”
“Yah… seriously? The kid’s too humble. Promotion like that and he still sits over there.”
“Smile, director!”
Were these things that necessary? Everyone laughed a little too loudly with their over the top modesty and awkward banter. And the endless alcohol rounds of soju mixed with beer only made you want to leave a little faster. You picked up your glass only to set it down again not three seconds later. Honestly, fuck corporate hierchy.
“I should probably take it easy. I gotta head home soon, my wife’s waiting.”
Another wave of laughter came and you smiled like it was funny. It definitely wasn’t.
“Wah, look at you, director. Faithful husband!”
“Newlywed energy? I’m jealous, you know.”
“You’re still young, kid. You should enjoy freedom while you can.”
This was all the same dry humor people threw around at every company dinner. But the longer it went on, the more annoyed and suffocated you felt. You didn’t even like drinking much, weren’t the drinking type, never had been. Jaw tense, you wanted to stand up and leave just like that, but you couldn’t. So you laughed along, poured drinks for people who’d already had too much and acted polite when someone breathed their alcohol fumes way too close to you.
“Come on, my friend. Another round!”
“I’ll sit this one out, I’ve had enough.”
You smiled just to keep the peace. And again, the same predictable groans and teasing.
“You’re so whipped, kid!”
“His wife got him trained already!”
After what felt like an eternity, you excused yourself away with your bag carefully not to look like you were escaping, mumbling something to your poor assistant about needing the restroom and ‘Help me this one time. I’ll pay you later’. When the loud drunken noises finally turned into peace as you got outside, you let out the first peaceful breath you’d had all day long. Escape? Successful.
“Ugh… that was boring.”
Leaning on the wall outside, you closed your eyes to clear your head. Finally, it didn’t smell like grilled meat and alcohol out here. You just stood like that for a moment, letting it all melt away when you thought of her, smiling to yourself. She always waited, even when you told her not to. Pulling out your phone, the screen lit up with all unread messages and a few missed calls from her.
[워녕이 🐰]
oppa, are you done yet?
it’s late
you said you wouldn’t drink
are you drinking?
they’re not making you, are they?
you’re not answering my calls…
The guilt hit you hard just from seeing her name on the screen, she always worried too much. You missed her too. Even after spending too much time with her at home, even after hearing her voice right before work, you just always did. And right now, the thought of going home to her and seeing her face when you walked in made you feel like the happiest man alive. Then your phone vibrated as two selfies came in.
[워녕이 🐰]
She was winking, pouting in both with her flawless skin, her gloss lips and slightly disheveled hair. Wifey looked a little too perfect for a few selfies she’d just taken at home. Then again, wasn’t she always perfect?
“Ah, damn it…” you laughed under your breath.
Wifey clearly knew what she was doing, poking at your biggest weakness. After a minute, you tried your best to bite back another satisfied laugh and lowered the brightness just in case someone happened to walk by and saw how beautiful your wife looked. Only you could see this angel, you always told yourself. And you probably looked like an idiot acting like this in public.
[워녕이 🐰]
come home soon, okay? or i’ll come get you…
Welp, time to survive another half an hour before the freedom you’d been looking for all day. But, big mistake, you forgot to text her back.
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Your shoulders truly relaxed the moment you finally stepped inside the familiar space. Too many hours in front of a screen and way too many drinks didn’t even want now all caught up to you at once, leaving your head a little fuzzy and limbs heavy. Man, did company dinners suck. Kicking off your shoes with a groan, the few little decorative flowers sitting neatly on the shoe cabinet caught your attention; she’d insisted on buying it because ‘it makes the house more lovely.’ Her familiar playlist was playing from the speaker inside. A couple of unopened packages were stacked near the door, probably stuff you’d both ordered and convinced each other that were totally necessary. Yup, this was home.
“Wonyoungie?” you called out, a little slurred. “I’m home~”
No response at first, only the music was playing. Then you heard the rapid shuffle of her slippers on the floor. “I’m here!” Wonyoung sprinted from around the corner, launching herself at you. The collision nearly knocks you off balance, your backpack immediately dropping from your hand.
“Oppa~” she squealed and crashed into your chest.
“Woa- hi, hi.” you laughed, your arms quickly circling her waist to steady you both.
“You’re finally home!”
“Didn’t even let me take off my shoes first, baby?”
“Nope!” she pulled back only enough to look at you with those big boba eyes, round and shining like she hadn’t seen you in weeks instead of just hours. She sometimes even sounded offended at the idea that you even left home. “You made me wait too long already.”
“Up, up, baby.” you smiled and tapped her side. Wonyoung didn’t hesitate and jumped up. You held her easily with one arm under her thighs, the other awkwardly tried to take off your shoes with her giggling in your ear the whole time.
“Oppa, you’re-” she started but stopped, nose inhaling once near your collar before pulling back with a dissatisfied expression, the corners of her lips pulled downwards. “You smell like alcohol.”
“That?” You were still trying to kick off the remaining shoe. “Company dinner. I already told you yesterday, babe.”
Wonyoung wasn’t convinced, her nose scrunching in disapproval. “Hmm… I don’t like how it is.”
“I didn’t either.” you finally freed your foot and stepped inside fully. “Too much talking but…” you shifted her higher in your arms. “I’m home with you now.”
“You drank, oppa?” she asked, voice light.
“Just a bit, baby. They-” mid sentence, she pressed her nose down to your chest. “What are you doing, baby?”
Wonyoung sniffed slowly then tilted her head up, leaning closer to your neck this time. “You smell like beer, oppa. And…” another deep inhale. She narrowed her eyes playfully but her voice was dead serious. “Something I don’t like.”
“That’s just the bar, I think. We were in some tiny place in Yeoksam-”
“Mmm hmm.” she grabbed your collar, pulling it open gently only to sniff even deeper on your collarbone.
“That tickles, baby.” you chuckled but Wonyoung didn’t let go, she didn’t find this funny at all. Her eyebrows furrowed, nose wrinkling as she conducted her ‘studies’ more thoroughly this time to let the scent sink in.
“I don’t like it.” she pulled back, bottom lip out in a pout as her hands stayed on your collar. “You don’t smell like my husband right now.”
“I don’t?”
Wonyoung shook her head, expression turning sulkier by the second.
“What do I smell like then, babe?”
“You smell like outside and beer. And… weird perfume. Not my husband , oppa.”
You laughed at her exaggerated answer, your free hand reaching up to cup her cheek. Your thumb traced gently along her soft and chubby skin there as you looked up at her.
“Baby, are you jealous of air?”
Wonyoung didn’t laugh, instead letting out a short exhale at your question. Bunny was offended.
“I’m serious, oppa.” she mumbled, still pouty too. “You’re mine. I don’t like when you come home smelling like anything but the perfumes that I bought you.”
“I wore it this morning. Maybe it just wore off? Come on, baby.”
Wonyoung didn’t budge. Her fingers tugged your collar a little tighter, eyes squinting as she ordered.
“Then I’ll put more on you. Right now.”
You chuckled as she jumped off and dragged you to the bedroom. Halfway there, she stopped abruptly and slowly turned back to you.
“Actually, no. You need to shower first.”
“Didn’t you just say I smell like beer?”
Wonyoung nodded, sighing dramatically like she was disappointed you didn’t get her idea. To be fair, you weren’t a heavy drinker at all.
“Exactly, honey. I’m not wasting my precious scent on you right now. It’s like…” she scrunched her nose, disgusted at the idea. “...spraying flowers on garbage.”
“Really?” you sniffed your own shirt, that bad? No, definitely wasn’t. Was it?
“I still love you though.” Wonyoung smirked in triumph at your confused self before walking closer to punctuate it with a light smack on your butt. “Now go and shower, hubby. I’ll be waiting.”
You sighed just for show and still dragged your feet toward the bathroom. But as your hand touched the doorknob, Wonyoung called out.
“Wait!”
“What now, baby?”
She strode over, arms crossed under her chest, chin tilted up a little.
“Use new the body wash I bought you, oppa. Not the old one.”
“The one in the purple bottle?”
“Yes.” Wonyoung stepped closer and poked your chest.
Poke
“The one that smells like me. That’s the only one you’re allowed to use from now on, okay?”
You chuckled. “Controlling, aren’t you?”
Wonyoung huffs, pouting in response. “No, I’m just making sure my husband doesn’t walk around smelling like something basic that wears off after an hour. I hate it, the one I just bought you smells much better.”
“Alright, alright.” you accepted defeat easily with a light laugh. It was just for fun anyway, you never objected to her ideas that much, especially when it came to things like this. “Wifey knows best.”
“Of course~ Wifey knows best.”
Wonyoung hummed in approval. Then she used one hand to push back a few strands of hair sticking to your forehead, spending a little too long to style them to her liking.
“I like when you smell like something I chose, oppa. It feels like you’re mine, even when you’re not here, honey.”
Your heart skipped a few beats at that, still very much the same fool in love when you first met her. You never mind Wonyoung being a little possessive. Honestly, your dumbass loved it. You then leaned in to kiss her temple before finally stepping inside the bathroom.
“You don’t have to worry about that, Wonyoungie. I’m always yours.”
Wifey was finally satisfied.
“Good~ Now go shower, hubby. I already prepared your clothes in there”
You stepped out of the shower half an hour later with steam curling around your shoulder. The familiar scent of the new body wash she’d purchased clung to your skin, just the way she liked. Before you could even pull on a shirt, Wonyoung peeked out from the kitchen, eyes lighting up.
“Done, honey?”
You nodded, not able to say anything else as Wonyoung was already trotting over after wiping her hands on a towel. She took one look at your bare chest before doing a full up and down inspection, humming in approval.
“Perfect timing, oppa. Come here.”
“Wait, I’m not eve-”
She didn’t wait. Wonyoung grabbed your wrist and led you to the bedroom with that signature pouty look that always melted all your thoughts.
“Honey, let me pu-”
“Nope.” She cut you off sweetly, settling everything. “No complaints, hubby. You’re home and you’re mine now.”
By the time she sat you down on the edge of the bed, she was already reaching for the sleek perfume bottle on her vanity - the one with the neutral floral scent Wonyoung claimed reminded her of ‘a cute dream I had of you once’ or her countless other fantasies, you couldn’t really catch up with them all. Still, it was really sweet of her to do so. She sprayed it onto her fingers then began tapping it along the curve of your neck, then down your chest and under your jaw. You just let her, quietly smiling at how seriously she took this task.
“There. Now you smell like mine again.” she giggled, leaning in to smell her work.
“You say that like I ever stopped being yours.”
“Just making sure~”
Wonyoung offered the sweetest smile as she climbed into your lap and looped her arms around your neck, her nose nuzzling behind your ear.
“Mm~ Much better.” her voice was soft as silk. “I like when you smell like mine.”
You wrapped your arms around her waist, feeling her warmth after a cruel day at work.
“You could’ve just said you missed me, baby.”
“I did.” she reaffirmed softly. “But I also missed my scent on you.”
Wonyoung was spoiled, no doubt because of you but you stupidly loved every second of it. Arms still wrapped around your neck, her fingers began to trace lazily around your bare back. It just tickled - soft and affectionate - at first. Then her nails lightly grazed your spine, gentle but unmistakably possessive.
“What’s that for, baby?”
“Just making sure you remember who you belong to, oppa.” she murmured, her lips tickling your ear and made you chuckle.
“I literally smell like you now.”
“Exactly.” Another teasing scratch across your shoulder blade. “So… did you talk to any other women today?”
“Seriously?”
Still sitting on your lap, Wonyoung leaned back a little to look you in the eye, her expression was a mixture of pouty and sweet, and of course with a little touch of jealousy that she never bothered to hide.
“I’m just asking, oppa. You know how you look. Someone might’ve tried something.”
You leaned in to brush your nose against hers. “Even if they did, I wouldn’t have noticed. I love my wife way too much.”
“Hmph.” Wonyoung looked skeptical, but you could tell she was pleased with your answer. “You better not, mister. Or I’ll drench your clothes in my perfume.”
You burst out laughing, head dropping to her shoulder. “You’re crazy, baby.”
Wonyoung smiled, hands already tangling in your hair. That was always one of her top five favorite pastimes, a solid candidate to painting your nails.
“I have a few other things in mind too. Wanna hear them?”
“You really thought all that through, hmm? What, you're gonna brainwash me next? Tie me up and never let me outside again?”
She blinked at you, all sweet and doll-like. Still, that soft kind of possession, a loving sort of madness was very visible in her eyes. Wonyoung always joked that she’d do things you could never think of just to keep you close. You didn’t pay much attention to it, wifey looked too adorable for all that.
“Don’t you remember your wife graduated top of her class? Psychology~?”
You weren’t terrified at all, not one bit. In fact, you felt your heart thud in that lovesick way it always did when Wonyoung said stuff like that. Top tier brains and yet Wonyoung still chose to stay at home and manage her cute little cafe nearby. Brains and beauty, she had them all. Better yet, she was your wife. That made you fall even harder. Cuteness aggression successfully activated.
“Argh, I love you so much!” you blurted, kissing her cheek like you couldn’t hold it anymore. Wonyoung giggled softly. She already won, always did. Everyone knew you were head over heels for her anyway.
“I know you do~ That’s why I don’t have to brainwash you. But…”
“Hmm?”
Wonyoung tilted her head, smiling so sweetly it hurt. “But I ever do need to…” she dragged her fingers slowly up the back of your neck. “I already know the exact things to do to break you down, honey. Piece by piece.”
She made it sound like a promise, a soft threat from someone who loved you just a teeny bit too much. Her lips glossy, her eyes sparkling with affection and all you could do is smile back, hopelessly smitten. You were so in love with Wonyoung, still in your honeymoon phase technically but you doubted you’d ever leave it. Somehow, the cute threats she tossed at you - no, especially those - made you feel adored and loved like no one else in this whole world. Wonyoung seemed to always have a plan to keep things that way. You then shifted your arms to scoop her up without warning.
“Wait-!” she gasped. Too late for that now. You already had Wonyoung up in a full bridal carry style, her laughter bubbled up instantly as she clung to you.
“Oppa!” she giggled between whines. “Put me down, I spent an hour cooking-”
“I know, baby.” you walked back out to the kitchen slowly. “That’s exactly why I’m carrying you. You’ve done enough today, baby.”
Wonyoung was visibly softened, shining with pure warmth.
“You’re seriously going to spoil me rotten.”
“You already are, aren’t you?”
She smiled, snuggling into you as you carried her toward the dining table. Dinner was just as sweet, if you didn’t count the part where she tried to kill your phone with her glare every time it vibrated. She sat close to you, practically pressed into you, and fed you bite after loving bite while her hand stayed on your thigh as a silent claim.
“You’re so lucky you married me, honey.” she teased sweetly, her head tilting as she fed you another spoonful. “Who else would choose to take care of you like this, hmm?”
“But I didn’t make you stay at home, baby.” you said with your mouth full, chewing slowly to enjoy that playful sparkle on her face.
“Exactly~ That’s what makes it romantic. I chose to be with my husband like this, didn’t I? And I’m never letting go.”
Three years of dating, two months into marriage and you were still stunned by how much Wonyoung still leveled up. Damn, life was good for you. Catching the dazed look on your face, she smirked.
“Eat more, oppa. You’ll need energy.”
“For what?”
She fed you another bite, eyes squinting a little. Bunny was kind of offended that you forgot.
“Movie night, remember? You were late and drunk. That’s two offenses. Leaving me home all lonely like this?”
“Ah, sh… sorry, baby.” you smiled with your mouth full, apologetic. “Guess I’ll have to make it up to you then.”
“Oh you will~”
The rest of dinner passed quickly with Wonyoung snuggling impossibly close as she fed you, occasionally stealing kisses between bites and teasing.
“You know how whipped you look right now, oppa?”
With a significant other like Wonyoung, how could you not? Well, not that your dumbass ever bothered to deny it. Her other hand stayed on your thigh, arm or shoulder the whole time, and her eyes stayed locked on your face more than on the food. When you finally set your chopsticks down after feeding her, Wonyoung leaned back with a satisfied sigh, one cheek half full and chewing.
“Go wait for me in the living room, oppa.” she said sweetly, wiping the corner of your lips. “I’ll bring you something for that hangover. Can’t have my drunkie of a husband falling asleep halfway through our movie night, can I?”
“Let me he-”
“No~ Go rest, honey. You’re tired.”
“It’s okay. We always do this toge-”
Her eyebrows furrowed, that little playful sadness look was back on her face along with a pout. One of her many tricks to get whatever she wanted. You finally nodded, very much grateful, smiling and wandered to the couch before flopping with an exhale. From where you sat, you could see Wonyoung in the kitchen moving with a cheerful bounce in her steps, humming to herself as she gathered everything into the dishwasher. Her soft white dress dancing lightly with her movements, her lazily tied bun swayed down her back. If anyone ever saw her like this, they’d think she was the perfect picture of a wife in a happy marriage. And they’d be right, Wonyoung was damn satisfied with this life. But tonight… she was a bit disappointed, just a little.
“Hmph.” she muttered playfully under her breath, though the sweet smile never left. “Leaving me alone home, coming back tipsy and not even texting me back? You really think I won’t do anything?”
With a few flicks of her wrist, Wonyoung finished wiping down the counter before reaching into a tiny drawer behind the spice rack - the one you never knew existed and grabbed a small white bottle. She shook out a tiny tablet into her palm, just something mild, a little harmless sleep aid but very effective. Wonyoung hummed a light tune - some song from Kimi ni Todoke, you’d been binging it with her, wifey was obsessed with it lately - while mixing two glasses of warmed honey water with a splash of lemonade. She bounced with every little movement; the dress, white and sweet, swayed as she prepared her little surprise. She loved being your wife after all, your only girl in this life who made sure you only fell asleep beside her. The tablet fizzled silently in your cup and dissolved instantly.
“All for you, oppa.” she whispered and stirred gently. “You’ll sleep so well tonight, right next to me. Good boys don’t leave their wives all alone at home.”
Clearly excited, Wonyoung poured her own drink and grabbed both glasses. Her slippers thumped quietly, her steps full of warmth and maybe… just a tiny bit of control. Her eyes lit up when she saw you already laying comfortably on the couch, scrolling through options.
“Oppa~” she sang sweetly, setting the drinks down with a little sway of her hips, ‘the Wonyoung turn’ you called it. “Your hangover cure~”
You sat up with a chuckle to grab your cup, but not before Wonyoung scooted in next you, arms looping around yours like she belonged there. Well, she did, of course.
“Drink it all, okay?” she pouted. “I made it with love.”
“You’re excited, hmm? That giddy?”
“I’m excited that my husband’s home.” her cheek warm against your arm. “And that he’s mine. That’s all.”
She then pressed even closer, chubby cheek now squished to your bicep. You lifted the cup to your mouth and sipped, slow and trusting, while her eyes stayed glued on the glass. The moment you swallowed it all, her grip on your arm subtly tightened.
“Good boy~”
Her whole body glowed with satisfaction as she nestled under your arm, already pulling a blanket over the two of you like she’d waited all day for this. No, more like lived for this. You, Wonyoung, together, forever. In her mind, you weren’t going anywhere else but this house. The opening of ‘Typhoon Family’ played on the TV, but you could barely pay attention, one arm lazily wrapped around Wonyoung’s waist.
Slowly… that familiar drowsiness began to crawl in. You tried to stay focused, but something was pulling you under. Your eyelids got heavier, body lighter. Wonyoung noticed it instantly, she felt the shift in your breathing, the way your hand went still on her waist. Her glossy lips quickly turned into a pout.
Perfect.
“You’re seriously getting sleepy, oppa?” she sat up a bit, her voice full of disappointment, eyes all big and wounded. You tried to speak but Wonyoung didn’t wait. She slowly pulled herself away from you, her movements clean and dramatic to make sure you notice. Then she turned her back to you, curling into the other corner of the couch and hugging her knees like a heartbroken girl in a drama.
“Wonyoung-ah…” you mumbled, fighting the sleepiness. “Baby, I’m not sleeping, I swear. It’s just-”
Right on cue, a sniffle.
“I waited for my husband all day… He said he’d be home soon. I cooked and cleaned. I even wore my favorite home dress.” She glanced down at her own outfit, not without a pitiful sigh and tracing the hem of it. “But I guess… he already got bored of me.”
“What? No, baby.”
You immediately scooted over, panic rising despite the sleepiness weighing down your body. Wonyoung scooted further away to the edge of the couch, shoulders trembling. She wiped under her eyes with the back of her hand, refusing to look at you. You moving closer again, ignoring the exhaustion in your limbs.
“Baby… no. How could I be bored of you? Don’t say that.”
“You like going to bars now, oppa.” her eyes shimmered, big, glassy and heartbreakingly sad as she threw the accusation at you. “You come home smelling like something else, who knows? Not the perfume I bought you…”
“Wonyou-”
“Who knows?” She looked away with a bitter little smile. “You could be cheating on me every time you go out…”
Shot fired, straight through your heart.
“Baby, no… no- I didn’t c- What are you talking about? Don’t say things like that. I’d never-”
She shook her head, slow and pained. Her voice raised a little to sound even more broken and wounded. Wifey knew how to act.
“Then why do I feel like I’m the only one who still wants this, oppa?” She hugged her knees tighter. “Maybe… maybe I’m not as pretty anymore. Maybe your wife just isn’t enough now.”
You moved quickly, ignoring how your heart was pounding with both guilt and confusion. Despite the drowsiness clouding your mind, you pulled her into your arms. Wonyoung didn’t resist but didn’t lean in either, she just let herself be held like she was actually breaking.
“Don’t say that…” you whispered into her hair. “You’re beautiful. You’re everything to me, Wonyoung-ah. I’m just tired, that’s all. Baby, I swear…”
And then you felt it, her body trembled as her tears warmed your chest.
“I should’ve known…” she sniffled into you, voice cracking even more. “Men like you get tired so fast.”
Shit, that hurt more than you expected.
“What?” you breathed, barely able to focus through the sudden sleepiness now. Wonyoung still didn’t lift her face, her voice kept teetering on heartbreak.
“You barely touch me, you say you love me but you come home late… and now you’re falling asleep on me while I’m crying.”
“I’m not- I didn’t mean to-” you tried, but the words didn’t come out.
Wonyoung sniffled again. “Maybe I’m just stupid… thinking I could keep someone like you forever.”
Your arms tightened around your wife without thinking and your head dropped to her shoulder, heavy with both exhaustion and sorrow.
“Wonyoungie… please don’t say that. Please, baby.”
Deep in your chest and hidden behind those sobs, she smiled. Because you always said please, not much needed.
I got you now, oppa~
Still, she stayed tucked in your embrace, letting her tears soak your shirt even more.
“Can you stay home with me tomorrow? Just tomorrow, oppa… I get so lonely when you’re not home…” she asked quietly. You hesitated, mind catching up to the promise you’d made with your friend group earlier this week.
“I… I promised my friends I’d-”
There it was, her chance again. Wonyoung pulled back for you to see her face, to see her tearstained cheeks, her teary eyes.
“You promised me too. You promised you’d always put me first…”
You panicked, hands cupping her cheeks.
“No, no- I didn’t mean it like that. Of course I put you first, baby. Don’t cry…”
“But you’re leaving again. I waited all week… and you’re leaving again. Just for them…” she drew a shaky breath. “It’s fine, oppa. I’m just being selfish. I know you don’t mean to… It’s just I feel like I don’t matter sometimes…”
Your heart twisted, Wonyoung had it bare in her fist now.
“You matter more than anything. I swear, baby. Please…”
Wonyoung didn’t move for a second; then, a soft, stuttering hiccup. Her tears returned just as she timed. She knew exactly how to make you the happiest man alive one second and push you down to the depths of hell feeling like the worst douche bag alive the other. And like always, you had no idea you were being played.
“Then please sta-”
Hiccup
“Stay home w-”
Hiccup
“Me… Tomorr-”
Hiccup
“Just tomorrow?”
“But I already told them I’d-”
Hiccup
This one hit the hardest. You felt her long fingers grabbing into your shirt, not able to hold herself together anymore.
“I knew it.” she breathed. “You’d rather be out drinking with your friends than be with your wife.”
“No! It’s nothing like that-”
“Just go, oppa.” she sniffled. “It’s okay. You’re tired of me, anyway.”
And just like that, boom boom, knock down. Nothing else in the room mattered to you anymore, Wonyoung’s crying hurt you more than anything. Staying home with Wonyoung always guaranteed you a good time anyway.
“I’ll stay, baby.”
Like a sigh, her whole body melted against you instantly. Wifey could finally breath again.
“Really, oppa?” she whispered, fragile in her arms.
“Of course.” you wiped a thumb on her tear stained cheek. ”How could I leave my lovely wife alone?”
And that was all it took. A small, hidden smile bloomed on those lips of her, sweet and wicked at the same time.
Got you again, oppa~
────── ⋆⋅⋆ ──────
Ten minutes later, you were completely out cold on the bed, arms and legs both spread, lips parted while breathing deep and steady. Peaceful and defenceless, like how you should be at home. And there Wonyoung was, sitting on top of your stomach with her legs folded to the side. This was one of her favorite seats in the entire house, especially when you were like that. She only stared blankly at first, perfectly silent. Then… she smiled, all soft and angelic. Wonyoung leaned forward slowly, hovering just above your chest, her hair now spilling down like dark silk around your face.
“Honey~” she sang.
Nothing in return, not even a twitch. Then she began to move her hand, finger featherlight while tracing over your face. First, the tip of your nose.
Boop
She giggled softly. Then her touch drifted, mapping you slowly along the curve of your eyebrows, the line of your jaw, somewhere just under your lower lashes… your lips.
Boop
Your Adam’s apple.
Boop
Wonyoung placed both palms flat on your chest and tilted her head, all satisfied now. She studied you like a masterpiece or map she’d memorized a thousand times yet never got tired of. “You’re so warm. So soft… so mine.” her voice airy and fond. Leaning a little closer down, her breath brushed your collarbone. “Why do you make me cry so much, baby?”
Wonyoung then moved her hips a little and sunk more of her weight onto you. Still, that didn’t stir you.
“You don’t even know what you do to me, oppa… But that’s okay. You don’t have to.”
A kiss to your collarbone.
“Just stay like this forever, okay?”
Another kiss. And another. And another, all small, precise and obsessive kisses on your skin. Her hands slowly wandered up your neck and across your shoulders with a slow and eager devotion. Her eyes glowed in the dim bedroom light, full of worship and hunger as she murmured each time her lips touched your skin.
“You’re mine. You’re mine. You’re mine.”
Finally, a soft hum found its way out of your lips but you didn’t wake. Wonyoung’s smile only widened.
“Shh…” she pressed a finger gently onto her lips. “It’s okay. You don’t need to wake up, I’m here, baby. You already gave me everything…”
Gracefully, she slid off your stomach and crossed the room. She paused before her vanity and gazed into the mirror, looking all calm and sweet, definitely glowing as she gathered her skincare products in her arms. She brought the sacred collection back to the bed and placed each item down with eerie precision, perfectly lined and placed. Then Wonyoung climbed back on top of you with her knees sinking into the mattress. She stared down at you with the intensity of an artist studying her masterpiece - your face was her favorite canvas.
“You always forget to take care of yourself, dummy.” she pouted. “But I’ll do it for you. I’ll do everything.”
She pumped a drop onto a cotton pad and began wiping your face with delicate strokes, her touch lingering longer than it needed to along your jawline and your cheeks.
“My good boy…” she cooed, brushing under your eyes. “You look so handsome when you’re helpless like this.”
Your eyebrows furrowed on instinct when she pressed a little harder. Wonyoung giggled and leaned down to blow a gentle breath on your face, like her magic whisper to soothe you back into sleep. It worked. Then came the toner, she patted it lightly onto your skin, hands cupping your cheeks and stretching them out just for fun. Next was the serum, dotted across your face and then massaged slowly, Wonyoung hummed a little love song as she went.
“You’d let me do this while you’re awake too… but no… I love doing this when you’re asleep, honey.”
Eye cream came next, applied with her pinky under your lashes. The moisturizer was the final step, on your face like a finishing seal. When she was done, she leaned back a little on your stomach again and admired her with a blissful sigh. She looked so happy, truly. Her husband was back home, safe and quiet again. Her eyes fluttered shut as she leaned down, ready to give you the softest kiss on your lips when your phone vibrated somewhere on the bedside counter. The joy soured instantly.
“Ugh…” she rolled her eyes. “Always ruining our time, baby.”
Wonyoung gave your forehead a light flick with an unimpressed pout. “Even when you’re asleep, they still want you, hmm?”
You, of course, had no idea what was happening. Sighing loudly, Wonyoung reached over and grabbed your phone. She unlocked it easily, tapping on the screen with no hesitation. She’d done this a thousand times before and you’d long since given her your passcode. Transparency was love, wasn’t it? Just a few work emails, meetings you didn’t care about and advertisements… the usual. Her pout faded as she scrolled even more, humming in approval. You weren’t talking to any other women besides a few at work, not surprising anyway. Still, just to be sure, Wonyoung drifted into other apps. Banking. Photos. A random text on Slack to your friend about how down bad you were with her smile yesterday. Wifey giggled at that one.
And then, a notification slid down from on top of the screen with a name that wiped the smile right off Wonyoung’s face.
[옆집유진]
are you still up?
sorry for texting this late...
i was meaning to ask you for help with moving something in my apartment but i suddenly forgot
if you have time of course ㅠㅠ
thank youuu, tell wonyoungie i said hi
The corners of her eyes twitched even harder the longer she stared at the messages. Ahn Yujin, the woman her age who always found excuses to get close to you, the one who just “accidentally” stood too close or laughed too loudly at your jokes. She acted too damn friendly wherever she saw you. Wonyoung knew her type. And worse, Yujin knew about her hidden personality…
Texting you this late?
Asking for your help?
Knowing damn well you had a wife at home?
And the audacity to tell you to say hi to her?
“Unnie…” a laugh escaped her lips, sweet and dangerous at the same time. “You still haven’t learned, have you?”
Wonyoung replied, as you of course. Not that she ever needed your permission. She didn’t forget that one detail for maximal irritation, a heart. ❤️
Then Wonyoung locked the phone and tossed it to the floor before turning her attention back to you. You were still out cold, breathing steady and unaware you’d just been saved. Wonyoung placed her hands on her hips and stared down at you, shaking her head, a perfect balance of adorable and annoyed.
“Really, oppa?” she was both fond and scolding. “Letting her text you this late? On our bed? While your wife’s with you?”
She sighed dramatically, deciding to deal with it tomorrow before leaning down.
“Good thing your wife loves you enough to handle things.”
A kiss on your lips.
“Sweet dreams, honey.”
…
Darkness. You couldn’t see anything but darkness.
Your breathing was shallow as you slowly woke up, head pounding, wrist aching. The cold feeling of rope burned into the skin behind your back as you realized you were tied to a chair. The room was pitch black, except for the beam of red light blinking from somewhere. You couldn’t move. You couldn’t speak. You were… scared shitless. Then you heard the sound of heels clicking on the floor. Soon, your wife appeared, emerging from the shadows like something out of a dream gone wrong.
Wonyoung was in ivory satin, she moved like a ghost bride, surreal in her elegance. Her white gloves glimmered under the red light, the gown flowing behind her with weight. A long veil framed her face. It somehow made her eyes, her smile felt more haunting, beautiful and unsettling. You stared at her, frozen in place as she approached. Her expression was unreadable. She said nothing as she stopped in front of you. Her hands slid up your chest until they reached your neck. Then-
“We’ll be together forever now…” Wonyoung murmured. “Just like we promised on our wedding day, oppa.”
Her grip on your neck began to tighten. You gasped, trying to speak, pleaded but you just choked out sounds and panicked breaths.
Your wrists struggled behind your back. Wonyoung’s veil brushed your face as she leaned down closer to your face. Her eyes never left yours, beaming with love and lunacy.
“Baby, I- wha-” you tried to plead. “Wony-”
But her grip only tightened as she pressed her forehead to yours.
“Even if I have to kill you to keep you… I’ll still love you in my next life.”
Everything blurred. Your vision began to darken, wondering what the hell was going on.
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You shot up in bed, gasping for air. Tears were streaming down your cheeks. Your throat ached as if someone had really been choking you. Your hands trembled hard. You couldn’t understand what that was, not even aware of your surroundings right now, not the sunlight spilling through the windows, not the sound of the TV, not even your own breathing.
“Oppa?”
You turned your head, terrified. But it was just your wife, still in that same lovely dress from yesterday. She looked at you with such worry while hurrying toward the bed, a glass of water in her hand.
“Oh my… honey, what’s wrong?” she settled it aside and gently wrapped her arms around you. “You’re shaking so much.”
You clung to her almost immediately, hiding your face in her shoulder.
“I… I had a nightmare.”
Wonyoung ran her hand up and down your back, her voice soothing.
“It’s okay, honey. Don’t worry… I’m here now.” she whispered into your ear. “Your wife is here with you now. It’s just a bad dream. Just a dream.”
And somehow… with her arms around you, with her hand patting up and down your back, you believed it. You calmed down and let her hold you, not knowing Wonyoung was smiling. She was pleased after all, knowing what she had been doing throughout all these years was working so well.
The girl that you meet while studying abroad in Japan. You end up loving her so much that keeping those feelings to yourself feels calm and nice but also painful at the same time.
Trying to push myself to write one last fic before the year ends. Dunno if I can do it but who should I write? (dw I haven’t forgotten about the Annyeongz series)
Word count: ~10.9k
A/N: why does this not open when i click on my most popular posts?
masterlist
*This is all fictional.
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You stood in the middle of your new apartment, out of breath but happy with your accomplishment. Boxes everywhere, clothes still in bags… Everything was a pain in the ass to move upstairs since the elevator was closed for maintenance. For the first time in a while, you didn’t feel like you were life’s punching bag. You actually did something. It wasn’t much, just a tiny villa unit in Mangwon-dong, not spacious but at least you had your own space; that was one thing to be proud of. Letting out a loud groan, you looked at your phone.
08:21 PM
Man, I’m starving.
You hadn’t eaten anything since lunch. There wasn't anything in the fridge yet except for a pack of water bottles and some banana milk. You would fill the fridge with proper food and ingredients tomorrow. Tonight was the night to go out for something hot and easy. You figured you deserved it all after all this. The stress, the move, the weeks of saving up and torturing your life into this place. You grabbed your wallet and your phone, slipped into your slides then walked outside. That was when you saw a woman sitting in front of the door across from yours, knees pulled to her chest and her head down. She was crying, so naturally you thought she was just locked out; it also sounded like she was trying hard not to make any noise but the helpless sound just slipped out anyway. But then you noticed how her hand trembled every time she reached for the doorlock. Denied. Denied. She was barely holding it together now.
Should I help her?
You were quite an introvert, therefore comforting strangers wasn’t really your thing. But leaving a woman alone like this didn’t feel right either. So you crouched down, voice low not to scare her when you spoke.
“Excuse me… A- are you okay?”
She flinched and paused for a few seconds before wiping at her face messily with the sleeve of her hoodie. Now that you got a clearer look of her face, the woman was gorgeous even in this state. And the mole directly under her eye instantly took your attention away. Once you notice it, you couldn’t look at anything else.
Wow…
Her lips trembled as she tried to press them together, and her hands kept shaking. You then cleared your throat softly, eyes back to the door lock.
“You’re using the fingerprint one, right?”.
Her head barely moved as she nodded, so you leaned in to check the side of the lock.
“Looks like it activated the anti break in thingy. Might happen if you try too many times. Can I… uh?”
She sniffed a few times before silently shifting to the side. You played around and found the tiny reset switch that most people didn’t know was there.
Beep
Beep
“Okay. Should be fine now.”
Her hand hovered in the air for a second before she pressed her finger to the sensor, shoulder finally loosening as a familiar tune played when the door finally unlocked.
“Thank you…”
You straightened up, stepping back a little on your knees to give her some space.
“Ah, no problem… Are you okay now?”
Well, that did it. Asking people if they were okay always seemed to do the opposite. Her breath suddenly caught as her eyes flooded again, much more vulnerable this time. She even reached out to grab your t-shirt before you could even process what was going on and pulled you down toward her like she couldn’t hold it in anymore. She pressed her face into your chest, body shaking. Having never ever been in this type of scenario before, you didn’t know what to do, hands awkwardly in the air before slowly coming down to rest on her back, patting her there gently. You chose to stay there for her and let her cry. A lump formed in your throat but you swallowed it back.
“It’s okay, okay. I’m here. I’m here.”
The hallway was quiet until someone had to walk past. Perfect timing. One of the guys from the floor above glanced your way, slowing down and raising his eyebrows at the scene.
“Hi… uh– nothing to see here.”
You gave a small wave at him before patting the girl on the back again. The guy nodded before shuffling past like he saw nothing. Kneeling in the hallway, holding a girl you didn’t even know; what a way to spend your first day at your new place. Her shoulders kept trembling with sharp breaths going in and out. You weren’t sure what else to do next so you just slowly lifted a hand and patted her on the head. The girl then nuzzled even closer into your shoulder, hands still clutching your t-shirt. A few minutes then passed just like that, quiet except for her crying and breathing. Eventually, she pulled back and wiped at her face.
“Are you okay now?”
She nodded and stayed silent for a few seconds. Her eyes were a little clearer when she looked back at you.
“What is your–” She sniffled, asking again softly. “What is your name?”
Cute.
Letting out a quiet breath, you loosened your hold on her slowly like you were afraid she would break down again when you let go completely. You told her your name before asking her the same question.
“And yours?”
She wiped under her eyes, a smile barely on her lips.
“I’m Park Sohyun.”
“Okay… Park Sohyun-ssi.”
You scratched your neck, still awkward in your spot.
“Are you feeling a bit better now?”
“Ah, yes, yes... Thank you.”
Sohyun let out a relieved sound before standing up and bowed a little. When you finally stood up, Sohyun turned and tapped her door to walk inside. You stood in the hallway for another second, staring at her door. Your shirt smelled just like her perfume. Nice, feminine, sophisticated. You rubbed your face and slowly dragged your feet downstairs, not forgetting why you stepped out in the first place.
A few minutes later, you sat at a small noodle spot near your place, metal chopsticks in one hand, your phone in the other. The steam rose from the kalguksu bowl into your face and fogged your glasses a bit, but you didn’t care. Your thumb scrolled through the gallery and paused on a familiar photo of your ex.
Seo Dahyun
Her angelic voice, her smile immediately flashed through your mind. Back then, you didn’t want to hear anything bad about her, even when your friends told you she was just using you and she kept you around because you were… easy. You didn’t believe them, or your dumbass just chose not to believe them. You were young, naive and thought loyalty would be everything. Then uni cam and Dahyun disappeared a month in. No warning, no breakup, no text, no fight. Gone completely. It hurt, it still did even if you tried to act tough like it didn’t. You knew you should’ve deleted her photos by now. But you didn’t.
You idiot.
Mind heavy with the crazy day, you put your phone down on the table and pushed the noodles around your chopsticks before finally taking the first bite. When you got home, you didn’t think of Dahyun again. Your mind instead went straight to the girl you’d just met.
“Park Sohyun… Sohyun.”
“Pretty name.”
“And she’s pretty.”
Her shaking hands, how she’d clutched onto your t-shirt, the mole under her eyes, her soft round cheeks, her lips… You stared at your ceiling for a few minutes before finally tossing your phone somewhere on the mattress. For the first time in a long while, the memory of Dahyun hurt less, with a beautiful stranger filling the space tonight.
Dang, I have to clean up. Work and classes tomorrow…
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You were smart enough to get into a good school, enough to do what your parents wanted, medicine. When you said you were interested in fashion design, they didn’t exactly like it. They still loved you and saw you as their son, but you were on your own. No tuition help, no monthly financial help or money wired to your bank accounts like some of your classmates got. You worked your ass off to survive. Sometimes you thought about how things could’ve been if you chose to pursue the other route, about something your parents could brag to their friends. But it didn’t make sense. You wanted this life, so that meant you had to walk into design theory class at 9AM the next morning, then some fabric analysis class.
In the afternoon, you headed straight to your part time job. A small printing and production shop not far from home; it wasn’t glamorous but at least it paid the bills. You clocked out at around 5:30, body sore. On the way home, you stopped by the grocery store to get everything you needed to survive for the next week. When you eventually reached your floor, you stopped in your tracks. She was there.
Park Sohyun
Her hair was neatly tied back, leaving enough loose to fall around her round cheeks. Gray off-shoulder long sleeved top showing off one side of her frame, blue jeans, phone clutched in her hands like she wasn’t sure what to do next. She looked at you the moment she heard your footsteps. Her lips pressed together, eyes a little brighter. You didn’t expect Sohyun to look this stunning in only casual clothing. Well, to be fair, you only found her crying in front of her door last night.
“Hi.”
She waved awkwardly, voice shy.
“Ah– Hi, Sohyun-ssi. Do you need anything? Is anything wrong?”
“No, no– not at all.” she eyed the grocery bag in your hands. “Are you cooking tonight?”
“This? I think so… Umm, what’s wrong?’
“I was wondering…” her fingers gripped her phone tightly. “If I can cook something… for you? My place?”
“For me?”
Sohyun nodded, pink slowly rising to her cheeks.
“To say thank you. For… you know, yesterday. I want to– umm, that.”
“Ah, oh… Su- sure. If you want to.”
“Great. Give me 20 minutes.” her lips curved into a soft smile. Then she turned, clumsily fumbled with her door and disappeared inside without looking back at you.
What the fuck just happened?
You quickly got inside your place and set the grocery bag on the small kitchen counter. Your shirt still smelled too much like the printing shop. Ink, sweat and fabric. Still sixteen minutes left when you looked at the clock, plenty of time. You then grabbed some clean clothes and jumped right into the shower. Getting out and finally changing, you wiped at the mirror with your palm and stared at yourself.
Why am I nervous? It’s not a date or anything. She’s just thanking me for yesterday.
You sprayed on just a teeny tiny bit of cologne, hoping you wouldn’t smell too much like a try hard. Two minutes left. Close enough. All nervous and anxious, you walked to her door and lifted your hand to knock. The door opened a few seconds later with Sohyun holding a spatula in one hand, a pink checkered apron tied loosely around her waist, hair now tied into a loose ponytail. Her cheeks were pink, maybe from the heat while cooking.
“Wah.” you glanced at the spatula. “You’re really cooking.”
Sohyun giggled softly and stepped aside to let you in.
“Of course I am. Come in, please.”
You finally stepped inside, the smell of food already filling the space. Sohyun’s place was a little similar to yours, but visibly bigger with more rooms and it actually had space to display things. Vinyl records lined on one wall, framed abstract paintings, a bunch of books stacked neatly on floating shelves, etc. She must work or do something in the creative field for a living. Your guess? A musician, and definitely way better off than you were. You were still standing dumbfounded when Sohyun tiptoed into your view, spatula wiggling in the air.
“Uhm, so… what do you think? Of the place and all?”
You glanced around for a few seconds more, eyes drifting to the records again.
“It’s nice. Way nicer than mine.”
“Eh… it’s not that nice.”
“I mean, it’s not a shoebox like mine so… way better.”
That actually made her laugh. She then pointed the spatula at the dining table near the kitchen.
“Umm, sit down, please. I’m almost done cooking.”
“...Okay, thank you.”
You pulled out a chair and dropped into it, elbows on the table, palms slightly warm as she got back to cooking.
“So are you in uni or… working right now? You look young.”
“Umm, I’m in Hongik. Fashion design.”
Based on the way she gasped, you knew Sohyun wasn’t expecting that one at all.
“Oh wah, really?”
“Yes, I got in through Suneung, somehow.”
Sohyun hummed, stirring whatever she was cooking.
“So what about you, Sohyun-ssi?”
“I make music. Produce stuff and… a bit of dancing every once in a while.” she glanced over her shoulder.
“That explains it. You look like a very artistic person.”
Sohyun laughed softly under her breath, tapping the spatula against the pot.
“Is that a compliment?”
“It is, I’m not joking.”
Sohyun pursed her lips before turning her attention back to the pot. Maybe she wasn’t used to hearing it directly.
“May I ask how old you are?” you asked.
“I was born in 2002. So I’m 24 now.”
“Ah, so… noona. I’m two years younger.”
…
”Noona is… good.”
A few minutes then passed, not exactly awkward but neither of you said much. When Sohyun finished cooking and grabbed two plates, you stood up to offer help.
“I got it, noona.”
Sohyun shook her head quickly, hugging them close to her body.
“No, no, it’s fine. You’re the guest, just sit.”
No matter how hard you insisted, Sohyun wouldn’t let you help her so you eventually settled back into your seat. She then brought the plates over and set the food carefully on the table. Stomach growling the second you saw them, you mumbled.
“Thanks for the meal, noona. These look delicious.”
“You’re welcome.” she smiled.
You then picked up your chopsticks, grabbing a piece of food and blowing on it a bit before putting it in your mouth. It tasted just as good as it looked.
“Wow.” your mouth were still chewing. “This is actually really good, noona.”.
“You’re just bluffing.”
“I’m not. I’ve be–” you swallowed. “I’ve been eating convenience store sandwiches for the past week, I know what bad tastes like.”
That made Sohyun laugh a bit loudly, a genuine and dorky sound that made her regret it instantly. She stopped, eyes widening with her hand flying up to cover her mouth.
“Sorry.” she mumbled behind her fingers, cheeks flushed.
“It’s okay, noona. It’s… cute.”
Sohyun looked back down to her bowl for an instant before finally eating. After a few more quiet bites, you gathered up the courage to ask.
“Noona, can I ask you something?”
Sohyun looked up from her bowl, food full in one cheek.
Cute.
“Hmm?”
“You said you produce music and stuff, right?”
She nodded.
“How’d you get into that?”
She stayed quiet a little more, chewing slowly to buy time.
“I was an idol trainee.”
“Really?”
Sohyun smiled. “Yeah, for a few years.”
“What happened?”
“It didn’t work out, I guess. They said I wasn’t the right fit. Good dancing, good singing but lacking in something. I changed companies several times too.” her voice stayed calm, but you could tell there was something about the memories. “They all said I was lacking something… Guess I didn’t look pretty enough.”
“But you look so pretty…”
Her cheeks flushed again.
“You’re just saying that.”
“I’m not, noona.”
Sohyun kept her head down, but you didn’t miss how her mouth was twitching to hide another smile from coming out.
“So you just switched to producing?”
“Yes, I also do a bit of dancing every now and then but…” her fingers played with her bowl. “I already spent a lot of time training and music still is something I’m very passionate about.”
“Wow… so you’re making your own stuff now?”
“Mm. Songs and demos. Some for small companies. I got lucky and produced for a few big companies a few weeks back. Sometimes I just make music for myself. It’s more like a freelance job. Not stable or fancy but… I got myself this place.”
You leaned back in your chair, eyes scanning her living space again.
“That’s really amazing, noona.”
“Thanks. What about you?”
“Me?”
Sohyun nodded, chin in her hand now that the awkward vibe earlier had probably died down a little.
“You said you’re studying fashion design?”
“Ah, that’s right.”
“That’s cool. I haven’t met many guys who chose to pursue this type of career.”
“My parents weren’t really happy with my decision. They want me to be a doctor like my dad.” Sohyun stayed quiet, listening and humming. “So… I’m on my own for now. Tuition, rent and all of it. Part-time job pays the bills somehow.”
Sohyun pursed her lips, those bright round eyes looking at you with a hint of pity that looked too adorable.
“That must be tough.”
“It’s not that bad, noona. At least I get to have dinner cooked by you.”
The two of you kept talking as you ate; conversations flowed between small stories, random jokes and bits of your life you didn’t usually share with someone who you’d just met yesterday. But it felt nice somehow. By the time you finished the meal, the room felt much lighter than before. Sohyun stood up first to gather the plates. You tried to help but she waved you off again, moving towards the sink. You followed her anyway, standing close behind as she rinsed the dishes with her back to you, pink checkered apron still around her waist. The off-shoulder top slipped just a little as she moved, revealing more of her bare shoulder. You then stepped closer, lifting your hands gently to grip her shoulders lightly. Sohyun tensed up the second one hand landed on her bare shoulder, her skin soft under your palm as you ease her back.
“I got this, noona. You already cooked.”
Despite letting out an annoyed sound, Sohyun didn’t resist. She slowly stepped aside and took off her apron to let you take over. Sohyun leaned against the kitchen counter and watched you work. When you finished and dried your hands, she shifted on her feet.
“You… You wanna go into my bedroom?”
“Huh!?”
Caught off guard, your ears burned at the sudden offer. Sohyun looked just as flustered, waving her hands quickly.
“N– No! No! Not like that! I just meant like…” she rubbed her arm awkwardly. “I wanna show you my music stuff. My work.”
“Ah, okay, noona.”
She bit her lips, looking away for a second.
“Sorry. I’m awkward sometimes.”
You laughed quietly, playing with your pockets.
“That makes two of us then.”
Sohyun led the way into her room. The second you walked in, you noticed the scent first, warm and nice, something expensive. Sohyun’s bedroom looked exactly like her. Creative, a little sophisticated but beautifully decorated. Vinyl records were on the walls again. Next to them was a small shelf with perfume bottles of different colors and shapes. There were also books stacked on floating shelves, some leaning over others. Across the bed, there was a TV mounted on the wall. Near the door was her workspace. A desk set up with her PC, a musical keyboard, an electric guitar and some other musical stuff that you had no idea what they were. Her chair creaked softly as she sat down. Sohyun then reached over and pulled out another chair, sliding it out to you as her eyes looked up at you.
“Sit, sit.”
Your cheeks heated up a little at the soft offer, but you played it cool. You took the seat next to her, close enough that your knees almost touched. Sohyun started clicking through a few folders on her computer.
“Do you know tripleS?” she asked, glancing at you.
“Umm, I’ve heard a few of their songs.”
Her lips twitched, holding back a grin.
“I actually produced quite a few for them.”
“Seriously? That’s crazy, noona.” you gasped.
“Not the title tracks. Just some b-sides. Some backing vocals and mixing jobs too.”
Sohyun opened a file and dragged the timeline to some specific parts. Then she grabbed a headphone on the armrest and gently slipped it gently over your ears. Her hands brushed the sides of your face for a second, it wasn’t a grand gesture but enough to make your heart jump. The music played, clean and crisp in your ears. While you listened, you felt her eyes watching you attentively with a proud smile. Her body leaned just slightly toward you, eager to see your reaction. When the song ended, you pulled the headphones down, genuinely impressed
“That was great, noona. You’re so cool.”
Sohyun tried to hide the way her cheeks flushed but to no avail, fiddling with her mouse again.
“Do you know Heejin?”
Your eyes widened at the mention of the name.
“Heejin? Jeon Heejin?”
Sohyun nodded like it was no big deal.
“Yup! Her. We’re actually friends. I worked on a song for her recently but it’s not out yet.”
“No way.” you almost fell out of your chair. “I’m a huge fan of her, noona.”
Sohyun laughed, that same shy and dorky laugh you were starting to get addicted to. She covered her mouth with her hand again, her eyes squinting from laughing too hard. “I’ll definitely tell her that.”
“What else do you have to hide from me, noona? You’re secretly famous?”
“Uh… I told you I dance.”
“Mm hmm?”
“I was in Twice’s Cheer Up MV. Just a background actor though.”
“No way!”
“I was a backup dancer on stage for Momoland once. I was called in last minute.”
You let out a loud gasp.
“Can you show me that one?”
Sohyun hesitated, biting her bottom lip.
“Ah… do I really have to?”
“Yes!” you insisted, leaning closer. “Please, noona. I wanna see.”
Sohyun groaned softly but clicked on Youtube anyway, pulling up a saved video. The moment the performance started, your eyes were glued to the screen to find her. Not too long into the video, Sohyun showed up in a wide shot–
“There you are, noona! Look at you!”
You pointed at the screen excitedly, mouth wide like you’d just spotted something worth a fortune. Sohyun let out a whiny laugh and tried to cover your eyes with both hands.
“Yah! Don’t look.”
You laughed, grabbing her wrists and holding them back.
“No! Let me see– Come on!”
“No! Don’t watch it–”
“I want toooo!”
Sohyun kept trying to block your view, both of you laughing like idiots. In the middle of all that, you lost your balance as the chair titled back just slightly and you fell to the ground.
“Oh fuc–”
You landed hard with your back against the floor. Sohyun fell right on top of you, her body pressing tightly against yours. Her face hovered dangerously close, scent filling something in you.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine, noona…”
Her lips looked so good, breath a little shaky. Both your cheeks were flushed but neither made a move to sit up first. Thus, you cupped Sohyun’s round cheeks, thumbs brushing the soft skin right under her eyes. Still, she didn’t break away from your touch and kept eye contact, her pupil dilating. You didn’t think much and just kissed her. It was soft at first as you tested the line. But Sohyun kissed you back, breath catching in her throat. Your heart raced, fearing you stepped over the line too much now. You pulled back only to see Sohyun both shocked and breathless. You thought a slap or a punch would come next, eyes almost closing to prepare for a hit when Sohyun leaned in again.
“I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to kiss you like th–”
Sohyun cut you off with a kiss, this time harder with her hands gripping your shirt tight. Her mouth parted slightly, breath hot against yours. You saw your chance and slid your hands down her back before holding her waist. When Sohyun broke the kiss, she sat up and shifted her hips to sit on your stomach now. The room felt weird, the good kind of weird, as she looked down at you with a pleased and shy smile.
“I– uh…”
“That happened fast.”
“It did…” your heart pounded like crazy. “I swear I didn’t mean to kiss you like that, noona.”
Sohyun put her hands on your chest, feeling the way your heart beat.
“Ah, no, no… I also liked it. A lot more than you think.”
Relieved and happy at the same time, you let out a long sigh that you didn’t even know you were holding. Sohyun giggled at the sight before offering.
“Wanna watch… I don’t know, watch the performance again? We missed half of it.”
“Okay. That sounds good.”
Sohyun shifted happily on your stomach, adjusting herself to get ready to stand up but as she moved, her hands slid down and accidentally pushed at your crotch. The moment Sohyun realized where her hand touched, her eyes went wide, cheeks evolving from pink to straight red.
“Aah–”
You coughed to cover up the embarrassment, face also heating up. Sohyun quickly jerked her hand back like she was electrocuted, voice coming out panicked.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to do that! I wasn’t tryin–”
You sat up, just as flustered.
“It’s fine, noona. Really.”
Sohyun quickly scrambled off your lap, fixing her hair. She helped you up, eyes looking everywhere but your face. Once you both stood up, Sohyun let out a shaky breath and gestured to you to sit back. The mood was now back into awkward territory. You both sat in silence, your knees touching.
“So, uh…” she fidgeted with the mouse, trying to break the silence. “What kind of music do you usually listen to?”
“Lately? Umm, a lot of sad music. Heartbreak and those stuff, you know.”
“Why?”
And for some reason, you let it all out about Dahyun. Maybe it was because of the way Sohyun was looking at you like she actually wanted to listen. She put on a moody playlist as the night went on. She asked. You answered. Back and forth. By the time you finished, Sohyun was pouting, her lips downward as she spoke like she was afraid she might break you.
“That’s so sad…“
She scooted her chair closer, the music still playing in the background and matching the mood.
“I’m sorry you went through it all like that, really.”
Her hands reached out, fingertips on your sleeves like she wasn’t sure if she should hold your hands yet. You sat there for a moment, shy and scared at the same time.
“Noona…”
Sohyun hummed. Still too nervous, you gathered your remaining courage and took your shot.
“This thing tonight, you’re feeling the same as I do, right?”
She looked at you for a long second, her eyes soft and reflecting the glow from the monitor. Then, with a small nod, she spoke.
“Yes, don’t worry. I feel the same thing too.”
Like on command, first the relief hit you, then came the warmth from her words, reaching every corner and untangled something that you’d thought to be unresolvable. You smiled, the attempt weak but it grew the moment she smiled back. None of this made sense. You’d just met yesterday and hadn’t even figured out what her favorite movie was or what she liked to eat. And yet, it felt like you’d found the exact place to put your feelings again, all on a girl who looked at you like you weren’t just a stranger less than twenty four hours ago.
“Can I, uh–”
“Hmm?” Sohyun tilted her head, smiling to encourage you. “It’s okay. What’s wrong?”
“Can I hug you now, noona?”
She chuckled at your silly question, eyes curving, lips still plump from the kisses earlier.
“Of course, you can. You’re so cute.”
You leaned in and circled your arms around Sohyun, pulling her into you slowly and not too rough, not too fast, just enough to feel her warmth again. She hugged you back, chin fidgeting gently on your shoulder. Then, still in the hug, her low and giggly voice arrived in your ear.
“Can you give me your phone?”
“Hmm?”
“Let’s exchange numbers and SNS.” Sohyun pulled her head back with a smile. “We just met yesterday, you know. Gotta make sure you don’t move out and disappear on noona tomorrow, right?”
Silly you.
“Ah. Right, right.”
You fumbled to fish out your phone from your pocket and handed it to her, still holding her with one arm. Sohyun took it, but the second the screen lit up, she paused and squinted at the lockscreen.
“Aeng?”
She broke the hug. Her lower lip puffed out, eyebrows scrunching together as she tried to pull the best ‘offended’ acting that she could, waving the phone with Heejin as your lockscreen.
“Yah, seriously?! Jeon Heejin?”
“Ah, that… It’s not like– Wait, noona.”
Your finger struggled to unlock the phone, already messing up the passcode twice. Sohyun’s lips were already twitching upward, the fake angry smirk she kept trying to hold only made her impossibly cute. You just couldn’t take her seriously anymore.
“So you like her in that way?”
“She’s just an idol, noona. And I already, I mean… I told you I’m a fan earlier.”
“Mm hmm. Fanboy.” Sohyun pretended to study the photo before closing in on you like a suspect. “Who else? Better tell me everything tonight or we are done, pretty boy.”
That ‘pretty boy’ did great damage to you, though you hid it well. Scratching your cheek, you tried not to smile so hard.
“Uh… I like IVE, Twice too. Maybe a little of– But I swear, if you give me a chance, noona… I’ll forget them all, instantly.”
Sohyun let out a small laugh before pinching your cheek.
“So you really like pretty women, hmm?”
“I mean…” you stared back into her twinkling eyes. “Seems like I do.”
She put more effort into the pinch before finally letting go and rubbing over the same spot.
“Hmph. Such a smooth talker.”
“Only when I mean it.”
“But it’s okay. I’m just glad that you think I’m pretty too. Just make sure to keep room for noona in your heart too, okay?”
---
Later that night, everything was dark except for your bright phone screen. You were on the bed, almost half an hour deep in Sohyun’s instagram.
@sohyunz14 / 24k followers
You didn’t mean to stalk that hard, but here you were liking a post from two months ago, thumb hovering over the screen like you had no self control. Her feed was full of mirror selfies, studio clips, old dance practice videos, etc. And Sohyun was beautiful in all of them. Your heart did a flip every time you saw a new picture. How could a human being be this beau–
Sohyun texted.
[박쌤 ^^]
what are u doing?
stalking me?
You shouldn’t have liked her old photos, you idiot.
[러버보이]
…
I can’t help it, noona
ur so beautiful
[박쌤 ^^]
ㅋㅋㅋ
ur smooth so when u wanna be
i don’t mind it tho
but i like you flustered much better
[러버보이]
u know what u do to me, noona
u clearly know i’m weak when u talk like that
[박쌤 ^^]
hmmm… yeah?
i like knowing i can do that to u
but don’t worry, i’m shy too
You smiled uncontrollably like a teenager at her answers. But your mind drifted back to earlier. Yes, that was something but you still knew your relationship wasn’t clearly defined yet. It was too risky to start something new in just under two days. And you couldn’t help it when the memory of Dahyun crept up again. What if Sohyun was just like Dahyun? What if she left you when things just got happy?
[러버보이]
noona, we just met. i clearly like u a lot but…
what are we right now?
friends or the some stage?
You then immediately lock your phone and stared at the ceiling, clearly expecting an honest answer.
[박쌤 ^^]
i’m a bit scared too
but i want to honest with u, i like u a lot even though we just met
maybe we are at the some stage...
and i would like to get to know u more
is that ok?
Your heart wanted to dive straight in, but your mind still hesitated; more than friends and less than lovers? For some reason, things felt different with Sohyun, real enough to encourage you to try. You took a breath and let your fingers do their thing.
[러버보이]
that’s good for me too, noona
[박쌤 ^^]
it’s good for me tooo~
i’m really glad we found each other
u made me feel very safe and happy, last night and tonight
[러버보이]
i couldn’t just leave u like that, noona
also…
can i have a few of ur pictures… pls
so that i can change my lockscreen photo?
You made an attempt, might as well, right?
[박쌤 ^^]
not now, pretty boy
gotta keep u waiting sometimes
Just as you were about to sigh, another message came in.
[박쌤 ^^]
but here… u were so cute tonight
these are not from tonight. i’m wearing a clay mask so cant show you that yet ㅋㅋㅋ
these are old photos
Sohyun was gorgeous in all of them. But your heart tripped the moment your focus went to her moles. The most special one was the one under her right eye, a tear mole. She looked so damn hot. It felt like texting your crush in middle school all over again. Only now you were grown, and this time it was real.
[박쌤 ^^]
do u have classes tomorrow?
wanna go out for coffee or smth?
[러버보이]
i got classes…
and part time job too.
[박쌤 ^^]
that’s a shame…
[러버보이]
I knowwww
how about tomorrow night, noona?
[박쌤 ^^]
then go to sleep ㅋㅋㅋ
we’ll talk about this later, we still have a lot of time
u will get tired if we keep texting like this
[러버보이]
but i wanna talk with u more, noona…
[박쌤 ^^]
we will have time
don’t make noona scold u
sleep now, pretty boy
[러버보이]
pls…
You were absolutely down bad at this point.
[박쌤 ^^]
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ur so needy
but i like it a lot
sleep. noona will text u in the morning.
sleep well~~
You texted her good night and locked your phone. You tried to close your eyes, you actually did but a stupid smile was stuck on your face, keeping you from a good night sleep. For the first time in a long while, you weren’t thinking about a certain someone named Seo Dahyun at all.
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Over the next few weeks, you and Sohyun started to spend more time together. Sometimes on purpose, sometimes by accident. She came over whenever she was bored, curling up on your tiny couch with her laptop while you sketched out ideas for design. Sometimes you worked in silence, sometimes she played random demos that she was working on while asking ‘How does this sound?’. You went over to her place whenever she had some problem she didn’t want to deal with alone. Broken switches, fixing the lights in her bedroom, replacing the shower-head, etc. She would stand behind you, tiptoe over your shoulder while you worked, always close enough for you to smell her perfume. Sometimes she cooked for you. Sometimes you just ordered food and ate side by side on the floor, already happy with each other’s presence. When you came home exhausted from work or school, Sohyun was always there. Whether it was a simple text like ‘come over, pretty boy’ or just her addictive voice, humming to call you in the hallway. The both of you also got to a point where you just added each other’s fingerprints on your door locks.
At first, you thought Sohyun was the cool, mysterious type. She looked like that on the outside. Low toned voice, chic and cool girl wardrobe; Sohyun was full of girl crush vibe, always in public with a ‘don’t care about anything’ attitude. But the more time you spent with her, the more you realized.
Park Sohyun was an absolute dork, an adorable one at that.
She laughed at weird memes you showed her, the same ones your friends thought were stupid. She randomly made weird cute sounds all day. And she had a lot of aegyo, not the forced kind either, but the natural ones that just slipped out naturally. Whenever you caught her doing it, she’d whine and get all pouty.
---
“Noona, did you just say ‘kyuuu~’ while pouring ramyeon?”
“Shut up… Don’t look at me.”
-
“Why were you dancing like that, noona?”
“I didn’t!”
-
“Stop pouting or I’m gonna cut your lips off, noona.”
“No, you wouldn’t! And I wasn’t pouting.”
-
"You're older than me, noona. You should know how to do this."
"But I don't know how to install it and I might mess up the whole PC! Please help me~"
"Is this the same Park Sohyun who scolded me over forgetting to turn off the stove yesterday?"
"Just... I don't know~ Help me~"
---
And there was one more thing you learned about Park Sohyun. She liked to act all tough and older. The noona who teased you first. The one who called you loverboy, pretty boy and always said ‘don’t make noona scold you.’ But said noona would fold so easily the second you tried to retaliate and take back control. And she’d never admit it. If you tugged her wrist and made her sit down? Folded. If you cornered her a little, stared into her eyes for a few seconds too long? Folded. If you tsked and stared at her like you were actually annoyed (even though you weren’t ever like that)? Folded.
---
You were both sitting on the floor at her low table one night, bowls of spicy jjajang tteokbokki between you. Some comedy movie was playing on the TV. You were about to take another bite when she leaned in with a napkin to wipe at the corner of your lips.
“Messy again~” Sohyun cooed, so proud of herself. “Aigoo, do you need noona to feed you all the time?”
That cute smug look on her face, the way it always was when she tried to act in control.
“Such a baby sometimes.” she wiped at the same spot again even though they were already gone. “What would you do without me, hmm?”
You let it happen at first, let her play the role. But Sohyun kept pushing. Calling you baby and looking at you like she had you wrapped around her finger. So this time you decided to flip the script just for fun. You caught her wrist so fast she was actually startled before pulling her right into your lap. Her body went stiff the second she rested sideways on your lap.
“Yah...”
You cupped both of her squishy cheeks with one hand easily, fingers rubbing that soft feature of hers that always distracted you.
“Look at you now, noona. All that talk but you lose so easily.”
“No, I don’t…”
You squished her cheeks again. Her eyes went wide, though she made no effort to escape. Then you picked up a piece of tteokbokki from the bowl on the table.
“Say ahh.”
Her cheeks flushed red but she didn’t pull away. Slowly and shyly, Sohyun opened her mouth for you to feed her. Satisfied, you dropped the chopsticks into the bowl before holding her waist close, keeping her secure in your lap. When she finally swallowed, she peeked at you through her lashes.
“I only lose this time.”
"I let you lose and win, noona."
"You wish, pretty boy."
"Keep telling yourself that, Doraemon."
-
It was a slow Saturday evening, no work, no classes. You’d come over to help Sohyun cook, or at least that was what she said.
“You can’t cook.” Sohyun handed you a bowl of vegetables and teased. “You barely survived boiling ramyeon last time, idiot.”
You rolled your eyes at her ridiculous and outdated statement.
“That was one time, Doraemon. I’ve leveled up since then.”
“Yah~ Don’t call me Doraemon.”
The kitchen smelled amazing already ten minutes in. Sohyun was at the counter, focused on cutting carrots while you stood by the sink washing the greens. The vibe was cozy, soft with Sohyun humming some tunes that she’d been working on. Just all you needed after a week full of classes and work.
“Noona.”
“Mmm?”
“You don’t trust me with that sharp thing?”
“Of course not, pretty boy. That’s why you’re on washing duty, not cutting.”
You snorted, shaking water droplets at her.
“Okay. Just so you know, I’m actually hurt. But whatever, you do what you want, noona.”
Sohyun smirked as she looked at you.
“You’re cute when you sulk, you know that?”
“I don’t sulk.”
“You do. ‘I’m sulking and pouting’ is literally written on your face right now.”
You denied, still rinsing the greens.
“Sure you’re not, you big baby.”
The two of you worked in silence for a while. Then suddenly, her hip nudged yours as she tried to reach the plate next to you.
“Move, lover boy.”
Playing the petty card, you stepped to the side only an inch and stayed put.
“Say please, noona.”
“Excuse me?”
“Manners, you know.”
Sohyun gave a small laugh through her nose, glaring at you like she was actually annoyed.
“Yah, you’re getting bold lately.”
“Maybe I’ve been learning from you.”
Sohyun bumped her hip into yours again with a grunt. Still, you didn’t move.
“Still not moving?”
“Nope.”
That was when she started to push harder while laughing under her breath.
“Yah! Move.”
“Careful.”
You warned with your eyes focused on the knife, wobbly in her hand. But Sohyun only giggled harder and tried again, this time putting more weight into it.
“Don’t tell me what to do–”
“Wait, noon–”
The knife slipped from her hold and glazed across her finger. The sound Sohyun let out broke whatever remaining playful energy left in the air as she immediately dropped the knife onto the counter and hissed, holding her hand close to her chest.
“Yah… Didn’t I tell you to be careful?” your heart pounded as you held her wrist. “Are you hurt?”
“It’s okay. Just a small cut.” Sohyun winced.
“Tiny or not, you’re still bleeding, idiot. You should’ve paid more attention.”
You quickly opened the top cupboard and pulled out a bandaid, carefully wrapping it around her finger. “There… That should help it.”
Sohyun didn’t answer. You looked at her face, seeing her huffing quietly with her lips pressed, eyes turned away. The playful sparkle earlier was gone, the quiet pout that had just taken over told you she wasn’t that angry, just hurt from how you raised your voice. So you leaned down closer to catch her eyes.
“Noona. Park Sohyun.”
She moved her eyes to the side, now suddenly interested in the spoons and chopsticks rack.
“Come on, noona… Don’t ignore me.”
Still nothing. You sighed and stepped closer, hands quickly finding her hips.
“Yah! What are you d–”
Despite Sohyun resisting for a moment with her palms pushing at your shoulders, she eventually gave up with a quiet groan as you gently lifted her up and set her down on the counter. You stayed there in front of her, so close that her legs almost wrapped around your waist.
“Noona, I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to yell. You bled and I didn’t know how bad it was.”
Sohyun kept her arms crossed, still stubbornly staring at the far wall.
“I know I shouldn’t have snapped. You know I didn’t want you to get hurt, noona.”
…
“You’re really not gonna talk to me, really?”
The only response was the rise and fall of her shoulder, nothing audible and no look your way. So you did the only thing you could think of, catching her cheeks with both hands and stretching them out.
“Answer me, Doraemon. Answer meee.”
“Yah!” finally, she squeaked.
“Come on. At least glare at me properly.”
Sohyun tried to, eyes burning with the fakest hint of anger, cheeks pulled out like mochi. An absolutely adorable sight.
“There it is. That almost looks like a smile.”
Sohyun could only keep the frown alive for a few seconds longer before a tiny, stifled laugh found its way out and turned into a giggle.
“Stop! It hurts.” she slapped your hands away. "You're so childish sometimes."
"But you're not mad anymore, right?"
Sohyun paused and pretended to think, the faint marks of your attack were quite still visible on her adorable cheeks.
"Hmm... Maybe just a little?"
---
You never said it out loud but you liked that version of her, the Sohyun that dropped her tough facade, cheeks pink, voice soft all of sudden when she lost the upper hand. And maybe she liked it too. Because sometimes, when you caught her sneaky glances, you just got the feeling she was feeling the same thing you were.
Love?
Your relationship with Sohyun was steady and full of happy moments. It wasn’t exactly boyfriend-girlfriend yet. But the late night texts, the hanging out, the teasing, the way she let you hold her whenever things got too tough… Yeah, it was definitely more than just friends. Still, having no label didn’t bother you just yet.
────── ⋆⋅⋆ ──────
One night, you were lying on your bed, scrolling on your phone when you got the notification that @sohyunz14 was currently live on Instagram. You tapped it without much thinking. The screen soon showed Sohyun swaying to a demo she’d worked on the other day, glancing at the chat every now and then, hands dancing on the touchpad of her laptop. She barely had any makeup on, a thin cardigan on top of a black shirt. But damn did she look good. Her skin looked so soft, even only under the brightness of that one light she only turned on whenever she went live. About 400 people were watching, most of them were Sohyun’s usual crowd. People who liked her music, tripleS stans, some close friends, etc.
“Of course, of course, I will be only playing this part today guys… Stop rushing me please.” Sohyun’s usual low voice sounded so soft, humming to the beat as she read the comments.
You recognized a few usernames popping up, spamming hearts and emojis; so you couldn’t resist.
noona look so good today
Sohyun’s reaction was instant. The second she spotted your comment, both of her hands flew up to fix her hair, as if she didn’t look good already. She then leaned in to move the phone, the other resting around her cheek, shyly mumbling.
“Noona looks so good today? Stop it, pretty boy.”
The chat immediately blew up.
pretty boy?
what did she said lmao?
explain girlie.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ who was that park sohyun
The other viewers who didn’t speak Korean had no idea what was happening.
chuu from loona
stop spamming stupid shit damnit
Sohyun let out a quiet laugh, her voice playful.
“Ah, you guys don’t need to know everything. Something are just private, okay?”
You’d spent enough time with her at this point to tell that Sohyun liked it. And you typed again.
pls give me a close up of your face noona
im your biggest fan
Sohyun muttered your comment, almost like she was teasing herself.
“Biggest fan… this boy.”
Sohyun then flicked her hair and picked the phone up. She tilted the phone horizontally, moving them back and forth close to her face, trying to find a good angle with her cheek now on the back of her other hand. A damn good sight.
“Okay, okay. close up service just for you.”
Sohyun then giggled, but the way she looked at the screen made it feel personal. The chat then blew up even more.
that guy got special fan service omfgg
this is not fairrrr unnie
witchhunt tomorrow, we bring him down
She stayed like that for a few seconds before holding the phone with both hands. Her lips now pressed out in a pout, cheeks puffed a little. Then she started swaying her head side to side, just to mess with you. You could clearly see her lips twitching before she finally broke into a smile, all soft and shy.
“Ah… I swear I will get you tomorrow, pretty boy.”
The chat exploded again.
who tf is that lucky guy
what about me noona????
pls notice me
stream ‘girls never die’ by triples pls guyzz
I love le serrafim
You stayed until the end of the live, lying there with your phone heating up in your hand. The chat was still going crazy when Sohyun tried to end the live.
“Okay, everyone. I’m ending the live now.” she waved goodbye. “Thank you for hanging out with me tonight. I’ll see you next time, okay? Be good.”
Then it ended. A few moments later, you got a few messages from her.
[박쌤 ^^]
yah… why were u always messing with noona like that?
u trying to embarrass me in front of 400 people?
[러버보이]
trying to remind noona that i’m her biggest fan
that’s all ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
[박쌤 ^^]
next time i’m muting u
ur such a meanie
You knew Sohyun was smiling when she typed that.
[박쌤 ^^]
but thank you…
for reminding me that i’m pretty
You stared at it for a bit, smiling like a dumbass.
[러버보이]
noona, can u come over tomorrow?
i gotta design some womenswear for class…
i got some ideas already and i think it’d look good on you
[박쌤 ^^]
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ are u asking me to model for u?
[러버보이]
well, who else?
you’re my muse now, noona
[박쌤 ^^]
fine
but only if you buy me something to eat.
[러버보이]
deal
────── ⋆⋅⋆ ──────
The sun was high enough to shine through your window when she came over the next morning, playing its role in making a normal and lived in kind of peace. Sohyun was lying with her head on your lap, one hand turning the pages of her book, the other shifting her black glasses. Everything was good, just short of perfect because the one thing that had been bothering you the past weeks. Sohyun wasn’t your girlfriend yet.
You sat almost fully slouched near the end of the couch with your sketchpad balanced on the armrest, moving the pencil in lazy strokes. It was moments like this that made everything else fade out. The part time job, the classes, the deadlines. And out of habit, you glanced down at the older girl. Sohyun’s face was calm, eyes tracing the letters behind the lenses as she read. Every now and then, she would bite her lip when she found something interesting, or exhaled softly like she was lost somewhere deep inside her own thoughts, or just to sing her favorite songs.
“침 묻혀줄래? 꼬집어줄래?
날 넘겨줄래? 읽어봐 줄래? 갈피를 꽂아줄래?...”
You smiled to yourself, thinking that Sohyun really had it all. Looks, brains, taste. She moved through life like she’d figured it all out. Maybe she had, making everything around seem a little more beautiful just by being there. But you? You were just a university kid trying to balance sketches and shifts, chasing some hazy dreams that sometimes felt too far away. Yet here Park Sohyun was. In your apartment, head on your lap while she read. You remembered telling yourself having no label was fine, but now… it was starting to get to you.
Would this last? Would this ever become something more?
You let your pencil fall still, lost in the thought.
“Why’d you stop drawing?”
Her voice made you blink and look down. Sohyun was now peering up at you from your lap, smiling with her eyes full of curiosity.
“Hmm? Just thinking about… you know, the design and stuff.”
“Design?”
“The proportions were… off, I think.”
“Liar.”
The way she called you out was so casual yet certain. Sohyun sat up a little and folded her legs next to you, book now forgotten on the nearby table. Smiling gently, she spoke.
“You only look like that when you’re overthinking, sooo… what’s going on in that stubborn head of yours?”
“Nothing serious, noona. Just tired.” you forced a stiff smile.
Sohyun bought none of your excuse, her lips quickly formed a small pout as she tugged on your arm.
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Hide it when thing’s bothering you.”
You dipped your head the moment she confronted you even though it wasn’t stern, more patient and understanding.
“You can tell me, you know. Whatever it is. Noona’s here.”
Like a hand reaching out in the dark, Sohyun made it hard to keep pretending. So you finally chose to admit after struggling to get the right words out of your mouth.
“I was just… thinking about us.”
Sohyun didn’t appear shocked nor smug. She just looked quietly attentive.
“Us?”
You nodded slowly, heart now beating so fast that you almost laughed from how nervous you suddenly were.
“Like what we are and… I don’t know. Maybe just that.”
The confession felt much heavier than you’d thought, so much that when it ended, you didn’t dare to meet her eyes. You fidgeted with the fabric of your pants, pinching and stretching just to give the nerves somewhere to go. The sketchpad you’d been holding then slipped off the armrest and fell to the floor, but you didn’t even bat an eye. Maybe this was it. The part where things got awkward, where comfort and closeness finally broke just because you wanted something more than you were supposed to. You could already feel your throat closing around an apology you hadn’t said yet. Until you heard a small, stifled laugh. You looked to the side just in time for Sohyun to launch herself over onto you and loop her arms around your shoulder, pulling you into her chest.
“Ah~ this kid.” she cooed between soft laughter, hand ruffling your hair. “You’re so cute, you know that?”
Your face burned, not expecting this kind of reaction from her.
“Noona…”
“Worrying about things like that? Seriously, you’re adorable.”
“I’m being serious.”
“I know, I know.” Sohyun only chuckled harder, still holding you close. “That’s what makes it even cuter.”
“Stop saying I’m cute.”
She leaned back enough to look at you, smiling as she flicked your forehead playfully.
“You get all shy and thoughtful and do that kicked puppy thing on your face. I swear, you’re impossible to stay mad at.”
Despite groaning and sinking deeper into the couch, you couldn’t stop a smile from blooming on your face. In normal things, you were the one who helped her. You’d try to be composed and make her laugh. You fixed her door, carried groceries, reminded her to rest when she worked too late. Sure, Sohyun might’ve been a little clumsy sometimes, a little unsure of herself in daily stuff; but moments like this reminded you that she was, without question, the noona she claimed to be. She had her own way of making you feel safe, of reading your silence with no difficulties at all.
“You’re afraid we might end, hmm?”
She already knew. You hesitated before slowly nodding, eyes dropping back to your lap. She didn’t reply right away. Instead, she gently cupped your face so you’d look her in the eyes again, her smile wishful.
“You think too far ahead sometimes. But that’s okay, I get it.”
“I just… don’t want to lose this with you, noona.”
“I know.” Sohyun rubbed your cheeks, silence took over for a second before she finally asked. “Do you remember that night?”
“Which night?”
“The night you found me crying in front of my door.”
The memory hit you instantly with her knees pulled to her chest, shaking, the helpless sound of her trying not to break down even more.
“Do you know why I was crying?”
“I never asked. I didn’t want to make you talk about it since it might be painful.”
“I had things… because of work. Some issues with the label and song production. Deadlines, contracts, people changing things behind my back. But now looking back, I think it was just me pushing myself to perfect my work.”
You stayed quiet and let her talk. Her eyes turned glassy before smiling smaller this time.
“And then you, the new kid who didn’t even know my name showed up and crouched down, asking if I was okay.”
You were about to say something but Sohyun shook her head.
“After that, everything felt a little different. The next day, when we had dinner together, I remember thinking that… maybe not everything is falling apart and I can still breathe a little.” her hand still cupped your face, the touch warm and soft. “Spending time with you, doing stupid things, laughing together made me realize not everything has to be serious all the time. I was always chasing the next deadline, the next song or trying to prove something. But you just… you reminded me that being happy isn’t supposed to be rushed and complicated.”
“I…”
Fingers now moving down to play on your chest, Sohyun then asked with the shyness visible in those adorable eyes of her.
“Do you wanna hear the three words?”
Your heart skipped at the sudden question, unsure if you’d heard it right.
“Three words?”
“Mmm. The ones you’ve probably been dying to hear.”
You couldn’t think straight. Should you say something? Should you wait? What if things go wrong? A thousand questions flashed through your mind. As if she could read through every thought racing behind your eyes, Sohyun giggled and leaned forward to give you a brief kiss on the lips. The kiss wasn’t long, but it was all you needed to scatter every anxious thought that had been holding onto you, leaving behind only her warmth and the prospect of something new, just only on the verge of blooming.
“Is that enough for you, pretty boy?”
Still dazed from the kiss, you smiled like an idiot.
“For now, maybe.”
“Aeng?” Sohyun glared at you. “Maybe?”
“Alright, alright!”
You laughed and stood up, scooping her into your arms. Sohyun yelped and gripped your shoulders as you spun her around in the tiny space; she both laughed and shouted.
“Yah! Put me down!”
“Enough playing.” you grinned and set her down. “Time to do what you came here for, your measurements. I’m making you the most gorgeous outfit now, Doraemon.”
“Doraemon?!” her cheeks flushed from laughing. “I hate that nickname.”
“You got all the gadgets, noona.” you pointed to her glasses and blue shirt. “All you need is some blue and white paint, then I got Doraemon all to myself.”
“Fine.” Sohyun rolled her eyes, smiling widely while catching her breath. “It better be look good on me, idiot.”
“Uhhh, no promise.”
And as you went to grab your measuring tape from your desk, you realized something so simple yet certain. For now, this was really enough.
────── ⋆⋅⋆ ──────
A few weeks later, everything between you and Sohyun kept going on steadily, not loud or dramatic. So when she suggested going out for coffee (a real date, as Sohyun called it), you couldn’t stop smiling. The spot she’d picked was perfectly her, somewhere in Hapjeong, filled with vinyl records on the walls and books stacked in uneven towers; a pleasant mix that felt too much like Park Sohyun herself.
Sohyun had excused herself to the restroom a few minutes ago, saying something about fixing her makeup before you took photos together. Things had been joyful and easy. You’d started to finish each other’s sentences and fall into small habits that people in love did. And yet, neither of you had said those words. Today, sitting here with the beautiful sunlight shining through the window, you’d decided today would be the day. You sat comfortably, rehearsing ‘I love you’ in your head and thinking about how her dorky laugh would sound after you said it. Everything was perfect.
“...Wait! Is that you?”
You weren’t sure if you heard it right at first; your heart already sunk before you even turned and saw her face. The sound already sent layers of memories you’d packed away a long time ago back into your brain. Slowly, you stood and turned.
Seo Dahyun
Her hair was longer now, the dark waves falling over her shoulders. She still had that same gentle face, the same rabbit front teeth. Everything was the same as you used to memorize down to every tiny detail. Still, the timid way she smiled at you showed you that she was just unsure as you were.
“It’s really you.”
Damn.
“Hi… It’s been a while.”
“You look better now. Different but… good.”
“Thanks. You too.”
You managed a polite smile back. Neither of you knew what to do with your hands or eyes. Nostalgia and awkwardness really did their things. Dahyun then laughed shyly.
“I– I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to bother you at all. I just… wasn’t expecting to see you here.”
“No, no, it’s fine. I wasn’t expecting it either.”
“You’re still at Hongik?”
“Mm hmm, still studying. Fashion design.”
Her smile turned a little brighter.
“That’s great. You always talked about doing something creative, you know? I’m glad you actually did.”
“What about you?”
“I… left uni.” her fingers fidgeted with her purse. “Remember how I used to talk about music?”
“Of course, you love singing.”
“I wanted to pursue it properly. Singing, performing…” she let out a self conscious laugh. “Didn’t really work out the exact way I hoped but it led me somewhere better. I’ve got a stable job at a theater now, still doing some songwriting on the side. It’s… okay.”
“That’s great, really.”
You meant it even though your voice sounded distant like you were trying to hide behind something. You’d already moved on but didn’t know how to say it out loud. Dahyun seemed to sense it too, quickly nodding.
“Thanks.”
Hands buried in your back pocket, you nodded back.
“I’m glad you’re doing okay.”
Dahyun was still beautiful, still the same Dahyun who once filled your world. But now the feelings you’d carried for her had now faded away to nothingness, to something that no longer hurt.
…
“I was… wrong.” she finally admitted. “For leaving you like that and not saying anything. You didn’t deserve it at all… I told myself I was doing it for me, to focus on my career and not drag you into all my uncertainty. But I know I was selfish.”
“Dahyun-ah…”
“I just thought… maybe we could talk? Just a cup of coffee. I owe you that much, you know. To explain things properly, if I still have the chanc–”
Suddenly, your surrounding felt miles away. You really were struggling to find words. You didn’t want to hurt her, but there was nothing to give either. It wasn’t anger, just a quiet discomfort now.
“I–”
“Sorry, baby~”
Soft arms slipped around your waist from behind, a very familiar warmth pressed into you back as Sohyun spoke.
“You wouldn’t start without me, would you?”
Then she peeked out, smiling when she saw Dahyun standing in front of you. Still holding on to you, Sohyun gave a polite bow with her head.
“Oh? Hi.”
Dahyun was startled at first but quickly gathered herself, the awkwardness audible in her voice.
“Hi… Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just ran into him by chance.”
“Oh, it’s nothing. Small world, you know.”
Dahyun eyed the way Sohyun had her arms around your waist to your face. As quickly as her offer to reconnect came, she waved and excused herself.
“Anyway, I should get going now. I just wanted to say hello.”
You nodded, waving awkwardly.
“Bye… Take care, Dahyun-ah.”
Dahyun smiled back genuinely.
“You too. Both of you.”
And she weaved through the table, disappearing into the other side of the cafe. A sudden bite at your arm then made you look down to the side.
“Jealous?”
Sohyun hmphed and plopped back down into her chair, crossing her arms with her lips jutted out.
“So that was Dahyun? Pretty, I see.”
“She is.” You sat down in the seat across from her, enjoying the way her expression turned sulky. “But she’s not you, noona.”
“Smooth talker~ I don’t buy any of it.”
“You don’t have to. You’ll see.”
No matter how hard she tried, Sohyun just couldn’t hold her pout and let a smile break through.
Time to say it?
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Sohyun really triggers the noona thing for me. Also, sorry to Dahyun fans...
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