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𝑵𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒉𝒂 𝒗𝒐𝒍 𝟐 𝑰𝒅𝒌 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓

𝑰𝒎𝒂 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒖𝒎 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚

𝑰'𝒎 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒘 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝑰 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒘 𝒂 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆

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𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒎𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒚

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒇𝒇 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑫𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝑳𝒂𝑮𝒖𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒅 𝒌𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒃

𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒈𝒍𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒓𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒔

𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝟏𝟎/𝟏𝟎 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝟐 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏

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Wednesday (06/05/26)

I woke up an hour before my alarm and I actually think it's a better time to wake up than my usual, so alarm for tomorrow is set for that.

I started reading Pride and Prejudice. Two chapters in, I wasn't sure of it. And now I can't put it down. I am five chapter in and I adore it.

I went home early today, my pain was not going to let me withstand cooking. But I finished my job research poster so that's my main work for one of my classes done, so hopefully the rest of that class for the remainder of the course is not as demanding.

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Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen 18 pages

70/365 & 5/100:

131 - Emarosa (2016)

131 Reimagined - Emarosa (2017)

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𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑺𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒕

𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝟐𝟓 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝟐 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒚𝒂𝒚? 𝑰 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚

𝑰 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒘 𝒂 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒃𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒔

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AS ABOVE, SO BELOW (2014) dir. John Erick Dowdle

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AS ABOVE, SO BELOW (2014) dir. John Erick Dowdle

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Ben Feldman as George AS ABOVE SO BELOW

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my fav outfit of hers definitely

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𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 @polkarhymethyme 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖

𝑾𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒎 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝟔 𝒐𝒇 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒇 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒘

𝑰 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊'𝒎 𝒐𝒌𝒂𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒘

𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒙 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒉 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒑 𝒃𝒂𝒍𝒎 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍!!!!

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[woooolingaround]

𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝑬𝑬 𝑴𝒀 𝑩𝑬𝑺𝑻 𝑭𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝑴𝒀 𝑾𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑬 𝑳𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 𝑶𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑳𝑫 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑶 𝑴𝑬 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 😏

𝑵𝒐 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒕 𝒔𝒂𝒅𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒊𝒌𝒓𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 (𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒍 :( )

𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝟒𝒕𝒉 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝑰 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝑰 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂 𝒅𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕

𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒔 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒙𝒊𝒆𝒕𝒚 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒑𝒑 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒊𝒕 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 (𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝑰 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏)

𝑮𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔

𝑰𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒙 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒙 𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒑𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝑰 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒔𝒏𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒎𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈𝒈 𝑰 𝑹𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑾𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑰𝑻 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑰 𝑮𝑨𝑽𝑬 𝑻𝑾𝑶 𝑼𝑳𝑻𝑹𝑨 𝑹𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝑷𝑬𝑻𝑺 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑰𝑻 𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑵 𝑰𝑭 𝑰𝑻'𝑺 𝑨 𝑪𝑶𝑴𝑴𝑶𝑵 𝑰 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑬 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝑴𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒍𝒇 𝒕𝒐𝒐

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍

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[polkarhymethyme]

Friday (04/04/2026)

I stayed up later than I meant to on the phone with my best friend, played the new pressure update and overall just had a nice chat.

My pain is getting worse, my left hand seems to mostly be taking the burden of it. A lot of life is hard when I'm in pain but the world doesn't stop nor cater to me. I don't expect pandering, I don't want pandering, I just want to not be in pain.

On the topic of pain, my cat has a sore paw so she's been limping. She's getting pampered because my gorgeous princess being in pain breaks my heart.

📖:

Good Me, Bad Me - Ali Land (Chapters 3, 4 & 5 > 22 pages)

[woooolingaround]

It was so funnnn!!!! but always put youreself first you matter more than anyone else or the world ur the light to my dark and I can't be more thankful have someone like you take care of yourself and I'll be here be ur step if u can't take it I'll be ur hand when u feel lost you are the kindest soul and literally my soul mate and we'll get through it all together

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𝑺𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝑰'𝒎 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒊𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝟒𝟎 𝒔𝒎𝒕𝒉 𝒑𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝟏𝟎 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒔

𝑰 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒘 𝒗𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒌𝒇 𝒂𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒔𝒓 𝟑 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑰 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆

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[woooolingaround]

𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑰 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝟑 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒂𝒍 𝒚𝒂𝒚!

𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒕 𝒐𝒎𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒛𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒇𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒐 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒅

𝑶𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎% 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒕

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍

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[polkarhymethyme]

Tuesday (24/03/26)

Little got done today.

I haven't been feeling well, not exactly ill but not exactly not ill. I keep feeling like I'm unconscious while still being awake, like everything that's happening is a dream.

My pain is reaching unbearable stages, I'm tired and I just want to get things done but my body is working against me.

I put away washing, wrote a little bit (a little over 200 words) and cleared out my emails again. I'm working my way through clearing out my liked songs. Currently on the lookout for headphones for college.

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𝑼𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝑩𝒖𝒔𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝟐𝒑𝒎 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒂 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒌 𝒖𝒑 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂

𝑰 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝟓-𝟔 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒂 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒏𝒂𝒚 𝒏𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒅𝒖𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒖 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝑰 𝒅𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝟗/𝟏𝟎

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑰𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝟐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒂𝒍 𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝟑 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒇 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓

𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂 𝑰 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒄𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑰𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒂 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒂

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏

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