Long time no see old friend.
It feels kind of strange typing this on my computer now at midnight but I just have some thoughts that I want to get off my mind but also not really because they are mostly nice thoughts. So where shall I begin ... I just watched " Meet Joe black" absolutly fascinating film I really do recomend watching it. And after that I just got on my phone and scrolled on tik tok for a while until now.
I realised that I really need to stop scrolling mindlessly on tik tok I lowkey felt like a zombie. So I just layed there in my bed with all my thoughts and I look around my room as if it's my first time seeing it right and I just admire the small details and you can call me crazy but I felt like I was in my own movie yk those really nostalgic ones where the light is like yellow and it's dark outside and the vibes are just right and calming. But back to my conclusion or sort of theory that your life is actually a movie and you are living proof of it. Right now I want you to look around wherever you are and just admire I dont care if you are in the bathroom or somewhere else just admire and look around as if this is the first time seeing everything.
I feel like romanticing life really just helps you enjoy the little things cause why am I literally smiling from ear to ear while writing this whole paraghraph of me just yapping and spitting out my thoughts who are never really complete by the way :) Not me feeling like Carrie Bradshaw rn lmao . But I don't think I want to be Carrie because Mr.Big looks like fk nightmare to me also I would never be that desprate for a man while also being a bad friend to my only friends .
I want to write more but I think I am going to sleep because I am scared I will wake up my parents while I am typing these words on my keyboard as a maniac . I hope or I actually dont want someone to be reading this shi cause this is an absurd mess.
Have a goodnight sleep my lovely strangers "kiss".












