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starting to think no one means anything they say

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i think i stopped being important a long time ago

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nothing has ever hurt this bad

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no one fucking cares

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sometimes something starts hurting so bad you can’t feel it anymore

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the truth is i don’t even have words to describe the pain anymore and i swallow my words with a gulp that leaves my throat sore for that stupid hope that things will get better but even if they get better, the better lasts for a couple hours and the worse seems to last forever, the undertone is always there and i’m dying here acting like everything is okay but it’s not and i don’t even know how to talk about it anymore. no one cares anyway they all seem to act the same and that’s the part that hurts the most. i wanted this time to be different. more than anything.

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well i’m fucking broken

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and it hurts

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can i even fix it anymore

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i don’t know what’s happening anymore but i hate it

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i’m putting in all the effort because i’m scared to lose everything

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i’m fucking trying even though it’s fucking destroying me

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if it was easy i wouldn’t be here

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i just want things to feel okay again

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and i’m sick of waiting patiently for someone who won’t even arrive

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and i would do anything for you even if it means hurting myself

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and i’m sick of waiting patiently for someone who won’t even arrive