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nsfw • female (she/her) • 26 yo • an aspiring edgeslut • reblogging what I like and what makes me wet and writing about my journey •

[denied-angel]

⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️ this is a nsfw blog so if you are underage or do not have your age in your bio, stay away. Also, if you are racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic or anything similar and cannot respect human rights and personal boundaries, kindly f**k off from my blog or you shall be blocked.

About me

Hello~ I'm a 26 year old cisgender girl, bi-curious submissive. Quite reserved irl but have a highly sexual and kinky side I want to explore, so I made a (side) blog to find people who are into same things as me and share my interests. I am open to chat with people I find respectful and trustworthy, but I am more likely to answer asks than dms. Also, I will not share much personal info or send any pictures to you if I don't know you at all so please don't ask me for those or send any yourself unprompted!!

Kinks (turn ons I am sure of)

Orgasm control, orgasm denial, edging, bondage, blindfolds, sensory deprivation, overstimulation, pain, choking, power play, corruption, degradation, praise, marking, body writing, somno, intox, having nice hands

About edging

It is one of my main kinks so any ideas/tasks that respect my limits are welcome!!

Last orgasm: April 13th

Last ruin: June 17th

Longest denial streak 🔥: 100 days

Number of days denied overall in 2024: [ 124 ]

Number of days denied overall in 2025: [ 149 ]

Number of days denied overall in 2026: [ 122 ]

Potential turn ons (things I am not sure if I am into or not, mostly just fantasies of mine)

Piss kink, hypno, pet (kitten) play, cnc, anal

Hard limits (an absolute no)

blood, knife play, in general anything too violent to the point it could potentially be harmful, age play, incest, breeding with pregnancy‼️, scat, vomit, starving or controlling food/eating, kidnapping, stalking, mentions of de@th

Tags below!

[denied-angel]

There's something about feeling unworthy of an orgasm, like ache is the only thing I deserve and I'm supposed to be denied that really gets to me

[denied-angel]

10 weeks denied, 10 weeks better for it, my orgasms are not my own anymore and it feels like this is just the way it's supposed to be 🪽✨️

[phedeora]

[alittlespankandtickle]

I ADORE nice sadists and especially nice people who are into cnc because the idea that someone is as kind and respectful and sweet as can be but YOU bring out the cruelty in them is wonderful. It's a given they'll respect your boundaries but they will be as sadistic within those bounds as they can and remind you with a smile that YOU asked for this and laid out the terms and they're not doing anything you're not okay with, so as much as they'd love to be sympathetic to your begging and screaming, they're just appreciative you're putting that much effort into turning them on with your pleading. They'll keep right at it so they can earn more of than begging.

[wanders-in-wonderland]

*stepping on my soapbox real quick* ahem... AFTERCARE FOR DOMS IS SO IMPORTANT SO DO IT

Seriously, I don't think this topic gets enough coverage so here I am, waving my arms and pointing at it. As a sub, I get the joy of turning off my brain and handing over control to another person. I am effectively dumping my entire mental load onto this person and expecting them to carry both my load and their own. It doesn't matter how short of a time that is or how much they enjoy it and welcome it, it is exhausting. And when I take back my mental load, it is my job to share their burden and give them a break too. There's so much rhetoric about subs wanting doms to treat them a certain way and fulfill their fantasies. The underlying reality of that dynamic is a dom who is constructing a new sense of reality for their sub. And that is so hard and needs to be appreciated more. There is so much nuance behind creating a scene, deciding what to do, how to do it, how to be safe while doing it, and how to make sure it's good time. That is incredibly difficult and needs to be more appreciated. Also, being a dom can sometimes means to step into a headspace that might be incompatible with their core values as human beings (especially in heavy CNC activities) and that intrinsically can create a huge sense of cognitive dissonance that requires recovery. Kink does not exist in a vacuum! So prioritize aftercare for doms because they deserve it and that's how you get to have even more fun next time ;)

*now i will step off my soapbox, thank u for listening*

[denied-angel]

Life's been a bit all over the place lately (mostly in a good way tho!) and I'm not active here much, but just wanted to update y'all that I've been denied for two months now 🪽✨️

[avkaos]

[black-operations-deactivated201]

romantic things to say in the bedroom: “im not interested in making this fun for you”

[denied-angel]

50 days denied today ✨️

[justsayfkit]

horny but like for a soul connection

[denied-angel]

It's Sunday night.

I'm tired. I should go to sleep, I really should. But I'm naked after shower in bed and everything is right there, within hand's reach. It doesn't take more than a nudge from a mutual to start touching. I get wet within minutes, much to my surprise, because I didn't feel horny at all to being with. I guess that's just how it is now. I rub to a softer edge, say goodnight to whom I was talking to and close my eyes, feeling nothing but a silent, pleasant throb.

Three hours later, in the middle of the damn night, I wake up to pouring rain outside and absolute heat between my legs. I check and of course I'm wet. I text the same mutual from before, just wanting to update him on my situation. I mean, imagine being so fucking horny it wakes you up?

He responds. In the middle of the night. He got horny too, he says. My body lights up even further hearing that. I edge. Hard. He eventually cums and passes out, satisfied. I feel delirious. The ache burns through me and it's almost like I can physically feel a slight, but noticeable shift happening inside me.

It hits me as I grab my pillow to have something to hold on to and muffle my whimpers with that my denial is real. It's not just some game I can play when it's fun for me. The unfairness of the situation makes me want to cry. I know I can't do anything about it but make it worse for myself by rubbing further, and it breaks me a little. Just a crack, but there. I grasp the weight of what I gave up. I know I'm probably fucked, on a long run.

And you know what? I wouldn't want it any other way. 🪽✨️

[denied-angel]

Gosh just can't get enough of rubbing and being on the edge todayyy 🫠 pussy won't stop aching either

[mx-sir]

You’re always hotter when you’re too horny to think for yourself. Edge again. Agree and obey.

[superior-vampire-sir]

The only hobby a girl needs is edging her brains out <3

[abyss-of-desire-deactivated2026]

Toying with your chained up body as I go through your tumblr account and tell you how gross you are.

[gentle-sadist2]

Are you scared, little thing? Good. That means you finally understand this isn’t a game anymore. Stop thinking so much. Stop trying to control every breath, every sound, every filthy little thought in your head. I’ve got you. Let your thighs shake. Let your cunt ache for me. I want you soft, obedient, leaking all over your fingers while I tell you exactly what you are. You don’t need to carry yourself tonight. Fall apart for me instead. I’ll hold the pieces while I ruin you slowly.