Drowning
I feel like I can’t speak. My head is underwater. The only thing that I can express myself with is writing, but the people I need to understand me can’t read. I feel like we speak different languages. For me I can’t speak my feelings the words don't come out. This is why I have always loved sign language. I can say what I need to in the present no letters written days ago, no broken voice, no trembling words, just me expressing myself in person with my hands. Hands that are telling a story. Hands that are doing the impossible at that moment they are speaking. People don't understand me. I can’t speak I want to but the words feel stuck in my throat. So I want to use my hands but no one wants to learn to read them. So I stay with my head underwater and no one to hear my screams.
