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[goth-queen]

[worldofnihkol]

she’s rattling the bars

and I step back,

sweat trickling down my temples,

a hollow pulse radiating through my chest

in days of silence

and days echoing with laughter

it still gnaws away

ever so slightly,

whenever I least expect it,

the rabid animal takes another breath.

she slinks around the cage

eyes sparkling like crystallized blood

in the dark,

so far away,

dangerously close.

she gets louder when I am alone

she peels the insides of my flesh

when I am faced with monotony

and silent rage

and great big expectations

she sheds tears

while I sleep, oblivious,

and all the while

I lose the plot

like always

she lays to rest

on a cold cement floor

in the pit of my stomach.

[worldofnihkol]

you see right through me

why call it love?

when all you do is run

through alleyways and under bridges

as my lust lurches toward your heels

in languid rolls and violent spikes,

I steal a glance

whenever you’re facing the other way

to see galaxies of choices

mapped along your spine

regret sinks deep in my stomach

another day left unsaid

all the ways I want you

how badly I want you,

light on light

through me

with me

for me

for you 

for us.

[worldofnihkol]

[worldofnihkol]

collage clippings from today’s hunt

[sighcomics]

bring back stare at flame

[worldofnihkol]

[worldofnihkol]

archives from artist date no. 04

📍 Kapiʻolani Community College Farmers' Market // Kaimukī, Honolulu, HI

[gothredy]

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archives from artist date no. 03

📍 Honolulu Museum of Art // Honolulu, HI

[mana444]

[worldofnihkol]

[worldofnihkol]

she’s coming to life

[worldofnihkol]

summer is upon us

[expressions-of-nature]

by Donna McL

[worldofnihkol]

I luvvvvv flowers. Spring szn here we come 🔆

[worldofnihkol]

when two souls collide

it requires presence.

I kept running

and running

and soon, 

too soon,

she tore me away

from heaven in the shape of a man.

he sank deeper 

into the underworld

as I dipped my toe in,

devoid of freedom.

he disappeared in the hallways

he whispered in my ear

he held me close

when all fell apart

and wings were budding along my spine.

one message

cracked open the tumor of two years

cut on the light in a room full of darkness

that we had been stumbling in

and barely brushing shoulders.

thank you for letting me

into your world.

4 years, 7 months

[worldofnihkol]

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