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Fuck Elian makes me want to do better; I’ve been taking weight loss seriously, I’m taking personal hygeine and physical well-being more seriously. I’ve started opening up about myself and trying to talk to them and improve my mental health (I’ve been helping with theirs, or hope I have, we talk about it at least). And I can’t believe I’m saying this but I don’t even think about/desire to drink or get high when I’m with them. I usually smoke weed to forget life but when I’m with Eli, they silence all the screams in my head and I care about them so I want to remember things about them and the things they say instead of forgetting. I know we’re not exclusive and they see other people but Eli is the best thing that’s happened to me

#me #personal #depression #self care #sub #fwb #non binary

Fuck Eli makes me want to do better; I’ve been taking weight loss seriously, I’m taking personal hygeine and physical well-being more seriously. I’ve started opening up about myself and trying to talk to them and improve my mental health (I’ve been helping with theirs, or hope I have, we talk about it at least). And I can’t believe I’m saying this but I don’t even think about/desire to drink or get high when I’m with them. I usually smoke weed to forget life but when I’m with Eli, they silence all the screams in my head and I care about them so I want to remember things about them and the things they say instead of forgetting. I know we’re not exclusive and they see other people but Eli is the best thing that’s happened to me

#me #personal #depression #self care #sub #fwb #non binary

meanwhilebackinthedungeon

Last year I wanted to kill myself, this year I still want to die but now I’m with a hot metal head girl that lets me tie her up and put a leash on her. Life changes, it gets better.

#personal #me #growth #life #sex #BDSM #suicide