CONTROL

Not pro-ed.

[applesslices]

i thought about this joke and had to make a meme,idk if it’s been done before lol

[worthriller]

Binge for 5 days. Back on track. 500cals.

[worthriller]

Binge at family dinner today. 2/10. After 4 weeks. I’ll cute down to 500 for the next 10 days.

[worthriller]

4 whole weeks

[worthriller]

18 days

[worthriller]

16/09/2020

No one to talk to

[worthriller]

Finally strong enough to not binge!!!

[woodmossbones]

The terrifying thing about my ED is the way it makes me feel like my mental health is actually improving the more weight I lose. I’m starving myself but every pound off feels like freedom. The thinner I get the more I feel comfortable enough to get dressed in the morning, to be able to go out with friends and feel a little less disgusted with myself.

But then I eat more than I had planned and I’m crying, screaming, punching my walls and feeling nothing but hate for myself. Then I remember that I’m still sick.

[worthriller]

8th day! confidence and control ! Yay

[worthriller]

Back on track.

[worthriller]

My confidence appears on an empty stomach

[worthriller]

Fast

First time in months fasting a whole day.

I missed it ...

[adrenaline]

[6lacksoul]

[worthriller]

Why does self love have to be hard?

[ballerinas-butterflies]

It’s February. Time to get skinny. Reblog if you want to lose 10+ pounds this month!!

[czarnyymotyl]

[worthriller]

I’d rather not eat than eat healthy and exercise because I fear muscle mass.