afternoon thoughts i can’t say out loud — but i hope he knows anyway
he fucks me like i’m nothing like i’m just a hole made for his use like my mouth was built to be stuffed and my cunt to be filled like my moans don’t matter just how wet i get when he calls me his filthy little thing
he spits in my mouth chokes me until i stop bratting slaps my face and makes me say thank you and the worst part? my body loves it my mind shuts down for him i become everything he wants because he knows how to take it without asking
but after after he’s used me like a whore he holds me like i’m sacred pulls me into his arms like he didn’t just break me and calls me his good girl like it means something holy
and that’s what fucks me up the most not the pain not the filth but the way he ruins me like trash then holds me like i’m worth saving














