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She’s like warm days, sunshine, honey and love.

I just lost my sister to a car accident.

I feel like I am a failure as the eldest sibling. I live far from her because I work in the city. She died, and I wasn’t by her side. I took care of her ever since she was a baby. She was just 13… how can this world be so cruel to take her away in such a horrible way? The thought of her lying in the cold ground, alone in the grave, breaks my heart. She must have been so scared.

The only thing keeping me from following her is that I don’t want my mom to have to bury another child. And because my sister was so kind, I feel like she would go to heaven while I would end up in hell—if those things are even real. I have to stay strong, or at least pretend to be, so I can carry the whole household. On top of that, I still have to do my duties as the eldest—handle the legal case, raise funds to cover the expenses, and so on. But I don’t know how long I can keep this up. I’m not sure anymore. I miss her so much.

#grief

i am back. ganito na pala dito? nakakapanibago.

you spend all day working and keeping yourself busy yet when it's time to rest, the incident crosses your mind. Ain't it just sad how the perpetrators walk free while the victims are left traumatized & just barely hanging by a thread

Yung anti-depressants ko, tumaas ng 100pesos isang tablet ang presyo. Hahaha tangina. Ayaw ko na nga mabuhay papagastusin pa ako ng ganito. Di ko bibilhin 'to.

akala ko ba anti-depressants 'to. bakit nakakadepress lalo ang presyo?

Natapos din isolation period ko. Ang dami kong laundry. Sumasabay pa trauma flashbacks ko. Iiyakan ko na lang 'to lahat.

Moral lesson: wag magkacovid xD

Tangina, sobrang gulo ng client na nakuha ko. I was supposed to start my first day at work today tapos biglang di ko na maaccess yung credentials ko. I just wasted my time for this. Kung di ko naman talaga kailangan ng pera to support my daily life as a full-time relief volunteer di naman ako magpupush dito. Kairita. Sarap manampal pero kailangan pa rin magpresent as professional.

how to avoid nightmares & panic attacks at night

1. don't sleep

Walang kasarian ang digmang bayan.

Kakagising ko lang gusto ko na agad mamatay. Hayup.

writerfromneverland

Hello, can you please explain why Mass testing is important? Thank you.

Hi, yeah sure! So mass testing is needed kasi in simple terms, how do we expect na mawala yung virus if we, ourselves, hindi natin alam kung sino yung positive and sino yung negative. Mass testing means having our patients who are showing symptoms of Covid be tested same with our frontline health workers. Implementing mass testing sa mga community na may confirmed cases. What we're doing right now which is the "lockdown" is only a band-aid solution. Without mass testing, it will only be futile. What if the lockdown has been lifted without mass testing? That will bring chaos especially not all covid patients are showing symptoms. We need to go for the root cause and how are we going to do that if there will be no mass testing? Especially those who are asymptomatic, they will be spreading the virus unintentionally. So since mass testing is being implemented na in some places, i hope gawin na sa lahat so we all can see kung ano yung next steps na kailangan natin gawin and syempre to avoid more deaths.

writerfromneverland

Reblogging. This is a post from 2020. 2022 na and yet these officials still don’t listen to the experts and medical professionals. Idk about you people but my mental health is deteriorating and tw// but I might just as well be gone if this continues.

Pwede na ba akong magbreakdown o masyado pang maaga?

Hello. Kumusta ka?

just had a very rough day. suddenly my friend's cat jumped on the bed and is now sleeping beside me.

#cats

tanginang bgc 'to. 105 pesos yung ensaymada, ampota.

Ang bigat-bigat talaga maging panganay 'no? Kahit matagal naman na akong nagmove out, ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin yung pressure.

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