Writer of Choas

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Omg! It’s been so long since I was on Tumblr! It’s like I forgot I even had this app

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I had a pretty good year reading. Looking forward to 2022.

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I haven’t been this emotionally exhausted in a long time. I know we all come with our triggers and our issues, but that doesn’t mean your issues and triggers get to trample mine. There is no need to diminish what others go through.

When I give someone respect and space to be themselves, all I want is for the same respect in return. But lately (less than a week) two people have approached me side ways out of their own issues and insecurities. I just hope that I’m not like that to anyone.

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Once thanksgiving passes, I can’t help but think about the exciting things to come in the year to follow. I created a reading list for 2022 already and I’m looking forward some adventures. One thing I’m super excited for is reading more black female authors. Especially in the fantastical realm. My love for black girl magic is strong. Looking forward to part two of many of these books. Thank you, my fellow black girl authors for keeping the fantastical world fresh and continuing to pry that door open for generations to come.

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Living with an autoimmune takes a toll on your body. Every time it rains, I feel miserable. Today, it’s raining yet still Florida warm. But my migraine is taking a toll on well being. I don’t feel like a pleasant person when I have a migraine. When I discuss how I feel when the pressure changes, my fellow spoonies may relate.

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Started my birthday with a sunrise. 33 is lookin good already!

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My last day of being 32!!!!! This age has been so good to me. Hard to believe it’s only been a year since I was deeply battling depression. But here I am, still standing. I’m excited to see what 33 holds for me. For now, imma enjoy the night and begin tomorrow with a sunrise on the water. I have some hopes for 33 but who knows what’s in cards for me.

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November is the month to finish that novel or whatever. But to be honest, I’m so exhausted every morning before work and after work, I’m not sure how imma continue to work on my novel. I have a mental map of how I’m going to edit some things, change some things around, and elaborate in other areas. But I just can’t seem to find the energy. It’s hiding from me.

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My puff is back! I always feel more confident when my curls are allowed to roam free.

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My first impressions of Tokyo Revengers is that it is much like Erased. But I get the sense that there is some twist. But! I LOVE time travel plots.

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9.21.21

Im taking a reading day. Just comics/manga, audiobooks, and the like. I’ve been in a reading slump for the past few months but I wanna get back into it. This week off has gone entirely too fast. But today I’ll dedicate to just reading. Perhaps starting a new anime today. I wanna see what the hype is about for Tokyo Revengers. Lol.

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Spending the day in bed and watching Sailor Moon on Netflix. Now that I’m transitioning to a new job, I am taking some time to relax and catch up on some shows/reading.

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I’ve been on a workout journey for almost a month now. Mainly because I haven’t been active like I used. But also how uncomfortable I feel in my body (things don’t move they way they used to). So! I joined Orange Theory and started going 1x a week. Biking 2x a week, and changed my eating habits. Let’s see what changes happen by the end of the year.

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10.6.21

The writing process has taught me a lot about myself. I feel like I have grown not only as a writer but as a person. I now understand that every write leaves a part of themselves in the story. Whether the audience recognizes that is a different story.

With this story I’m writing, Deadly Chaos, I’ve explored concepts that I didn’t know I felt deeply about and others that were challenges. It’s exciting and nerve wrecking

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I haven’t posted the 3rd installment of Deadly Chaos yet. I took a slight break since I got married. But next week, I’ll be back in it. And I’ll be journaling on tumblr more.

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Sometimes I think my cat gets in the computer when we’re at work. I can sense she has a secret life lol

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9.24.21 - I got married! I didn’t expect to cry during the ceremony. It was great!