A palace to unwind

Can I tempt you?

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A nostalgic feeling of something I have never had

Something so common for us humans and yet so hard to bear.

When will I have it?...

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old ex almost lover

You ever had that one person you just had a physical connection so intense you’d get overwhelmed and uncomfortable just by existing besides them in a crowded room?

I thought I had it and i thought it would led me somewhere, but I got stuck in a place of bewilderment when she had that same energy with many others, and just as powerful as I, once, twice, many times, felt it.

Maybe physical attraction won’t led me to love, maybe love will get me physical attraction, perhaps I’ll never feel it.

She came to me today to ask me for advice on a relationship, for a unrequited love of hers. Isn’t life funny sometimes?

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Can I go on like this?

Yes. I can.

That’s not really the problem.

Is it ok for me to feel bad even when I’m feeling successful? Life IT’S good right now and this year’s been giving me more of what I expected. But this emptiness, this void in my heart keeps getting at me, always there, lurking.

Can I go on like this?

I am here. I have felt like this before, sometimes stronger, sometimes not at all. So, yes, I can.

Is it because I’m alone? I am not alone, I do have friends and family whom i love very much and in return they do so. 

Is it because I have never fallen in love?

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Perhaps I’m just looking for an excuse, perhaps I like feeling like this.

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My brain, my mind doesn’t remember.

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Excuse me

I am not an english speaker, that’s why is easier for me to write all this down, but of course there are bad sides to it, excuse me for future mistakes, please.

I am here to just write, so I hope I also improve this skill.

Understand that this blog will not be actualized regularly, feel free to never follow it.

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Can I go on like this?

Yes. I can.

That’s not really the problem.

Is it ok for me to feel bad even when I’m feeling successful? Life IT’S good right now and this year’s been giving me more of what I expected. But this emptiness, this void in my heart keeps getting at me, always there, lurking.

Can I go on like this?

I am here. I have felt like this before, sometimes stronger, sometimes not at all. So, yes, I can.

Is it because I’m alone? I am not alone, I do have friends and family whom i love very much and in return they do so. 

Is it because I have never fallen in love?

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A palace to unwind

To write everything and nothing, to practice, to let everything out without fear of judgement. 

We all need a place like that and I hope this can be it for me.

I’m an artist, a graphic designer, an illustrator with big expectations concerning this world, with anxietys and problems. Just like everybody else.

I’m used to share my soul trough art, but words can be powerful and daring, they can worry my friends, they can worry my family, that’s why this is a place to just talk without the fear of worrying anyone or gettin’ backlash worthy enough to impulse bad feeling for my part.

Enjoy, hate it, doesn’t matter, just share this little adventure with me.