Ellie

I’ve got desperate desires and unadmirable plans

[aseaofquotes]

Lucy Keating, Dreamology

[rubypolar-blog]

it’s really fun!

[romcommunist]

politicians be like “i would never wish death upon anyone. instead i actively participate in ensuring they die”

[podencos]

I’ve decided every woman who spends most of her time alone is one of my soulmates

[podencos]

We are alone in this world together

[danger]

[perrfectly]

“Overthinking does kill your happiness”

— Unknown (via neckkiss)

[perrfectly]

“The quickest way to get someone’s attention is to no longer want it”

— Anonymous (via neckkiss)

[recaption]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[recaption]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[420sophie1432]

“You look anxious”

Thanks it’s the anxiety

[urada]

[recaption]

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[alifechasingchaos]

Misplaced Anger.

Sometimes I notice myself being overcome with rage at little to no provocation.

Rage is absolutely terrifying when you can’t see it coming.

I find myself having breakdowns over small irritations or lashing out at those I love.

Trauma repressed an anger within me that’s forced to find alternate ways to be felt.

I’m so inherently angry for events I often refuse to accept, that I end up fixating on insignificant things to artificially ease my pain.

It’s much easier to be angry than it is to feel grief.

This misplaced anger fractures relationships, creates a perpetual anxiety, and is yet another source of overwhelming guilt.

And yet, confronting the source of my emotional distress is far more terrifying than embracing my rage.

[neckkiss]

La jalousie