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Matt and Natasha
these violent delights have violent ends
"you have really big eyes and it freaks me out sometimes" (hello this is clint i s w e ar)
It was the kind of thing that , if someone had said it some ten-to-twenty years ago , they’d have him scrambling to put his glasses back on in an instant. Losing your sight before puberty hit was fairly inconvenient in a world so governed by people’s physical appearance, and while it could be argued as a relief to not know what phrases such as ‘good eyebrow game’ or ‘waterboard abs’ really refered to, it was enough to make a proud man paranoid. Matt, though, had come to learn of his own fortune through the generous compliments he’d recieved ever since entering public schooling again. These could come across as empty kindnesses to a regular man, but Matt had heard their hearts beat true and the blood rush to their cheeks ( or the opposite direction ) enough times for even the blind man to know that, if nowhere else, he’d lucked out in that department.
So when Clint, form swaying irregularly in his sensor and breath laced with the strong, stale scent of beer, earnestly mutters his idea of a friendly reminder, Matt finds an amused smile curling on his lips instead of the offended frown that could so easily have been his response. He’s sitting on surface of his kitchen bench, hands curled lightly around the edge and feet dangling idly, buzzing with giddiness from a night of drinking in good company. His glasses were discarded with his jacket and shoes in the hallway, bright and unfocused eyes bare for Clint as he finds purchase on the bench, gripping the bench on either side of Matt and likely staring scrutinizingly into the unseeing.
“You must be a delight at disabled conventions.” He might be a little drunk, but he’s still able to accurately poke his toes into the other’s shin as he cocks an eyebrow skeptically. “Want me to tell you what I thought your high-tech hearing aids were the first time I heard them?” Lips contort as he holds back the laugh gathering in his throat, hearing Clint’s muscles contract in a grimace as he pushes off the bench with a disbelieving noise. Compensating for the threatening cackle, Matt simply hums as he lets the suggestion hang in the air just a little longer. Then, he pushes it; “I’m just saying they don’t vibrate like they should.”
The strangled indignation and ‘la la la’ as the deaf man makes a long-winded show out of removing the newly treacherous hearing aids and then putting his fingers in his ears for good measure is enough to release the laugh that had been building in Matt’s chest, resonating freely in the apartment lit for one and filling it with a warm joy it all too rarely housed.
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS SENTENCE STARTERS { not accepting }
I walk through the valley of the s h a d o w of death.
———&&; I fear no evil because I’m blind to it all.
Clint Barton was an Avenger, a renowned hero by the name of Hawkeye, who had fought gods, artificial intelligences and aliens alike ( ; everything that opposed the laws of faith ) . Clint Barton, surprisingly, happened to be a client; a man like any other who’d run into problems with the law, struggling when he wanted to take over the ownership of a building not technically owned by anyone. Clint Barton, or Hawkeye, was also the hero Daredevil had ‘stumbled into’, to put it in flattering terms, both legend and vigilante bloodied and bruised. And now -- Clint was his date.
When he had insisted that the Avenger get him access to the gala, as his social claim and political standing had him automatically invited, he hadn’t considered exactly how that would be pulled off. Not thinking things through was becoming an increasingly bad habit. When Clint shared his idea, again Matt didn’t think much of it, assuming it to be a platonic or even business-assosciated cover -- whatever got him closer to Fisk without exposing his identity sufficed. When they entered the simmering mass of voices and noise, the previously sharply sensitive man couldn’t make out much that didn’t consist of touch or scent, but Clint knew his situation better than anyone and made sure not to speak unclearly.
Which turned out to be both a blessing and a curse.
“That’s the fifth time--” I think “you’ve said that.” Cane folded into his pocket in the crowded room, hand curled into the crook of the hero’s arm, Matt subtly shifted on his feet with a bit of a wry smile. The verdict was yet to fall whether he approved of this or not. “I'm not sure I want to know how bad your actual prom date was if you have to compensate this much.”
I was being born in a river of blood. I was where I belonged.
Jean-Paul Sartre, tr. by Bernard Frechtman, from The Words; The Autobiography of Jean-Paul Sartre (via violentwavesofemotion)
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hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof
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Date a boy who pretends to be mysterious but he’s actually a complete dork
( ➳ ) — matt fraction’s hawkeye quote dump #1
hawkeye #12
❝ bro, seriously. ❞ ❝ seriously, bro. ❞ ❝ hey, at least you HIT IT– ❞ ❝ you dumbass. ❞ ❝ y’don’t get to WELSH on me twice. ❞ ❝ hey, guess what? chickenbutt. ❞ ❝ did you mean nine in the MORNING or nine at NIGHT? ❞
hawkeye #13
❝ i uh, i don’t have a dictionary. or internet. or uh, much of anything. ❞ ❝ what are you, CONCUSSED? ❞ ❝ ahh.. heyyyy ______, when did, ahh– when did you get back? ❞ ❝ let me get all my stuff taken care of and stuff.. ❞ ❝ fingers’ not workin’ too well– ❞ ❝ nope, i’m nobody. ❞ ❝ i had a spelling question– ❞ ❝ like i said, i had a few. ❞ ❝ _______ always looks all SHARP and neat but i put on a shirt with buttons and i look like that guy in that movie where he DIES IN THE END. ❞ ❝ great, now i got another thing to worry about that i never worried about before. ❞ ❝ once– just ONCE i’d like to get out of here without you being a total ASS, ______. ❞ ❝ zzzzzzz sandwiches zzzzzzzzz. ❞ ❝ i’m going to murder you. ❞ ❝ night, dummy, i meant that NIGHT. ❞ ❝ s/he took my dog, man. ❞ ❝ dunno. looks like the dog LEFT, t’me. ❞
hawkeye #14
❝ he sounds supper bummed. ❞ ❝ do you like helvetica? ❞ ❝ everything is AWFUL. ❞ ❝ don’t come back. i’ll have you shot or arrested, i dunno yet– ❞ ❝ even better– i’m a SUPERHERO. ❞ ❝ not if i arrest you first. ❞ ❝ ZING. ❞ ❝ wait. that zing sucked. ❞ ❝ i don’t do business with strange women on bikes. ❞ ❝ oh thank god, i was starting to forget how to use this– ❞
hawkeye #15
❝ i had it comin’. ❞ ❝ can i pull up my draws first? ❞ ❝ S-U-C-K-E-R. ❞ ❝ i wasn’t there for the girls, i was there for the guys– no, WAIT. ❞ ❝ what ‘cloak-and-dagger’ stuff, this is just a HAT. ❞ ❝ those two guys, they really… they, uh– i threw ‘em off the fire escape. ❞
on the bright side, at least my debilitating fear of abandonment will never leave me
He only knows something has changed through the people around him. It’s the first time he’s able to distinguish the music from the chatter. They’ve all fallen quiet. They turn, and he feels a hundred pairs of lungs draw breath -- and someone screams. It’s muted to him, it could be over anything, but the stress and fear that fills the room is unmistakably bitter on his tongue. There’s a threat, and he has no idea what it is.
Matt finds himself turn with the masses, white-knuckling his cane for some kind of purchase he’s not conscious of seeking. His foot falls, and the floor trembles underneath it. He draws a startled breath, quickly finding his balance, and is shocked to find burned chemicals join the stench of the room. Explosives? More quiet shrieks follow, and this time he recognises the sound of a bomb for what it is. The taste of blood and ripped skin reaches him, and nothing could sober him more.
It was wrong that he had no clue what this could be. All night he’s been tagging one person, never losing his metaphorical grip around their throat -- and now they are gone. The mayor has just left the building, and this is a distraction. The half-deaf man doesn’t care to pay attention to whoever is speaking in a microphone, clearly enabling the culprit’s escape. He won’t fall for it. Nothing matters except Fisk.
Using the crowd’s variants between uncertain shuffling, jerked scared movements and standing paralyzed in fear, Matt carefully and inconspicuously makes his way through, all the while feeling his heart beat its way up his throat. Every second is a second wasted, Fisk could be long gone, but he has to try. This could be the man’s final slip of facade, the moment everyone would see him for what he truly is.
Suddenly there’s disruptions, something that sends a shockwave through the crowd. The screaming returns, the scent of explosives doubles tenfold, and Matt lunges for the exit. He shouldn’t be glad for the distraction, but if New York’s most profiled had noticed a blind man run through a crowd, he might be questioned on not just a few accounts. Then again, whatever is happening might be a good enough excuse for anyone to freak out and act out of character. He makes quick work of the closed door through the sheer force of the now-folded cane, and finds himself face to face with a security guard on the other side. Down two senses, and nothing could be more helpful than the element of surprise. Matt shifts the grip on his billy-club as a crooked smile cracks across a pristine face.
For the very few times he had actually been to a hospital for himself, Peter had grown regrettably familiar with several as of late. That could have been a testament to his lifestyle, or maybe his selection of friends, but he tried not to let the thought wear too much at his conscience. But this was for Matt, who had sacrificed so much and fought tooth and nail only to wind up here, so of course Peter would come. Hell, if Matt’s friend—Foggy—hadn’t shown up and immediately taken the spot at Matt’s bedside, fixed Peter with a look so unwavering and certain, he probably would have stayed the night a week ago. Instead, he had dragged himself back to his apartment and collapsed on an unmade bed, limbs finally aching and eyelids relentlessly heavy. And he had slept—boy howdy, had he slept.
And after days of only waking up for as long as it took to throw a bowl of cereal together and email his professors, and then spending the rest of the grueling week stringing together viable excuses when he finally did return to classes days late, he pulled himself together enough to visit the hospital. The nurses stationed in the front office ushered him along to the elevators with only mild uncertainty, which Peter chalked down to having been there when Matt first showed up. The small weight in his pocket was barely there, but he was strikingly aware of it, and a small, nagging part of him wanted to rethink the idea of bringing something so bizarre for a gift. He punched the button for Matt’s floor and slouched back against the wall when the elevator doors slid closed, leaving him alone with a sleep-addled string of gnawing thoughts. ( He should have come sooner. Should he have brought a balloon, instead? Wait, Matt couldn’t see balloons. The nurses said that Matt would heal, but god, his stomach still twisted with…concern, guilt. Take your pick. )
The building still felt as bleak as ever, all white chipped paint and linoleum stretched across hallway floors. When the doors opened, he slipped past a nurse with dark circles beneath her eyes, biting back the urge to ask her if she wanted a coffee, and let himself into the room a few doors down. Peter lifted his gaze to the bed inside—to Matt, and a somewhat strangled breath of a sound slipped past his lips. At least he’s alive, he reminded himself with a necessary firmness. He’ll get better. A light cough, and he stepped closer, pulling on the hem of his shirt. And—oh, right, he hadn’t brought Matt’s clothes back. Great. He reached up to drag a hand down his face, a groan on the tip of his tongue when the other spoke up, and Peter quickly looked back up.
Something broke off in his chest when the silence fell, and he breathed out, mouth twitching at the corner in something of a sad almost-smile. Careful not to move too quickly, he pressed his lips together and settled his weight on the edge of his friend’s bed. Matt always looked amazing ( really, how did he do that ) but there was more to catch his eye, now. He looked hurt, maybe, or exhausted. Too many things to pin down, and Matt deserved exactly none of them. So he swallowed and reached out to take hold of the offered wrist with one hand, gentle but enough to let him know that he was there. With his other hand, he pressed a fingertip Matt’s palm, tracing slow words there, like before. ‘Its Peter. Hi.’ He paused and fought another weak smile, eyes flitting over the other’s features and back to his palm. ‘If I told you that someone drew on your face while you were asleep, would you believe me?’
The slight wind of the opening door brought with it a hint of mint, and something tugged pathetically at Matt’s heart. He couldn’t help the hope rising in him as he picked up shea butter, too. The mix of fresh scents mingling with ever-lasting stress, and so unmistakably Peter. Almost umistakably, he corrected himself -- without his hearing he couldn’t be certain. But unless one of the nurses had taken to the lifestyle of a college student, his conviction shouldn’t be entirely unfounded.
He hadn’t really been aware of how anxious he was to see Peter until he was there. Or rather, he pretended not to, when a while had passed and he realised he was being unreasonable. The first... couple of days, he’d been almost desperate to. No one would talk to him about the city, just his condition or to relax and take care of himself. He was already in a hospital, restricted to a bed. There wasn’t like he had much choice, and they certainly didn’t give him an alternative. His radar sense flickered in near-useless bursts, but informed him that Peter ( because now, shaped erratically by the inexplicable power, he knew ) was approaching. The older sat up a little straighter, eyes tracking the other’s movements more vaguely than usual.
As Peter weighed down the mattress, Matt’s thigh dipping slightly, he felt something heavy lift off of him. He felt his expression ease up, unaware it’d been tense, and Christ how he wished he could hear that heart. Matt was a mess, but things seemed to resolve themselves when Peter -- or more commonly, Spider-Man -- came around. And right now, he was more likely to understand what Matt needed than anyone. There was probably something about experiencing trauma together, but -- there was no reason to pull that up. Hopefully. He had very little interest to dip his toes back in the murky waters he’d been consumed by the past week.
Immeasurably strong fingers wrapped carefully around his wrist, and the contact was enough to make Matt sink back a little against the headboard, exhaling softly through his nose. “I know,” he mumbled before he could catch himself. A knee-jerk reaction, wanting to show how he wasn’t completely useless; he could still do what he'd been able to before... Barely. A bitterness rose in the back of his throat, clenching his jaw and forcing it back down. He might be in a hospital with another sense crossed off the list -- again -- but that didn’t mean Peter had to deal with his childish need to prove himself. Foggy had. That, and more than he wanted to think about. Not now. Not again.
With the other so close, more clues appeared to him, and with them was the smell of unchanged bedsheets. It was different from person to person, but it always clung to them the same way, curling around everything else, like the serpent to the tree. His stomach twisted, all too familiar with what that meant. Could mean. Part of him wanted to reach out for Peter, but he recognised the light-hearted nature he was going for, and stored it away for later. Possibly.
Unlike when nurses were with him, Matt’s hand slid effortlessly out of Peter’s grip and returned the gesture. Moving carefully so not to stir the book, he stretched for the bookmark on his bedside table, biting back the groan as a bruise on his side made itself known. Slipping the paper between the pages, he closed the book and tucked it away behind his pillow. Then his fingers traced Peter’s palm, lingering a miniscule amount of time before he started writing. 'Funny. The marker smell would probably wake me long before that happened. It’s awful.' He put more pressure on the last word, and his lips stretched into a smile. ‘How is--’ Hell’s Kitchen, the city, the brain-washed. With a twinge in his chest, Matt remembered the scent of bedsheets. His lips pressed into a line, and his eyes searched once more for Peter’s, guided by his pulse. ‘How are you?’
Okay Darce, with the help of an actual nice man you made it down the stairs dignity in tact now all you gotta do is…. Oh crap! What is it they say in Bridget Jones? Circulate, oozing intelligence. So with that in mind Darcy took a few slightly uncertain steps into the gala. As it turned out, she wasn’t half awful at it. The room was full of politicians. And she was doing a friggin Masters in that.
She had to excuse herself early from one or two conversations though, mainly cause the gentlemen she was talking to couldn’t seem to resist gravity and lift their frankly pervy gazes of her chest. She’d always been a little self-conscious and thanks to the marvel that is Jane & Pepper her boys were frankly show-stopping in her dress. Not that she didn’t love it. The fabric swished while her heels clicked and it fell around her perfectly. So she was caught between bouts of female empowerment when she strode around proudly looking for conversation… and free food, and duking down holding her arms awkwardly over her chest to try and conceal that which frankly would not be concealed.
She was currently in a circle of gala attendees who were discussing the merits of tighter restrictions on ‘Avenger Activity’ Darcy was forcing herself not to call them all out on their own idiocy, she figured that would do her future career prospects absolutely no favours. And she was swiftly reaching her breaking point when she felt something long and hard bump against ankle. Her mind immediately thought ‘very well hung gorilla behind you’ for some reason, until she did turn and blurt out-
“Hot-Blind-Deaf-Guy-Matt!” she smiled, happy to see the guy out of hospital. She’d gone back to visit him a few days later only to find out he’d been discharged. But what was he doing about with no help? Especially in a room this crowded, and finally her own words registered in her brain and she wanted to melt into a puddle on the floor and run away.
Wait though! He couldn’t hear! She hoped, or at least, not hear her well. “Oh phew, I just remembered the hearing’s not too good, thank several Gods for that one.” she laughed a little, grabbing a passing hors d’oeuvre and plucking the small tooth pick off it, “I mean, last thing I want you hearing is how happy I am to see a familiar face cause Dude I do not belong here.” she told him, “That and it’s really inappropriate to call you hot, even if Dude you’re smoking. Those glasses are killer by the way… What am I doing?” she gently took the outstretched hand, too busy rambling to acknowledge the other speaking to her, and wrote in his palm, ‘Hey! It’s Darcy, hospital girl. Good to see you about. I hope you’re doing well?’ There, she thought with pride, much more sophisticated.
The voice -- he didn’t recognise the voice, which was unsettling when the owner knew his name. It took him a few seconds for his brain to backtrack and realise she’d not just said ‘blind’, and realisation struck. Beyond doctors and nurses, there was only one stranger who could know him as deaf. The cheery girl in the hospital. Darcy. Remembering her name was an easy feat; she’d been a rock to hold onto in stormy waters not even a week ago.
Her presence almost threw him off his track -- almost. Tension remained in his shoulders and hands, the host of the gala never quite leaving his mind. He knew he should be focusing on him, but then Darcy was here, talking, and she deserved his gratitude and respect. Matt found his smile come a little easier, but the heaviness in his face had him suspect it mostly passed as the ‘weirdly sad puppy’ look Foggy had dubbed.
As her laugh swam in the auditory pool around him, Matt felt his heart clench as he belatedly realised how special this was. They had talked for what felt like hours, only his dignity keeping him from clinging to her hand as they wrote into each other’s palms, but this was the first time he’d heard her. Somehow, the slightly nasal and prominent pitch of her voice didn’t surprise him, rather extending the personality he’d gotten to know, and he felt the tight grip around his heart melt warmly.
The speed she was talking at he frankly should’ve expected, too, yet there seemed to be little he could do to catch onto every word. The general gist seemed to be her complimenting his appearance, though. His smile stretched into something a little cocky. She’d already called him handsome when they first met, and it had hardly been the first time he’d heard it, but then pride was the most popular of sins.
He was about to lower his hand, close to an awkward amount of time of holding it there, when her smaller and familiar fitted into his. A beat, and then her fingerprint brushed systematically across his palm, and Matt found himself almost laughing -- a brief grin and a short burst of a chuckle, before he dutifully schooled himself. ‘I’m great, thanks, but’ his hand had turned in hers, copying her communication style, before he found his voice with a smile he tried to keep from looking too smart, “My hearing’s actually better, hence the discharge. It... would probably help if you slowed down, though.”
Keeping his voice pleasant was apparently natural around her. He withdrew his hand gently to rest in his pocket. “You...” What? Smell different? Well, she did, he hadn’t immediately recognised her after all, but he didn’t exactly want to chase her away. He picked up his trail a little awkwardly, “You’re enjoying yourself?” Honestly, he couldn’t figure out why she would be here, but then he didn’t actually know her at all. Only as a kind spirit in the dark.
Friendly tones and laughing notes filled the great expanse of the room, decorated by clinking glass and lightly pouring liquid. Feet shuffled, heels tapped, skin brushed skin, and in between swam the gentle but impressive melody of a small orchestra. In the middle of it all stood a man, for all intents and purposes dressed and groomed to the occasion, but with his mind on anything but the superficial.
The red of his glasses shone under the chandeliers as he tilted his chin up, bringing something fierce to the unassuming blind man in the crowd. Though all he looked to be doing was standing still, quiet, simply listening. Probably to the music. In all honesty, Matt cared less for seeming unsuspicious than he in all likelihood should. Fisk was behind this. Fisk was in this room. Through the scent of caviar and vintage wine, no one could smell the remnants of blood under his strong fingernails and in the pores of his knuckles. No one but Matt.
But that was about all he could catch onto. With his hearing’s gratingly slow recovery, he couldn’t even make out a single heartbeat -- which for someone who had identified life that way for 20 years was nerve-wracking on its own, but also blocked out the resounding warning bells of Fisk’s. The possibility of finding out anything about their corrupt mayor was the only reason he’d asked Clint (not too smoothly) to bring him, and yet his ability to do so seemed worse than expected.
Speaking of the Avenger, the guy had loudly and clearly pronounced that there was a bowl of peanuts out there looking for company and promptly disappeared in the crowd. Which was why Matt was left on his own, trying to make out anything of worth in the ocean of vague sounds and clear scents. Frustration finally thinning out his patience, he readied the cane and made a move forward -- unsurprisingly brushing into someone’s ancle.
“Sorry,” he muttered distractedly, prepared to keep walking, when he realised this wasn’t quite like bumping into someone on a busy New York street. For all he knew he could’ve deeply offended a millionaire already making a lawsuit against him in their head. Matt halted, drew the cane close to his body and mustered what was usually a disarming and humble smile. “I apologise, navigation, isn’t my strong suit,” a pause, and then he offers his hand as an afterthought, “Matt Murdock -- at your service.” Galas were perhaps not a familiar field, but churches and courts didn’t produce a complete savage.