Stav

22 He/him Be nice (:

[grapejuiceblue5]

the team is chasing the sickest murderers to ever live meanwhile these two on the phone sexually harassing each other

[wybiextmg]

I can’t even began to explain how much I suffer and feel so horrible im not posting anymore cause it will be the same thing over and over how much i can complain about the same thing ? It feels so embarrassing it this point im trying my best to help myself but my environment doesn’t really helps :/ i don’t have the energy to fight alone and i have nobody who can help me :(

[wybiextmg]

I feel that when i want to write here something it’s always depressing and sad but this is how i feel most of the time this couple of months and it’s so exhausting im so tired of myself

[wybiextmg]

Im on a vacation with my dad alone and its nice but he doesn’t understand that i can’t go to stores with him all the time cause I don’t like to do this all day cause this is not the stuff i like and also im mentally exhausted very fast i feel so anxious and mentally drained my social anxiety is so high i have another two days and i want to go home i feel so bad so fast its so frustrating and exhausting to feel like this EVERY FUCKING DAY i want to be in my bad with my dog i miss him so much i saw the videos of him and he’s happy and having fun with all the dogs i hate to be apart from him for a long time he’s helping my mental health so much he’s the reason i wake up he’s my little baby and i want the days to pass by fast so i could lay on my bed and relax with him i feel so suicidal im sick of this feeling

[wybiextmg]

A few weeks ago when i was horny i read some stuff here and i need to say that there is a disgusting community of people that is fetishizing trans man they call us tboys and when they’re saying what they want to do they always using words like tdick i HATE that word and this weird people always talking about trans guys like they’re a literal child it’s so creepy what’s going on here im here to write stuff mostly about my mental health and read some funny stuff this place is scary

[deadnow-deactivated20250507]

"me and who" that's literally me and you but I'm too mentally ill to make a meaningful connection with another human.

[tattoovonbeardy]

I wish hugging people healed them. I want that to be my super power

[deadnow-deactivated20250507]

can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

[bunnygirlmia]

i love saying “i have a nap to take” like it’s an appointment

[rot-topic]

I need to get laid…. to rest. like let me sleep forever

[wybiextmg]

It’s so hard for me to function in the everyday life everything is painful physically and most mentally i feel like im collapsing as the days pass by i don’t know how to handle this i feel so alone i feel miserable i need help but nobody’s there i need this to stop it’s to much i want to die so it’ll stop

[wybiextmg]

Feeling weird but ok hope it stays that way

[wybiextmg]

I hate people of this fucked up community im always so disappointed of this obnoxious and over sensitive people i need to stop keep giving a chance to people who don’t worth it like the last mean and bad person iwa friends with i need to listen to my feelings i felt bad in the last couple of weeks through this friendship like he’s doing me a favor that he’s talking to me and when i confront him and ask if he has a problem with something i did or said he always was angry at me and saying that this is his normal behavior and blamed that because he has autism this is how he communicates he started a fight with me on Sunday because i asked him if he was angry with me and i don’t know if i should come to his party because of his behavior he wrote back that he’s tired of me analyzing his natural behavior and if I don’t want to come then don’t come and he feels if that if I’ll come he’ll need to give me special attention so i won’t get offended or that he’ll needed to dedicate the entire event to me so i don’t get offended i was so shocked that’s what he thinks of me. yesterday was his party and two days ago I asked if he wants me to come and he answered yesterday 10 minutes before he states the party that he prefer not like i meant to come after how he treated me there is a lot more details and i don’t have the energy to waist it on writing about this shit person it was nice to rent about him as much that i rent about him I realize how awful this guy is i feel disgusted that i was his friend and that I didn’t listen to myself that I should cut contact with i hope this I’ll learn from this experience to stay away from people like him

[wybiextmg]

Im trying to go out more with my friends it’s very hard for me to get ready to get out of my house but when i overcome this straggle im having fun and feels good but when its over and im going back to my house i feel so exhausted mentally and physically so when i want to meet my friends im always thinking that afterwards i feel so bad cause in the last year I’m always so exhausted mentally all the time its so hard for me to function all day is such a struggle for me to go to work i need to keep forcing myself to go to work and meet friends cause if not I’ll drown and It will be worse

[wybiextmg]

I feel so bad im crying and so suicidal i fell so bad I can’t handle it

[wybiextmg]

And once again im so tired and exhausted mentally

[wybiextmg]

I blocked here the one person who knew me Irl I tried to talk to him about something I didn’t understood in is behavior and he was such a dick about that and accused me that because of my questions he can’t be himself and need to think about everything he’s saying to me I tried to explain myself but he left me on read. on Thursday he’s having a party with close friends and I said to him that i don’t know if i should come because all the last times we talk on messages he argued with me none stop and I felt unwelcome because of that and he said to me that if I don’t want to then don’t come and it feels for him that I’ll be offended or he’ll have to give me all the attention at his party and it was so hurtful and disgusting that this is what he thinks about me i tried to call him to talk on the phone and he didn’t answer me and wrote that thing and said afterwards that he doesn’t want to continue this conversation this way. I said that i want to talk on the phone and work this out but he left me on read and never answered. fuck him I tried everything to change the situation. fuck this guy and fuck all the trans community. all the shit people i meet is always a part of this shit community i always trying to connect with people on this community to feel included but it always end badly im not going to try again fuck this awful community and of course im not going to come to this party.

while I wrote this he answered me that nobody will talk to him the way I talked he doesn’t know how to work this out and that he’s not going to answer phone calls and messages from me until he calm down i wrote back that he wasn’t ok either he said hurtful things im not going to keep chasing him im not going to call or send messages except this one and if he want to talk normally he can call me he is not my friend anymore im not going to forgive this behavior anymore like i used to with people in my past I don’t care if he’s going to call me im not letting people treat me like that anymore and im so proud of myself that im protecting myself